Intro

꒰ Intro ꒱ ︎

Warnings: (also pls don't report just block!!)

☆ this blog WILL have triggering topics like: Eat1ng D1sord3rs and s3lf-h4rm and any images despicting these topics WILL have trigger warnings !!

Other possibly mentioned triggering things(idk if I will actually mentions these are not): Personal 0nl1ne grxxming experiences this WILL also have trigger warnings if mentioned.

About me:

☆ Hello, my name is Mila, I'm 15 y/o, I go by she/they and I'm omnisexual.

☆ I'm kinda new to edblr and shblr (i think the correct term is shedblr? Possibly??) so pls don't judge

☆ shows/movies I like:

The walking dead

Euphoria

The boys

How to train your dragon

Cod modern warfare(I don't have the games but I do watch gameplay)

☆Music Artist I like:

Lana Del Rey <3

Mitski

Marina and the diamonds

Will wood

Ect.

☆ Boundaries:

Don't ask for pics.

Don't be mean.

This is a safe place for everyone.

Preferably 14+

☆Things I might post:

Edblr [Edblr things for me]

Shblr

Shedblr

Vents

Girlblogs

Morute themes

Grunge themes

Agere (coping mechanism)

Vague s3xual themes (trigger warnings will be provides and it won't be in depth detail)

Things associated with my favorite characters & actors ex. Jeffrey Dean Morgan (I love him)

☆Thats all I have I might add more :3

I wish he would kiss my scars and then kiss me so that i know it will all be okay.

This is how I can verbally explain my trauma.

Tw: rants of not being desired. Block don't report

WHY AM I SO FUCKING DISGUSTING? LIKE MY PERSONALITY N EVERYTHING ABOUT ME IS NOT DESIRABLE LIKE WHY COULDN'T MY PARENTS PRODUCE SOMETHING CUTE? LIKE ALL I WANT IS SOME OLDER MAN TO FIND ME PRETTY AND WANTS TO SPOIL ME WITH LOVE N MONEY OR AT LEAST STARE N FLIRT WITH ME LIKE EVERY OTHER FUCKING GIRL IN MY STUPID ASS LIFE, I WANT TO BE PRETTY, I CANTT?? STUPID AS FUCK N STUPID ASS LIFE. LIKE I CAN GET ATTENTION FROM GUYS ONLINE BUT IT ISN'T IRL, PPL ONLINE DONT EVEN SEE MY FACE. IT ISNT AS PERSONAL AS IRL.

Edblr Things

I'm not encouraging Ed's, pls don't start and try to recover !!

I'm on edblr, and I'm not very deep in it I could probably stop if I wanted💀

I'm 135 lbs and I have a fast metabolism.

My bmi: 22.5.

My dream bmi: 16.6

I want a flat stomach and want smaller thighs, I basically wanna be smaller

My goal for right now is: 100 lbs

And I don't have a weigher so I can't exactly weigh myself and I have to go by how skinnier I get.

to anyone and everyone who wants to go deeper: don't

you will never be satisfied. there is never a depth where you say "okay this is enough" once you start down the path of going deeper you never stop. there's no end point. it's agonizing.

your self harm is serious enough as it is, you don't have to go deeper for it to be serious. you don't have to have scars. you don't have to hit the dermis or the fat for it to be real. it's real, it's serious.

there is nothing glamorous about deeper. it's not worth it.