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CHEAP BEER AND WEED | m. kramer

pairing: mitch kramer x fem!reader
warnings: make out, underage smoking/drinking, slight underage sexual acts? ( does it count if it’s just touching a boobs? ) if i missed any let me know :)
— “YOU KNOW YOU DONT HAVE TO SPEND money on me right?” y/n asked as her and mitch walked down the street hand in hand.
“i know, but sometimes i wanna get things for you and if not for you then the both of us” mitch smiled as they stopped outside of the liquor store.
“i honestly don’t under stand how he thinks your of age with a cute face like that” y/n laughed as mitch’s cheek heated up.
“shut up” mitch said as they walked into the store and went back to the wine section.
“i thought you didn’t like wine?” y/n asked as mitch picked up a bottle of red wine. “no put that down.” mitch did as she said and put it down beige looking at her confused. “get the white wine, it’s cheaper, and sweeter than red wine”
mitch nodded before grabbing the bottle and walking up to the register. mitch and the cashier mad small talk before the two teens walked out of the store and to the empty feild, not far from where they were.
“lucky for you i brought a blanket” y/n smiled before grabbing her blanket from her bag.
“what do you all have in there?” mitch asked as he went to look in it, but y/n smacked his hand away.
“eyes and hands out of my bag” y/n told him as they both chuckled before spreading the blanket and sitting on top.
“oh, i forgot, here i brought these” mitch said as he pulled out a baggie of joints. y/n chuckled before grabbing two blunts out of her back pocket.
“great minds think alike” y/n clucked as she handed one to mitch and handed him the lighter. “hand me the wine” mitch handed her the wine watching her undo the foil on the top before popping the top off with her fingers.
“yeah!” mitch yelled making y/n shush him quickly. he laughed and took another hit off the blunt. y/n took a chug of the wine, feeling the bitter but sweet tatse take over her senses, before handing it to mitch who handed her the blunt in return
y/n inhaled the toxic smoke without a second to lose, feeling the smoke coat her throat and lungs before blowing it out after a while of holding it in to let the full effect take over.
“hey…” mitch smiled as y/n met his eyes. y/n smiled back as she passed the blunt back to him. she watched as he finahied it off before flicking it somewhere.
y/n sighed and laid down with her arm behind her head, acting as a pillow. mitch smiled before crawling over her and kneeling above her, his legs between hera as his arms rested by her head.
y/n giggles as he leaned down and rested his forehead against hers. y/n was gonna say something but was cut off by his lips against hers. which once was soft and passionate, their kisses became hard and needy. this wasn’t anything new to them. after all they were both hormonal teenages, but they never went farther then both of them having their shirts off, and they lied it that way.
mitch suddenly grabbed the back of her thighs and leaned backwards putting himself in a sitting position and y/n in his lap. y/n laughed before placing her lips on his. mitches hands found their way from her hips to under her shirt on her waist. y/n’s cheeks heated up at the contact, the tingles she got from a single innocent touch made the butterflies in her stomach 10x more active.
his hands slowly creeped upwards, waiting for her to say no at any point, but she didn’t , she let his hands move upwards to the point where they were just under her bra, his finger tips just barely touching the hem of the fabric.
“is this okay?” mitch asked and, y/n nodded before pulling his face twords hera which he happily followed along letting their lips meet once again.
mitch’s hands slowly made their way up to where his hands were sitting on top of her bra. as his hands made contacts y/n sighed into the kiss liking the feeling. mitch slowly added pressure to his finger tips, lightly squeezing the flesh hidden underneath the fabric.
y/n gasped making mitch quickly pull his hands and lips away, looking at her with concern and regret. “i’m sorry- i-i’m so sorry” y/n laughed before he looked at her with confusion written on his face.
“you didn’t hurt me, it felt nice. that was a gasp of pleasure, miggie” y/n said using the stupid nickname she had given him in the second grade. mitch sighed in relief before falling backwards, bringing her with him as he went. y/n pecked his lips and placed her head in the crook of his neck.
and the two teens laid there under the stars in the big open feild just watching the sky above them…
masterlist
Bang bang

I hit the ground.
He lighted his cigarette and looked at me.
“Ya want sum?” he said to me. I nodded and he leisurely passed it to me.
I sighed as I smoked it. “I’ve never felt like this before.” I said.
“How so?”
“Seasons change you know? I change. I’m not the same. I never thought I’d start smoking cigarettes.”
He looked at me and took the cigarette outta my hand. “What do you mean exactly?”
Staring at the parking lot, I explained: “You know that I did weed and that shit but never nicotine. My father did it all the fucking time. Man was so crazy for it that whenever we’d tell him to quit smoking he would make empty promises. Hated him for that. Lied to us for all his life. And that’s how it brought me to hate nicotine.” looking back at him, I see him already staring at me. “Now, I smoke it once in a while. Should I be ashamed?”
He got a long hit and then answered: “Nah, doll. Look. When I was five, I used to stay at my pops and I knew that he always had a gun somewhere hidden in the house. Every Sunday I’d hear bangs coming from the backyard. In the morning I’d see dry blood in the yard. This went on for three years. None stop. And I never questioned my father’s decisions. But oh, how did I hate him for making them. Guess we all went through sumthin that traumatized us.”
I stared at him and hesitantly asked him “Do you still hear the bangs?”
He sadly smirked and looked up to the sky while responding to me with: “I hear Bang Bang every Sunday night. And I wake up scared to find dried blood in the backyard.”
I curiously asked: “Didn’t you even have the urge to ask him why he did that?”
“Of course I did, doll. I knew I’d get a beating because of it so I shut my mouth, forced my eyes closed and pushed myself to sleep with the bangs.”
I slowly slid to him and hugged him tightly. “I’m so sorry, Wood. Why did you have to go through all that at such a young age?”
“One of us should suffer in this life babe. And God said it was my turn. Gotta accept it doll. Now don’t get sad because of me” He tilted his head down to take a look at me and he saw the tears that were shedding from my eyes. I sadly looked back at him and said: “You’re my baby boy. I love you. With my whole heart.”
“I love you Doll.”
Thunder only comes when it’s raining.
Recap: Katerina Angel Kennedy or “Arrow” is a Texan patriotic girl that loves her few friends and having fun with them during their high school years. She will handle a lot of pain and difficult situations in her life but her friends will always be there for her. We don’t know but maybe some new relationships will start and some old relationships will end.
Tw: #attempt suicide #depressing thoughts #depressive character #toxic friend #heartbroken character #substance use #drug use #weed mention #weed use #reefer character

Part 1
And I screamed.
Her POV:
High school boys just give me the ick. They’re disgusting.
I only have some high school guy friends and they’re kind of different from the others. I have Benny, Don, Slater, Tony, Mike and Kevin. There are other guys in my school but I don’t really talk to them, like I say “hi how are ya” and that’s it.
Benny is my best friend since kindergarten. Our parents are friends and every where I go he is there. I used to have a weird crush on him ( I still don’t get why I liked him in 8th grade but thank god I don’t like him anymore ). But we are really close to each other. I know everything about him, and vice versa.
Don instead is kinda my big brother that I’ve never had. Being an only child, he thought I felt lonely so he always stayed with me. He is sweetly overprotective of me, and it’s obvious that he loves me. Don’t get any idea! This is all platonic and he is an enormous play boy. I don’t know how Shannon likes him. Ew.
Slater is my reefer friend. My bestie. The one who makes me feel comfortable whenever I smoke blunts or weed. Kevin too. Pickford tho is the hottest of the whole world. Like man how can I smoke weed and not confess my love to you-
Tony and Mike are my friends and they are literally the only ones I can have a decent conversation with.
Now getting to the main point. I’m a picky person. If I want to have friends, I study them before having that intimate relationship with them. Instead the girls are a different subject. I talk to all of them. Even if some of them are bitches, I still respect and adore them.
The one who I seriously can’t stand at this school is Pink. He thinks that he can fool every girl in this school or in this town. Fuck off man. Arrogant son of a bitch. (I actually respect his mother very much.)
I hate him because one day he wanted to kiss me. Bro had never talked to me before and one day he thinks he can fucking kiss me? Nahhhhh man you got the wrong girl. I fucking slapped him. And since then we had this mutual hate relationship.
Another person that I “hate” is David Wooderson. He actually isn’t in our school anymore. And he is older than all of us.
He was my first and only true love. He was my first kiss.
We were very close friends. At the beginning I used to get weed from him and from then we just clicked. He would always meet with me, stay with me, smoke with me, go to parties with me, hang out with me and on and onnnnnnn. God damn. He was the best guy I had ever met. He was my true AND ONLY LOVE. But all of a sudden he started acting weird.
Everytime I used to hang out with Benny or Slater, Wood would always get upset. He would say things like “You don’t hang out with me anymore” or would straight up act mad at me. I didn’t know if he was jealous or something. But still, that doesn’t justify his behavior. Yes we had kissed before. As a joke. And yes, I loved him. But he didn’t know this. I’ve always been jealous of the times he hung out with girls. He was a fucking player, god damn he’s still a player. And yet, I never behaved like that. So, one day after I was out with Benny at his house, I go to meet Wood at his place. I knock at his door. He opens it after a long time, and I see him with disheveled hair, no shirt on, and a naked girl behind him. And he says : “Who tf are ya, man?”
I didn’t even respond. I turned around and went away.
That day I had thought of fucking killing myself. I felt so heartbroken and I felt treated like a fucking toy. I got back home. I had cried all the road to my house. Once up to my bed room, I couldn’t fucking breath anymore. He had been treating me like shit for like forever and I had always respected him because he was my friend. I had his my feelings from everyone for three years because I didn’t want to break the relationship I had with him. And he treats me like shit?
I was panicking. I was in shock and so tired of life. I got up and started searching for weed but I didn’t have any. Or i couldn’t find any, I don’t know. But I remember going downstairs to the phone and calling Slater. He answered and I was crying and saying how I so needed weed and I couldn’t find any. He was so worried behind the phone, I could only imagine his confusion.
After not getting any solution to my problem, still crying and panicking I closed the phone.
I got to the kitchen and I was searching for something that even I didn’t know what. I get a knife from a drawer and I don’t know but I think I stabbed myself with it. And I screamed. I cried and I screamed.
I don’t know what happened after that. But I know that when I woke up, in front of me was Slater. He was fucking crying and on the phone. He was saying something but I couldn’t hear anything. I was dazy as shit.
After that day, I was a different person. Slater got closer to me. And he was always worried but I indulged to drugs and weed, getting my mind out of shit.
I started picking the friends I hung out with and the things I did. I couldn’t trust anyone anymore. And David Wooderson was nothing to me.
Only Slater knows what happened between me and Wood. All the others don’t know a thing. Or i think so. Slater might have told to Benny something about it because I noticed how Benny started ignoring Wood and talking about him.
How can a girl go through so much and still be alive? Only God knows it.
Katerina “Arrow” :

Homemade macaroni and cheese tonight.
Testing a bottle of rosé and thus far it's alright alright alright.
I'm always confused, here's hoping tonight gets a little dazed.

Happy Dazed and Confused Day.
Party at the moon tower. Pass it on.
Omg 🔥


Jake Gyllenhaal for Dazed and Confused, 2003
movies you should watch if you like that '70s show:

dazed and confused (1993)


"say, man. you got a joint?" "uh, no, not on me, man." "it'd be a lot cooler if you did."
empire records (1995)


"damn the man. save the empire."
almost famous (2000)


"i always tell the girls, never take it seriously. if you never take it seriously, you'll never get hurt. if you never get hurt, you'll always have fun. and if you ever get lonely, you just go to the record store and visit your friends."
Blogging about people’s influence of someone with an eating disorder(me)
My sister literally sat at the dinner table at the age of 12 like an ana person when that’s literally me and I still ate my whole plate of food, every dinner time she just stares at her place bc she has a natural tiny appetite and doesn’t eat any meals only small bites. I have anorexia like actually and she doesn’t so by her doing this sitting there not eating while I do and she’s a total skeleton and our parents don’t even care makes me feel like total sh1t.
I thought maybe we could go McDonald’s together and I wanted an Oreo McFlurry but she didn’t want one so I just didn’t get one I waited the whole week to go buy one and she just doesn’t get it with me so I can’t. Mf
I just want someone around me that eats properly to set a good example or send me to a clinic or psych ward to help me get over this bc no one knows or understands and can’t help. It gets worse everyday and she’s like the one who doesn’t have to eat and she doesn’t even have an ed and my parents always force me to eat bc they suspect me of an ed but I can never tell them they wouldn’t understand.
Please just send me to a psych ward
I can’t deal with being the only one eating i the whole family. My mum has a health condition where she can only have celery juice for few days a week and drops like a bunch of weight and my dad is keto so doesn’t eat any carbs and I all this diet culture around me makes me feel worse. I want to bake as it’s a hobby I enjoy but I’m the only one who eats it and ends up binging on whatever I bake so I can’t even do that anymore. My friend said to me should we get cake and then I was thinking about restricting and when she picked it up I ended up getting one and then she ate it super slow as soon as I finished she threw hers away just so I would eat it and she wouldn’t she doesn’t have an eating disorder she just has a small appetite.
God a need a fat diner guy in my life to take me to Perkins and f*ing eat with me to let me enjoy some pancakes or pie and let me not feel like comparing myself to all these dieting stick people who don’t even have eating disorders
LIKE IM THE ONE WITH THE EATING DISORDER NOW LET ME F****ING OWN IT. I SHOULD BE THE ONLY ONE NOT EATING AROUND HERE!
RULES & INFO

i DO write:
⭒ platonic / family / friendship
⭒ fluff / romance
⭒ angst ( to the best of my ability )
i DO NOT write:
⭒ kidnapping
⭒ NSFW
⭒ any homophobia or anything like that
⭒ yandere
i DO:
⭒ take requests
⭒ love comments / convos !!
⭒ accept messaging ( as long as it isn’t weird )
also if i don’t write a request you send in, it’s nothing personal!!! either i have no clue how to write it or i am and i haven’t finished it! 🫶🫶

masterlist
MASTERLIST!
FORMULA 1
mv1 - made for lovin’ you baby
ls2 - nothing yet . . !
dr3 - nothing yet . . !
ln4 - nothing yet . . !
pg10 - nothing yet . . !
fa14 - nothing yet . . !
cl16 - nothing yet . . !
ls18 - nothing yet . . !
yt22 - soft
aa23 - nothing yet . . !
zg24 - nothing yet . . !
eo31 - nothing yet . . !
ob38 - nothing yet . . !
lh44 - nothing yet . . !
cs55 - nothing yet . . !
gr63 - labyrinth ( part one )
- labyrinth ( part two )
op81 - matching bracelets
MOVIES
donnie darko - doll
- baby
- relax!
dazed and confused - nothing yet . . !
it 2017 - nothing yet . . !
gran turismo - nothing yet . . !
batman begins - nothing yet . . !
evil dead rise - nothing yet . . !
the lost boys - nothing yet . . !
the conjuring - nothing yet . . !
the amazing spider-man (or spider-man overall) - nothing yet . . !
scott pilgrim vs. the world - nothing yet . . !
dinner in america
- are you flirting?
SHOWS
brooklyn nine-nine - nothing yet . . !
avatar the last airbender - nothing yet . . !
the walking dead - nothing yet . . !
the umbrella academy - nothing yet . . !
chilling adventures of sabrina - nothing yet . . !
a series of unfortunate events - nothing yet . . !
titans - nothing yet . . !
pen15 - nothing yet . . !
MISCELLANEOUS
dc universe - father of the year.
- defiance.
- mornin’ ( just jason )
- like like! ( just damian )
- you have kids? ( just damian )
- late nights ( just dick )
- number one ( just damian )
- safe haven ( just jason )
- summer’s over ( damian and jonathan )
anything else requested will either get their own part or will be placed down here! - nothing yet . . !
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