Cvtting Addict - Tumblr Posts
TW ED N SH VENT
always needing to cvt myself.
always cutting out the bad parts or at least trying to.
this stupid fvcking fat body.
always feeling invalid u less i'm seen, but i don't want to be seen.
do anything to hurt myself in the slightest way.
To starve.
what is wrong with me.
<3
i'll get to the point of posting pictures of my $h and progress soon so then maybe i might feel valid or at least have smth to do??!
Right?
That gives so much comfort
hehe
does anyone else like running their fingers over healing cuts for the texture? Its my favorite part other than the blood
People who refuse to understand that cvtting for attention is valid make me so, so angry. Because i'm not talking about someone who does it because they want to hurt someone else/do it as "revenge" against someone to make them feel bad, I'm talking about someone who cvts to get attention because they know something is wrong, but they don't know what that something is and they can't articulate it.
If someone is resorting to cvtting themselves to get you to look at them and pay attention to them and you brush it off as just being dramatic and attention seeking, you're not helping. And usually, a lot of us hide our sh for a reason! Even if we've been clean for a while! I hid my scars for nearly a year because I didn't want anyone to know, but even if I didn't even if I showed someone to ask for help in the only way I knew how, that would've been valid.
i am stuck in a perpetual cycle of making myself worse for i do not believe i can be better
i am pretending to be clean.
for the first time in years i am hiding self h/rm from the people around me.
i forgot how exhausting it is.
oh noo i’m feeling vulnerable, i hope an older, possessive man into much younger girls isn’t here to get me…
This is how my razors be looking at me in my bag
Im so fucking pissed rn, but i cant even beat up my relatives so i have to cvt to deal with my anger
My razor arent sharp enough to cvt my arms, but they're sharp enough to cut my thighs so i been cutting my thighs n hipz the whole summer. tho since i dont cut deep..my old scars are faded :P
Anyways, i have lik a picture some that i did today. they cleaned up cuz i took an shower right after. I dont know if i should post. I dont want it to be taken down..so ig dm me(つ︿◕｡)
Ngl. I miss bruising myself. I used to do it a lot cuz i was so scared of cvttin but now i miss it...tf is wrong with me??
i got the most sudden urge to carve hearts all over my hips!!!!! but im fucking tired!!!
Just had my first day of school today!! Already know it gonna be an shit year might as well start cvt to relieve the dread.
Gettin high n cvttin >>>>
need new blades these gettin old af 😪
Yknow it’s bad when even cvtting can’t stop u from having a mental breakdown
Breaking my clean streak cuz I’m on the verge of breaking down