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INTRO POST
Hello everyone! formerly @/seroqueldiaries, I was unfortunately termed :( but that will not be stoping me!!
ABOUT ME
🧚♂️ you can call me blue
✨ they/them & she/her pronouns
🦄 nonbinary & queer
🪻 25 years old
⭐️ in therapy
🌱 dx mia for 10+ years
🪐 dx w/ multiple mental & chronic illnesses
🌙 pro recovery, just not for me
🌻 I take th!sp0 & vision board requests
🎃 I play & dm DND, I’m a server, I play the banjolele. Been to inpatient/treatment way too many times. I love Lizzy mcalpine, hozier, Catie turner, qunnie, sad music vibes. Former theatre kid.
DNI:
- under 16
- @n@ coaches
- gross old men
📌-terest : klonopain
th!nsp0 board link: https://pin.it/kwW6pdFcM
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PLEASE BLOCK! DO NOT REPORT!!!
Posts from termed account:
remember your goals
don’t give up now
Updated my treatment plan today and bro almost everything on there was ED related 😭 had to modify lots of goals to be more feasible to where I’m at now. THEN we had to do a su!c!de questionnaire and I’ve genuinely been so depressed and craving harm lately that I feel like my answers were super suspicious. My therapist was like don’t worry we won’t lock you up just for thoughts but I have trust issues 😭😭😭
some recent fav th!nspo
intro post :p
native to 3dtwt , trying something new.
been on a bad b/p streak, gonna get back on track.
age: 15
pronouns: she/her
cw: 114lbs (5/10/24)
cbmi: 19.9 (4/10/24)
ugw: 98lbs (aim- 12/10/24)
#🧛🏻♀️ -> aesthetic
#sp0 -> ed stuffs
#cassieeats -> my meals
#cassieweighsin -> weigh ins
weigh ins every day
gonna post everything i eat, rb allspo and aesthetic stuffs
guys which fasting apps do you recommend?
i used to love life 360 but then it got shut down 👎
rip life 360 never forget 😔
also im starting a fast today so i rlly need a new app to track it with :)
served (not a meal)
idk the cals but my breakfast was so mealspo coded imo
matcha yogurt + grapefruit
kinda looks like salmon ooops
Considering my brain works the same way I know 90% of the time warning like this don't work but I just want to say for the 10% yes the goal is to be skinny but you're weight and your height should be proportional so don't be upset if your starting weight is someone else's goal weight or vice versa
I had to move recently and it's been really tough so lately I've just been binging like crazy 😔
Low-key wanna be sick so that people feel bad and pay attention to me and all that selfish stuff but I can't lose weight because I drink too much. ☹️ when they make no Cal alc y’all better watch tf out 💪
Most people with an ed(not sheeran) start off fat, because the whole point is losing weight. Yet no one thinks you have an ed(not sheeran) unless youre skinny, make it make sense. 😭
TH1N$P0 ❤︎︎
Y’all, i feel like a poser cuz im only sad 50% of the time and i dont eat aesthetically y’allci swear i be out here eating resident evil looking food. Like you cant post without saying sum like ’im so sad i hate my life and my weight,’ like me too, obvs but like, but I also just wanna talk about like bloody popadoms or something, 😔 can we normalise not being depressed 24/7 within the community, cuz I know the sum of yall have like, some things u wanna say that aint about ed (not Sheeran), sucks cuz I can't post without those tags incase they see the rest of my blog so its kinda like I'm stuck and can only post about w31ghtl0ss ☹️
God has favourites like, can y’all imagine if we all had perfect families and childhoods and were sk1nny blonde girls with the perfect faces with no mental illnesses with the perfect boyfriend who loves you and everything you do and more money you will ever need?
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌 ’𝐒𝐏𝐎 𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐒 𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐃 ❤︎︎
( 𝐦𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐞, 𝟏𝟎 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐭 :𝐜 )
Do I keep being real and raw and posting whatever’s on my mind or completely restart and make it like aesthetic 😫
