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My nutella sammiches D:
@bloodsslvt hi :(
(FOR CONTEXT: one of my friends was feeling a lil bit spoonicidal, so she went looking for a r0pe to h@ng herself, but there wasnt one, so she went looking for a kn1f£ to cvt herself, but instead of cvtt1ng, she made a fucking nutella sandwich instead, so I now use nutella sandwich to refer to whenever I r£l@ps£)
Scrolling tumblr instead of going to sleep because all i can think about is cvtt1ng
god how do i do st¥r0s??
i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting
if i write the truth enough times, it'll distort into lies
then just maybe i wont have to cvt myself to feel anything
Because how fucked up to you have to be to wake up in the morning and think "cvtting seems like a great idea now"
I SAW MY THERAPIST AT THE BEACH
LEG CVTS ON DISPLAY WHEN I TOLD HER I DIDN'T CVT LEGS
ohhhhh next session is gonna make me want to kms more than i alr doooooo
on the bright side, i acquired two more bl@des^^ unscrewing sh@rpeners is so easy
i feel so fucking embarrassed when people tell me i need help, no I don't leave me alone
does it count as a relapse if you weren't trying to stay sober in the first place
Shiiiiiit my leg hurts. Maybe i should get some first aid instead of holding together a cut that probably needs stitches with tape and tissues.
bro for the love of god do NOT cut the hip that you sleep on. Aaaaaaagghhhhhh i can't sleep my neck hurts from sleeping on my left side.
tfw you can see that everyone around you is slowly getting tired of you
TW ED N SH VENT
always needing to cvt myself.
always cutting out the bad parts or at least trying to.
this stupid fvcking fat body.
always feeling invalid u less i'm seen, but i don't want to be seen.
do anything to hurt myself in the slightest way.
To starve.
what is wrong with me.
<3
i'll get to the point of posting pictures of my $h and progress soon so then maybe i might feel valid or at least have smth to do??!
he's so pretty i want to make him cry and whimper and drink his blood
The longer I stay up while pulling an all-nighter, the more I want to sh
It happened almost a decade ago. I can't help but think I really am just a bad person.
What level of confidence/delusional behaviour is it to be in bed, with an adult man holding you, and sleeping on your shoulder while scrolling sh/ed posts on Twitter?
Itchy cuts, UGH Itchy Itchy Itchy Itchy! Hate it would rather the shower sting then this shit.
How to ask my friends if they'd be mad at me if I kill3d myself, without worrying or upsetting them
Wym go to therapy?
I just need to be pretty, and easily destoryed like a sacrificial lamb♡
