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I am not usually one to post but I just need to rant about the teen wolf movie. *spoiler alert*

They did everyone but Scott dirty. And I know the ending was about how great Derek was and how he is the best person ever. They are not wrong but his son has so many problems with him and when they finally start to get along. DEREK DIES!!! Like what the heck. And how they only mentioned stiles like 3 times and they carefully edited him out of important sense and yes I know that was partly because of Dylan O’Brien and legal issues but still. And how easily sterek could have been cannon. Like all Eli had to do was call the sheriff grandpa and there sterek. They already had a grandpa-grandson relationship. I mean the sheriff came to threaten and this fool went “oh it’s just you” like buddy. And Derek and the sheriff had a father son relationship. And also how Eli is basically a mini stiles.

Scott is such a bad alpha. Like why would he leave his territory like that. He didn’t even tell his mom he was coming back. Didn’t even try to help with Eli only at the end. Like the first three season he only cares about Allison and everyone else can go fuck themselves. Love Allison but still.

Not to mention all the plot holes. Like who’s Eli’s mother? What up with stiles? Why bring back Allison but not Aiden? Who is the girl with Liam? Where were they at the beginning of the movie? Why do they have the nogitsune and why is it not with Chris or the hale vaults? Are the sheriff and Melissa together?

And how Harris doesn’t tie in with the whole thing. Like what.

There are so so so SO many other things but I won’t. I just feel like screaming, it was so bad.

Thank you for listening to my Ted talk. Have a nice night.

MCAT season is slowly approaching. Gotta hurry and finish this first draft so I can focus on studying…

>I'm pissed off and ranting, ignore if you want.

>trigger warnings for all kinds of stuff

I find it hilarious how all the adults used to tell me "just wait til you have a job and work full time you'll WISH you were in school"

I don't mind working, I can wake up tomorrow and go to work and all is fine and I'm happy....if you told me I had to go back to high school for even a day I'd kill myself without hesitation. Here's why:

As an adult with a job out here in the real world, I actually have options if I'm being bullied or harassed. I can make an issue to a boss or a police officer about it, and it will be taken seriously. At minimum, the person causing the problem will actually be talked to. In school, that wasn't always the case. In fact, they barely did anything until a situation had gone to what us grown ups would call ASSAULT. Why was it always only a slap on the wrist when people were outright trying to hurt or even KILL me or get me to kill myself because i was weird? In a place I was REQUIRED to be. It's easy to leave a bad job, but anyone who's had to transfer schools or go into programs because of bullying knows what BULLSHIT it is to even TRY to secure your own safety.

As an adult with a job I'm expected to know and keep track of ONE set list of tasks, not FOUR different groups of things with topic changes in those groups every month that i have to learn really fast and repeat perfectly when questioned or else I fail and have to do it all over again.

As an adult with a job I am barely expected to get along with a reasonably sized and fairly consistent group of people, not like 30 a class (remember, 4 classes, that's 120 people) and that's just the ones you're stuck in a room with during classes. Not even counting the other classes you go to lunch or field trips with, which just leaves more room for clashing personalities to be stuck next to eachother.

AND DONT EVEN GET ME *STARTED* ON BEING USED AS A BEHAVIOUR BUFFER. IMAGINE SOMEONE WHO IS INCREDIBLY HOSTILE TORWARDS YOU ALREADY BEING SAT NEXT TO YOU AT WORK?? YOU WOULDN'T LET THAT FLY! SOMEONE WHOS FOUGHT YOU, PULLED YOUR HAIR, TOLD PEOPLE NASTY LIES ABOUT YOU, AND NOW YOURE SUDDENLY RESPONSIBLE FOR KEEPING THEM IN LINE OR YOU BOTH GET IN TROUBLE. THAT SHIT DOESN'T FLY NEAR AS FAR IN THE REAL WORLD.

Not ONCE as an adult have I been punished for reporting the abusive behaviors of my coworkers either. Why does the school system PUNISH VICTIMS FURTHER? if I defend myself in a fight on the street, I'm asked if I want to press charges or get a peace bond. If I defended myself in a fight I DID NOT WANT PART OF in school, I was SUSPENDED and given detentions. For defending myself.

As an adult in the real world, I get at least some say in what I'm doing all day. If I hate one shitty minimum wage job, I can go find another that isn't as bad. As a student I was expected to deal with it, never question why they were allowed to make me so miserable, and was punished for not being able to force myself to sit up straight and listen to some mid 40s divorcee rant about his ex wife in the middle of a math lesson "bEcAuSe hEs ThE tEaChEr".. at least if I have to listen to someone rant about stupid stuff on the job I'm getting paid for it. I have incentive to pretend I care.

AS AN ADULT IN THE REAL WORLD, MY JOB HAS NOT EVER BEEN ENTITLED TO A SECOND OF MY TIME OUTSIDE OF WORK HOURS. AS A STUDENT, I WAS EXPECTED TO SPEND MOST OF MY DAY AT SCHOOL, THEN GO HOME AND DO MORE SCHOOLWORK. IF YOUR BOSS TOLD YOU TO CLOCK OUT AND KEEP WORKING YOUD LAUGH IN THEIR FACE. YOU HAVE A LIFE, YOU HAVE THINGS TO DO, YOU WANT TIME TO SEE FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND UNWIND. SO DOES EVERY FUCKING STUDENT THAT WAS HANDED HOURS OF HOMEWORK TO DO ON THEIR WEEKEND. ON THEIR DAYS OFF.

Now take all of the things I just listed, all things highschoolers experience regularly, and imagine this:

You get home from your full time job (school), and have to go to a part time job that takes up your nights and weekends. And you have to do your extra school work that's for outside of school because it's homework, you have to. And you have to study for that test coming up. You also have a list of household to do.

So already, that's.. work, work, work, and work. You're also expected to do extracurricular activities or hobbies like sports, clubs or volunteering (work number 5) because "they'll help you (stay healthy/with your college applications/look good on your resume)"

Wow! That's work 5 times. And it's like.. the minimum people expect from their kid or else that kid is lazy/stupid/not going anywhere in life.

That's a lot of pressure, and that's usually the bare minimum. Some people also have to babysit their younger siblings (for free because fAmiLy). That's work number 6. This looks insane to you when it's all laid out like this.

This doesn't even brush on how it looks to people with "minor" disabilities like adhd or anxiety

Lay off your teenager, they're working their ass off, and being harassed, insulted, ignored, and having their free time, personal space, boundaries, and interests disregarded constantly.

Being an adult is stressful, but so is being a kid. Don't invalidate their struggles because you no longer relate to them.

If your life was constantly micromanaged by people expecting you to do hours of unpaid labour "because you have to" and "I said so" You'd be pissed too.

If I woke up tomorrow, and I was expected to go to work, and then do housework as needed, I'd be fine.

If I woke up tomorrow with very little control of my life and free time while also expected to work 3-6 jobs for basically nothing in return, I would literally kill myself.

I had OVER 20 SUICIDE ATTEMPTS in high school

I have had ONE since graduating.

I hope people gain some perspective from this.

This is a joking rant so don’t mind me

I love Drukkari fanfiction, they’re usually so cute and adorable. But some of it is so unrealistic. Like what do you mean Makkari was living peacefully in America during 1775? I’m not sure if people remember but that’s when slavery was around. Also, why don’t people ever mention slavery, homophobia, or ableism in this fanfics. Like how do you wanna write about World War Two, the plague, etc but not slavery. You can’t write them thought out all of history but ignore racism because I’ve seen fanfictions where they’re in certain years and they talk about how Makkari or Phastos was chilling in America like why are you lying?

Also I low key wanna see the eternals jump some racists for Makkari, Phastos, Kingo, etc. like jump them like the characters in JJK be jumping curses.

I saw a rant about a My Little Pony episode so here's mine

(S1, ep3) The Ticket Master Rant

Ok so basically Twilight got two tickets from. Princess Celestia to go to the Galloping Gala (a big deal) and take someone with her. The problem is she couldn't choose whish friend and all her friends wanted to go for diferent reasons.

Rainbow Dash: wants to meet the wonderbolts

Rarity: wants to meet Celestias nefew Prince Blueblood.

Applejack: wants to make a food stall to earn money to fix the barn and get new equipment for the farm

Fluttershy: wants to go to the garden to see the animals.

Pinkie pie: wants to party.

And throught the whole episode Twilight had the debacle in trying to pick who to give the ticket and her friends ass kissing her. In the end she sent a letter saying that if her friends can't go she won't and celestia sent more tickets.

Now to the rant

Why did Celestia just sent tickets to Twilight and not the other main 5? Yea Twilight is her student, but the others basically freed her sister from evil and stuff because their the elements of magic, something she herself couldn't do and had to banish luna to the moom. Their basically legendary heroes that Celestia has thank them so its not like she doesn't know them. So why wouldn't they be considered and given tickets to the prestigious gala? That way this whole mess wouldn't have started in the first place.

Not only that, why did aplejack need a ticket to sell her products? Wouldn't she have to send a letter asking for permission? Isnt it kinda rude to be invited to a gala and you just start putting up a stall and selling it?

Also the fact that Applejack wanted to get money for the farm so at first thought she would have been an obvious choice to be given the ticket (although rude to sell stuff as a guest) because rarity wanted to court a dude, rainbow dash wanted to meet the wonder bolts, flutershy wanted to see animals and pinkie pie wanted to party.

"Oh applejack can sell anywhere" yea but its a gala full of ritch people, good advertising and earning.

Pinkie pie wanted to party, she parties everyday but I dont think she new what kind of guest were gonna be there.

Rarity wanted to flirt with a dude, like, she straight up went there for him (the dresses too but still)

Rainbow dash wanted to meet the wonderbolts.... there are meet and greets for that.

Flutershy..... bruh she could have gone to a zoo or something.

Thats all, might be biased but eh

Of bridges and old musicians

I've always been a Simon and Garfunkel fan.

When I say always, I mean for the last 20 years and counting. 

I first heard S&G in my parents' car (remind you of anything?), the Concert in Central Park was playing and I was blown away. Head over feet. I couldn't believe the sheer beauty of their voices, those harmonies, the melodies, the overall feel of the songs... I fell under their spell, completely, utterly in love, though I barely understood a word they were singing.

Those days you had to buy CDs to listen to music, and in my little town in Italy their music wasn't exactly popular in 2000. But I managed to get their albums, one after another. Each "new" song was a trip, a discovery. I learnt all, and I mean all the lyrics by heart. I sang both parts in my head, when not out loud. 

I was too young to fully understand the more complex meanings of their songs, but their voices accompanied me through all my young and adult life. Delightful memories of special moments with their songs in the background, awful afternoons alone with no one but them to keep me company - you know, the whole spectrum of emotions music gets you through.

Now, I was always a hardcore fan of everything they did together, yet the one album I couldn't fully enjoy was Bridge. Yes, you got that right. The golden child of the pair, and I had trouble (pun intended) with it. Of course I immediately recognised its magnificence, yet its overall vibe made me uneasy. I love its songs, don't get me wrong! But something in that felt a bit out of tune to me.

I had to get older to understand why, and though these days I listen to it more often than ever, my uneasiness remains.

Bridge is a sad album, to me.

I can feel all the layers of sadness through its songs, not only in the lyrics, but in Paul and Artie's voices. Well, if you know their story it comes as no surprise - but the level of pain they convey (willy-nilly) still strikes me and manages to break my heart to this day.

To me, their works up to BOTW, even the gloomiest ones, convey a sense of hope, of trust, of love. And while love is obviously still very much there in that last album, none can deny it, that love is now tinged with melancholy, sadness, disenchantment. Trust? Lost. Hope? Maybe a bit, but unconvincing.

Bridge Over Troubled Water, with all its beauty and splendor that makes it so easy for the listener to love it, is a sad, sad album. Even more so because in retrospect I know that they never crossed that bridge over troubled water to ease their minds and find harmony again, once and for all. And that, my friends, is sad. Many things come to an end, but to see such a strong bond so badly shattered hurts.

I’m tryna be an actress and a singer but ion know plus I feel like my writing is mid… anyways if anybody is in love me speak the fuck up

Cam someone just sweep me off my feet while simultaneously and conveniently falling in love with me back? I'm SICK and TIRED of chasing around men that want absolutely nothing to do with me. And I've only been doing this shit for like 6 months now. Actively seeking out a relationship, I mean. I'm 26 ffs!!😭

DUDE come on, one of the girls in my old friend group that i wouldn’t even consider a close friend keeps laughing at me. Like i’d say hi to her in hallways and all and we used to talk a bit and she was really sweet to me. Since i’ve been recently kicked out of the friend group for stupid made up reasons, i’ve been more so a loner at school but i’ve been making some newer friends with other people who could be considered loners too. And sometimes i’ll walk and talk with them to different classes and what not and i guess my old friend finds this comical. I’ll walk past her and she’ll look over and smile and laugh whether she’s alone or like with her friends. I guess she finds it funny that i am friends with people who aren’t “popular” or something, like she thinks that now that I’ve been left in the dirt i seem so desperate to find friends. But there was this one instance that fr hurt me, i was walking to my class with a newer friend that my old friend group was never really close to and sometimes made fun of, and we were just talking on our way like normal. And i see two of my old friends including this girl walking towards us while we were walking into the building, and i kid you not they snickered and then like ran separate ways to meet up with each other on the other side of the building in the hallway. Like wtf is up with this, like there’s no need to judge me for finding new friends that aren’t you when you kick me out of a friend group for rumors that YOU made up. Anyways just wanted to rant because it happened again and it’s so unnecessary. Stick with genuine people y’all

CW: long ass rant, lots of cussing

So y'all know the movie The Black Phone ( I loved it by the way)

Why I discover that there are simps for The Grabber😃

First off, y'all can't even see that man fuckin face. Like, knowing the actor's face is one thing, but the character specifically never really showed his face fr.

Second, y'all be fuckin fr, that dude is a fuckin weirdo. No fuckin sirens went off when his little escape game was introduced???? Like, y'all ain't think it was weird that his shirt was unbuttoned? Y'all ain't find that suspicious???

For fucks sake he killed his own brother, without hesitation! Like come the fuck on, be for real.

And I'm all for the slasher Fandom and shit, I indulge on occasion, but that mf????? Nah nah nah nah. Nothing is revealed about him, other than the fact that he has a brother and he had two houses. That's it.

And yeah he's fictional, what the fuck ever, I just wanna know what is attractive about this specific character, without mentioning the attraction to the actor- Ethan Hawke.

My metal stamping is not going well

pov: ur the the one who melts everyone down.

u'd probably know everyone's deepest of feelings and secrets since they find themselves to more than comfortable with u over anyone else. even probably the coldest of introverts can't stand without telling u about an important incident in their life. except since everyone is really so close to u, it'd be hard to distinguish on whom is ur actual bestie since ur great around them all.

today was meh.

I was late because my hair-drier broke and I had to use a travel one that isn't as fast.

My glue on nails just kept popping off bc the glue apparently expired.

My best friend blames me for a "bad grade" (the project isn't that bad, we don't even have the grade yet and it was a *group project*)

I burnt my lunch.

Several self care products (face/hand creams, oils, bath salts etc.) are empty and my hot water is not working properly.

Also my favourite hoodie has a hole.

My headphones are empty.

I was trying to crochet to rest and calm down but one of the yarn balls got tangled and I had to cut it.

I fucking hate today.

Lowkey want Jack to kidnap me and take me to his place. For him to tie me down and keep me there. For him to use me as he pleases. I wanna develop Stockholm syndrome and depend on him. I wanna need him so bad and I want him to need me as well. I want him to mark me up and claim me as his.

I'm so sorry I'm not normal...

How could I even learn to express my problems and emotions, if people just straight up talk about themselves when im about to vent or talk about how i feel? Can they even take time to listen to me for once?

Anxiety is wack-

like I know I don’t have reason to be worried about some of this stuff, yet…I can’t help but be worried.

Like I can’t find the fuckin off switch and I’m just stuck in an endless loop of unnecessary worry. It’s so annoying to try deal with sometimes-

"gee its almost like a tv show" "its just a movie it isn't that deep bro " "why are you so hard its just a kids show" *inhale*

IF ITS JUST A SHOW THEN WHY THE FUCK DOES IT NEED YOU DEFENDING IT FROM MY CRITICISM.

Can't fall asleep 😞

Guys I can't fall asleep!!! And now I'm like super bored and there is a thunderstorm! Ughhh 😩😩

How do you live? How do you spend an eternity knowing that everything you have put so much thought into might not end up meaning anything tomorrow ? How do you live with yourself knowing the things you have done? Are you even happy or are you just surviving? How many people have you positively impacted in your life? How many people look up to you? How many people do you look up to ? What do you aspire to be? How bad do you want it? Are you just living or are you living with a cause to make a change? Think Fast Time is Flying By.

As I get more and more into s-classes that I raised, I understand Yoohyun more. And its kinda sad.

He is the reincarnation of prominent fire. He isn't fully human. His parents felt there was some problem with him, so they left him alone, never cared for him. He was a subject of negligence. Others also avoided him. Yoojin was the only person who cared for him.

Yoohyun never understood human, their emotion and the complexity of it. He never understood society and how it works. And probably that's why he never understood the consequences of him leaving Yoojin and how badly it would hurt Yoojin and Yoojin's reputation, how badly people would treat Yoojin and how it'd slowly eat away Yoojin from inside.

That's why he never understood the complex feelings Yoojin would go through if he is to leave Yoojin.

Yoohyun probably knew Yoojin loved him enough to not stop hoping for his return(I think, because Yoohyun wanted to reunite with Yoojin once he had a strong position), but he did not know Yoojin loved him enough to endure all the mistreatment and still go to dungeon raid and all just to get his approval, just to be a brother that is not a burden.

And its sad. Its sad that he couldn't understand humans. That he was doing everything within what he could understand. That he didn't realize all of it will make Yoojin more and more sad.

As someone who had stuggles understanding emotions, society, interaction and human relationships, I know this struggle. And I find myself feeling sorry for a charcter I never thought I would(I used to dislike him) now I feel sympathy for him. And it made s-classes I raised all more sad for me :)