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The only reason I haven't died yet is because of my girlfriend. However I feel like that's a very toxic thing to be, and that might be a problem
Hey yall :) I just wanted some advice, please don’t read any further if you get triggered by mentions of ED or Weight or anything like that, love yall.
I’m really conflicted rn, I don’t know who to talk to about this bc I’m scared my friends or family will think I’m overreacting
It’s no big deal, but it rubbed me the wrong way
I was walking to school after grabbing some lunch with my friends and Bf, we were talking about what food to get after school bc we were doing extra work and most likely wouldn’t be able to get home for a proper dinner.
and I jokingly said “I can finish a McDonald’s cheeseburger in a few bites”
I was laughing and my friend were laughing along too, it was obvious I was exaggerating, but my boyfriend goes
“I can tell”
And I laughed it off at the time, I already wasn’t having a great day, he had been making a few other jabs at me throughout the day, so I elected to ignore it, we went back to school, I felt humiliated, so I just plugged in my headphones, picked at a bag of crisps and did some work on my laptop.
I didn’t know how to confront it earlier, but I was so upset, to the point that I was uncomfortable around him, I was making spelling mistakes on my course work, to which he made a few more jabs at me for.
I’ve had an ed for the past 4 years, im slightly chubby, I don’t know how to go about this without looking like I’m playing it up or making myself look like a victim.
I know this isn’t what I usually post, sorry.