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The Eye(Sungkyu-Infinite)
The Eye(Sungkyu-Infinite)

Requested by: ImChaeRinVevo
~It's all over, I forgot it all. Finally, I've erased you. It was so long, it was so hard but I'm saying goodbye to this break up. It has all ended, it has all stopped. Finally, light is coming down. The stormy rain and wind has finally stopped but your memories wrap around me again~
Soo..I was watching the mv again and I got curious as to the theory behind the mv, I mean I had already guessed that it involved members dying, but I was curious as to why Dongwoo wasn't ever seen trying to stop L.....if anyone can please explain this to me I'd be thrilled...because so far I haven't seen anyone that explains that...
Letting out a breath you dusted your hands and looked around the, now crowded full of boxes, room that used to be your bedroom. You nodded and the turned and sat on the edge of the bed, taking everything in and finally letting the reality hit you. You were leaving and no one had tried to stop you, he hadn't stopped you and that's what hurt you the most. Though, yes, you were tired from all the fights and arguing that seemed to be all your relationship involved you loved him more than anything. More than life itself. But apparently he did not feel the same so you were letting go, and yes though it would be painful you had to do it. You had to leave.
Sighing you stood from the bed and headed out the room then down the stairs, stopping when you got to the bottom and saw him sitting on the couch. Watching tv. Like he always did. You shook your head and walked into the kitchen to get yourself a drink and grab your phone, which was now fully charged. You stepped under the living room archway and stared at him, your 'husband'.
"Are you going to help?"
No answer.
Shaking your head you walked back up the stairs, fighting the urge to cry, and went back to taping up the boxes for the move. You glanced over at your now vibrating phone and answered it, relieved to know that it was your best friend on the other side.
"Hey, y/n."
"Dongwoo," you said quietly not wanting Sungkyu to hear. "He's still not talking to me, he hasn't talked to me since I told him I want to leave."
"Well, I'm on my way over already with the boys. Figured you'd need help with your stuff, I'll talk to him then."
"Okay, bye."
"Bye," he hung up and you turned your phone screen off again before throwing it onto the bed.
~After a break up that hasn't ended , I'm saying goodbye to this break up. The fate that has remained with me. I try to escape from you, I try to run far away but I'm swept up by you again. After a break up that hasn't ended, I'm saying goodbye to this break up. These feelings that I still have I can't forget you, I can't erase you. With eyes filled with sin I'm trapped in your eyes. Trapped~
You finished tapping up the last when the door opened and Dongwoo poked his head inside, smiling widely at you. "Hey," you said as you smiled at him and then collapsed backwards onto the bed.
"Hi," he told you softly as he sat beside you and looked at the boxes covering the floor of the bedroom. "So, you're actually leaving."
Closing your eyes you let out a sigh and sat back up, looking at the boxes as well. "I'm tired of trying."
He looked over at you then reached over and grabbed your hand, "Hey it's alright. Have you tried talking?"
"If I try talking we'll just argue again, that's what always happens."
Sighing, he squeezed your hand softly. "You never know, arguing could actually help you guys."
You let out a tired laugh and shook your head, "How is arguing going to help?"
He shrugged and stood from the bed then turned and held his hand out to you, "Come on. Never know til we try, right?"
Shrugging you grabbed ahold of his hand and following him out the door then down the stairs. Dongwoo had brought the maknae line, who were now sitting with Sungkyu on the couch, and he rolled his eyes when they landed on all them on the couch. He cleared his throat making the younger ones look back to us, smiles covering their faces before they stood and made their way over to where we were standing.
"Hey, noona." They said when they reached us reaching out to give me a hug.
"Hey, guys. Have you eaten already?"
"No, Dongwoo-hyung said we weren't allowed to eat anything unless we came here with him to help."
You pursed your lips and turned to your best friend, who was shooting a glare at Sungyeol. "You had to threaten them?"
"You'd think they'd be the ones to get in trouble since they didn't want to come and help," he muttered as he walked into the kitchen.
"Where are you going?"
"You're going to cook something aren't you? I'll just help."
~You were so beautiful, we were so happy. In your memories, in the light of the memories I think I could live but I don't think I can do this again. I don't think I can pierce through you and leave. In your photo I'm reflected in those eyes. I still can't do anything so I'm crying. Your eyes, your face they sweep me up again. You fall as rain that are like prison bars, closing up my heart~
"Thanks for dinner, noona." Sungjong said as he wrapped his arms around me in a hug than waved goodbye as him and the others headed out the door to go home.
"Bye guys," you said before turning to Dongwoo, who still stood by the door. "See you tomorrow?"
"Sure," he said before turning to go yet turning back around quickly, "Hey. Y/n, talk to him."
"I will, well I'll try. I promise." You waved him out the door, "Be careful getting home. Night."
You walked back towards the living room, noticing that it had gotten quiet and realized that Sungkyu wasn't down here anymore. So you headed up the stairs and into your room, not seeing him sitting on the bed before you were practically right in front of him. He was staring down at his hands in his lap and hadn't noticed you come in. Honestly, you were debating just walking out and leaving him there but you remember what Dongwoo had said earlier.
"Sungkyu?"
He quickly brought his head up and stared at you, for the first time in what seemed to be months your husband was looking at you. Although you couldn't tell what he was thinking, and you noticed that there was a look in his eyes one you didn't know. "Y/n," he said surprising you when his voice cracked and tears formed in his eyes.
"Su-Sungkyu?"
He fell on his knees in front of you and wrapped his arms around your waist, laying his head on your stomach. "Y/n, baby. I'm so sorry. I-I don't know what's wrong with me. I've just been getting so stressed and hate that I just didn't say anything. I turned you out and I didn't realize that it was hurting you. Baby, I'm so sorry."
"Sungkyu," you said his name again still surprised and confused. Knowing he needed this though, you laid your hand on his head and rubbed his hair back. "It's alright, don't cry."
"No! It's not alright!" He stood up and cupped your face in his hands, "I've hurt you. I didn't even know that I was the reason you were leaving, I was the reason you were leaving me. That's why I was mad, because I didn't know that I was the one in the wrong. I'm so sorry, y'n, you have no idea."
~After a break up that hasn't ended, I'm saying goodbye to this break up. The fate that has remained with me. I try to escape from you, I try to run far away but I'm swept up by you again. After a break up that hasn't ended, I'm saying goodbye to this break up. These feelings that I still have. I can't forget you, I can't erase you. With eyes filled with sin, I'm trapped in your eyes. Trapped~
You helplessly watched as Sungkyu paced back and forth in what little room was left, hating himself and muttering his displeasure. Finally you stopped him by hugging him from behind, trying to comfort him. You understood, well you sort of understood. You knew that he was stressed with him being an idol and all and yet you hand't bothered to think that he had tuned everyone out. It wasn't just you.
"Hey, I'm still here."
"You're-you're leaving." He said before you felt his shoulders start to shake and you heard him let out sobs.
Your eyes widened, you had never heard him cry like this and it was very surprising to say the least. "O-Oppa, it's alright. I'm so glad you're talking to me! Now we can talk this out! I don't have to leave."
"I'm not good for you, y/n. You saw what I've done! What I can do again! And I didn't even know."
"Hey, I didn't know that you were getting stressed and instead of asking and talking to you I flipped and yelled at you. Oppa, I am so sorry."
You walked in front of him and wiped his tears with your thumb, "I love you."
His eyes widened and you watched as new tears arose and fell down his cheeks, though you weren't sure whether they were happy or sad. You were guessing sad since he grabbed you and pulled you to his chest, letting you rest your head there. "I love you. I love you so much." He muttered, his voice slightly muffled from where it his mouth was pressed against your head. "Please don't leave me."
"I won't, but we have to talk. Okay? No more bottling things up and no more screaming."
"I'm sorry."
"And no more saying sorry more than twice!"
He let out a laugh and squeezed his arms tighter around you, "Alright. I promise."
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Goodness this was bad, I honestly apologize! I'm sorry!! D'x
I'm so tired though, I've been babysitting all week from 7:30 in the morning to 5 o'clock in the afternoon. -.- And I have to watch him tomorrow as well D'x Don't get me wrong, I love the little bugger, but I just wanted a free weekend to sleep D'x Anyways, enough with my problems! Have you guys had a good week?? Ready for the weekend?!?!
Have a good day/night!! Love you guys!!♥
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Mayday(Mark-Got7)

Requested by: TaeTaeKookie on Quotev
....Not good...this is so not good...my UB again....are you guys trying to kill me..???
~I want you to find me and save me. My dreams and all the things I endlessly wanted are becoming. Old friends, I can't believe it at all. I yelled but all that came back was "Just go". That phrase, that one phrase made me gather my hands and be still like an idiot. "I'm sorry" saying it was like a habit. A saying beyond my understanding~
You sat there on your couch, staring at the picture frame that was hanging on the wall across from you. In it there was a couple who seemed to not have a care in the world, instead looking into each other's eyes with smiles so wide you wouldn't be surprised that their cheeks hurt after. Of course, you knew it didn't. Since it was you in that photo, with your 'bestfriend'. You loved him, but he never knew and now you lived with the man you loved that would never love you back.
Sighing you looked away as you felt tears start to form in your eyes. Life is stupid, you thought to yourself as you got up from the couch and headed into the kitchen. Getting the things out that you'd need to make for lunch you stopped midway when you heard your phone going off, so you set down the bread you had in your hand and headed to where it was charging on the counter.
Y/n, I'm going to home late tonight. Mian.
You blinked back the tears and sighed once more. You were so tired of this pain and you just wanted it to end. Rubbing your eyes with the back of your hand you threw your phone back onto the counter and headed to the door, deciding that you needed some air though you weren't sure exactly where you wanted to go.
~Save me, I can't see in front of me. I won't let you go, I can't anymore. I'm in danger, I'm shouting Mayday. Please be the last missing piece of the puzzle. Save me, I am sinking into you. Take me out, I can't breathe. I'm in danger I'm shouting Mayday. Please be the last missing piece of the puzzle. MAYDAY~
The wind was blowing harder on top of the hill you were sitting on, looking out over the city lights. It was the hill you had always gone when you needed to clear your mind and think and no one knew about it except for one other person, and it was unlikely that he'd ever come here again.
You sighed, something that you were getting used to lately, and tipped your head back closing your eyes and feeling the breeze blow through your hair and help you cool down. This was nice, getting to go places where it was quiet and where no one was around. You could think. Have a clear mind.
Your eyes opened quickly and you turned your head as you heard footsteps running towards where you were. You strained to see who was the figure that was running but you couldn't tell since it was night and there were no lights atop the hill. The figure got closer and closer each second, making you both nervous and worried at the same time not knowing who it was. So standing you decided to step back a little, try to make yourself unseen but not wanting to go too far so you wouldn't fall off since you were close to the edge.
You turned your head slightly to make sure you weren't on the edge when suddenly a voice yelled out and you were tackled to the ground. Letting out a groan you blinked your eyes open and looked up to see who the person on top of you was. Your eyes widened when you recognized the facial features and your mouth opened slightly in shock.
"M-Mark?"
~Our radiant first flight. There were eyes on us and shadow-like hopes, they all turned away because we couldn't live upto them. I lightly smile but my insides are twisted without anyone knowing about it. "I'm sorry" saying it was like a habit. A saying beyond my understanding. Save me, I can't see in front of me. I won't let you go, I can't anymore. I'm in danger, I'm shouting Mayday. Please be the last missing piece of the puzzle. Save me, I am sinking into you. Take me out, I can't breathe. I'm in danger I'm shouting Mayday. Please be the last missing piece of the puzzle~
"Y/n, what are you doing!"
"W-What? I was jus-"
"How could you do this to me?!"
"What?"
"You can't leave me! Nothing is bad enough to give up your life!"
Give up my life? You were confused and you opened your mouth to correct him when he stopped you by laying his head in the crook of his neck.
"W-What are you doing?"
You felt something wet slide down your neck and your eyes widened, "M-Mark? Why are you crying?"
He brought his head up and stared down at you, the tears still falling down his cheeks and onto your own. "Y-You can't leave me. Not now, not ever."
"That's just it though, Mark I wasn-"
"Please, was it me?"
"What?"
"Am I the reason you're up here?"
"Mark I just needed to think," you said softly trying to comfort him though not knowing how exactly.
"About how I'm an awful person," he said sadly as he rolled off of you and sat on the ground placing his arms on his knees.
~I am still afraid of this dark path, I don't know where I'm going but if you can hold my hand. Whatever I do, wherever I end up. Whatever is front of me, I will fly together with you oh. Save me, I can't see in front of me. I won't let you go, I can't anymore. I'm in danger, I'm shouting Mayday. Please be the last missing piece of the puzzle. Save me, I am sinking into you. Take me out, I can't breathe. I'm in danger I'm shouting Mayday. Please be the last missing piece of the puzzle. MAYDAY. Save me~
"No, Mark will you listen to me?" You sat up and faced him, "I was not going to jump. And I would never leave you alone Mark, I honestly just came up here to think things out and breathe."
"You were just thinking?"
"Yes," you told him softly as you laid your hand on his arm and gently smiled.
"Why are you smiling?"
"Because you came after me, you came to save me. Of course I didn't need it but still."
"Y/n," Mark said softly.
You almost didn't hear him but you heard your name and turned your head to face him, surprised when you felt lips touch your own. Your eyes closed though and you sank into the feeling, feeling your heart start to soar and your stomach start to turn. After he pulled away, though he didn't pull back very far, he stared down at you and slowly your own eyes blinked open to look up at him.
"Wh-What was that?"
He smirked as he looked down at you, "Well I'm pretty sure you know what that was but let me explain it for you. That was what you call a ki-"
"Shut up!" You hit his arm making him start to laugh and then lean against you.
"Y/n," he said softly, almost whispering. "I love you."
You gasped and looked up to him, "What?"
"What?"
"Y-You lo-love me??"
He nodded and smiled faintly before grabbing onto your hand, "I was trying to fight against but I can't anymore. 5 years of loving you just can't be undone."
"F-Five years?!"
"Yeah, hey look. I don't expect you to return my feeling but-"
You cut him off by wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him to you, kissing him softly. "Are you insane? I've waited five years to hear you say that."
"Really?"
"Yes! Why the hell haven't you said this before?!"
"B-Because I didn't know." He stopped talking and let a smile slip onto his face, leaning his forehead down to touch yours. "I love you, y/n."
"I love you too, Mark."
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Oml strike me down where I stand I am so sorry! This is awful!! D'x I swear I am good at requests and writing imagines D'x I apologize so much!! Please just hate me for this awful imagine DX
Miss Right(V-BTS)

Requested by: bts_got7_shinee
Okay..uhm...so I have a question for anyone who can answer me....why the heck does Namjoon's part sound so.....'wrong' in lack of a better word. Please someone answer me that x'D
~You're my Miss Right, Miss Right. If I lose you, it's a miss, right? Miss Right? (All Right) You're my Miss Right, Miss Right. Girl you want my kiss, right? Miss Right (All Right) Your sexy mind and your sexy body, you were even born with sexy brain wrinkles. Just in jeans, a white tee and converse high tops that makes me wanna party on your body~
[Note: I apologize for interrupting but....I'm sorry but sexy brain wrinkles I can't stop re-reading that...I mean ig it's a good thing he likes a girl that can think..? And hey! Ideal type x'D I'm sorry I'm sorry!! Here we go!]
"Jagi," a voice whispered behind you while you were sitting at your vanity straightening your hair.
"Hm?" You replied without turning around, concentrating on not burning yourself.
"Jagi," he whispered once again apparently not giving up until you gave him your full attention.
Your eyes flicked to where his reflection was laying on the bed in the mirror and slightly narrowed your eyes at his figure, still sprawled out on your bed. Your clean, just made bed. That was now wrinkled and un-made. You let out an annoyed sigh and faced towards your own reflection again, focusing once more on your hair.
"You know," you said without any emotion in your voice, "I had just made that bed."
"Gomawo, Raphie."
You let out a huff and turned slightly on your stool to face him, "No! Not 'gomawo Raphie', don't give me that innocent smile either! I had just made that bed you jerk."
Taehyung let out a laugh and got up from the bed, walking behind you and looking at your reflection since you had turned away from him. He bent down at his waist and kissed your cheek quickly, then once again, then again until he just held his lips there with his eyes screwed shut. You finally let your laugh slip when you felt his arms wrap around your waist and his lips left your cheek.
"Mianhae, Raphie-ah."
You smiled and shook your head lightly, turning your straightener off and standing up to face him. "Please, if you weren't here to mess with my stuff then I don't know what I'd do."
"Ow!" He yelped as you pinched his cheeks and walked over to the bed, deciding to just lay down on it and relax.
He jumped onto the spot beside you, making you move and slid closer to where he now laid snuggling his face into your pillow. "Jagi," he whispered yet again making you let out a groan.
"Wha~t?"
"You okay with this?"
You turned your head sideways to look at him in confusion, wondering what exactly he was talking about, when your eyes widened and your froze in shock. It had been years since someone's even brought it up, and Taehyung was never one to bring it up. You saw his eyes soften and he scooted closer to where you laid, obviously terrified as you thought about your past relationship. No, not relationship, dictatorship.
~At the end of of your long, shiny hair, your gentle hips sing. You're like a forest, shining inside the city. With that unrealistic body, you embrace my reality and I want you to be really really real for me. Sometimes like my mom, sometimes you're my energy. I'm an honest guy, I'm so nice on the outside that my enemies can't stop being honest. You're so different from the normal people outside, that's why you're called the ideal type. Yeah, when I think of you, my heart grows cold. You're my winter ocean, I want to walk on you~
You felt a hand gently touching your face and you saw Tae looking down at you with a look in his eyes, as if you would break right here in front of him like you were so fragile.
"I'm sorry," you faintly heard him whisper as the memories started to replay in your mind.
Flashback:
"Shut up!"
You felt it before you could comprehend what was happening, you felt your boyfriend's slap before you saw his arm lift. Falling to the floor, tears rolling constantly down your cheeks, you cupped your hand over your cheek and let out a pain filled breath. Why me, you thought to yourself as your 'boyfriend' walked back over to the television and started playing his game again.
~~
"Raphie, what happened to your face?" Your best friend, Taehyung, asked you as he cupped your chin and turned your face every different angle to look at your cheek.
You brushed his hand away gently and looked down at your feet as you continued your walk, refusing to meet his eyes. "Nothing, I wasn't paying attention and bumped into the door frame."
"Raphie," he said his tone suddenly becoming serious. "This isn't funny. No matter how frigging clumsy you are, nor how fast you were walking, would cause a bruise. He hit you didn't he?"
You didn't say anything, couldn't, terrified of Taehyung just giving up and leaving you by yourself. Hearing him sigh though, he surprised you when he threw his arms around you and pulled you close to him. Letting you rest your head on his chest and allowing you to feel the embrace of warmth and comfort.
"Just leave him, Raphie. He's not good for you, he's just trash."
You sniffled as you adamantly shook your head, "I can't Tae."
He cradled your face in his hands and looked deeply into your eyes. "Listen to me, if you're scared that he'll hurt you more. Don't be. I'm coming with you, and I'm not ever going to leave your side. Alright?"
You looked at him with wide eyes but eventually you started to cry again, this time though they were tears of relief and you hugged yourself to him. Pulling him even closer and allowing yourself to relax in his arms, because there you felt like nothing in the world could hurt you.
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~Yes you're my only girl, you're the best. I want to know about your day, I want to become your sighs. Yes you're my only girl, you're the best. You're someone who only exists in the movies. Even the weather is good, I think I'm perfect with you. Wanna walk together? Wanna walk together? Even the weather is good, I think I'm perfect with you. You're someone who only exists in novels. It's you~
:End of Flashback
After that, Taehyung had kept true to his word and had followed you all the way to e/n(ex's name)'s apartment. He held your hand when you were so nervous you thought you'd puke, and rubbed your back encouragingly when you told e/n you never wanted to see him again. Of course, over the time you and Tae kept getting closer until eventually he had asked you out and you accepted. Never regretting that decision a single day.
You smiled at Taehyung, the man who had saved you multiple times, and turned on your side before leaning over and kissing his nose. "No, I don't mind at all."
He smiled widely before opening his arms and letting you cuddled snugly against him and then gently wrapped his arms around you, making sure not to make you feel like he was suffocating you. You looked up at him and pecked his chin then smiled gently at him as he looked down to you nervously. You knew that he was just nervous about hurting you or making you scared again, terrified of a man touching you.
"Taehyung," you said softly making him look down to you with wide eyes.
His arms instantly released you and he scooted back some, away from you. "I-I'm sorry! Did I squeeze too tight?! Did I hurt you?"
"Taehyung, come back." You simply said before pulling him back towards you and wrapping your arms around his waist, squeezing yourself to him tightly. "I love you."
He was still for a few minutes but ever so slightly he put his arms around you again, and he leaned forward slightly so he was leaning on you a little. "I love you, jagiya."
~How can a person be like this? I start to feel like I'm the only one living in this world. You pass by my side, A sweet wind called you is blowing in my heart. Even if you don't put on makeup you'll put on your perfume called Attraction. I never believed that there was a god but now you make me believe because to me, you're a goddess. Whether you're young or old, whether you have a hidden child I don't care because I love you. If I'm with you, anywhere we go is a flower garden. Instead of holding designer bags, you hold my hand. Instead of jealousy and envy, you understand my nature. With you, I draw out my future. In between our couple shoes are a pair of baby sneakers~
"Hey," you said as you studied all of his features. The features that made him a very handsome man, and made you a very lucky girl. "Kiss me?"
"Always," he said with a smile as he leaned down and gave you and ever so gentle kiss.
The kiss made your heart flutter and the butterflies in your stomach erupt, it made your head feel lighter and you felt heat rush to your cheeks. When he pulled back, Taehyung laid his forehead against your own and smiled softly at you as he rubbed your cheek with his finger. You stared up at him eventually cupping his cheek and staring up at him, admiring the man that you loved dearly.
"Taehyung-ah, I really do love you."
He smiled once more and kissed your forehead gently, "I know. I love you too."
He laid down beside you once again and caressed your cheek lovingly. You looked over to him and asked him something that has been on your mind for a while now. "Have you ever thought about our future?"
Looking up at the ceiling in thought he tilted his head and made sure it was touching your own before grabbing ahold of your hand and intertwining your fingers with his. "Hmm~ I guess I have over the years we've been together."
"Really?"
"Mhm," he said half paying attention to you still lost in his own thoughts.
"What about it?"
You watched as the corners of his mouth lifted up in a gentle smile, showing you the pureness that he had. "Well I've thought about us getting married, starting a family of our own, making a future for ourselves with each other. I've dreamed about what you'd be like in the future, though I'm positive you'll never change. You'll still be the ever-so-amazing girl that I'm in love with today, that I'm in love with right now."
~Yes you're my only girl, you're the best. I want to know about your day, I want to become your sighs. Yes you're my only girl, you're the best. You're someone who only exists in the movies. It's you. I think she has come, I'm in front of the person who shakes up my heart. I think I'm attracted to you like a magnet, right now. Your life, your heart, your face, your line. Like a piece of a puzzle, you fit into my ideal type. Oh god, I'm like the wind that is led by the weather that is you. You're a flower, I'm a bee, I'm only going toward you~
You smiled widely at him and leaned over him, then leaned down and kissed him softly on his lips. Then you moved to kiss his nose, then his cheeks, his forehead and lastly you kissed his lips once more. When you pulled back you saw Taehyung smiling widely up at you, letting out a soft laugh, then he pulled your face down and kissed you once more.
"What was that for?"
"I'm glad you're in my life, Tae."
He smiled and wrapped his arms back around your waist and pulled you down to him, "And I am so~ happy that you're in mine."
He pulled you down, kissing you once more before letting you lay your head on his chest and listening to his heartbeat, knowing yours was syncing without you even trying. You loved him oh so much and you never ever wanted to let him out of your life. I love you, you thought to him knowing you didn't need to say it out loud. You think that even if you never said it again he'd always know.
"I love you, too." He said quietly, making you smile and bury your head into his side.
~Yo I told you many qualifications 'bout my MISS RIGHT. But why you're my MISS RIGHT is.. you are..just you. Yes you're my only girl, you're the best. I want to know about your day, I want to become your sighs. Yes you're my only girl, you're the best. You're someone who only exists in the movies. Even the weather is good, I think I'm perfect with you. Wanna walk together? Wanna walk together? Even the weather is good, I think I'm perfect with you. You're someone who only exists in novels. It's you~




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I Confess(JinJin-Astro)

Requested by: TaeTaeKookie
~I won't talk for long but it's not him. Why do you get attracted to bad boys? Honestly, I'm frustrated, I like you but I still haven't confessed to you. Hey baby, forget him I can't just stand here and watch (Come into my arms) When tears come, lean on me and talk to me. It's not time yet but you're always trying to get farther from me~
"Hyung, you okay?" Sanha asked as he came up behind the smaller boy who was sitting at his desk, watching as you and your friend giggled over something.
"Hmm? Oh, hey Sanha." The older said with a sigh, turning his face away from you and towards the younger yet taller boy.
Sanha frowned and watched in confusion as Jinwoo laid his head on his crossed arms that were on the desk top, letting out a almost pain filled sigh. The younger boy turned around when he felt a hand tap at his arm and looked to Eunwoo, who was now looking from him to JinJin and back again wondering what was going on. The younger boy shrugged and looked back to Jinwoo.
"Yah~Hyung~ Are you alright? What's wrong?"
Sanha looked over to Eunwoo with wide eyes, not knowing how to bring his hyung out of his stupor. Eunwoo pursed his lips in thought then his eyes widened as he got an idea. He got out of his seat and walked off, Sanha tried to follow him with his gaze but the older boy disappeared in the crowd of the many students standing around and talking. Sanha looked back towards his hyung and patted his back softly, trying to get his attention which was unsuccessful.
"JinJin hyung," Eunwoo called back as he walked to the table catching both boys' attention.
As they looked to the boy both boys reacted, Sanha smiled widely and got up quickly running to hug someone while Jinwoo's eyes widened and his mouth dropped open slightly. "Y-Y/n," he stuttered out.
You smiled over at him after hugging Sanha and patting the younger's head, "Hey Jin-ah."
~Out of the many people why are you doing such a painful love? And why can't I see anyone else but you? So your heart won't hurt, so tears won't fall from your pretty eyes I'll kiss you on your red cheeks. Wanna be mine starting from today? I'll warm up your hand from this sudden cold with all my heart, I'll blow hot air on them. Wanna be mine forever?~
"Wh-what are you doing over here?"
"Well Eunwoo told me something was bothering you so I came to talk, try to figure out what's going on." You smiled comfortingly as you sat down across from him and reached over, the boy's gaze following your hand as it held onto his own.
Jinwoo looked away and cleared his throat as he felt heat rising to his cheeks. "Nothing's wrong," he muttered pulling his hand away and making you look down with a frown.
"Oh, well-uhm-okay. Jin-ah if there is anything wrong you promise you'll come talk to me?"
Jinwoo smiled at you softly and patted your hand that was still on the table, "Okay I promise."
"Hyung! You're smiling! Noona, you really are a good luck charm!"
Your eyes widened and you let out a laugh, turning to Sanha and Eunwoo who had just returned to the table along with the others. "Who told you that?"
JinJin's eyes widened and panic took place on his face as he quickly stood. Sanha, who hadn't caught onto Eunwoo's head shakes opened his mouth to tell you just exactly who had said that. "Well, Ji-"
JinJin covered Sanha's mouth as he leaned across the table and widened his eyes as he realized just how ridiculous it must look. And his guess was right as he looked around the table, slowly pulling his hand away from the wide eyed Sanha and moving back into his seat letting out an awkward laugh. Everyone, save Eunwoo, was staring at Jinwoo with wide eyes while Eunwoo just placed his head on his hands.
~R O C K Y. I’ll give you a lot, all of my love. I can’t live without you. My heart won’t ever change. You already came into my eyes. That spot next to you is empty I just need to go and stand there. Look, you’re mine now answer me. Time is ticking tic tac toc (All the times we’ve met) Autumn is coming. You seem completely different. I’m looking at you, I’m watching over you. I hope you won’t push me away anymore~
JinJin let out another nervous laugh as he scratched the back of his neck, looking away awkwardly and trying to find an excuse to get away from the table. Luck seemed to be on his side when he heard the bell ring, signifying that lunch was over and that this awkward conversation was over. Eunwoo clapped loudly, breaking everyone's attention from Jinwoo and drawing it towards himself.
"Alright Sanha, Minhyuk, and Moonbin you guys should head to class now! We'll meet up after school is out! Have a good day!"
The three boys agreed and stood from the table, waving goodbye to their hyungs and then heading off towards their classes. Jinwoo sighed in relief and looked to Eunwoo in thanks. You said goodbye to the three that were still seated at the table and headed off to class with your friends.
"Bye, y/n-ah!" Myungjun called out as he waved at your retreating figure, smiling as you waved back. "Bye guys, see you after school!"
"Bye hyung!" Both boys called out as they stood and headed towards their own classes.
"Thanks for that Eunwoo," Jinwoo said as he let out a sigh.
"When are you going to tell her, Jinwoo hyung?"
"I'm gonna tell her, I just - need more time."
"Hyung!"
"I know I know," JinJin sighed in defeat and waved at the younger before heading off into his thoughts.
~Out of the many people why are you doing such a painful love? This can’t go on, I wanna confess to you now. As much as I waited, I’ll care for you that much more. Up until yesterday, we were friends but from today, I’ll be your man. I like you so much, I freeze when I see you. My heart doesn’t know what to do, I tossed and turned all night. Every day was new, my heart fluttered because of you. What do you think? About us being lovers, not friends~
*Time Skip*
Jinwoo was walking with Sanha who he found by his locker after he had gotten out of his class, the younger boy was excitedly talking about what he had talked about with some of the kids in his class. He didn't notice that you had walked up beside them and was listening with a smile while glancing at JinJin every so often, wondering if he was any better.
"Hey guys," you said making your presence known and making Jinwoo jump nervously.
"Hey, noona!" Sanha said with a bright smile and a cute little wave.
"H-Hey, y/n."
You smiled and talked with Sanha, seeing as how Jinwoo stayed quiet, until you reached the other boys who were waiting outside the doors talking with each other and laughing. JinJin smiled at them and said his greetings but went quiet immediately after, making you start to get really worried.
"Hey, Jinwoo oppa, can we talk?"
Jinwoo looked at Eunwoo with wide eyes and looked almost as if he was quietly communicating with the later, to which Eunwoo nodded and smiled over at you. The boys started off, Minhyuk whispering good luck to you as he walked past making you hit him quickly on the arm to shut him up.
JinJin watched the two of you with confusion and kept his gaze on your hand, watching it intensely as if it would reach out and touch him. You cleared your throat, making him look up to your face, and smiled at him nervously.
"Jin-ah, there's something I've been meaning to tell well ask you I guess."
"What is it?" He asked, now converting back to his usual concerned self.
"Well, actually there's more than one thing. Uhm, the first thing is that I really do want to know what's been bothering you." You paused and bit your lip, starting to slowly loose what courage you had. "The, uh, the second thing is that I-uh-I wanted to tell you that..uhm..that I," you sighed and closed your eyes. "I wanted to tell you that I've liked you for a while now and I was wondering if you felt the same."
~So your heart won’t hurt, so tears won’t fall from your pretty eyes I’ll kiss you on your red cheeks. Wanna be mine starting from today? I’ll warm up (I’ll take courage and confess) Your hand from this sudden cold (Will you accept me?) With all my heart, I’ll blow hot air on them. Wanna be mine forever? Because you believed in me, I’ll promise you. I like you, can you hear my heart?~
You opened your eyes slightly and peeked at Jinwoo, who was staring at you with a blank face not showing a single emotion. Your closed your eyes again and swallowed nervously scared out of your mind and calling yourself an idiot.
"Uhm, ne-nevermind. I'll, uh, I'll see you later. Bye, Jinwoo oppa." You called out nervously as you turned hurriedly and started to walk away.
"Wait!" Jinwoo reached out and grabbed your arm, stopping you from running away in embarrassment.
You didn't turn around, instead you stayed turned away and waited to see what he had to say.
"I'm sorry," he said quietly and making your heart break.
"I-It's fine," you got out as you felt tears start to form in your eyes.
"No! Gosh no, y/n that's not what I meant!" He said panicking when he came around to your front and saw the tears. "I'm so sorry, y/n! I didn't mean it like that! God, I never would say that! You mean so much to me! Please don't cry!"
You took a deep breath and tried to calm yourself down before looking up at him, "W-What?"
His eyes widened but then he let out a sigh and smiled, cupping your cheek in his hand and wiping the tears away. "You mean so much to me," he said softly, "Y/n I like you too. I have for a while now, and hearing you say that means the world to me. Thank you, y/n. Thank you for telling me that."
"So, what does this mean?" You asked slowly.
He smiled widely and held your hands, "Well I hope it means that you'll say yes to being my girlfriend."
"Y-Wa-Wh-Yes! Of course JinJin!" You said as you hugged yourself to him and wrapping your arms around him.
He let out a laugh and wrapped his own arms around you, squeezing you tightly to him. "Thank you, y/n!"
Let’s try to make 2017 the year for
Monsta x
Topp Dogg
Boys Republic
24K
B.A.P
Teen Top
Up10tion
Cross Gene
Pentagon
Sf9
KNK
Snuper
JJCC
Madtown
Uniq
Imfact
History
Nu’est
and every other group who has been working their asses off. Each and every one of them is deserving of recognition, and I don’t want to see another group disbanding next year, so please get out of your comfort zone and give these groups a try. You might be very surprised with what you discover.