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10 months ago

ayo chat if i were to make a rsa character


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10 months ago

“Seriously? You guys wanna go that badly?”

Ryuuni - they/them

Seriously? You Guys Wanna Go That Badly?

♾️ {SSR} Ryuuni has got their Invitation for the Golden Frost Fest! ♾️

Voice lines below!

Cameo of Hopper by @theolivetree123 / Blanche by @screamintoad / Flori by @bunniehunn + sally by @babyghoul138 in duo magic

♾️: Wow, for once that Ramshackle mail was actually useful… thank god it was me who took the mail and not Grim…

♾️: I already chose that Jamil would come, bro needs some rest, and according to the invitation, they have pretty organic spices, and once I told him, he was less reluctant heh.

♾️: Honestly, I should’ve gotten an outfit like Blanche’s.. its more like a hoodie, but nooo, I wanted to use a ribbon.. ugh.

♾️: Trust me, I was more surprised than you when I heard that a RSA student tried to get into this festival too, through me, you’d think that RSA students have invitations of their own… what was his name, Hopper?

♾️: Oh don’t worry about Grim, I left that cute shit with Lilia and Trey, I’m SURE they can handle the little thing, we’re only gone for two days…. Right?

♾️: Also, what’s a “fairy gala”? Some people kept bringing it up when they tried to come with me…

♾️: Flora’s fit got me thinking, should we bring any defense? We ARE going into a different land… hm, oh well, too late.

♾️: Y’know I used to watch this show… and honestly its a lot like NRC, but its mix gendered.. and oh I’m sure you don’t wanna hear about it…

♾️: The amount of people I’ve met but haven’t remembered is crazy.. seriously, its crazy how desperate these guys can be… *huff*

DUO MAGIC (3)

Ryuuni: You want in?

Sally: I’d love to!

Ryuuni: Can’t you huff and puff your way through this?

Jack: Whats that supposed to mean?!

♾️ MY TWST X EAH FAN EVENT!! :D ♾️

The raffle date will be done soon! So if you plan to participate, then I hope you hurry :D


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10 months ago

average carla coquille fan:

Average Carla Coquille Fan:

haha /j

WOAH FANART BY THE AMAZING @a-yuu-in-the-yuuniverse

JAKJSJDOWN THEYRE SO SILLY /pos

love them and my ocs

Average Carla Coquille Fan:

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10 months ago

Oh yea, me an screamintoad were talking, doe noe have any pierings? We were thinking it'd be something of a bonding activity/solidarity thing between the three :3 (Hopefully tumblr doesn't fuck this ask up)

ok so ik how to answer asks now, but all my previous asks are just gone…

anyway, i didn’t draw any piercings on Noe but he probably has the piercing HOLES, he just rarely wears piercings cause they annoy him when he sleeps and he always loses a pair or three lmao


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10 months ago

my friend let me use her ipad and i decided to feed myself and the carla stans

My Friend Let Me Use Her Ipad And I Decided To Feed Myself And The Carla Stans

FINALLY I CAN DRAW

HOPEFULLY MY SKILLS HAVENT EVAPORATED 😾😭😭😭

i might change her skin to this is it just ok?


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10 months ago

hey guys, my name is the-Rini-rush

what’s up, how are you?

Nice, now

i just lost my shit

Hey Guys, My Name Is The-Rini-rush

LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK LOOK

Trinket you ABSOLUTE GOD AHHAHDHASEKDJ

YIPPPPEEEE THE PUPPTIGN THE STRINGS RAHHHHHH

I LVOE HOW THE LIMBS WHERE YOU BEND ARE ACTUAL INFIINTE LOOPS (and under they’re keeping the body together)

THE BUTTONS HAVE LITTLE LOOPS AROUDN THEM TO KEEP THE VEST SHUT WOOOWOOOAOOWHA (or to symbolize how you need to keep it together FOREVER)

THE RAGGEDY CLOTHES TO SHOW HOW AGONIZING THE WORK IS RAHHHHHH

Am i tripping or do i see the hands as like those endoskeletons in animatronics to symbolize how Crowley treats them like a machine to fix the thing

ONE MORE TIME YAYAYYAYAYYY

THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH TRINKET (also yes i did see the little string detail i love this)

I love how many details are in here I’m gonna scream

Hey Guys, My Name Is The-Rini-rush
Hey Guys, My Name Is The-Rini-rush

I LOVE THE DETAILINGINGINGINGIN

OVER AND OVER, I FUCKED MYSELF OVER

Finally! I've Finally Got To Work On All The Overblot Overhaul Designs!

Finally! I've finally got to work on all the Overblot Overhaul designs!

For a refresher, my 400 follower raffle was to pick 4 folks to have an OC of theirs Monster-Blot-ified (They are both the mage AND phantom of their overblot). They are all sketched and moderately rendered (per what I had time for/thought appropriate)

To kick off Spooky Season, Here they are!!

Finally! I've Finally Got To Work On All The Overblot Overhaul Designs!

@kimikitti 's 'Obi' Oberon! Cycle after cycle. Page after page. One chapter after the next. Am I only here to document other characters? The pen is in my hand; I think some revisions are in order. (Neat little tidbit: the zalgofied text is an excerpt from Midsummer Night's Dream ;D )

Finally! I've Finally Got To Work On All The Overblot Overhaul Designs!

@transriddlerosehearts 's Ruby It's difficult to heal a broken heart, especially one so thoroughly shattered. The thought of you still lingers in the wreckage that is their ribcage. After such betrayal, it's only natural that one might put up defenses to ensure such pain never happens again. Anemones only allow The Right One to get close enough to what nests inside.

Finally! I've Finally Got To Work On All The Overblot Overhaul Designs!

@althea-and-alcestris 's Alcestris Rage may be blind, but tis rage nonetheless. Let it not be a surprise when the Garden's snake comes to aggress.

Finally! I've Finally Got To Work On All The Overblot Overhaul Designs!

@the-rini-rush 's Ryuuni (I hope I got it across the ♾ symbolism in the tethers. As well, the one hand is actually grabbing their string to take control back ;D) Over and over I fuck myself over And under and under I do it again Morning and evening I felt I was grieving Until I said fuck you And never again - Rio Romero "Over and Over"

And Lastly: Albert.

Finally! I've Finally Got To Work On All The Overblot Overhaul Designs!

"I know exactly what the time is I do not need no fucking clocks I hear the footsteps of death behind me They sound like ticking, they never stop Every second I am not working I feel I’m wasting my finite time The clocks are ticking, the clocks are talking I almost hear them in my mind" -Tardigrade Inferno "Tick Tock"

TAGLIST:

@ceruleancattail @squidwen @thecosmicjackalope @vaporvipermedia@writing-heiress

@oya-oya-okay @k-looking-glass-house @thehollowwriter @rainesol @cyn-write

@heartscrypt @honey-milk-depresso @br3adtoasty @jackiecronefield @ruggiethethuggie

@hoboyherewego @achy-boo @oreoskys @oseathepebble @oathofoaks

@tunabesimpin @hamstergal @fumikomiyasaki@valse-a-mille-temps

@hallowed-delights @kimikitti @plutos-hell @thetwstwildcard @atwstedstory

@comingyourlugubriousness @ice-cweam-sod4 @twst-the-night-away @nammanarin @scint1llat3


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10 months ago

Will Meli/Noe help matchmake Zagger x Idia?

OF COURSE 🫡🫡

“whattt? you like mister otaku shroud?”

“well shit that explains everything!”

“MAKKI, GUESS WHO HAS A CRUSH ON THE BOSS— *gunshots*”


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10 months ago

Theyre friends your honor

Theyre Friends Your Honor

Messy lil doodle but

YJGFSYJADKFUYKCAEFYU I NEED TO DRAW HER MORE SHES SO SILLY

your honor they’re both (probably) mentally compressed and don’t know how to express themselves (maybe)

HAHAHAHHSHHSHSHAHHH I DONT CARE IF ITS 2AM

THIS IS HELLA CUTTTEYYEYEYTETETET💗💗💗💗💗💥💥💥💥


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10 months ago

“Haha! It’s just a smoke explosion spell, come on, don’t be a bummer now”

Melinoe Hekkate - he/they

Haha! Its Just A Smoke Explosion Spell, Come On, Dont Be A Bummer Now

🚹 {SR} Melinoe is blowing it up! 🚹

Voice lines below!

cameo of oc from creator of event!

🚹: These costumes are so great! So high quality and biolumininie…luminene? how do you say that shit again?

🚹: Nah, never really talked to Silas, but bros gotta help the bros right? Plus, i put credit where credit is due..!

🚹: Ortho helped me rehearse, yeah i know technically i could’ve rehearsed with the others.. but Ortho’s funnier..! No offense.

🚹: Ugh! Don’t splash the water on me! It’s gonna screw with my magiccceugh! >:(

🚹: I heard from Silas’s older sister, Constance? That Silas doesn’t really like dogs.. ironic, huh?

🚹: I’m going to blow shit up if that dumb mechanic won’t stop playing that shitty jingle!

🚹: No my flames won’t actually hurt you.. or will they? Hm?

🚹: Idia would flop like a fish in feet deep water like this, don’t you agree?

🚹: I swear i’m just acting and i’m not actually batshit crazy…

🚹: One day, i hope to have this type of strength like Silas for things I like..

DUO MAGIC (2)

Melinoe: I’ll light it all up! Silas: Please don’t…

Melinoe: STOP SPLASHING ME!

Kalim: I- I’m not trying to!!

🚹 twst fan event special by @theolivetree123🚹

AHHH CONGRATS OLIVEEEE


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10 months ago

ayo chat if i were to make a rsa character


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10 months ago

“Haha! It’s just a smoke explosion spell, come on, don’t be a bummer now”

Melinoe Hekkate - he/they

Haha! Its Just A Smoke Explosion Spell, Come On, Dont Be A Bummer Now

🚹 {SR} Melinoe is blowing it up! 🚹

Voice lines below!

cameo of oc from creator of event!

🚹: These costumes are so great! So high quality and biolumininie…luminene? how do you say that shit again?

🚹: Nah, never really talked to Silas, but bros gotta help the bros right? Plus, i put credit where credit is due..!

🚹: Ortho helped me rehearse, yeah i know technically i could’ve rehearsed with the others.. but Ortho’s funnier..! No offense.

🚹: Ugh! Don’t splash the water on me! It’s gonna screw with my magiccceugh! >:(

🚹: I heard from Silas’s older sister, Constance? That Silas doesn’t really like dogs.. ironic, huh?

🚹: I’m going to blow shit up if that dumb mechanic won’t stop playing that shitty jingle!

🚹: No my flames won’t actually hurt you.. or will they? Hm?

🚹: Idia would flop like a fish in feet deep water like this, don’t you agree?

🚹: I swear i’m just acting and i’m not actually batshit crazy…

🚹: One day, i hope to have this type of strength like Silas for things I like..

DUO MAGIC (2)

Melinoe: I’ll light it all up! Silas: Please don’t…

Melinoe: STOP SPLASHING ME!

Kalim: I- I’m not trying to!!

🚹 twst fan event special by @theolivetree123🚹

AHHH CONGRATS OLIVEEEE


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10 months ago
 Melinoe Hekkate - Oc Info And Ref Sheet!

🛃 Melinoe Hekkate - oc info and ref sheet! 🛃

(Please don’t mind the goofy ass pose)

Twisted off: Cerberus, 1/3 of the heads, other 2 belong to @blood-red-bumblebee / @screamintoad (puppy beastman)

 Melinoe Hekkate - Oc Info And Ref Sheet!

🛃 Basic info 🛃

Pronouns: He/they

Sexuality: Pansexual

Dorm: Ignihyde

Age: 17 (2nd year)

Height: 184cm / 6’0ft

Class: 2-D (With Floyd)

Club: N/A

Dominant Hand: Right

Homeland: Land of Woe

Birthday: March 8th (Pisces)

Best Class: Flight / History

Hobbies: Playing (Basketball) with Floyd, hanging out with siblings, flight class,

Nicknames: Mandarin fish (floyd), Noe nii (Ortho), Melidar (Floyd), Melinono (Kalim), Noe (Lilia), Meli (Mak)

Favorite Food: Breakfast sandwiches, spam fried rice

Lover: Floyd

Likes: Eating food, teasing siblings, goofing around with Ortho, rain, glow in the dark things/toys, exploring the sea, sabotaging Azul’s potions when they’re partners in alchemy, pranks, teasing his siblings

Dislikes: Trein scolding them for sleeping during class, freezing cold water pool, cooking (he will blow up your home)

 Melinoe Hekkate - Oc Info And Ref Sheet!

🛃 Personality 🛃

A chaotic, high energy, silly guy with a knack for pranks and teasing.

Despite being chaotic, he’s actually very careful with his job, being blood thirsty when fighting was needed, a crazed fighter that can be blinded his own emotions when they get intense.

They’re like ortho in the sense that they do things with good intention but do disastrous things to get to that point. If you give them directions, they need to be VERY clear or else they won’t understand.

Thinks with his heart more than his head, unlike his oldest brother.

 Melinoe Hekkate - Oc Info And Ref Sheet!

🛃 Unique Magic 🛃

“ Underworld’s Wake ”

They summon blue fire and what ever “burns” will be now encased and trapped, Melinoe can manipulate the blue fire to make it actually burn and damage what ever it’s trapping.

The fire can be manipulated into a weapon, a cage, a rope, anything physical! The only weakness is that sea water will significantly weaken the flames :(

And once they successfully captured whatever they’re catching, they can choose to release them from the flames and unleash their worst nightmares on them, the only thing that would stop/defeat their UM is if the person has great willpower and can overcome their worst nightmare.

 Melinoe Hekkate - Oc Info And Ref Sheet!

🛃 Relationships 🛃

Ortho, when the incident happened, Melinoe was the only one who didn’t know immediately, Melinoe was oblivious to what happened due their young age, and when he did find out, Noe was so heartbroken and feels indirectly guilty. He’s supposed to be a bodyguard…

Idia is easy to tease and Melinoe sure doesn’t like to miss an opportunity, but it’s all in good fun does Meli swear. But the two do sometimes have heart to heart talk, Idia often can’t find them when he needs to so the small white bell on Noe’s ribbon is a dog like whistle, that calls for Melinoe when Idia needs him, or if anyone needs Melinoe.

Zagreus, or Zagger, as Noe calls them, they’re quite the opposite so they often disagree on many things, they both love each other, they swear they do, but sometimes the tension is too much. Melinoe just wishes that Zagger would get off their back sometimes…

Mak/Makaria is much more casual compared to Zagger, and in the same year, so Melinoe is much more casual with them, but even with that would lead to the usual playful sibling arguments, much more comfortable with Mak, for better and maybe for worse heh.

Floyd met Melinoe in class, they have a blast especially during flight class, and enjoyed hanging out at Mostro lounge with him. Melinoe likes to come to Floyd’s games and Mak was the one who pointed out how involved Meli was with Floyd, and then the gears started to turn in the puppy’s head.

(More TBA !)

 Melinoe Hekkate - Oc Info And Ref Sheet!

🛃 Backstory 🛃

Growing up in a family that worked to protect the Shroud family, Melinoe loves to explore the less technology side of things, not to say he doesn’t appreciate his origins.

Melinoe is kind of emotionally stupid because ever since they were young, him and his siblings were trained to be phenomenal bodyguards for the shroud siblings.

There was no trauma inducing event, but Melinoe often finds himself doubting his worth because of how oblivious he is. (Ex. Ortho’s incident, Zagger having to tell him that he loves Idia and Meli had no idea, not knowin that he was getting feelings for floyd)

 Melinoe Hekkate - Oc Info And Ref Sheet!

🛃 Songs to Explain 🛃

Personality

Nasty Dog - Sir Mix-A-Lot

Wife - (G)-IDLE

Bling-Bang-Bang-Born - Creepy Nuts

LEVEL UP - Travis Japan

I am The Best - 2NE1

Floyd x Melinoe (Coral Fire)

Pretty Please - Dutch Melrose/Benny Mayne

DICE AND ROLL - Otedari

Boy with Luv - BTS ft Halsey

The Perfect Pair - Beeabodobee

CASE 143 - Stray Kids


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10 months ago

ayo chat if i were to make a rsa character


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10 months ago

Prison is a state of mind

Notes: I wrote this rushed and not thinking, i was gonna write a rant abt a post i saw and it was gonna be centered around scarabia or smth

♾️ begin ♾️

all of them, disgusting and guilty.

you don’t need to be bloody to be dead.

it's so sickening, living in a dungeon but everyone else isn’t like you.

you’re the inmate, not them.

Fuck them all.

was it cause i’m younger? Do they look down on me? They say they dont but this whole hell hole is filled to the brim with liars.

none of them care about me, they all want to drain me of my life.

why else would the blot trace their angry faces.

why else would they hit me with a baseball bat?

throw dirt and sand into my eyes?

drown me in the dark ocean?

throw me across the land?

poison and taint my skin and veins?

Restrict and cage me?

take my own mind away from me?

and labor me like i was nothing more important than a footnote in a large encyclopedia?

theyre all older, they should read the entire thing, why do i have to keep slipping them notes?

i don’t want them gone, rather I want to see them suffer in my prison.

Embracing that edgy teen rn


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10 months ago

“Seriously? You guys wanna go that badly?”

Ryuuni - they/them

Seriously? You Guys Wanna Go That Badly?

♾️ {SSR} Ryuuni has got their Invitation for the Golden Frost Fest! ♾️

Voice lines below!

Cameo of Hopper by @theolivetree123 / Blanche by @screamintoad / Flori by @bunniehunn + sally by @babyghoul138 in duo magic

♾️: Wow, for once that Ramshackle mail was actually useful… thank god it was me who took the mail and not Grim…

♾️: I already chose that Jamil would come, bro needs some rest, and according to the invitation, they have pretty organic spices, and once I told him, he was less reluctant heh.

♾️: Honestly, I should’ve gotten an outfit like Blanche’s.. its more like a hoodie, but nooo, I wanted to use a ribbon.. ugh.

♾️: Trust me, I was more surprised than you when I heard that a RSA student tried to get into this festival too, through me, you’d think that RSA students have invitations of their own… what was his name, Hopper?

♾️: Oh don’t worry about Grim, I left that cute shit with Lilia and Trey, I’m SURE they can handle the little thing, we’re only gone for two days…. Right?

♾️: Also, what’s a “fairy gala”? Some people kept bringing it up when they tried to come with me…

♾️: Flora’s fit got me thinking, should we bring any defense? We ARE going into a different land… hm, oh well, too late.

♾️: Y’know I used to watch this show… and honestly its a lot like NRC, but its mix gendered.. and oh I’m sure you don’t wanna hear about it…

♾️: The amount of people I’ve met but haven’t remembered is crazy.. seriously, its crazy how desperate these guys can be… *huff*

DUO MAGIC (3)

Ryuuni: You want in?

Sally: I’d love to!

Ryuuni: Can’t you huff and puff your way through this?

Jack: Whats that supposed to mean?!

♾️ MY TWST X EAH FAN EVENT!! :D ♾️

The raffle date will be done soon! So if you plan to participate, then I hope you hurry :D


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10 months ago

Oh yea, me an screamintoad were talking, doe noe have any pierings? We were thinking it'd be something of a bonding activity/solidarity thing between the three :3 (Hopefully tumblr doesn't fuck this ask up)

ok so ik how to answer asks now, but all my previous asks are just gone…

anyway, i didn’t draw any piercings on Noe but he probably has the piercing HOLES, he just rarely wears piercings cause they annoy him when he sleeps and he always loses a pair or three lmao


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10 months ago

“Haha! It’s just a smoke explosion spell, come on, don’t be a bummer now”

Melinoe Hekkate - he/they

Haha! Its Just A Smoke Explosion Spell, Come On, Dont Be A Bummer Now

🚹 {SR} Melinoe is blowing it up! 🚹

Voice lines below!

cameo of oc from creator of event!

🚹: These costumes are so great! So high quality and biolumininie…luminene? how do you say that shit again?

🚹: Nah, never really talked to Silas, but bros gotta help the bros right? Plus, i put credit where credit is due..!

🚹: Ortho helped me rehearse, yeah i know technically i could’ve rehearsed with the others.. but Ortho’s funnier..! No offense.

🚹: Ugh! Don’t splash the water on me! It’s gonna screw with my magiccceugh! >:(

🚹: I heard from Silas’s older sister, Constance? That Silas doesn’t really like dogs.. ironic, huh?

🚹: I’m going to blow shit up if that dumb mechanic won’t stop playing that shitty jingle!

🚹: No my flames won’t actually hurt you.. or will they? Hm?

🚹: Idia would flop like a fish in feet deep water like this, don’t you agree?

🚹: I swear i’m just acting and i’m not actually batshit crazy…

🚹: One day, i hope to have this type of strength like Silas for things I like..

DUO MAGIC (2)

Melinoe: I’ll light it all up! Silas: Please don’t…

Melinoe: STOP SPLASHING ME!

Kalim: I- I’m not trying to!!

🚹 twst fan event special by @theolivetree123🚹

AHHH CONGRATS OLIVEEEE


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10 months ago

“Haha! It’s just a smoke explosion spell, come on, don’t be a bummer now”

Melinoe Hekkate - he/they

Haha! Its Just A Smoke Explosion Spell, Come On, Dont Be A Bummer Now

🚹 {SR} Melinoe is blowing it up! 🚹

Voice lines below!

cameo of oc from creator of event!

🚹: These costumes are so great! So high quality and biolumininie…luminene? how do you say that shit again?

🚹: Nah, never really talked to Silas, but bros gotta help the bros right? Plus, i put credit where credit is due..!

🚹: Ortho helped me rehearse, yeah i know technically i could’ve rehearsed with the others.. but Ortho’s funnier..! No offense.

🚹: Ugh! Don’t splash the water on me! It’s gonna screw with my magiccceugh! >:(

🚹: I heard from Silas’s older sister, Constance? That Silas doesn’t really like dogs.. ironic, huh?

🚹: I’m going to blow shit up if that dumb mechanic won’t stop playing that shitty jingle!

🚹: No my flames won’t actually hurt you.. or will they? Hm?

🚹: Idia would flop like a fish in feet deep water like this, don’t you agree?

🚹: I swear i’m just acting and i’m not actually batshit crazy…

🚹: One day, i hope to have this type of strength like Silas for things I like..

DUO MAGIC (2)

Melinoe: I’ll light it all up! Silas: Please don’t…

Melinoe: STOP SPLASHING ME!

Kalim: I- I’m not trying to!!

🚹 twst fan event special by @theolivetree123🚹

AHHH CONGRATS OLIVEEEE


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10 months ago

continuation of last Iyad’s Hanahaki post

Genre: fluffier than what ever happened last time

notes: wtf did i make, unfinished bc i dont have energy

Continuation Of Last Iyads Hanahaki Post

Silver was tense to open the door, Jamil and Kalim were already acting in a very concerning way.

apparently they called his father, who relayed the information to silver. though relay is a generous word for it, cause lilia barely spoke an explanation after waking him up.

“Iyad’s feeling.. rather under the weather, why don’t you pay him a visit?”

his father was being so mysterious about it…

and that’s what silver’s here for, to be a good friend, but his initial worry amplified to the max when he saw the faces of Iyad’s peers.

the whole dorm felt very apprehensive, like everyone was collectively on edge. but now wasn’t the time to dwell for silver, his father has always preached the importance of bravery, especially when others are scared.

silver slips the door open, entering the still room, his blue eyes were immediately drawn to the bump in the bed.

“iyad.. are you alright?”

“go away”

his tone was sharp and angry, in a way it was reminiscent of their previous few conversations.

iyad was becoming distant towards silver, cutting their conversations short, their demeanor became rigid with awkwardness, their relaxed interactions soon became strained and forced, nothing like how they started out.

it hurt to think about for silver.. and for iyad.

silver walked over to the bed, pulling out the desk chair, sitting next the bump. a silence blanketed them both, the air was stuffy.

silver perked up when iyad shuffled under the covers, peeking their eyes out of from under the covers. silver couldn’t help but feel his stomach churn from the look they gave him.

iyad’s eyes, once filled with stoic nonchalance, now colored in with a guarded expression, nothing like it was before, now these eyes…

those weren’t the ones he fell in love with.

those eyes were kind, adoring, hardworking, calm. they warmed silver’s heart and cheeks whenever they met.

but.. but these eyes. they only sent a small shiver down his spine, rattling him out of motion. but even so.

“what happened? everyone’s says you’re sick..”

“it’s fine, i’m fine, why are you here?” iyad hissed through his teeth.

“they… jamil and kalim thought i should see you”

the eyes dropped down hiding behind the once beautifully tanned skin, now drained to make the student pale. closed eyes then being covered by the rich red bed covers.

“i… i don’t want to see you.. you should leave.. like now”

“no.. you’re obviously not well, what do you need? i’ll get it for you”

“i need you to leave”

each word started to crush silver, the pushing away from iyad irked him.

silver didn’t want to go, silver was worried, couldn’t iyad see that? his concern? his worry? his dread? his want?

his love?

“seriously, i can’t—“

“just what are you so afraid of?! huh, iyad? why are you so mean these days? we haven’t talked in forever..!” silver snapped, cutting his ill crush off mid sentence.

“…so what?” the words were muffled by the covers but were painfully echoed by the acoustics in silver’s head, he was growing more and more frustrated with the boy in bed.

“so what? so now you’re just gonna avoid me forever?”

silence molds on the outside of iyad, freezing over at the boldness of his classmate. both eyes stay averted, keeping down at the burning sun to preserve itself from melting, the sun being silver's eyes.


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10 months ago

Prison is a state of mind

Notes: I wrote this rushed and not thinking, i was gonna write a rant abt a post i saw and it was gonna be centered around scarabia or smth

♾️ begin ♾️

all of them, disgusting and guilty.

you don’t need to be bloody to be dead.

it's so sickening, living in a dungeon but everyone else isn’t like you.

you’re the inmate, not them.

Fuck them all.

was it cause i’m younger? Do they look down on me? They say they dont but this whole hell hole is filled to the brim with liars.

none of them care about me, they all want to drain me of my life.

why else would the blot trace their angry faces.

why else would they hit me with a baseball bat?

throw dirt and sand into my eyes?

drown me in the dark ocean?

throw me across the land?

poison and taint my skin and veins?

Restrict and cage me?

take my own mind away from me?

and labor me like i was nothing more important than a footnote in a large encyclopedia?

theyre all older, they should read the entire thing, why do i have to keep slipping them notes?

i don’t want them gone, rather I want to see them suffer in my prison.

Embracing that edgy teen rn


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