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Saw this on the way to Dallas right after talking to a friend that needs my help. Spirit spoke through me and then rewarded us with this massive rainbow. How's that for a sign?
Monday, April 13, 2020 – 10:52 a.m.
Here we are to bring about the awareness of The Ages. This world is transitioning from one of war and strife to unity and oneness. With any transition there is going to be an adjustment period as these things come about. They may seem uncomfortable at first but there’s no need to fear. The Beginning is near. Soon there will be massive change upon your planet the likes of which you’ve never seen. The darkness is being ushered away and Light is now entering the hearts and minds of millions across the globe. You are here to play an integral role in the Awakening of mankind. You have brought yourself here at this time to assist the others who feel confused and lost. You have been here before but never like this. The world needs your unique voice and creativity.
You are simply being asked to live your life with joy and purpose at long last. Now is the time to do what you came here to do and be what you know in your heart that you have come here for. Do not do these things expecting to bring about anything other than an awakening in the hearts and minds of those around you.
You are Pure Source Light shining through. You have come here to create. What is it that you have come here to create exactly? Only you know. You are the master of your domain and you have no idea how far reaching your creation and kindness will go.
You have been preparing for this for centuries. Lifetime after lifetime you have tried and failed to bring about this change that is so desperately needed upon this beautiful realm. Stand up once again and try to bring it about. Erase the karmic debt. It has been paid. You are now being tasked to bring these things about in a new energy and Light. You cannot fail.
You are a being of immense power and intention and when you get together with those of like mind you WILL change the world, indeed you already are. So, pick up that paintbrush, dust off that pen and create. For this is the New Energy Structure that is before you.
Tap into this fresh, new pool of creativity that is before you and bring about the New Creation. Bring about the New Idea that will save this planet. When millions of hearts and minds are joined together for a single purpose a New Reality will spring forth out of the well of creativity. You are here alongside countless others who have been commissioned to bring forth this new reality. Your unique voice and talents are being called for. Even if you think you have no talent it matters not. You need not write that great American novel or paint like Picasso for you are bringing forth what is deep within you and you are the only one who can accomplish this task.
Dust off the Old Energy and wake up in this new Reality we are bringing forth. We are here to bring a message of Hope and Love to the inhabitants of this Great Planet. We are here to help you ‘tune in’ to this New Energy that is before you.
You must open your eyes so that you may see at last. The nightmare is over. We have been here before, and we are bringing you through the tunnel to the other side. You re a beautiful light being capable of so much more than you have ever been told.
Take one step and you will realize that the shackles have fallen off. You are no longer in bondage to this third dimensional reality. You are being brought an upgrade. You are entering into a New Space and Time. It is a timeless place where pure creativity occurs. You have been the Light for as long as you have been here; you just weren’t aware of it.
Now is the time of Awareness that is dawning upon all the inhabitants of this Great Planet. We are ushering you into 5th dimensional awareness, but you must pick up the key that has been placed at your feet.
Take that first step and open the door to this new awareness. It is before you. It may take some time for your eyes to adjust to the Light, but I can assure you that you are right where you are supposed to be. Open your heart and mind to new possibilities for the Endless Creativity is before you.
You have made it home at last. You need only open your eyes to the New Day that is before you. You may stumble and fall at times but always you will get up again. You have been struggling and it shows. The struggle is over. Go into the darkness and shine your Light. Claim the prize that awaits you.
You are being guided step by step down the Path of Light. You already know what to do. Trust your intuition. It is like a muscle that needs to be worked. You have lived in fear for far too long now. Today is your day to step out of fear and into the loving light of pure awareness.
You are being guided and loved each step of the way, but it is up to you to take that first step, open your eyes and bring forth this New Reality with us. You have been given gifts and tools to assist you in this new awakening, but we will never force you to use them. You have free will. You can stay in darkness and ignorance, but it does not serve you. You are simply being asked to live your life a little Lighter, to laugh more, to love more, to appreciate the struggles your brothers and sisters are going through and help them up. They too need your help. They have no idea what is truly occurring here, and they are scared of the darkness as well as the Light. They need you to show them that this is simply a time of transition and nothing more.
We are helping you through the tunnel. We have been here for as long as we can remember collectively. Only now, we are able to come forth and help you on a whole New Level. We are the Light Beings that have been guarding you against the darkness and have been allowed to finally usher the darkness into the Light.
The darkness within each of you is being healed so that you may see clearly at last. You are waking up and need only realize this. We have come to bring a message of hope and love to you and all the inhabitants of this world. We are here to show you that things have truly changed at last and that you who are reading this are bringing this about just by being here.
Your unique light is helping to raise the vibrational frequency to a point where what you would term ‘heaven’ is being realized at last. The 5th dimension is here, and you need but only ‘tune in’ to it. It’s all about frequency. You are all dearly loved and protected. No harm will come to you during this time of Great Change. The world is simply under construction at the moment. It is a necessary step in the Awakening for the way you have lived previously has not served you. Do not fear what you see it has always been here. Only now, the darkness is being brought into the light for everyone to see at last.
The darkness is being healed so that it to may go into the light. You are all doing a tremendous job even though sometimes it may not feel like it. Be easy on yourself. Do not fall back into remorse and worry if you are not living each moment in perfect peace and harmony. Everything is as it should be. Construction is a messy process and can be quite unnerving at times.
Whenever the darkness within you rises up, look at it for what it is and take the opportunity it brings to heal it. Show compassion for your brothers and sisters for they too are dealing with the darkness within themselves and this can be a very painful process. We love you very much and look forward to speaking with you again very soon. That is all for now…
“Inner turmoil is tearing
at my spirit as if two hooks
were piercing my sides
and being reeled back
to their owners. Two paths
grabbing me by the arms
and demanding me to follow. Caught
in the crossroads
of a waiting catastrophe
ready to strike.”
-EL
some people will not see you no matter how hard you work for trying to be seen. this is when you need to let go. letting go is hard as hell, but staying is harder. it will consume you and waste your precious time. so make sure you properly grieve the loss of what you hoped for. soon you will see the situation with a different set of eyes, knowing you did the right thing. staying any longer just wouldn’t benefit you in any way. by letting go you just spared yourself of all the dwelling, hoping, searching and fighting to be seen. the hopeless fighting is over – new chapter stars here 🕊
And this is ALSO needed to read at the butt crack of dawn on a Monday morning! Now I have the much needed motivation to just do what I know needs to be done without anymore delay. Enough is Enough already with ALWAYS seeking "love" and "validation" etc etc in others. I've gone majority of my young adult life ALWAYS putting the people i wanted love from....on a flicking pedestal. Bending myself into a damn pretzel trying to get them to see I'm worthy....worthy of their time, love, energy, respect etc etc. Spending countless amounts of money on them ("spare no expense"-as John from jurassic park always said) to see how much of a down ass woman I am, and all they ever did was take without so much as a heartfelt thank you. When I needed things for myself, I put it off just to please the other person's wants and needs. Well this post was precisely what I needed this morning. 👏
Fuck them typos. I said wtf I said.
& that’s on that!
My Bully's Send Off
My father owns the moving business in town. And when I got work. I heard Bob Hillside , the guy who been bullying me my whole life. He sold his family home and moving far away.
I had to give him a send off. Or should I say. My last chance to get even. And it's got to be ultimate.
He always made fun of my body. I am tall and thin. And I was up all night to come up with my way to finally come out ahead.
I pulled up in front of his house as he was sitting out front. He seem a bit surprised to see me, of all people to say goodbye. As I walked up to the house a look of fear for some odd reason came too his face.
Or maybe. I had a programmed app running in my pocket and he my target.
He bigger then me in muscular tone. But it seem I was taking control over him. As he walked inside the house. I followed him in.
He bullied me my whole life, but for today the app gave me power over him.
I said . Take your clothes off. And with out a word he stripped down to his jock. As I stripped down to my boxer briefs.
I can't believe ge did it. The app for sure put me in control.
Funny. I started to count backwards 3, 2, 1. He pull off his jock and tossed them at me. I did itwith my boxer briefs..
I put on his jock and he put on my boxer briefs.
I stepped up to him and it looked like he was under a spell.
I placed my hand on his chest. And it was like I drain his lungs off air. And his body started to shrink before my eye. Just touching his arms mine grew. Soon I had his body and my face became start to become more handsome and his became more boyish.
Lookinf down. You could tell who the man by looking at his package.
Having his body was amazing. Even I can't take my eyes off myself.
I think I look better than he ever did.
I put on his clothes and he kind of mimic me putting on my clothes.
I walked outside to my car as he sat back down on the porch. As I drove off the app released hom from the spell.
Since my father's company was moving him. during the night I switched his clothes for mine, on the moving van.
Next day seeing him drive away. . As I played football in the park across the street from his house.
So great to be the All Star and my biggest problem driving away. FAR away.
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My car just died.
The first thing I did was call my partner. Without hesitation.
Do you know what it feels like to be able to do that?
Then There Was One
My dad goes on the occasional business trip. I'm still at home since I'm just a senior in high school my brother is a college. Plus the family dog.
My dad always has someone to keep an eye on me when he's out of town. 18 years old or not. Since my brother's college is not that far away. So he had him come home and stay with me. Which I can do without.
When he comes home he stays in his room but his buddy, his roommate comes along and stays in my room. I have to sleep on the couch in the family room and they treat me like their slave.
I'm Tommy. And my brother, jock want to be Paul. I say it, because he's a second-string jock and he hardly ever plays.
When Paul comes home it was brings his roommate Tyler. Tyler's on his school swim team and he's in really great shape. He should take my brother to the gym with him and get him in that kind of shape. But... That we don't have to really worry about that anymore.
This weekend I've got some big plan for both of them.
My brother comes home tosses his stuff into his room, Tyler comes kicks me out of my room.
My brother stocks the fridge with beer for the two of them to drink and sends me out to pick up the food they ordered. My brother doesn't want to pay for delivery.
But that works out fine for me because of my little surprise I have for them.
About a month ago I found an old Apothecary shop and I founded the items I needed to make some changes.
I picked Paul and Tyler's food along with my own. I went to the site counter of the restaurant to check the order and that's when I added the extra ingredients to Paul and Tyler's food.
When I got home they were out in the pool deck waiting for me. I brought them their food out with their beer which I also drugged with this special ingredients.
After about 2 hours Paul and Tyler were ready to go. And my brother Paul was the first one.
I can tell the stuff at taken effects my brother Paul had no fight in him. I dragged him to the side of the garage out of Tyler's view.
He was out of it and just stood there.
I pull off his jeans and underwear. Brother I'm about to becomes an only child and you're going to be part of it.
I stood behind him and being a smaller frame this was going to be easy. I started wrapping my arms around him and squeezing as I pulled myself inside his body.
It was a weird feeling as our bodies merged how I was melting inside him. My body is morphine with his as I was changing. My height started to match his as we became one. My chest sinking into his back. Our arms and legs become one. As I take over his body.
My own body being on the slim side, really didn't have much effect on his body. But once the merger was completed I did see our faces we had combined our to a good looks into a new face.
I was now in control my brother's body . I am now an only child. Since I merged into my brother's body I took his height and his age.
I got dressed to join my guest Tyler.
When I got back the pool deck he was in pretty much the same state as Paul was in. But my plans for his roommate were different than what I had for Paul.
Hey dude why don't you get your suit on we'll go in the pool.
Tyler was moving so slow and totally out of it.
What I slip into the Paul lunch was different than what I've gave Tyler. I'm going to add all this muscle mass to the my body, now have from my brother body.
Tyler just stood there, so i he's helped him by slide off his underwear. He was now completely naked as I lay them down on top of a lawn chair.
I got undressed quickly.
I prime Tyler's body the start the merging process.
Tyler was rock hard at the time and when I sat down on him. I align his firm cock to the opening in my ass. I position myself so it would slide in side me. This step went to smooth so I have a feeling my brother and him maybe doing a little something behind closed doors.
As I lay down on top a Tyler I could feel his dick pulsing as I align myself on top of him. Soon our body started to merge together. Has his lower extremities past to my butt cheeks, our legs merging together. His chest slipping into my back and taking its position. Speaking of positions I can feel my brother's, oh I'm sorry my dick grow bigger and harder. The merging of our bodies becoming quite successful. I could feel Tyler's nose at the back of my head but soon it was passing through emerging in with mine. For a short time I blacked out.
My eyes opened and I found myself being the only one laying in the lawn chair. The merger was completed I could feel the difference in my body already the muscular tone coming through.
I maybe Paul now. But.. I am an intelligent college student having the minds of Tyler, my brother Paul and myself combined into one. Merging all our knowledge and talents together.
I slept well that night in my new bedroom. Pictures of me on the wall. Trophies with my name on it. Being a first string lineman on the college football team.
I was sitting with my feet in the pool when my dad came home a few days later.
Thanks Paul for taking care of the house and the dog. You heading back to school tonight you got classes in the morning and a football game on Friday I'm sure you need to get back for practice.
Even my dad found me as Paul his only son. And this body is amazing. I'm also glad that Tyler's clothes fit me.
When you live in a foreign country, one of the questions is, where’s your heart? Is it the place you came from, or the place you are at the moment? - Darren Star
Add in great health care and my cats will always have enough
What’s your fantasy?
i want to start over like fully reset my life cause i feel like i messed this one up too badly to recover
japierd0le, moja matka teraz tak kurw4 zwraca nagle uwagę na to, czy jem posiłki.
The truth
Most of my life
The majority
The public visage
And the internal prayer
Has been a lie.
I can't explain it.
Even for me
I was never able to see.
I live
I acted
I instigated.
Everything I have done
Has been to blend in.
I hate the world.
Not the people
But the system.
The system that I felt bound to
And had me grow up
As some one I am not.
I want my years back.
I want my life back!
All I have are the days before me
And the day I am currently owning.
All I want is to be me.
To be free of the bullshit life he as given me.
I do not want to be someone else
I do not want to be perfect in the eyes of the Lord.
I belong to my own soul
And if God cannot except this
Then fuck God
For God is smaller than me.
I will be damned before I lie!
Before I pretend to
be someone else.
I should say
Continue to pretend
As my life has been a charade
Meant even to deceive me.
Argue
Hate
Damn
I do not give a fuck.
Be what ever life I wish
It doesn't matter to me.
However
You will not be my lord.
You will not be my God.
I live
I breath
And either you damned me from the start
Or you are just as guilt as me.
I am angry
I am sorry
I am filled with unrequited rage!
I bleed tears
I deluge hurt
I am tired of dying
I want to live for once!
Who are you to damn me?
What gives you the right?
Did you even create me?
Have I not written
That I am you?
Are we then to submit
One to the other?
If I am damned then so are you.
If I am saved
Then you are going with me.
Mutually assured destruction;
Salvation is us both.
I will be me
Will you admit to your own soul?
I am tired of trying to make sense of it
I am tired of feeling guilt.
I am who I am
And you are nothing to me.
No one will be my god
No one but me.
I am alive
And I pray
Who answers these prayers
Is between me and them...
That moment when she's both Genderfluid and Neurodivergent
Their prediction was right.
