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finally watched hazbin hotel…. and uhm.. well, i might have new brainrot but im gonna pretend i don’t bc i pushed off even acknowledging Haz Hot (i have pda and it manifests in the dumbest shit- like never allowing me to watch media or something.) also the communities but yk that’s a worldwide problem i guess

anyways okay bye maybe i’ll publish my kinktobers i never (started) finished ,, ha ha.. haah ha…..

⚔️ // submit your mlp ocs or redesigns for me to draw!! these can be virus aus, normal, kinsonas, idc :)

I wanna have some to draw to rebuild my style again. Also if you want it as a pfp, just tell me, n i’ll hide my signature and you can use it <3

finished style work on @welcometo-blackspace's hooved baby !!

if you want this removed, just message me!

if you want one of these "quick" sketches, feel free to message/"ask" me!

i love their look; i think i did them justice !! I prefer the lines (I left them sketchy because the lines give drawings personality imo) but the lineless is surprisingly clean.

IF i were to write hazbin hotel fics, what ships and prompts would everyone want? i have plenty of my own ideas, but i wanna hear the communities’ cries!!!

* these can be fluff, angst, smut, i don’t care lmao.

if you’re looking for hazbin fic prompts I’d suggest Chaggie prompts about them getting engaged, married and the honeymoon.

aw definitely add it to my list!

i think they're super cute. im not normally a wlw / fem-aligned writer, BUT id def go out of my comfort zone for those two <3

i am listening!!! looks like chaggie is in need of some major love. mlm4wlw here i come, i guess??!

anyways okay yes i’ll do these i have some of my own stories to catch up on/post, and than i’ll work on some HzHt so if you are willing to stick around (and i mean stick around cause im not a fast writer lmao) than you will be rewarded with the lesbians <3

IF i were to write hazbin hotel fics, what ships and prompts would everyone want? i have plenty of my own ideas, but i wanna hear the communities’ cries!!!

* these can be fluff, angst, smut, i don’t care lmao.

me when i remember im a raging, and wild therian (and otherkin in general).

sorry guys i was cleaning my closet n pulled out my gear n it got me shifty.

i’ve had phantom tail(s) for a LONGG while now its like every day i don’t even question it anymore my tails always waggin

anywayss i bought new ears too n their shorter n i have big hopes for them n i can’t wait for them to get commissioned !!!!

i put on bad guys and like

damn i was reminded how straight i am for Diane Foxington

one of the few woman/femme on my list that i’d drop everything for bc LOOK AT HER OMG SHES SO PRETTY N SHES STRONG

i don’t know who watched this movie but Zoom: academy for superheros, while by no means the best movie or probably a good movie in todays standards, it’s a movie that i never forgot. i rewatched it for the first time in a while last month, and just now (b/c it’s leaving netflix and probably all stream services- it is a 2006 movie)

sure maybe it’s stupid, maybe it’s nothing new, maybe it’s a story retold too many times, but I liked it. there’s something special about it. between the old man who finds love and care again, to the smash mouth music, to the fresh love of outcast high schoolers. (look how pretty kate mara is here, and michael cassidy’s “10 things i hate about you” vibe).

sometimes i sit and think about myself

and by no means do i think i’m “plus” or exactly “big” but i am over 200lbs (~91kg).

maybe i don’t look it, i guess i haven’t changed in looks much.

but i’m not “skinny,” “thin,” or “small” either.

i’m probably pretty “average,” and “medium” but i’ve always felt ‘too big’ for that. now that’s a problem in and of itself (the fatphobia and thinspo is very present in media and life still) but that’s not this post.

but idk i know others are in the same boat of ‘too big, but too little’. and again im probably a medium-large sized person (also including being nearly 6 foot) but its weird how little “community” there is for people my size. (that’s not saying thin or big people should have less or no community; we should have equal community bc it’s not that serious tbh 😭)

but idk it’s weird to me bc as someone who doesn’t exactly look my weight, it’s an odd spot to be in.

anyways yeah this is a ramble post i’ve got nothing just wanted to chat about my experience n thoughts lol

rain (sound) is such an interesting thing for me. I adore the sound of rain, especially listening to it from inside a house and hearing it hit and run off the roof/windows.

but i also catastrophies it.

What if the car window was open? What if my window blew out? What if it floods everything? What if it carries something down the street?

so trying to sleep to rain sounds, while i would love to, always makes me worry on how the water is displacing and possibly ruining my world.

i was unaware of this until a school friend showed up silent and handed me a card.

I’d like to take the rest of today (or everyday if need be.) to be quiet for all the queer children and adults affected by queer hate/phobia.

I cannot take the vow today, but I hope some do, but regardless spread the “word,” and don’t forget all our siblings we’ve lost and the ones we still have.

i think i forget sometimes that not everyone tics. not everyone even knows what tics are or that you can’t always suppress/mask them.

i’ve been having a huge spike of them recently (probably due to graduation being around the corner) and i’m constantly making grunts and noises. they are annoying, they do hurt my throat, i do get stuck doing them until they ‘feel right’ and finally i’m set free of a loop.

but the child i’m babysitting and my brother asked why i keep making noises. i hadn’t realized i must’ve been making them. but i got flustered; how do i describe to these kids the concept of nearly not being able to control your own body sometimes? being stuck repeating the same tic until your brain thinks it’s okay to stop?

* i’d qualify for provisional tic disorder, but i’ve never been diagnosed bc it wasn’t ‘impeding my life.’ my pediatrician actually told us that if they get worse to tell her/get help on it. i was meant to get diagnosed for it bc it was bothering me but yk lol

Okayyy…. so. Hello whomever is here from my ao3.

i have… mostly bad news?

My laptop keyboard is currently broke. An entire line of letters don’t work, & space and enter keys neither.

now i do prefer to write on my phone but even still, this means i can’t edit my work or set it up for posting. or write on it.

i don’t know when i can get it fixed, i don’t live near many tech shops and therefor it would be an entire day trip just to fix it. So we will have to wait.

I have half a fic written, but that’s all. I haven’t made anymore WAISTS yet or anything.

BUT to conclude, summer is very quickly approaching! This means I will have more time.

Now I will be busy still, i’m likely going to work more hours and i’m volunteering, but i have plenty more time to try and post some. so lets hope i get this fucking thing fixed!

i really want to post and create more art that isn’t my normal style/arts/themes but it’s kinda daunting.

yk making ‘paintings’ and lineless and render and shade, really work and stretch my style and characterization.

add themes that are real and human, sex and gender and love but also hate and pain and scars and fear.

i think i’ll get there soon, but i’m busy with finals atm. and i have been weirdly aversive to any type of art, i haven’t been able to finish month-old art projects that i was absolutely thrilled to create.. i don’t want to even pick up my stencil or plug in my tablet to draw.

same with my written work too.. i barely want to open docs to write or even read anything.

hey just wanna come on here to make a quick announcement, because i’ve been seeing a lot of bullshit recently this pride month.

I SUPPORT MSPEC AND GOODFAITH IDENTITIES.

I will not, and do not, care to hear any more drama about it. Half these identities have existed for longer than many of us on tumblr have been alive.

Being queer is not about gatekeeping people, telling people they are “wrong” about their identity, or forcing people out of identities that express themselves.

If you’re an anti just stay off my blog- Especially if you’re an asshole about it.

I want to branch off of this to talk; about how many of these are or were rooted or used primarily by intersex people. I adore the vocal support i’ve been seeing for intersex people this month and it needs to continue. I want to say I will love and continue to support my intersex siblings in our community - even while i might be perisex, i’ve known a plethora of people from this spectrum (which i can still learn more about) and you are crucial to our community just as much as transwomen, kinky people, ‘contradictory’ titles, and transsexuals and transvestites.

hhhhhhhnnngghhhn hi

uh slowly getting back into writing and drawing. been really lacking any motivation or anything so everything’s been just sitting untouched.

i have ktober to finish, i didn’t start a new WAISTS chapter yet. i have personal art i want to complete, and :

I REALLLLLYYY WANNA DO DOODLE/REF SHEETS FOR MY AUS N LORE. been really thinking on STBK after the art week and i wanna put out my au and ideas from it. yk the character swaps, how the black knight comes to be, where the true arthur went, etc.

okay gooooddddbyeeeee gonna disappear for a few months again :3

no one talk to me for an unconsolable amount of time, I thought I lost 8 female lions to starvation <- is a bit poor atm SOBS

grrrr. i hate tryna filter tags and words/phrases.

when i filter a word/phrase it’s incorrectly flagged in posts, so then i click ‘view’ I’m not sure if it’s real or a fake flag.

when filtering tags, it’s the fucking olympics to try and find every fucking variation with a vowel replaced by a number. (i will not “censor” language like that, this isn’t tiktok, this isn’t 2020 where no one’s allowed to be straightforward. I’m warning/tagging the post with exactly what it is, not pussy-footing by putting a fucking 1 or 3 in it.)

anyways that’s my rant. i made a new account and the community it’s in sucks at tagging so every day i find a new tag for the same fucking trigger to add; or find them without tags at all! so yk living life. <- and i can’t just block the people because i like other posts except that specific thing so idk im outta luck.