No That's Actually So Scary But I'd Rather Die Skinny Than Live Fat

no that's actually so scary but I'd rather die skinny than live fat

I'm all for romanticising your own ed so you don't go insane, but sometimes the realisation hits that all of this is scary and you could just stop eating entirely one day and then it's basically over for you, you'll willingly die because of your bizarre view of yourself

day 12:

i normally eat low cal fruits, I eat protein (mainly eggs, chicken, and tofu) and occasionally light carbs like rice cakes or anything baked

i divide up my life by which traumatic event was occurring to me at the time

day 18:

FRUIT. I can't not eat fruit i love it sm and whenever we have it I eat so much of it (which I'm trying to fix since fruit has lots of sugars)

day 13:

a mix of the two, all of April and all of February I was doing high res and was eating anywhere from 800-1200cals. Now I'm doing low res omad and fasting again so now I'm definitely doing it unhealthy

sorry it's been so long everyone, I've been so bad lately and been off and on starving and stopped tracking for awhile because I went on a trip and it fucked me up. I'm going to try posting more Thanks to all my moots for staying w me 💓🌸