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yes I'm gonna slice up my arms until they're mishapen and get hospitalized just so I can get an ounce of your attention. that's completely normal and healthy behavior.
TW SFX FOR HALLOWEEN
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Checking on the c#ts from last night , they don’t hurt but the bigger gaping one keeps bl33ding just a bit still
I hate bandaids/plasters they hurt so fucking much to take off istg
TW SFX HALLOWEEN PRATICE
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I got a lot of photos plus some bl00d on the floor lol (it’s watered down slightly bc I was rinsing water on my leg to clean it)
Does anyone know what most of these are?
Idk guys I wanna jump off a cliff but it "gets better" so I just gotta wait ig💜
I kept the shirt and wore it to my mom's meeting and I got told by my sister literally the one that gave me the shirt that I'm built weird like girl stfu😭
Also guys look we have baby birds in the back yard we started giving them little snacks so the parents could feed the baby's !! The one thing I'm excited for🥳🥳
Went shopping today I got a bunch of clothes 🙈 guysss I need motivation I've been getting so big recently and this is not the timese ‼️‼️ love you guys💜
Shsh don't report just block yk you guys love me don't do it 🙏
hi guysss sooo everything has been okay I think it's been stressful and hard but I've been doing it I didn't go to school today which isn't good but it's okayy but my life's a mess rn Soo here you go
Guys gimmie motivation to loose I've been gaining to much recently shhh warning scroll pleaseee don't report justtt block
hi pooksss I've been thinking tooo much I needed a little relief but I haven't ate today so I've been doing good🙏🙏
Shsh SFX makeup block don't report you guys know you don't want me to disappear againnn so just scroll 😠
Ik I need to shavee
my thigh when im ever inconvenienced even just a little bit
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to anyone and everyone who wants to go deeper: don't
you will never be satisfied. there is never a depth where you say "okay this is enough" once you start down the path of going deeper you never stop. there's no end point. it's agonizing.
your self harm is serious enough as it is, you don't have to go deeper for it to be serious. you don't have to have scars. you don't have to hit the dermis or the fat for it to be real. it's real, it's serious.
there is nothing glamorous about deeper. it's not worth it.
People who refuse to understand that cvtting for attention is valid make me so, so angry. Because i'm not talking about someone who does it because they want to hurt someone else/do it as "revenge" against someone to make them feel bad, I'm talking about someone who cvts to get attention because they know something is wrong, but they don't know what that something is and they can't articulate it.
If someone is resorting to cvtting themselves to get you to look at them and pay attention to them and you brush it off as just being dramatic and attention seeking, you're not helping. And usually, a lot of us hide our sh for a reason! Even if we've been clean for a while! I hid my scars for nearly a year because I didn't want anyone to know, but even if I didn't even if I showed someone to ask for help in the only way I knew how, that would've been valid.
this is so real
tw!!
dawg am I the only one who doesn't want to go farther than styro? like hitting beans makes me lowkey disgusted but still want deeper than babies. I love going deep just not that much yk?
Will always reblog stuff like this when it comes up, there's a lotta apps like it! All different you can always search for one that works for you and it's ok if none of them do, just means that one out of hundreds of alternatives doesn't work
i recommend this app to help you distract yourself when you feel an urge to hurt yourself!
It’s so cute and calming :D
You ever sh and your like "oh great just a small relapse so that my scars don't fade too much and I can hop back onto recovery"
And then two months later you just THINK about giving your arm a break and letting those heal up and your sick to your stomach,
and you haven't had a clean streak longer than two days.
I'm sure the scars look so pretty but I haven't given enough time to actually look at them and see them, whatever I'll get clean some other year.
Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.
Fuckkkkk
The store is closed tomorrow too
Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today
But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?
Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.
Fuckkkkk
The store is closed tomorrow too
Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today
But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?
I actually didn't know anyone voted on this but wow that's a lot, anyway
No slicing till tomorrow pinky swear
On a side note, why are people posting there sh so convincing with saying it's SFX
Maybe I'm a fuckin dumb ass but almost every time I see "fake SFX" and I go "ohhh!! I love SFX" and then it's pictures of cuts, like 7 times out of 10
I've been on this app for years??? You think would have learned
Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.
Fuckkkkk
The store is closed tomorrow too
Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today
But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?
I actually didn't know anyone voted on this but wow that's a lot, anyway
No slicing till tomorrow pinky swear
On a side note, why are people posting there sh so convincing with saying it's SFX
Maybe I'm a fuckin dumb ass but almost every time I see "fake SFX" and I go "ohhh!! I love SFX" and then it's pictures of cuts, like 7 times out of 10
I've been on this app for years??? You think would have learned
Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.
Fuckkkkk
The store is closed tomorrow too
Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today
But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?
I actually didn't know anyone voted on this but wow that's a lot, anyway
No slicing till tomorrow pinky swear
On a side note, why are people posting there sh so convincing with saying it's SFX
Maybe I'm a fuckin dumb ass but almost every time I see "fake SFX" and I go "ohhh!! I love SFX" and then it's pictures of cuts, like 7 times out of 10
I've been on this app for years??? You think would have learned
Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.
Fuckkkkk
The store is closed tomorrow too
Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today
But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?
I think I hit beans
Oops fuck
I forgot that scars are tougher to cut through, I've been cutting on the same arm almost every night for the past month and that bitch tough as shit
I was ventureing into a new spot and gave it the same push as before
Oh fuck
I can't tell if it's beans or not holy shit
It looks a lil different than my regular styros, and feels different too I can feel it in my hand Wich is weird
Fuck me Man I hope it's just a deep styro
I just looked again, it's bulging out a bit. Fuck did I just hit baby beans
She's still bleeding a bit wow
I'm gonna clean up and pass out
UPDATE: it was beans. Holy fuck god damit it just keeps oozing, I'm gonna put a bandaid on it Lucky it's small and not bulging out to much, holy fuck. I don't like this, I don't fuck with beans they scare the shit out of me styros are perfect for me, deep enough to scar and be satisfying anything more scares me