The Eye(Sungkyu-Infinite)

The Eye(Sungkyu-Infinite)

Requested by:  ImChaeRinVevo

~It's all over, I forgot it all. Finally, I've erased you. It was so long, it was so hard but I'm saying goodbye to this break up. It has all ended, it has all stopped. Finally, light is coming down. The stormy rain and wind has finally stopped but your memories wrap around me again~

Soo..I was watching the mv again and I got curious as to the theory behind the mv, I mean I had already guessed that it involved members dying, but I was curious as to why Dongwoo wasn't ever seen trying to stop L.....if anyone can please explain this to me I'd be thrilled...because so far I haven't seen anyone that explains that...

Letting out a breath you dusted your hands and looked around the, now crowded full of boxes, room that used to be your bedroom. You nodded and the turned and sat on the edge of the bed, taking everything in and finally letting the reality hit you. You were leaving and no one had tried to stop you, he hadn't stopped you and that's what hurt you the most. Though, yes, you were tired from all the fights and arguing that seemed to be all your relationship involved you loved him more than anything. More than life itself. But apparently he did not feel the same so you were letting go, and yes though it would be painful you had to do it. You had to leave.

Sighing you stood from the bed and headed out the room then down the stairs, stopping when you got to the bottom and saw him sitting on the couch. Watching tv. Like he always did. You shook your head and walked into the kitchen to get yourself a drink and grab your phone, which was now fully charged. You stepped under the living room archway and stared at him, your 'husband'.

"Are you going to help?"

No answer.

Shaking your head you walked back up the stairs, fighting the urge to cry, and went back to taping up the boxes for the move. You glanced over at your now vibrating phone and answered it, relieved to know that it was your best friend on the other side.

"Hey, y/n."

"Dongwoo," you said quietly not wanting Sungkyu to hear. "He's still not talking to me, he hasn't talked to me since I told him I want to leave."

"Well, I'm on my way over already with the boys. Figured you'd need help with your stuff, I'll talk to him then."

"Okay, bye."

"Bye," he hung up and you turned your phone screen off again before throwing it onto the bed.

~After a break up that hasn't ended , I'm saying goodbye to this break up. The fate that has remained with me. I try to escape from you, I try to run far away but I'm swept up by you again. After a break up that hasn't ended, I'm saying goodbye to this break up. These feelings that I still have I can't forget you, I can't erase you. With eyes filled with sin I'm trapped in your eyes. Trapped~

You finished tapping up the last when the door opened and Dongwoo poked his head inside, smiling widely at you. "Hey," you said as you smiled at him and then collapsed backwards onto the bed.

"Hi," he told you softly as he sat beside you and looked at the boxes covering the floor of the bedroom. "So, you're actually leaving."

Closing your eyes you let out a sigh and sat back up, looking at the boxes as well. "I'm tired of trying."

He looked over at you then reached over and grabbed your hand, "Hey it's alright. Have you tried talking?"

"If I try talking we'll just argue again, that's what always happens."

Sighing, he squeezed your hand softly. "You never know, arguing could actually help you guys."

You let out a tired laugh and shook your head, "How is arguing going to help?"

He shrugged and stood from the bed then turned and held his hand out to you, "Come on. Never know til we try, right?"

Shrugging you grabbed ahold of his hand and following him out the door then down the stairs. Dongwoo had brought the maknae line, who were now sitting with Sungkyu on the couch, and he rolled his eyes when they landed on all them on the couch. He cleared his throat making the younger ones look back to us, smiles covering their faces before they stood and made their way over to where we were standing.

"Hey, noona." They said when they reached us reaching out to give me a hug.

"Hey, guys. Have you eaten already?"

"No, Dongwoo-hyung said we weren't allowed to eat anything unless we came here with him to help."

You pursed your lips and turned to your best friend, who was shooting a glare at Sungyeol. "You had to threaten them?"

"You'd think they'd be the ones to get in trouble since they didn't want to come and help," he muttered as he walked into the kitchen.

"Where are you going?"

"You're going to cook something aren't you? I'll just help."

~You were so beautiful, we were so happy. In your memories, in the light of the memories I think I could live but I don't think I can do this again. I don't think I can pierce through you and leave. In your photo I'm reflected in those eyes. I still can't do anything so I'm crying. Your eyes, your face they sweep me up again. You fall as rain that are like prison bars, closing up my heart~

"Thanks for dinner, noona." Sungjong said as he wrapped his arms around me in a hug than waved goodbye as him and the others headed out the door to go home.

"Bye guys," you said before turning to Dongwoo, who still stood by the door. "See you tomorrow?"

"Sure," he said before turning to go yet turning back around quickly, "Hey. Y/n, talk to him."

"I will, well I'll try. I promise." You waved him out the door, "Be careful getting home. Night."

You walked back towards the living room, noticing that it had gotten quiet and realized that Sungkyu wasn't down here anymore. So you headed up the stairs and into your room, not seeing him sitting on the bed before you were practically right in front of him. He was staring down at his hands in his lap and hadn't noticed you come in. Honestly, you were debating just walking out and leaving him there but you remember what Dongwoo had said earlier.

"Sungkyu?"

He quickly brought his head up and stared at you, for the first time in what seemed to be months your husband was looking at you. Although you couldn't tell what he was thinking, and you noticed that there was a look in his eyes one you didn't know. "Y/n," he said surprising you when his voice cracked and tears formed in his eyes.

"Su-Sungkyu?"

He fell on his knees in front of you and wrapped his arms around your waist, laying his head on your stomach. "Y/n, baby. I'm so sorry. I-I don't know what's wrong with me. I've just been getting so stressed and hate that I just didn't say anything. I turned you out and I didn't realize that it was hurting you. Baby, I'm so sorry."

"Sungkyu," you said his name again still surprised and confused. Knowing he needed this though, you laid your hand on his head and rubbed his hair back. "It's alright, don't cry."

"No! It's not alright!" He stood up and cupped your face in his hands, "I've hurt you. I didn't even know that I was the reason you were leaving, I was the reason you were leaving me. That's why I was mad, because I didn't know that I was the one in the wrong. I'm so sorry, y'n, you have no idea."

~After a break up that hasn't ended, I'm saying goodbye to this break up. The fate that has remained with me. I try to escape from you, I try to run far away but I'm swept up by you again. After a break up that hasn't ended, I'm saying goodbye to this break up. These feelings that I still have. I can't forget you, I can't erase you. With eyes filled with sin, I'm trapped in your eyes. Trapped~

You helplessly watched as Sungkyu paced back and forth in what little room was left, hating himself and muttering his displeasure. Finally you stopped him by hugging him from behind, trying to comfort him. You understood, well you sort of understood. You knew that he was stressed with him being an idol and all and yet you hand't bothered to think that he had tuned everyone out. It wasn't just you.

"Hey, I'm still here."

"You're-you're leaving." He said before you felt his shoulders start to shake and you heard him let out sobs.

Your eyes widened, you had never heard him cry like this and it was very surprising to say the least. "O-Oppa, it's alright. I'm so glad you're talking to me! Now we can talk this out! I don't have to leave."

"I'm not good for you, y/n. You saw what I've done! What I can do again! And I didn't even know."

"Hey, I didn't know that you were getting stressed and instead of asking and talking to you I flipped and yelled at you. Oppa, I am so sorry."

You walked in front of him and wiped his tears with your thumb, "I love you."

His eyes widened and you watched as new tears arose and fell down his cheeks, though you weren't sure whether they were happy or sad. You were guessing sad since he grabbed you and pulled you to his chest, letting you rest your head there. "I love you. I love you so much." He muttered, his voice slightly muffled from where it his mouth was pressed against your head. "Please don't leave me."

"I won't, but we have to talk. Okay? No more bottling things up and no more screaming."

"I'm sorry."

"And no more saying sorry more than twice!"

He let out a laugh and squeezed his arms tighter around you, "Alright. I promise."

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Goodness this was bad, I honestly apologize! I'm sorry!! D'x

I'm so tired though, I've been babysitting all week from 7:30 in the morning to 5 o'clock in the afternoon. -.- And I have to watch him tomorrow as well D'x Don't get me wrong, I love the little bugger, but I just wanted a free weekend to sleep D'x Anyways, enough with my problems! Have you guys had a good week?? Ready for the weekend?!?!

Have a good day/night!! Love you guys!!♥

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Boys + Difficult Footwork  

Butterfly(V’s Ending)

Previous:

The two boys watched your figure slowly disappear down the street before sighing and looking away awkwardly.

"Should we have told her?" One asked the other, looking back to where you had disappeared.

"Yeah, it's better she know than us keep it from her. Besides at least now if she decides it won't be awkward anymore. Remember our deal?" The other asked the first one.

"Yeah," the other nodded, "Whoever she doesn't pick won't hate her or the other."

"Right, and the one she does pick doesn't brag about it."

"Hyung," the first boy called out softly as he peeked over to the elder.

"Yeah?"

"I'm sorry," he said making the other confused.

"For what?"

"You liked her first and I didn't realize, I'm sorry I started liking her too."

Jaebum laughed as he patted Taehyung on the back, "She's a special girl. I would've thought you were strange if you didn't. Besides I am the master at hiding my emotions, so don't blame yourself or feel guilty. Okay?"

The younger smiled and held up his forefinger and thumb in the shape of a circle with his other fingers up. "Okay."

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You sat in your bedroom, your legs curled up to your chest and your chin laying on your knees. You've been locked up in your room over the weekend, your two best friends' confessions playing over and over in your mind. You had absolutely no idea what to do and you were so scared of choosing one and losing the other. Of course, choosing one was difficult by itself seeing as how both boys were both so different yet they were also so special.

Jaebum, to you, has always been your comfort and support. He was the one you always went to when you needed advice or just someone to talk to, and of course you'd do the same for him. He would always carry you on your back if you hurt yourself or you said you were tired, he was just that kind of person. You always felt at ease and safe when you were with him, and every time you were around him you were shy to admit that he would attract your gaze a lot of the time.

Taehyung, on the other hand, was fun and always made sure to keep a smile on your face. You found yourself commenting to yourself how adorable he was and how happy he always made you. Taehyung was like your own personal ray of sunshie, he was always smiling and if you were ever sad or depressed he made it his own personal mission to make you happy again. He never liked seeing you, or anyone, frown and if it were himself he simply hid it until you brought whatever it was out of him and you helped bring a smile to his face.

Both boys each had their own special place in your heart and you were tearing yourself apart to figure out what exactly you should do. You didn't want to hurt either of them nor did you want either of them to hate you, and you definitely didn't want to loose your friendship with them. You'd didn't think that you could live your life normally without wither of them in it. And even though you did love both dearly, one made you feel something different than the other did. One made your heart flutter and your stomach churn with butterflies, and that one was the one you needed to answer immediately. And so, grabbing your phone you texted that someone letting him know that you'd be waiting at your meeting spot.

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~Don't think of anything. Don't say anything, not even a word. Just give me a smile. I still can't believe it all of this seems like a dream. Don't try to disappear. Is it true Is it true. You You You're so beautiful, that I'm scared. Untrue Untrue. You You You~

You sat on the swing, your feet slowly moving you back and forth, and sighed as you looked out over the park where you waited. You were worrying over whether the certain boy would come or not, even though you knew that he would he never let you down or left you by yourself if he was needed. That's the type of person he was. Rubbing your palms on your pants legs you looked down at your feet and stopped swinging, just staring down at them and letting your mind wonder. 

You almost jumped out of your skin when you felt hands cover your eyes and felt someone breathing on the side of your face. On defense your hands came up and your hand stung from where it had connected to flesh, starting to feel relief when the hands were removed and you heard the person whine. You turned and raised your hand, ready to protect yourself, only to stop midway and gasp as soon as you saw your 'attacker'.

Taehyung stood there behind the swing, a hand rubbing his cheek that was turning red, and pouting while complaining about you being mean. You stood quickly and placed your hand on his cheek trying to see if you had hit him too hard.

"Ah, mian TaeTae. You just scared me and it was defense." Your eyebrows drew together with concern at how quickly his cheek was reddening. "Ooooh~ Mianhae Tae," you said tears now forming in your eyes from the guilt that was consuming you.

Leave it to me to hit the guy I'm trying to confess to, you thought to yourself with a defeated sigh. You closed your eyes and your head fell to look to the floor, as the stupidity you felt was growing, only to look back up quickly when you heard Taehyung's signature giggle. You watched him with confusion as he bent over, laughing so hard he had to hold himself up. Raising an eyebrow you pursed your lips as the guilt was now being replaced with embarrassment and anger.

~Will you stay by my side? Will you promise me? If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break I'm scared scared scared of that. Will you stop time? If this moment passes, as though it hadn't happened. I'm scared scared scared I'll lose you~ 

Sighing you crossed your arms and rolled your eyes as Taehyung was just now starting to calm down from his laughing fit. "It wasn't that funny," you told him with a slight pout.

Taehyung smiled widely and pinched your cheek lightly, "Aigoo~ You're so cute when you pout, y/n-ah."

Your eyes widened when you saw him come closer, then cleared your throat and looked away quickly before he could see the red that was dusting your cheeks. "Don't call me cute," you said with a sigh. "I've told you that bef-"

"Aish, you want me to lie? Eh? I think you're cute, so what? I can't tell you?! Wae?"

Your mouth was opened slightly as you watched Tae rant about how mad he gets when he can't call you cute. It was surprising to see him like this, because in front of you he'd always be so playful and well not serious. You tilted your head slightly to the side and smiled in amusement as he carried on, now ranting about how you always take Jaebum's compliments but not his.

"Fine! If you don't want to be called cute I'll call you beautiful! Better?" He didn't wait for an answer, instead facing the front again and looking down at his feet with worry.

You smiled and looked up at the stars, "Okay."

"Eh?"

"Okay, I don't mind you calling me that."

He looked to you confused and looked as if he was trying to figure out what exactly was wrong with you. Suddenly his eyes widened and he got closer, placing his hand on your forehead and making your eyes widen. "Y/n~ Are you sick?"

~Butterfly like a Butterfly. Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly. Butterfly like a butterfly. Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly. Your eyebrows slightly grimacing at the sunlight, gently shaking your fine soft hair. Intoxicated by your scent, my heart is tickling~

You stared at Taehyung, who hasn't moved and is now holding his free hand against his own head to see if you were sick. Swallowing nervously you looked to the side and let out a breathy laugh, "T-Tae you're a little close."

"Bwah? I have to see if you're sick!"

"Ani! I'm not sick," you said as you grabbed his hand unconsciously. You saw his eyes widened as he looked down to your hand which made you realize what you had actually done and try to quickly pull away. "A-Ah mianhae TaeTae."

He stopped you by taking your hand and entwining his fingers with your own. He stared down at your hands in fascination and another emotion hidden underneath the surface, sadness? You tilted your head to stare at his face, gauging his reaction and almost had a heart attack when he suddenly stood and smiled brightly down at you. You couldn't help but notice that his smile wasn't as bright as it usually was and your eyebrows drew together in concern when he looked away from you and out over the park, as if he was scanning for something.

"Tae?" You asked softly, "You okay?"

"Huh? Oh, yeah. Come on I wanted to show you something." He said as he started to walk away, leaving you seated on the swing watching after him in concern before you stood and started to follow him.

"Tae!" You called out as he was already ahead of you a little ways. "Taehyung, wait!!" 

He kept walking, as if he hadn't heard you, and you stopped and watched as his figure slowly disappeared from your sight. You sighed and shook your head, not really sure what had gotten into him but upset from not being able to tell him your confession.

"What the hell did I come here for if you're not going to listen to me?" You muttered to yourself angrily.

~Like the way you are stroking my cheeks. Like the dust drifting along freely. You’re right there but why are you beyond my reach. Is it true Is it true. You You You’re so beautiful, that I’m scared. Untrue Untrue. You You You~

You bent over slightly as you tried to catch your breath when you had finally caught up to Taehyung, who was now sitting on a bench beside a pond and watching a family of ducks swim with a frown on his face. You could honestly say that you had never seen Taehyung upset like this before and you wouldn't be lying to say that you were very worried. 

"Tae?" You called softly as you walked up beside him, "Talk to me." 

He didn't look over to you as you sat beside him, instead he averted his gaze to his hands that rested in his lap and didn't make a move to answer you. 

"Kim Taehyung!" You called out sternly, making him look up to you with wide eyes, and you let out a proud smirk. "Listen to me and listen good! I did not call you out here so you could just run off and leave without listening to a word I have to say!"

He sighed and his whole face looked as if he had just gotten a thousand weights put upon his shoulders. "Alright, i'm listening."

"First," you said as you softened your tone and grabbed ahold of his hand. "What's wrong with you?"

He didn't say anything at first, instead he stared at your hand that held his own with something similar to longing in his eyes. "Mian," he said with a sigh before removing his hand from your hold. "I didn't mean to run off, but I just wanted to show you the pond."

Your gaze, which had been on the family of ducks, quickly moved to Taehyung when you heard him sniffle. Eyes widening you witnessed a scene you never thought you would ever see, Taehyung with tears rolling silently down his cheeks. You felt your heart break and you hated yourself for not knowing what was wrong with him, what was making him feel worse enough to actually cry.

~Will you stay by my side. Will you promise me. If I let go of your hand, you’ll fly away and break. I’m scared scared scared of that. Will you stop time if this moment passes as though it hadn’t happened. I’m scared scared scared I’ll lose you~

"TaeTae," you said with tears threatening to fall from your own eyes. "What's wrong? Please talk to me," you pleaded as you grabbed his hand in your own.

He looked to you, eyes glassy with tears and brought his hand up to your face catching a stray tear that had fallen. "Why are you crying?"

"Because it hurts me to see you cry," you told him honestly as you kept your gaze on him.

"Wae?" He asked you with confusion. "Why does it hurt you?"

You sighed and gathered your courage, deciding that now was a better time than later. "Taehyung, there was a reason I called you out here today and I was going to tell you this earlier but you ran off before I could." You swallowed nervously and gathered his other hand with yours, holding both inside of your hold. "Taehyung, I've been thinking about a lot of things after you and Jaebum confessed to me. And I think that I've always felt the same, but I never admitted it to myself because I was scared that I'd loose our friendship."

Tae pulled his hands from yours and looked away, scratching the back of his neck. "Alright, so that still doesn't explain why you're here and not with Jaebum hyung."

"I-wait what?" You stopped yourself and stared at Taehyung with confusion. "What do you mean, not with Jaebum? Why would I be with him when I'm confessing to you?"

Taehyung's eyes widened and he turned his whole body to face you, leaning closer as if he hadn't heard you the first time. "Yo-You're what?"

Your eyebrows were drawn together with confusion, "I'm confessing to you?"

"To me?!"

Your eyes narrowed, "Why else would I call you here?"

~Butterfly like a Butterfly. Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly. Butterfly like a butterfly. Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly. Don’t think of anything. Don’t say anything, not even a word just give me a smile~

"You're confessing...to me." He was talking slowly, as if his brain was still processing it. Then he grabbed your arm and pulled you to his chest wrapping his arms tightly around your waist, holding you to him. "Saranghae, y/n-ah."

You let out a laugh and laid your head on his chest, glad for the comfort. "Yeah yeah, I'm just glad you finally caught on."

He laughed and laid his chin on your head, looking out over the pond and smiling to himself. He was content and he was too happy to describe with words. And more than anything he was able to finally wrap his arms around the girl he loved more than anything and tell her he loved her, overall he just had the best day of his life.