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3 years ago

Food Log Dec. 7, 2021

Breakfast:

Half belvita (115cal)

Ginger tea (19cal)

Total: 134cal

Lunch:

Nothing

Total: 0cal

Dinner:

Half ribeye steak (423.5cal)

Half baked potato (80.5cal)

Garlic bread (206cal)

Sour cream 2tbsp (20cal)

Total: 730cal

Todays total: 864cal

Notes:

Purged out my dinner I hope it was enough. I really wish I could do better and not just with this ED but as a person for everyone in my life. This existence is so fucking burdening.

Food Log Dec. 7, 2021
Food Log Dec. 7, 2021

(Forgot to take a picture of ginger tea)


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3 years ago

Food Log: 12/19/2021

Breakfast:

Nothing

Total: 0cal

Lunch:

Nothing

Total: 0cal

Dinner:

Caramel chocolate (65cal)

Spearmint tea (2cal)

Apples & cinnamon oatmeal (130cal)

Rice cake (35cal)

Cookie butter 1 1/2 tsp (17cal)

Total: 279cal

Snack:

Binged on sum hot Cheeto puffs n 2 pieces of chocolate

Total: estimate 700cal

Todays total: 979 cal

Notes:

Grossed out with myself I can’t believe I let the binging get bad again man I was doing so good. I have to get back on track.

Food Log: 12/19/2021
Food Log: 12/19/2021
Food Log: 12/19/2021

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3 years ago

Food Log Jan. 4, 2022

Breakfast:

Nothing

Total: 0cal

Lunch:

Nothing

Total: 0cal

Dinner:

Beef ramen (370cal)

Green tea (0cal)

Total: 370cal

Todays total: 370cal

Notes:

Started my period during school today but I kept telling myself it was discharge. I knew my period was coming cus I’ve been cramping before n then today plus my moods been off the hinge. I want affection but then I’m like gtfo u disgusting mf n then there’s the need to cry even tho there’s nothing to cry abt n my overthinking gets worse like I thought I annoyed the homie today bc I was all moody n he could tell but at least he gave a hug. Safe hugs fr. Im extra bloated during my period so I get more self conscious with my body dysmorphia plus I’m sick all the time so it kinda helps with restricting but it also just makes me feel worse. Got up to shit after napping n almost passed out on the fuckin toilet. So at least I ate something.

Food Log Jan. 4, 2022

Didn’t get a picture of my tea my bad


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3 years ago

Food Log Jan. 14, 2022

Breakfast:

Nothing

Total: 0cal

Lunch:

Nothing

Total: 0cal

Dinner:

Coffee (75cal)

Rice cake (35cal)

Strawberry jam 1 1/2 tbsp (25cal)

Strawberry yogurt (90cal)

Seaweed (20cal)

Total: 245cal

Todays total: 245 cal

Notes:

He tried making me eat but I can’t eat in front of him bro. I have a hard time eating in front of ppl not so much my family but regardless I don’t really feel comfortable with it. So I ate once I got home. (TW MENTION OF SELF HARM) He kissed my scars tho 🙁. This boy makes my heart hurt but in the good excited way and that hasn’t happened in a while n that scares me.

Food Log Jan. 14, 2022
Food Log Jan. 14, 2022
Food Log Jan. 14, 2022

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4 years ago

Getting followers on tumblr is so bittersweet because on one hand it’s like “yay! New potential friends that can relate to what I’m going through” but on the other it’s “oh god what if I’m causing someone to develope an Ed or I’m fueling someone’s suffering”


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4 years ago

My little sister was sitting next to me on thanksgiving and saw how badly I was struggling to eat that she finished her food then switched our plates and she defended me when I went to the restroom to purge I just hope she doesn’t start doing what I’m doing but I’m so grateful for her anyways


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2 years ago

hiii i’m looking for an ana buddy

preferable a girl over the age of 18 :)

message me and i’ll tell you more about myself!


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