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Who else is crying over Infinite's new MV? The song is amazinggggggg and the vocals And the visuals It all Sssssllllllaaaaaaayyyyyysssss I'm legit dying from them right now I love the song so much
The Eye(Sungkyu-Infinite)
Requested by: ImChaeRinVevo
~It's all over, I forgot it all. Finally, I've erased you. It was so long, it was so hard but I'm saying goodbye to this break up. It has all ended, it has all stopped. Finally, light is coming down. The stormy rain and wind has finally stopped but your memories wrap around me again~
Soo..I was watching the mv again and I got curious as to the theory behind the mv, I mean I had already guessed that it involved members dying, but I was curious as to why Dongwoo wasn't ever seen trying to stop L.....if anyone can please explain this to me I'd be thrilled...because so far I haven't seen anyone that explains that...
Letting out a breath you dusted your hands and looked around the, now crowded full of boxes, room that used to be your bedroom. You nodded and the turned and sat on the edge of the bed, taking everything in and finally letting the reality hit you. You were leaving and no one had tried to stop you, he hadn't stopped you and that's what hurt you the most. Though, yes, you were tired from all the fights and arguing that seemed to be all your relationship involved you loved him more than anything. More than life itself. But apparently he did not feel the same so you were letting go, and yes though it would be painful you had to do it. You had to leave.
Sighing you stood from the bed and headed out the room then down the stairs, stopping when you got to the bottom and saw him sitting on the couch. Watching tv. Like he always did. You shook your head and walked into the kitchen to get yourself a drink and grab your phone, which was now fully charged. You stepped under the living room archway and stared at him, your 'husband'.
"Are you going to help?"
No answer.
Shaking your head you walked back up the stairs, fighting the urge to cry, and went back to taping up the boxes for the move. You glanced over at your now vibrating phone and answered it, relieved to know that it was your best friend on the other side.
"Hey, y/n."
"Dongwoo," you said quietly not wanting Sungkyu to hear. "He's still not talking to me, he hasn't talked to me since I told him I want to leave."
"Well, I'm on my way over already with the boys. Figured you'd need help with your stuff, I'll talk to him then."
"Okay, bye."
"Bye," he hung up and you turned your phone screen off again before throwing it onto the bed.
~After a break up that hasn't ended , I'm saying goodbye to this break up. The fate that has remained with me. I try to escape from you, I try to run far away but I'm swept up by you again. After a break up that hasn't ended, I'm saying goodbye to this break up. These feelings that I still have I can't forget you, I can't erase you. With eyes filled with sin I'm trapped in your eyes. Trapped~
You finished tapping up the last when the door opened and Dongwoo poked his head inside, smiling widely at you. "Hey," you said as you smiled at him and then collapsed backwards onto the bed.
"Hi," he told you softly as he sat beside you and looked at the boxes covering the floor of the bedroom. "So, you're actually leaving."
Closing your eyes you let out a sigh and sat back up, looking at the boxes as well. "I'm tired of trying."
He looked over at you then reached over and grabbed your hand, "Hey it's alright. Have you tried talking?"
"If I try talking we'll just argue again, that's what always happens."
Sighing, he squeezed your hand softly. "You never know, arguing could actually help you guys."
You let out a tired laugh and shook your head, "How is arguing going to help?"
He shrugged and stood from the bed then turned and held his hand out to you, "Come on. Never know til we try, right?"
Shrugging you grabbed ahold of his hand and following him out the door then down the stairs. Dongwoo had brought the maknae line, who were now sitting with Sungkyu on the couch, and he rolled his eyes when they landed on all them on the couch. He cleared his throat making the younger ones look back to us, smiles covering their faces before they stood and made their way over to where we were standing.
"Hey, noona." They said when they reached us reaching out to give me a hug.
"Hey, guys. Have you eaten already?"
"No, Dongwoo-hyung said we weren't allowed to eat anything unless we came here with him to help."
You pursed your lips and turned to your best friend, who was shooting a glare at Sungyeol. "You had to threaten them?"
"You'd think they'd be the ones to get in trouble since they didn't want to come and help," he muttered as he walked into the kitchen.
"Where are you going?"
"You're going to cook something aren't you? I'll just help."
~You were so beautiful, we were so happy. In your memories, in the light of the memories I think I could live but I don't think I can do this again. I don't think I can pierce through you and leave. In your photo I'm reflected in those eyes. I still can't do anything so I'm crying. Your eyes, your face they sweep me up again. You fall as rain that are like prison bars, closing up my heart~
"Thanks for dinner, noona." Sungjong said as he wrapped his arms around me in a hug than waved goodbye as him and the others headed out the door to go home.
"Bye guys," you said before turning to Dongwoo, who still stood by the door. "See you tomorrow?"
"Sure," he said before turning to go yet turning back around quickly, "Hey. Y/n, talk to him."
"I will, well I'll try. I promise." You waved him out the door, "Be careful getting home. Night."
You walked back towards the living room, noticing that it had gotten quiet and realized that Sungkyu wasn't down here anymore. So you headed up the stairs and into your room, not seeing him sitting on the bed before you were practically right in front of him. He was staring down at his hands in his lap and hadn't noticed you come in. Honestly, you were debating just walking out and leaving him there but you remember what Dongwoo had said earlier.
"Sungkyu?"
He quickly brought his head up and stared at you, for the first time in what seemed to be months your husband was looking at you. Although you couldn't tell what he was thinking, and you noticed that there was a look in his eyes one you didn't know. "Y/n," he said surprising you when his voice cracked and tears formed in his eyes.
"Su-Sungkyu?"
He fell on his knees in front of you and wrapped his arms around your waist, laying his head on your stomach. "Y/n, baby. I'm so sorry. I-I don't know what's wrong with me. I've just been getting so stressed and hate that I just didn't say anything. I turned you out and I didn't realize that it was hurting you. Baby, I'm so sorry."
"Sungkyu," you said his name again still surprised and confused. Knowing he needed this though, you laid your hand on his head and rubbed his hair back. "It's alright, don't cry."
"No! It's not alright!" He stood up and cupped your face in his hands, "I've hurt you. I didn't even know that I was the reason you were leaving, I was the reason you were leaving me. That's why I was mad, because I didn't know that I was the one in the wrong. I'm so sorry, y'n, you have no idea."
~After a break up that hasn't ended, I'm saying goodbye to this break up. The fate that has remained with me. I try to escape from you, I try to run far away but I'm swept up by you again. After a break up that hasn't ended, I'm saying goodbye to this break up. These feelings that I still have. I can't forget you, I can't erase you. With eyes filled with sin, I'm trapped in your eyes. Trapped~
You helplessly watched as Sungkyu paced back and forth in what little room was left, hating himself and muttering his displeasure. Finally you stopped him by hugging him from behind, trying to comfort him. You understood, well you sort of understood. You knew that he was stressed with him being an idol and all and yet you hand't bothered to think that he had tuned everyone out. It wasn't just you.
"Hey, I'm still here."
"You're-you're leaving." He said before you felt his shoulders start to shake and you heard him let out sobs.
Your eyes widened, you had never heard him cry like this and it was very surprising to say the least. "O-Oppa, it's alright. I'm so glad you're talking to me! Now we can talk this out! I don't have to leave."
"I'm not good for you, y/n. You saw what I've done! What I can do again! And I didn't even know."
"Hey, I didn't know that you were getting stressed and instead of asking and talking to you I flipped and yelled at you. Oppa, I am so sorry."
You walked in front of him and wiped his tears with your thumb, "I love you."
His eyes widened and you watched as new tears arose and fell down his cheeks, though you weren't sure whether they were happy or sad. You were guessing sad since he grabbed you and pulled you to his chest, letting you rest your head there. "I love you. I love you so much." He muttered, his voice slightly muffled from where it his mouth was pressed against your head. "Please don't leave me."
"I won't, but we have to talk. Okay? No more bottling things up and no more screaming."
"I'm sorry."
"And no more saying sorry more than twice!"
He let out a laugh and squeezed his arms tighter around you, "Alright. I promise."
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Goodness this was bad, I honestly apologize! I'm sorry!! D'x
I'm so tired though, I've been babysitting all week from 7:30 in the morning to 5 o'clock in the afternoon. -.- And I have to watch him tomorrow as well D'x Don't get me wrong, I love the little bugger, but I just wanted a free weekend to sleep D'x Anyways, enough with my problems! Have you guys had a good week?? Ready for the weekend?!?!
Have a good day/night!! Love you guys!!♥
