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Is it worth it?
I ask myself that every time I wake up in the morning.
Sigh
I envy happy people.
I am so tired of being myself. And nothing ever helps...
I'm such a mess, why would anyone want to bring that into his life?
Reasons why I did not kill myself two weeks ago:
• this 1% in me that wants to live is bigger than the 99% that want to die
• my grandmother does not deserve this
• I love my pets and just any animal in general
• New music that shows me that this world is maybe not entirely doomed
• Old music that still touches my heart
• I still have to know who will get to sit on the Iron Throne
• Waiting for the new season of Game of Thrones, Vikings, OITNB, Bojack Horseman and so many more
• New movies, new music, new books; simply new art
• Travelling and being in places that I’ve never been before
• All this new clothes in my closet I still want to wear
• The chance to make someone else smile
• The first coffee after waking up that touches my soul
• Good food
• Buying something I wanted to buy for a long time
• I want to see my favourite band at least one last time in concert
• I’ve been waiting for their new album for almost 9 years
• I simply could not do it
• This ridiculous 1% which is stronger than 99%
These are my Rescue Riders character redesigns I made a while ago. I maybe want to remake them, but idk yet.
Winger
Summer
Aggro
Cutter
Burple
Mechano Dragon v3.0 (Cus why not hehe)
Sometimes I think I'm normal and then boom a fictional male character with long white hair.