I Keep Finding Myself In Those Cycles In My Relationship.We Meet At Each Other's Levels. Therefore We

I keep finding myself in those cycles in my relationship. We meet at each other's levels. Therefore we fit perfectly. We're like a plant and a pot. I am a plant and they are a clay pot. I feel comfortable and secure in that pot. But then I slowly start to feel uneasy. I feel stuck. I feel like the perfectly fitting pot doesn't have enough room for me to grow. It feels uncofortable now but I'm terrified of living without my pot- without it, I feel uncomplete. I feel lonely. I don't want to leave it. But a clay pot, once molded, cannot unmold. Not when it doesn't decide to break in order to recycle itself. And usually, they don't want to. Even if they know it'd be better for both of us. But the roots need room to grow. If they don't have it, they slowly start to wither away. The plant will die. But it's hard to tell the beloved pot that it doesn't fit my roots anymore and I cannot stay. So I stay silent, letting my roots grow dense and weak. I know it's not good for both of us, but I'm a coward. I'm scared of being potless forever. I'm always waiting for life to take pity on me and repot me. "Everything I've ever let go of has claw mark on it" It hurts and I'm ashamed.

Nett(persona) belongs to me

Another doodle of these two because I find quite comfort in this little ship And my little rp on character.ai gave me some cute ideas I might draw some sort of sheet about BC!Eva and her abilites although I'm not sure, I'm constantly changing my mind about a lot of stuff when it comes to her lol (Also yes, those are roses on Damon's boxers as I find it fitting for him xD) Damon belongs to @inkly-heart

(lol I forgot to post it here) As of late I''m EXTREMELY busy- there's just so much going on in my life right now, so many changes and new things I need to learn about in such a short amount of time it's overloading my brain. I've started a new year of my studies so it's already a handful of things I gotta figure out. Additionally to that my old phone started glitching out so I had to buy a new one after futile attempts to try and save it. But, after 4+ years of it's duty- it was it's time. Rest in peace phone o7 With all the changes and stressful events going on plus the weather suddenly changing into a more wintery-one my mental health was slowly crashing. For the past 5 years I experience seasonal depression during fall-winter time which is not fun at all. Rather traumatizing. I've also been going through episodes of self-doubt, basically questioning every decision I made and my competence to handle all of this. I still do if I'm being honest. It's a constant battle between me and my inner critic. It's just another thing that drains my energy, leaving me mentally exhausted. That's why I can consider this art piece a kind of vent. But it's not all sorrow and misery. I've been experiencing bitter-sweet moments. That's just a part of life and I'm not going to give up so easily. I'm here to live my life fully, aren't I? As they say; You cannot experience joy without also experiencing pain. I find that qoute quite endearing ... Have a good one, folks

Okay another doodle for you folks I just felt some inspiration rush in as I waited for my internet to fix itself So I thought I'll draw the silly smiley guy :] I think it turned out okay (The quality kinda sucks bc of ig so I apologise for that) Delivery Guy belongs to @inkly-heart

Crow my beloved <33

it’s for you!

"..And life will always be 'La vie en rose'..~ " This is just a little idea I got from one of my character ai rps One of the facts about BC!Eva is that because of her father's powers she kind of behaves like a bird would. What I mean by that is one of her habits is singing/humming! She typically does it when she's doing any type of chores Her favorite song to sing is "La vie en Rose"- Louis Armstrong's version There were multiple times where Damon caught Eva singing this song while cleaning/restocking during her shift at the store That boy can't get enough of hearing her voice...

Damon belongs to @inkly-heart