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i just want to be underweight, is that really such a bad thing??
I broke down today really bad.
I've been so stressed out, and I took a plan B which made me feel bad about myself. I always wanted to be a pure virgin, but now i have a boyfriend and Im not going to not, because thats unfair to him. So, I ate like 2k calories, and I usually eat >500. I'm still 140 and its making me want to rip all my hair out. I workout for about 45 minutes a day, which as much time I can carve out. I love looking nice, so my makeup, hair, and outfit is always as perfect as I can get it. So, working out and getting nasty doesn't sound very appealing to me. I literally haven't eaten more than diet coke, and maybe 6 doritios in the past eight days and nothing is happening.
What else should I do to lose weight?
and how do I stop myself from binging?
TW: sweetspo 🎀💕💋
You’ve been trying so hard for this and I know just how difficult it’s been but I promise it’ll be worth it okay? Just imagine a few months from now the look on peoples faces when you show up to school/ college/ work thinner with a glow up. Every bite you take delays that day more and more. Don’t give up with this no matter how badly you’re tempted to. I promise once those pounds are gone things will get so much easier 💕💕💕
why do laxatives make you feel like your insides are tearing apart? I just wanted to shit...I did NOT sign up for a heart attack!
it’s another type of competition when you suspect your sibling also has an eating disorder
movies about eating disorders are like baby sensory videos for me
I've never seriously considered doing drugs BUT sometimes I find myself thinking about how quickly I would get to my ugw if I just...
shout out pickles, for being the safe food that keeps me from killing myself
Got an assignment for my nutrition class to track what I eat for 3 days…this is a dream and a nightmare for me
saw an impossibly thin girl who was also tall, had longer hair, and prettier curls than I did
about to starting gnawing at my desk out of jealousy
anytime I put together an outfit all I can think about is how much better it would look if I were skinny
got asked, "did you lose some weight?"
this will keep me from killing myself for the next few days
yes, but also...those are the lyrics to a Pharrell song for a Despicable Me movie
who will you be tonight?
thats the question.
no one loves diet coke like I love diet coke...I don't just drink it, I experience it
diet coke appreciation post 🙏🏻
doctor’s appointments are horrific enough to be appetite suppressants
Y'all be honest...why have my posts been flopping (my dash has also been slowish)? Help! What do I do?
Why was 14 year old me so much better at this eating disorder?
somebody institutionalize me (but don't actually, please)!
Why is my mom trying to sabotage me?!?! I can't even get away from it even when I'm at college...I was doing so great too and she had to drop by and give me a bunch of food!
It's like she wants me to stay fat so she can keep criticizing me.
just accidently bought regular cherry coke instead of cherry coke zero...I am my worst enemy.
what do I do?!?! I really don't want to waste my money!