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doctor’s appointments are horrific enough to be appetite suppressants

no one loves diet coke like I love diet coke...I don't just drink it, I experience it

diet coke appreciation post 🙏🏻

yes, but also...those are the lyrics to a Pharrell song for a Despicable Me movie

who will you be tonight?

thats the question.

got asked, "did you lose some weight?"

this will keep me from killing myself for the next few days

I'm gonna go rabid, I need to be skinny NOW!

I can't stand the waiting that comes with starving

anytime I put together an outfit all I can think about is how much better it would look if I were skinny

saw an impossibly thin girl who was also tall, had longer hair, and prettier curls than I did

about to starting gnawing at my desk out of jealousy

⊹₊⟡⋆ The little dopamine rush I get whenever someone likes/reblogs my posts will always be better than any feeling food did for me ⊹₊⟡⋆

Got an assignment for my nutrition class to track what I eat for 3 days…this is a dream and a nightmare for me

shout out pickles, for being the safe food that keeps me from killing myself

I've never seriously considered doing drugs BUT sometimes I find myself thinking about how quickly I would get to my ugw if I just...

movies about eating disorders are like baby sensory videos for me

it’s another type of competition when you suspect your sibling also has an eating disorder

why do laxatives make you feel like your insides are tearing apart? I just wanted to shit...I did NOT sign up for a heart attack!

Genuinely kind of tweaking because I'm taking a nutrition course this semester. I have no excuse not to lock in on this disorder.

Reblog if you’re an atypical Ana and/or started with an obese BMI

And if you’re over 18 let’s be friends

This is crazy! I feel like I started posting out of nowhere even though I've had a blog since I was 14.

So, I think I should finally introduce myself.

Thank you for reading my ramblings!

Oh to be a “starves when they’re sad” person instead of a “binges when they’re sad” person because I’m sad all the time.

Guess who got their grubby hands on some more Cherry Coke Zero? I honestly treat diet sodas like anti-depressants.

I hate meeting new people when I’ve gained weight. I feel like it makes a bad impression

My roommate canceled on me a week before school starts. My first reaction was “maybe if I were skinnier…”

Idk how I connected those dots!

IRL meanspo when my brother said to me “maybe if you weren’t so fat you could breathe better” after I sighed because he (a 26 year old man living at home) was throwing a tantrum.

I’m contemplating downing all my pills and taking a nap face down in my bathtub!

It’s me and my diet coke against the world! Starving myself may not be the most effective coping mechanism but it’s the best I can do