Self Discovery - Tumblr Posts

"We are all born happy. Along the way, life gets dirty, but we can clean it up. Happiness is not exuberant, nor noisy, like pleasure or joy. It is silent, calm, sweet, it is a state of mind that begins with loving oneself" 🌷🌷

Isabel Allende

Allow yourself to mourn the loss of love, and heal from those wounds. Don’t run into the arms of another lover, you will not find peace there: you will only accumulate more to heal from.

~ Tara Rose

Image Source: Pinterest

People are in our lives based on energetic frequency. When our frequency changes, the people around us will either change with us or naturally leave our lives. We often try to resist this natural flow and lower our frequency to stay connected with certain people. However, the power lies in not resisting, as it allows others to meet and align with us at a higher frequency.

~ unknown

Video Source: Pinterest

i stopped focusing so much on how i was being perceived and starting focusing on how i was perceiving myself and treating myself in my own mind body and soul. self love and discovery is necessary at a time like this.

Love. How can I put it? It changes everything. Before it found me, I was so angry with the world. So angry that all I could think about was revenge. I became numb and cold. I became one with the walls. Unmoving. Uncaring. But so scared of tomorrow. It was preposterous that I casted fury like a villaines and tremble in fear at the same time. I've lived in the shadow of revenge. Reveled in the pangs of wrath for so long that I didn't feel I was still human. Until love found me. And it was a transforming journey. I could feel my armor falling off with my anger. I was vulnerable, exposed to the elements. At that moment, I felt change embracing me.

Love showed me the way to forgiveness. Love showed me the way to wholeness. Love showed me the way to hope. Love showed me the way to self-rediscovery.

Love showed me who I am.

-who i am,

katie, 18:45

@karineclaire

identity ask.........oh shit

if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?

have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who?

list your fandoms and one character from each that you identify with.

do you like your name?  is there another name you think would fit you better?

do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? do you identify yourself by the things you do?

are you religious/spiritual?

do you care about your ethnicity?

what musical artists have you most felt connected to over your lifetime?

are you an artist?

do you have a creed?

describe your ideal day.

dog person or cat person?

inside or outdoors?

are you a musician?

five most influential books over your lifetime.

if you’d grown up in a different environment, do you think you’d have turned out the same?

would you say your tumblr is a fair representation of the “real you”?

what’s your patronus?

which Harry Potter house would you be in? or are you a muggle?

would you rather be in Middle Earth, Narnia, Hogwarts, or somewhere else?

do you love easily?

list the top five things you spend the most time doing, in order.

how often would you want to see your family every year?

have you ever felt like you had a “mind-meld” with someone?

could you live as a hermit?

how would you describe your gender/sexuality?

do you feel like your outside appearance is a fair representation of the “real you”?

on a scale from 1 to 10, how hard is it for someone to get under your skin?

three songs that you connect with right now.

pick one of your favorite quotes.

THE NEW YOU SPREAD

For use when you are looking for self improvement, or are unsure where you want to be in life. 

Crystals to use: 

Citrine (positivity + Solar Plexus Chakra)

Tiger’s Eye (grounding)

Amethyst (intuition)

Rose Quartz (self love)

hmm. no wonder I kept forgetting (aroace)

how do I just forget that I'm attracted to all the genders so often like brain we talked about this, stop ignoring that you do, in fact, experience attraction

Nothing at all

Mabel was worried that her lack of attraction to others was abnormal. Turns out that she wasn't the only one.

Ford and Mabel talking in the night. And a couple of months later she called him to tell about something.

According to clock it was about 3 AM. Pretty much, it was time when kid supposed to sleep, instead of lying on the table in the kitchen.

Ford said the same as he saw Mabel in the kitchen. She didn't answer just sadly looked away.

“Something happened?” Her gruncle asked worriedly as he pushed back his chair and sat next to her.

“I think there's something wrong with me.” Mabel whispered almost unhearable.

Ford's eyes widened. “Who said you so, pumkin?” He slighty pat her spine. “You are perfect.”

“Girls supposed to love boys. Romantically, I mean.” She kept resting her chin on her shoulders.

Stanford frowned. “As I heard from Dipper and Stan, You've got a pretty big amount of crushes during this summer.”

He shuddered as Mable whimpered. She rubbed her eyes with a sweater sleeve. “W-well... I don't actually... love them?” Mable hited table with fists and kept talking before gruncle Ford could actually explain something. “Others just keep told me that falling in love is the best thing that could happen to girl. So I thought that... maybe...” She whimpered again. Ford moved the chair closer and pressed Mabel to his chest. “If I choose a cute boy and keep told myself that I have crush on him, I might actually do it.”

Ford's sweater started to be wet from Mabel's tears. “... And it never worked.” He continiued as his great niece wasn't able to say anything. Sobbing stopped for a moment as Mabel looked up to Ford, eyes still filled with tears. “I know how it feels.”

Saying it out loud felt strange. Ford never told anybody about this problem, he just forgot about it when he graduated from college. But back then he was trying to feel anything. He even stole dad's magazine with naked girls thinking that he would find them actually attractive. And they looked nice. But it was nice in a way like nice scenery. Nothing like doing that strange stuff that adults liked to do. At least, by Stan's words.

“You tried to fall in love?” Mabel asked unsurely.

“Well.” Ford shrugged. “Not really. I actually wanted to love girls, even so I never find them attractive. But I never tried to fall in love on purpose. But, honestly, my only love is anomalies”

Mabel giggled. “Then my true love is sequins.” Her eyes were still wet, but voice became a bit funnier.

“Becides” Ford added patting Mabel's head. “You already love many people.” A little smile appeared on his face. “You love your brother, you love Soos and Wendy with her friends. You love your family and friends. And who said that love supposed to be romantic?”

Mabel laughed. Now the fact that she cried a couple of minutes ago was unbelivable, Ford scratched the back of my head thinking how his great niece was able to change her mood so soon.

“Are you feeling better right now?” Ford asked putting a hand on her shoulder. Mabel gave him a fast nod. “I suppose it's time for somebody to go to sleep. It's past you bedtime.” He smiled.

Mabel crossed her arms resentfully. “Then you will go to sleep to.” She said firmly. “You look like you haven't sleep for days.”

“I have work.” Stanford explained as he stood up and extended his hand to Mabel to help.

Mabel shook her head. “I won't go to sleep unless you will do the same.” She turned away amd closed her eyes.

Ford let out a sigh. With this face expression Mabel looked really simulare to Shermy when he was angry. On other hand, she was his granddaughter, so it probably was a genetic stuff. “Okay, I'll try to sleep a couple of hours.” He wasn't in mood for argument. Becides, a little part of his mind actually understood that he needs some sleep. And as much as Ford hated this thought, it still was true.

Mabel threw her hands up in the air with a victorious facial expression.  She jumped off the chair. “You better to sleep well!” She puted her hand on her hips.

Ford nodded as both of them get out of this room.

****

When Mabel called him, Ford was really suprised. Usually, Mabel always talked eighter to Stanley or to both of them. Still, she always made a phone calls to Stan's number. So at the first moment Ford thoughed that his niece just called by mistake.

“No, no, no!” Mabel assured him. It was pretty suprising. Between both couples of twins there wasn't really need to say that Mabel has closed bond with Stanley, when Dipper were more close to Stanford. “Grunkle Ford, do you remember our conversation?”

Ford scratched his head. “Which one?”

“About love!” Mabel's tone was so light that Ford decided that she actually fall in love for real. “And how both of us bever actually had romantic feelings to anyone?”

Ford nodded weakly, even so it was useless because Mabel couldn't see him. “Well, yes.”

“I find out that it actually was a thing!” She screamed happily. “It's called being aromantic!” Her words began to blend together as she clattered into the phone. “It's like when you don't feel, or feel very little amount of romantic attraction, regarless of people gender. And there's many people like this!”

She kept talking for a while before her energy went down.

“Aromantic.” Ford whispered a word that he just heard, just like he was trying to taste it. He heard about it once or twice, but he never actually thought about this. Mostly because back in Twentieth Century there wasn't much of information about non-hetero relationships. Becides, when Ford was too busy with all of these anomalies in Gravity Falls to think about this. And before he went to this town, he kept telling himself that he just haven't found the right person yet.

According to the fact that he was over sixty years old, there's probably wasn't a right person, actually.

Ford fell on his bed. Or on his brother's bed, since Ford slept on the second floor. His head was full of thoughts. He whispered this word once again. Like if it was a Lifebuoy. A little part of him, that he never understood suddenly started to make the way more sence now. This word felt like something, that Stanford really belonged to. Like a little part of him that he never realized. It just... felt right. And that's all that was matter.

I cant hate myself,no I cant it's not a choice but the only option.when people around are hating me, I cant

How can I hate these arms who despite been detangled hold me at night and keep me warm,who Pat's my hair when their aren't smooth.

How can hate hate these fingers to undergo all tortures when I am feeling anxious,who feels so deliciously warm after holding a cup of tea,who never hesitate to squish a newborn's cheek 'cause they are squishy, who despite me falling apart hold me together and warms me, who unconsciously tries to make me smile every morning in front of mirror, who tries and tries and fail to wipe my salty tears; I just hope they doesn't hurt the cuts on hand I made in morning.

How can I hate this body,this face,this whole ; even when I picked it,kicked and screamed to get away from me it was there like air and I can breathe a little more with ease every night..

Loving yourself isn't an option...

Just bcoz plants have grown into trees will you stop watering..

I have been through a lot of studies about my guitar and my singing journey , but I'll always post whenever i can , i will not forget my people who love me and I'll send them love back <3 <3 <3

My days are going even better and better and i love using intuitive imagination to discover more about spiritual and abstract world through nature , music guitar etc and of course saving people in Palestine as i promised to do !!!!

Anyway , so i just imagined what if all the arts and all the illustrations have something to offer , like a voice of hope , to reduce suffering and hatred, bringing only happiness, cast among heroes - angels of the wind ??? Then why we have to live like that ???

By togetherness everything will be sholved !!!!

I just want to say that even the difficulties we live , we will always learn from our weaknesses and develop our strengths , just make sure to be brave about that stuff ;)

I'm just not only busy , saving people in Gasha , but I'm also obsessed with these filters from Pinterest and Instagram etc :) I have fun with that <3 <3 <3

That's all for now ;)

Stay tuned for more discovery!!!!!

Xoxo

Emily

***********

Okay i swear i did not mean to laugh or be mean or anything but, hear me out... anyone who has dealt with nightmares and paranoia will understand my humor. Its so dry it will put the sahara desert to shame but it still will make me laugh and been laughing all day today. I mean who took this video though. That's just hilarious but in a way a private moment for the baby boo.

So early this year i have been having crazy nightmares and yeah its been quite rough. I would often wake up like this dog on a couple of occasions. Sometimes i would be screaming out loud and its a good thing i stay alone otherwise that would be so weird. My first time waking up screaming and my voice was super horse and were tears streaming down my face and well i was so confused.

I kept crying silently but i was confused as hell like wtf. Why was i even so emotional and yeah i knew i was right to seek medical help. So i kept seing my psychiatrist and tbh i was in no mood to talk so i was not talking to any psychologist at that time. So i kept taking medication. The nightmares kept on for what felt like years infact now i look back it was only just a few months. Well now its a thing of the past i sleep like a baby and i hope that dog get treatment for that.

The moment i saw this gif everything came back and i was like OMG did i act out like that too? Did something like that happen to me too? I mean it was my first time to watch it happen to someone else and imagine that it was myself and that's when i lost it. I just kept laughing and feeling sorry for the doggie but well that must have some strange ass dream.

Now the million dollar question is... what was it about? Food? Fights? Bath? Well i guess we will never know.

As always i will keep holding on.

I actually m doing better these days after a few rough few weeks. So I thank God for that.

Until next time.💜🤗💋💋

From Siren to Self-Discovery

Once upon a time, amidst the stormy waves of heartbreak, there was a woman whose pain transformed her into a siren, luring unsuspecting men with her captivating charm only to leave devastation in her wake. She reveled in the power she held over them, feeding on their affection as compensation for her own wounds.

But deep within her tempestuous heart, a flicker of remorse lingered. Each shattered heart she left behind weighed heavily on her soul, a reminder of the pain she had once endured herself. In the echo of her haunting melodies, she heard the cries of those she had ensnared, their brokenness mirroring her own.

One fateful night, as she stood upon the rocky shores, her siren's call pierced the silence of the sea. Yet, this time, something was different. Among the cacophony of crashing waves, a voice reached her, not with adoration, but with understanding.

A lone sailor, weathered by the storms of life, approached her, his gaze unwavering. He spoke not of desire, but of empathy, sharing his own tale of heartache and healing. In his words, she found a reflection of her own journey, a glimmer of hope amidst the wreckage of her past.

With each passing day, the siren's song grew quieter, drowned out by the warmth of genuine connection. She embarked on a voyage of self-discovery, learning to navigate the turbulent seas of her emotions with grace and resilience. No longer content to drown others in her sorrow, she sought redemption in building healthy, nurturing relationships.

And so, the once-mighty siren transformed into a beam of light, guiding others through the darkness with her newfound wisdom. Though the scars of her past remained, they served as a testament to her strength and resilience. For in embracing her own vulnerability, she discovered the true power of love – not as a weapon of destruction, but as a force of healing and renewal.

Embracing Solitude

I was tired. Tired of waiting for others who promised to join me on adventures that never materialized. Tired of putting my life on hold for the whims and fancies of unreliable companions. So, I made a decision. I packed my bags, filled with anticipation and determination, and set out on a journey alone.

The first step was daunting. The thought of navigating unfamiliar territories without the safety net of companionship sent shivers down my spine. But as I boarded the plane, excitement replaced apprehension. This was my journey, my adventure, and I was determined to make the most of it.

As the plane soared, I marveled at the passing landscapes, free from distractions. There were no compromises, no debates about where to go or what to see. Every decision was mine to make, and the freedom was exhilarating.

In the days that followed, I faced challenges I never anticipated. Getting lost in bustling cities, struggling with language barriers, and navigating public transportation systems became my daily routine. But with each obstacle, I discovered resilience I never knew I possessed. I learned to trust my instincts, to ask for help when needed, and to embrace the unknown with an open heart.

Alone, yet not lonely, I found solace in the rhythm of my footsteps and the whispers of the wind. Each new destination became a canvas upon which I painted my own adventures, unencumbered by the expectations of companionship. Whether wandering through bustling streets or trekking along solitary trails, every moment belonged to me and me alone.

In the silence of solitude, I discovered the symphony of my own thoughts, the melodies of my heart's desires. With no distractions, I delved deep into introspection, peeling back layers of self-discovery with each passing day. I learned to lean into discomfort, embracing the challenges of navigating unfamiliar territories with courage and resilience.

As the landscapes changed, so did I. With each encounter, each obstacle overcome, I grew stronger, more confident in my ability to navigate the unpredictable currents of life. And in the absence of companionship, I found a deeper connection with myself, a profound understanding of who I was and who I could become.

As my journey came to an end, I realized that traveling alone wasn't just about escaping the constraints of companionship; it was about embracing the freedom to chart my own path, to discover the world and myself on my own terms. And as I boarded the plane back home, I carried with me a newfound sense of independence and a treasure trove of memories that no empty promise could ever rival.

Unlocking Your Inner Balance: Understanding Chakras

Shaina Tranquilino

July 29, 2023

Chakra is a Sanskrit word meaning "wheel" or "disk." Within our bodies, there are believed to be seven main chakras that form a part of our energetic system. These spinning wheels of energy are said to be responsible for our physical, emotional, and spiritual well-being.

Each chakra corresponds to specific organs, emotions, colours, sounds, elements, and even life lessons. They are interconnected and influence one another's functioning. When all chakras are in balance and open, energy flows freely throughout our body, promoting harmony and vitality. However, if they become blocked or imbalanced, we may experience various physical or emotional ailments.

Let's explore the seven chakras individually:

1. Root Chakra (Muladhara): Located at the base of the spine, it represents our foundation and connection to the Earth. This chakra governs feelings of safety, security, stability, and survival instincts.

2. Sacral Chakra (Svadhisthana): Positioned just below the navel area, it relates to pleasure, creativity, sexuality, and emotional balance. This chakra encourages us to embrace joy and passion in life.

3. Solar Plexus Chakra (Manipura): Situated in the upper abdomen region near the diaphragm area, this chakra influences self-esteem, personal power, confidence, motivation, and willpower.

4. Heart Chakra (Anahata): Found at the center of the chest near your heart area; this chakra symbolizes love—both for oneself and others—as well as compassion, forgiveness, and emotional healing.

5. Throat Chakra (Vishuddha): Located at the throat region, it governs communication, self-expression, authenticity, and speaking one's truth. This chakra encourages clear and effective communication.

6. Third Eye Chakra (Ajna): Positioned between the eyebrows, this chakra represents intuition, inner wisdom, insight, imagination, and perception beyond the physical senses. It is often associated with enhanced spiritual awareness.

7. Crown Chakra (Sahasrara): Situated at the top of the head or slightly above it, this chakra connects us to higher consciousness and divine energy. It embodies spirituality, enlightenment, and cosmic unity.

Now that we have a basic understanding of each chakra let's explore how to balance them:

1. Meditation: Regular meditation practice can help activate and align your chakras. Focusing on each individual chakra while visualizing its specific color and chanting its corresponding sound can be especially beneficial.

2. Yoga Asanas: Certain yoga poses are known for their ability to stimulate specific chakras. For example, grounding standing poses like Mountain Pose (Tadasana) can activate the Root Chakra while heart-opening poses such as Camel Pose (Ustrasana) target the Heart Chakra.

3. Affirmations: Repeating positive affirmations related to each chakra can help reprogram your subconscious mind and promote energetic balance. For example, "I am safe and secure" for the Root Chakra or "I express my truth with clarity" for the Throat Chakra.

4. Energy Healing: Seeking assistance from an energy healer or practicing self-healing techniques like Reiki can aid in clearing blockages within your chakras.

By becoming more attuned to our chakras' needs and addressing any imbalances or blockages we may encounter along our journey, we give ourselves a powerful tool for self-healing and personal growth. Remember, achieving balance in our chakras is a lifelong process, so be patient and compassionate with yourself as you embark on this transformative path.

Moon Meditation: Harnessing the Celestial Energy for Inner Peace and Clarity

Shaina Tranquilino

August 11, 2023

In a world that constantly bombards us with distractions and stress, finding moments of peace and tranquility can be challenging. However, by connecting with nature's powerful forces, such as the moon, we can tap into a wellspring of calmness and clarity. Moon meditation is an ancient practice that allows us to align ourselves with the lunar energy to find inner harmony and rejuvenation.

The moon has captivated humanity throughout history, inspiring myths, legends, and even scientific exploration. Its mesmerizing beauty and mystical aura have made it a symbol of enlightenment, intuition, and feminine energy. By incorporating the moon's essence into our meditation practice, we can harness its transformative power to achieve a deeper sense of self-awareness.

To embark on your moon meditation journey, follow these simple steps:

1. Choose the Right Time: The moon goes through phases every month, each holding its own unique energy. The two most popular phases for meditation are the Full Moon and New Moon. During the Full Moon phase, when the moon is at its brightest, you can focus on releasing negativity and embracing gratitude. Conversely, during the New Moon phase when the moon appears invisible in the sky, you can concentrate on new beginnings and setting intentions.

2. Find a Serene Space: Create a peaceful environment where you can meditate without distractions. Whether it's indoors or outdoors, ensure that you feel comfortable and at ease in this space.

3. Set Your Intention: Before starting your meditation session, set an intention for your practice. This could be anything from seeking guidance in making an important decision to cultivating self-love or letting go of negative emotions.

4. Ground Yourself: Begin by taking deep breaths to center yourself and ground your energy. Visualize roots extending from your body into the earth below you – allowing yourself to feel connected to both heaven and earth.

5. Gaze at the Moon: If possible, position yourself where you can see the moon clearly. Allow your gaze to soften as you focus on its radiant and serene presence in the night sky. Feel a sense of awe and wonder wash over you as you appreciate the vastness of the universe.

6. Connect with Your Breath: Shift your attention inward by bringing awareness to your breath. Inhale deeply, feeling your abdomen expand, and exhale slowly, releasing any tension or stress from your body.

7. Visualize Moonlight Infusing You: As you continue breathing deeply, visualize moonlight streaming down from the moon and enveloping your entire being. Imagine this celestial energy filling every cell of your body, washing away any negativity or stagnant emotions.

8. Reflect and Release: Take this opportunity to reflect on any thoughts or emotions that arise during your meditation practice. Acknowledge them without judgment, then gently release them into the moon's light, allowing it to transmute them into positive energy.

9. Set Intentions or Gratitude: Depending on the moon phase you've chosen for your meditation, either set intentions for what you wish to manifest in your life (New Moon) or express gratitude for all that you have (Full Moon). Speak these intentions or words of gratitude out loud or silently within yourself.

10. Close with Gratitude: As you conclude your meditation session, take a moment to express gratitude for this peaceful connection with the lunar energy and for any insights gained during this practice.

Moon meditation is a powerful tool for self-reflection, personal growth, and deep relaxation. By aligning ourselves with nature's rhythms and tapping into the transformative energy of the moon, we can find solace amidst chaos and cultivate inner peace and clarity within ourselves. So next time you find yourself yearning for some tranquility in your life, step outside under the enchanting glow of the moon and allow its radiance to guide you towards a state of serenity and self-discovery.

The Rising Sign of Astrology: Unveiling Your Hidden Persona

Shaina Tranquilino

September 4, 2023

Astrology, an ancient belief system that has captivated humanity for centuries, encompasses a myriad of facets that delve into the depths of our personalities and destinies. While many are familiar with their sun sign, which represents their core essence, astrology also sheds light on another crucial element known as the rising sign or ascendant. In this blog post, we will explore the rising sign's significance in deciphering your hidden persona and how it influences your interactions with the world.

Unveiling the Rising Sign:

The rising sign is determined by the exact time and location of an individual's birth. It represents the zodiac constellation ascending on the eastern horizon at that specific moment. Considered the mask worn by individuals when they first encounter others, it shapes their outward behaviour, appearance, and initial impressions of people.

Importance and Influence:

1. First Impressions:

Just like a book cover entices readers to pick it up, your rising sign offers a glimpse into your initial impression of others. Whether confident and assertive or shy and reserved, this facade can influence how people perceive you during first encounters.

2. Physical Appearance:

While genetics play a significant role in determining one's physical traits, astrology suggests that the rising sign also contributes to an individual's appearance. For example, an Aries rising may possess strong facial features exuding energy and determination; however, a Libra rising might have softer facial characteristics with graceful charm.

3. Compatibility:

Understanding both your sun sign (representing your core being) and your rising sign can provide valuable insights into compatibility with other individuals. Sometimes referred to as "relationship chemistry," analyzing these signs together can help identify potential harmonies or conflicts between two people.

4. Life Path:

The rising sign not only influences interpersonal relationships but also plays a vital role in defining one's life path. It impacts the type of experiences and opportunities that come your way, as well as your general approach to life. For instance, an Aquarius rising may have a strong inclination towards humanitarian causes or social reform, while a Capricorn rising might be driven by ambition and career success.

While astrology is often regarded with skepticism by some, exploring the rising sign can offer intriguing insights into our hidden personas and how we interact with the world. This unique facet of astrological interpretation allows us to comprehend the initial impressions we make on others and provides valuable clues about our physical traits, compatibility with others, and even our life path.

By understanding both our sun sign and rising sign, we gain a deeper comprehension of ourselves and those around us. It is important to remember that astrology should not dictate our lives but rather serve as a tool for self-reflection and personal growth. Embrace the rising sign's influence in shaping your interactions with the world, and let it help you navigate through life's vast cosmic tapestry.