S3lf Harn - Tumblr Posts
Codeine, cigarettes and energy drink in the morning are so good.
I've been clean for two months now, but I feel so bad that I want to self harm again, I want to cry
Life is too long… 💔 (my waifspo aesthetic moodboard and lana del rey music video)
Idk guys I wanna jump off a cliff but it "gets better" so I just gotta wait ig💜
I kept the shirt and wore it to my mom's meeting and I got told by my sister literally the one that gave me the shirt that I'm built weird like girl stfu😭
Also guys look we have baby birds in the back yard we started giving them little snacks so the parents could feed the baby's !! The one thing I'm excited for🥳🥳
Went shopping today I got a bunch of clothes 🙈 guysss I need motivation I've been getting so big recently and this is not the timese ‼️‼️ love you guys💜
Shsh don't report just block yk you guys love me don't do it 🙏
hi guysss sooo everything has been okay I think it's been stressful and hard but I've been doing it I didn't go to school today which isn't good but it's okayy but my life's a mess rn Soo here you go
Guys gimmie motivation to loose I've been gaining to much recently shhh warning scroll pleaseee don't report justtt block
hi pooksss I've been thinking tooo much I needed a little relief but I haven't ate today so I've been doing good🙏🙏
Shsh SFX makeup block don't report you guys know you don't want me to disappear againnn so just scroll 😠
Ik I need to shavee
꒰ Intro ꒱ ︎
Warnings: (also pls don't report just block!!)
☆ this blog WILL have triggering topics like: Eat1ng D1sord3rs and s3lf-h4rm and any images despicting these topics WILL have trigger warnings !!
Other possibly mentioned triggering things(idk if I will actually mentions these are not): Personal 0nl1ne grxxming experiences this WILL also have trigger warnings if mentioned.
About me:
☆ Hello, my name is Mila, I'm 15 y/o, I go by she/they and I'm omnisexual.
☆ I'm kinda new to edblr and shblr (i think the correct term is shedblr? Possibly??) so pls don't judge
☆ shows/movies I like:
The walking dead
Euphoria
The boys
How to train your dragon
Cod modern warfare(I don't have the games but I do watch gameplay)
☆Music Artist I like:
Lana Del Rey <3
Mitski
Marina and the diamonds
Will wood
Ect.
☆ Boundaries:
Don't ask for pics.
Don't be mean.
This is a safe place for everyone.
Preferably 14+
☆Things I might post:
Edblr [Edblr things for me]
Shblr
Shedblr
Vents
Girlblogs
Morute themes
Grunge themes
Agere (coping mechanism)
Vague s3xual themes (trigger warnings will be provides and it won't be in depth detail)
Things associated with my favorite characters & actors ex. Jeffrey Dean Morgan (I love him)
☆Thats all I have I might add more :3
why is destroying my body so fun?
tw self harm mentions
ok, have to say this again.
shblr! For the love of everything, STOP TAGGING SH RECOVERY ON YOUR PICS OR RELAPSE POSTS?! sorry to say it but shut the fuck up maybe? Post whatever the hell you want but STOP tagging recovery when your post is NOT about it, at all. I am trying to stay clean, stop trying to drag people down with you. Your so annoying like please I’m begging you, stop tagging sh recovery your hurting others by posting your sui ideation for those keeping clean/trying to stay clean to read.
if your mad about this then YOUR the problem.
I wish he would kiss my scars and then kiss me so that i know it will all be okay.
No matter how much I cu+ it’s never enough sc@rring. I’ll always want more. I want to scare people with how visibly I hate myself
CSH fans x depression except it’s just me and I like car seat headrest
Can cis ppl just shut up abt my body. Yea I know I’m no longer attractive as a guy I WASNT AS A GIRL. I don’t need every comment on my body to be how I’ve ruined it. I have sh addiction trust me Ik I’ve ruined any chance of ever being attractive I know
went ham on my thighs again tonight relapse after a week whoo
is it a relapse if i literally cu+ the day before?
I’m actually going insane like this is the rough patch that k!lls me Istg I feel like I’m back in my mentally ill groove though so yay cutt!ng!
3 days in a row of sh I need to end it
Will always reblog stuff like this when it comes up, there's a lotta apps like it! All different you can always search for one that works for you and it's ok if none of them do, just means that one out of hundreds of alternatives doesn't work
i recommend this app to help you distract yourself when you feel an urge to hurt yourself!
It’s so cute and calming :D