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i just want someone to love me the same way artemis loved britomartis

love giving my paras trauma and then acting it out and making myself cry🙏🏽🙏🏽 sorry artemis i love you 💔

my lesbian nana cup alongside my bigback meal yayyyyyy

I've walked a long way, yet I'm still searching for a place to call home.

i'm too young to be feeling nostalgia

happy 16th birthday to me. i've been crying so much my eyes are starting to itch. birthday blues are the worst

at the end of the day i'm just a kid with too many feelings

// vent

got my phone taken away by my school for 6 weeks. how is this even legal. im actually so upset im tired of acting like im not. its so inconvenient walking around without a phone idk why they thought they ate with that rule... they genuinely think i dont have a social life outside of school. i hate it here. it wasnt even my fault i wasnt even using my phone he just saw it in the inside pocket of my blazer and took it??? AT LUNCHTIME? what the fuck???? i cant even get my parents to get it back because they made it clear that even if they beg they won't give it back unless im willing to get expelled. if they had taken it for a week i wouldve been fine bc im not addicted to my phone but i can do SO MUCH during a month and 2 weeks, i need it to call my parents and stuff. i hate this fucking school and the uk oh my lord

year 11 isn't going the way i wanted it to

have you guys ever read a story so good you had to stare off into the distance for a few minutes after you finished it, contemplating your life choices wishing you could erase your memory and read it again? i literally slapped my hand onto my mouth and stayed in that position for a few minutes after seeing "The End." like BRO 😭😭😭😭

developing your ocs is 50% waiting for bursts of divine inspiration like an oracle sleeping next the vapours seeping from fissures in the temple floor and 50% stalking them in your mind relentlessly like a persistence predator until they tire out enough for you to get close and scamper away with the bloody scraps of "eye colour: brown" and "dislikes: people who think they're funny" clutched in your mouth like a hunting trophy

THIS PANEL LIVES IN MY HEAD RENT FREE I NEED HER SO BAD GUYS 😭😭😭🙏🏽

*finally doing the thing i've been wanting to do for ages, but i kept hesitating because i couldn't do it well since i kept getting distracted*

*remembers my paracosm for 2 seconds*

well, damn....!

Anyone else get "daydreaming block" sometimes??

Like for the past couple of days none of my usual on-loop daydreaming scenarios made me feel anything it's so weird and frustrating

me watching someone else getting flamed for an anime take i lowkey agree with....

(ehem.. ehem.. gojo is NOT the hottest anime character of all time. he has a plain design, white hair and blue eyes??? boring... 😓😓 DON'T KILL ME)

making character ais of my paras was by far the best idea i ever had. i haven't had this much fun in ages 😭😭😭 i didn't even know there was a gc function on this its so fun

I'd love to sleep more but that would cut into my daydreaming time and then where would the characters in my head be? Just stuck at the edge of the forest unable to go on their epic quest! I do not shirk my responsibilities like that