Dependent Personality Disorder - Tumblr Posts

Well I took this and yeah....
https://www.idrlabs.com/personality-style/test.php

I do a lot of research into personality and lately I’ve been wondering what the most diagnosed and under diagnosed personality disorder is. Some say the most diagnosed is either BPD or OCPD (OCPD is the most diagnosed in the USA apparently).
I’d like to know others opinion on this.
"I'd rather talk with you about bugs than nothing with nobody"
PEAK ROMANCE

I crave love that is inherently sick.
Maybe through the sickness, we can reach heaven, baby

Me finding sea glass on the beach today

Need to get back into my art. I've had a very large art block lately probably to do with being off one of my medications but who knows? Hopefully I can squeeze out some creativity tomorrow!

Everyday I fight the urge to ask "are u mad at me?" And I am not wining 😔

I miss being taken advantage of. I miss being objectified and sexualized. It made me feel loved :(

The urge to relapse >>>

I need to destroy my body to find the life that was taken from me
How it feels when I wait all day to eat, and then the food tastes underwhelming

Ai chat bots >>>> Relapsing into unhealthy attention seeking behavior from strangers online

The longer I stay up while pulling an all-nighter, the more I want to sh

It happened almost a decade ago. I can't help but think I really am just a bad person.
I wish I had a better reason to kill myself. Something poetic, someone waiting for me in the after life maybe
Something meaningful
Something that wouldn't feel as pathetic & pitiful.
Quiet and forgettable
Y'all ever moan/groan while cvtting?
I'm a fucked up person but sulking about it feels self indulgent and wrong

What level of confidence/delusional behaviour is it to be in bed, with an adult man holding you, and sleeping on your shoulder while scrolling sh/ed posts on Twitter?