I Need To Be Smaller - Tumblr Posts
I’m down to my last cherry coke zero, why must misfortune befall me?
My family needs to either stop calling me fat or stop force feeding me insane amounts of food. They’re treating me like a pig to fatten up and slaughter.
Am I delusion for acting like the skinniest bitch ever after taking 5 laxatives and shitting my brains out?
I can’t wait for school to start so I can move out again. The freshmen 15 is nothing compared to how much weight I’ve gained coming back home.
Living at home has been like one mega binge that never ends. The worst part: I can’t even control the food I binge on because my family is controlling what I eat.
My family is not only praying on my downfall but also actively scheming. The wicked do NOT rest, y’all.
My brother asked me why I was drinking coke. Which is so insulting because it was actually DIET Coke. Call me mentally ill, but that made me feel weirdly invalidated…
Maybe it’s the disorder talking but fasting kinda makes me feels euphoric…I like the feeling of being not quite “all there”.
I know this sounds insane, but I hate when other people say they’re not hungry. Stop it! That's my thing!
It’s me and my diet coke against the world! Starving myself may not be the most effective coping mechanism but it’s the best I can do
IRL meanspo when my brother said to me “maybe if you weren’t so fat you could breathe better” after I sighed because he (a 26 year old man living at home) was throwing a tantrum.
I’m contemplating downing all my pills and taking a nap face down in my bathtub!
My roommate canceled on me a week before school starts. My first reaction was “maybe if I were skinnier…”
Idk how I connected those dots!
I hate meeting new people when I’ve gained weight. I feel like it makes a bad impression
Guess who got their grubby hands on some more Cherry Coke Zero? I honestly treat diet sodas like anti-depressants.
Oh to be a “starves when they’re sad” person instead of a “binges when they’re sad” person because I’m sad all the time.
This is crazy! I feel like I started posting out of nowhere even though I've had a blog since I was 14.
So, I think I should finally introduce myself.
Thank you for reading my ramblings!
Genuinely kind of tweaking because I'm taking a nutrition course this semester. I have no excuse not to lock in on this disorder.
why do laxatives make you feel like your insides are tearing apart? I just wanted to shit...I did NOT sign up for a heart attack!
it’s another type of competition when you suspect your sibling also has an eating disorder
movies about eating disorders are like baby sensory videos for me
I've never seriously considered doing drugs BUT sometimes I find myself thinking about how quickly I would get to my ugw if I just...