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(lol I forgot to post it here) As of late I''m EXTREMELY busy- there's just so much going on in my life right now, so many changes and new things I need to learn about in such a short amount of time it's overloading my brain. I've started a new year of my studies so it's already a handful of things I gotta figure out. Additionally to that my old phone started glitching out so I had to buy a new one after futile attempts to try and save it. But, after 4+ years of it's duty- it was it's time. Rest in peace phone o7 With all the changes and stressful events going on plus the weather suddenly changing into a more wintery-one my mental health was slowly crashing. For the past 5 years I experience seasonal depression during fall-winter time which is not fun at all. Rather traumatizing. I've also been going through episodes of self-doubt, basically questioning every decision I made and my competence to handle all of this. I still do if I'm being honest. It's a constant battle between me and my inner critic. It's just another thing that drains my energy, leaving me mentally exhausted. That's why I can consider this art piece a kind of vent. But it's not all sorrow and misery. I've been experiencing bitter-sweet moments. That's just a part of life and I'm not going to give up so easily. I'm here to live my life fully, aren't I? As they say; You cannot experience joy without also experiencing pain. I find that qoute quite endearing ... Have a good one, folks

Another trippy art lol I had a tiring day yesterday but a sudden wave of inspiration hit me and despite my mental and physical battery being low I turned on my laptop and started drawing whatever came to my mind And I ended up with this piece I kinda like it ngl Anyways That's all for today Have a good one, folks o/

"What am I supposed to say? What am I supposed to do? Normally I'd just ask you, but We haven't spoken, we haven't spoken (...) Would you say what you always say? "It's better if we tell the truth" But look at what the truth has done Your heart is broken, your heart is broken" ["i didn't mean to" by Rebecca Sugar] ============== For a long time I never understood artists who created emotionally infused, ventful pieces of art that have no specific meaning or purpose to it. Like it just came out of boredom. It always bodered me; Why couldn't they explain it? How could there be no purpose? When I heard this song, at first I wasn't so fond of it. But with time, it grew on me and suddenly a feeling hit me. Listening to it felt so.. touching, personal. It started to have some meaning to me which is a usual thing when it comes to some song as music is a big part of my life, it helpes me feel, understand and process my feelings as I have a hard time expressing how I feel. I wanted to capture this feeling, give it a shape. While listening to this song on loop, I drew out the sketch of this drawing. I liked it but... well. The thing that bothered me is that it didn't feel like it represented what this song means to me. I want to share my vent art online but because people I know follow me on some of the media, the anxiety of being judged by them keeps me on edge. And so I don't post them that often. It's complicated. For now, tumblr seems to be the safest to share that. Now, this piece kind of grew on me. Even though it doesn't have the meaning I wanted it to have, I like it. i'm proud. And who knows, maybe it will have one for someone else who stumbles upon my art.

I keep finding myself in those cycles in my relationship. We meet at each other's levels. Therefore we fit perfectly. We're like a plant and a pot. I am a plant and they are a clay pot. I feel comfortable and secure in that pot. But then I slowly start to feel uneasy. I feel stuck. I feel like the perfectly fitting pot doesn't have enough room for me to grow. It feels uncofortable now but I'm terrified of living without my pot- without it, I feel uncomplete. I feel lonely. I don't want to leave it. But a clay pot, once molded, cannot unmold. Not when it doesn't decide to break in order to recycle itself. And usually, they don't want to. Even if they know it'd be better for both of us. But the roots need room to grow. If they don't have it, they slowly start to wither away. The plant will die. But it's hard to tell the beloved pot that it doesn't fit my roots anymore and I cannot stay. So I stay silent, letting my roots grow dense and weak. I know it's not good for both of us, but I'm a coward. I'm scared of being potless forever. I'm always waiting for life to take pity on me and repot me. "Everything I've ever let go of has claw mark on it" It hurts and I'm ashamed.

Nett(persona) belongs to me

Two days of goretober!!

i have finished two days of goretober, I'll probably post each one each day, see you tomorrow! Yippee!!! I'm not super skilled with gore but, it'll still be fun!!

I don't plan for these to be full blown accurate just some silly fun for the spooky season!

Happy Valentines day my friends!

I sincerely apologize for the lack of content, i am drawing stuff but i just have no motivation to post anything, so sorry about that

Also it's barely still the 14th where i am, due to technical difficulties this digital drawing took like 4 hours to make not including the traditional sketch i made yesterday.

Anyways, these two are Amara (left) and Mabel (right) and i honestly don't have much to say about them, i just love them :)

Sorry for the wacky proportions i just couldn't get them quite right

Amara, She/Her

Mabel, She/Her (fine with They/Them)

Dancin :)

Any constructive criticism or tips are appreciated :)

Lil Mabel I drew earlier :)

Date night <3

(2/2)

TMC OC DUMP TIME BABEYYYY

This is technically just them post-reincarnation (reawakening). They have memory loss lol. (They're originally from a TMC AU thing but can be seen as a standalone)

Nicknames: Don/Dawn

[MORE INFO/A LOT OF RAMBLING UNDER CUT. ALSO TW: one ref hardly has clothes on but it's just because there's scars. Sorta 17+ zone]

Heavily inspired off of Stanzi's 'heaven and hell' comedy series (also the case of sona turned to just an OC)

Abaddon (or in this case, reinarnated Abaddon) is an absolute goofball. A bit snarky at times,

Lore stuff:

Pre-'reincarnation', They worked part-time shifts.

Part-time as a guard at heaven's gates, part-time in hell as clean up (usually just purging whenever it's starting to get overcrowded) not meant to be a hazbin reference

While at the gates, Gabriel also worked the same shift as Abaddon.

(TMC AU related. Abaddon had no clue that Gabe was plotting)

The two are just work friends, dynamic being 'The strong silent type that's usually hard for others to read, and the one that's good at talking and somehow just knows what the silent one is saying'./'Don's a gentle giant when it comes to co-workers' (also can't understand jokes/comedy)

Don uses to ALWAYS wear full armour, to the point noone could recall what they look like.

The two were actually friends, buuut as the plans for overruling were finished. Don was seen as 'in the way'.

So when they least suspected it, they were slain with one of their own swords. (Backstabbed through the heart, in a literal sense) I HC that higher rank angels can be killed only with their own weapons

They died confused since they had no time to see who betrayed them.

REINCARNATION (sorta. They kinda just come back from the dead since seraphim probably don't stay dead for eternity)

Don woke up sore as heck in some lake on the mortal realm, still in armor but stuck like they one of those underwater statues which are actually just metal things that rusted/the covered by plants over time.

Their wings decayed a bit cuz it's been thousands of years of being dormant. (And they were able to get the sword out cuz the angelic power that was in it down).

They're a bit more physical (so certain mortal things can now harm them)

Their memory is gone, so they ends up just observing the humans around them and adapting as the years pass by.

Ends up being a very chatty/rowdy dork that likes social media and thinks punk/alt fashion/etc is cool.

TLDR: very serious worker got betrayed, died, and can't remember it when they came back to life so they embrace modernity and probably go to spencers and hottopic/thrifting for clothes.

Also their new fave weapon is a street stopsign

More info:

-7 to 8ft tall (either works)

-Agender/Enby (They/He/She/it) <they really don't care

-Loves overdressing

-Has no clue wtf alternates are but probably annoys them if they happen to meet.

-'ooh, those are alternates? Damn, they look like they've been hit by a truck'

-listens to hyperpop/phonk/loud stuff

-usually guised as a human (bascially just wingless/halo-less cuz it makes it hard to use doors)

-Has no clue that Gabriel is alive

-deadass would not remember a thing, even if reminded.

Current outfit ^^^^

Alt wing color^^^^

OLD/V1 outfit (can be used)

FACE CLOSEUP^^^

Might redo the ref at some point cuz i'm not happy with the post

V1 ref^^^^

HEY, WARNING BELOW INCOMING

[TW: LACK OF CLOTHING REF]

(my anatomy sucks but i tried)

Decided to redraw my TMC oc Cecelia in this dress I found online, I was trying to find a theme for her fashion wise and I found out that "Romantic Goth" is one of them. (Vibe and color wise (black, white, gray and red) and tbh yeah.. Though she usually wears tuxedos)

So yeah, the colors might be a bit lazy but that's because I was experimenting (I also took like 1 hour to color it lmao)

Made a quick doodle of Cece lol, she's so silly as she stares at you with eyes full of disappointment. (It's based off a meme, that "disappointed guy" meme).

I think I caught a small cold or something, but I'll be fine. So in spite of that Cecelia got murdered and degraded turned a marketable plushie/JJJJJJ

𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚆𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚜 𝚈𝚘𝚞.. 𝙾𝚗 𝙷𝚎𝚛 𝚃𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚎.. 𝙹𝚞𝚍𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐..

This was supposed to be a normal sketch or practice sketch of Cecelia on a throne but ended up really liking it so much brain made me color her. So.. Yeah. (unedited version and paper version below)

REBLOGS > LIKES

𝚆𝚑𝚢 𝚃𝚏 𝙸𝚜 𝙳𝚒𝚜 ♀️ 𝚂𝚘 𝙼𝚊𝚍??

😭😭😭😭

REBLOG > LIKES

Just two sisters taking a photo, nothing to see here guys.

(Other versions blow)

the boyfriends! 💖

Collab with @just4w3ird0 🫶🫶

Sorry for the inactivity :((

Here's my newest oc💔💔

If anyone wants to draw it you definitely can!!! Just please don't claim as your oc and make sure to credit oc to me. If you'd like you can also @/ me!!! :D

ive been trying to post here mre often!

i own the angel boyo, my friend julia owns the crying pus- human

Angel OC… I don’t have a name yet, so yeah