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Maybe I simply dont deserve recovery
everytime there is chocolate in my place I simply loose control and I hate myself for it and more of the time I binge on it and I just finish all of it with the excuse "there is no more for later then I wont binge twice" but ofc my mom will buy it more and more cuz she knows I will eat it and I know she simply loves when she ruins my efforts and my small progress she is just trying sabotage my journey and I know it and I hate myself more for the lack of control I own for the control I actually dont have
Born to be skinny
My eating habits tell me how to interact w people.
It’s simple if I have a good day (means high restrictions complet successfully) I will be the sweetest girl you’ve ever seen.
Unlike if I do not have a good day (means overeat or binge…) I will be so mean to anyone who dares talk to me or look at me in the eyes.
telling myself i’m anorexic while i’m still fat feels so wrong
when fasting
wanna try this. is there anyone who would like to do it w me ? need support rn🩶
yesterday i successfully fasted, i only ate a low-calorie dinner, i'm so proud of myself!
✨Frida Aasen✨
🌷My stats🌷
Height: 5’5
SW: 185.7lbs//BMI 30.9
HW: 190.7lbs//BMI 31.7
CW: 167.7lbs//BMI 27.9
They/Them
Age: 16
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🌷GW1: 170lbs//BMI 28.3 ✔️
🌷GW2: 150lbs//BMI 25
🌷GW3: 130lbs//BMI 21.6
🌷GW4: 115lbs//BMI 19.1
🌷GW5: 105lbs//BMI 17.5
🌷UGW: 100lbs//BMI 16.6
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🌷I did it🌷
I was able to do a 10 hour fast I know that 10 hours is not a lot of time but I’m super happy I did it because this was my first fast and I only ate 779cal and burned 814cal.
🌷bmi🌷
I’m very happy that I’m out of the bmi 30s now and I hope I don’t get back up to in the 30s 🩷🤍
🌷A big step🌷
Today I consumed only 424cals my lowest ever consumed and I’m proud of myself for being able to resist eating more because yesterday I binged but in the end I’m quite proud of myself!
🌷Fasting🌷
Today I was able to fast for 21 hours I’m glad I was able to do it because it’s my longest fast ever!