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Okay so hi alterhuman tumblr! I wanted to make a post about something, and I had talked about it on a server. I don’t feel like retyping the post, and I used an anonymous bot to post it.

So I wanted to go more into detail as my og post on the server wasn’t really as in depth as I could have it.

So what do I mean when I say I am them but I don’t like the fictionkin label?

I mean I do believe in a sense at I am them, one of these characters I have had memories of. I act like them, and I feel so comfortable being referred to as them. Like I am them, but they’re not me.

I act like these characters, and I genuinely feel more comfortable being referred to as them in the same way I like being referred to as my kins.

I do believe that like I am at least one of them. The other one I’m still on the fence about, as he’s immortal multiple times over and has no mortality left so he can’t die. I know for at least him, it’s not a past life situation and maybe more of an alternative universe thing.

But like I’m not comfortable with calling them my fictionkins. I don’t fully fully believe I am them, and fictionkin feels wrong. Otherkin doesn’t, and definitely feels more right.

Fictionheart/Otherheart doesn’t feel right either, but I just trying to figure out which label is correct at the moment.

Sometimes I get sad over not being able to have a phone background for my oc kin. I don’t have a lot of photos of them cause they’re my oc. I don’t draw them 24/7. I don’t have anything to give someone except for a few drawings and some Gacha Life 2 pics.

😔 I just want a background for them, and I don’t and I’m sad. These are like my only gear I have as everything else has to be costumed order. My kins are just so different, and I only have my backgrounds for now (I’m also broke).

I could give the images I have and just ask them to give the theme off of the few I have, but I feel bad about not having more. Man does being an oc kin suck at these times.

Hi! I 100% feel you on that!

I’m spacekin, and I also shapeshift! Well not in this body, but I can.

I personally am just space embodied, and it’s entirely possible to be space creature that shapeshifted in your past life! We did :3

We are very happy to help answer any questions if you have more! Our dms are open!

i MIGHT be a spacekin, or some sort of celestial being.

For the majority of my life I've felt connected to space, galaxies, multiple planets , etc. I also keep getting these times where my brain makes me think "Why do I look like that?" "Didn't I used to shapeshift?" "I wish I could still travel to other planets" , and its been ongoing for a few years.

So, the question is, was I a shapeshifting space creature/celestial being in a past life? Who knows?

Spacekin users feel free to help if you want, It'd be appreciated

I’m making a mood board of my ink sans kin, and yall can deal with it!

Because im missing my error and cross so im doing this to cope

Boom my mood board!

Went for a different atheistic than what I usually see for these, but I like it regardless!

The image I chose had the purple things and I was like, ‘what if I made that the theme???’ And then I did

Yippe ink sans!

I wanna draw like a group photo of kins

All good right? Most of them, yeah I could do.

But Cosmo? How tf do I draw him???

This is his usual form, and obviously he can be anything but I want to do the form I do most often

So if I ever wanna draw him, I got to figure out how in the gods will I am meant to draw him.

Yeah he is me, but space and hair is hard okay. It’s hard to find a proper place to design a space embodiment

Idk how to draw myself normally anyway, so like just big ass problems on my end

Skill issues for real for real

Man do we hate that all of my kins are so complex and my drawing style isn’t developed enough for anything I wanna do.

Okay so like I’m a fallen angel right? That’s a thing.

I’m pretty sure my name was Onyx, and that I lost my wings (and by that I mean they were torn and ripped down to like a few inches off my back)

But like I want a god to “worship” idk if it’s just the angel urge to worship someone, but I want to be apart of a god’s following.

Not like in the angel way, even if I know that’s what I would have originally wanted, but more of in the way I want a god who is worshipped and that I can join the following but not be a “follower”

I don’t want to be holy or anything like that again. I do want a god, but not to worship. Just to have, and sometimes follow the rules. I want someone to follow and annoy because I won’t comply like angels should.

I lost my holiness long ago, and don’t care for it back. I want to playful piss of my god, and play pranks on the normal angels. I want to laugh and play with other fallens from the same following.

I want a community based on a god and the followers. I want people who I use to relate to, and people who I currently relate to. I went a home. I want the little of what’s left of my wings to be taken care of by my peers. I want to be home with others like me….

Man, what’s the point of having my wings if I can’t even feel they properly stretch out?! I can’t fly! They’re torn too much for them to fly.

:( I wish I could I miss flying, but my wings aren’t big enough anymore

Man am I glad I don’t remember my falling though. That’s gonna be a painful memory when it comes, but for now I think I’m fine with not knowing.

So I started drawing my fall(?) during math class today. It wasn’t really detailed but I’m going over it and making it a digital piece rn.

Obviously I’m not done rn, but like this is so random. I don’t have any actual memories, but just had this urge and this is what I drew. Not sure what it means, but I’m finish it.

Holy shit I just realized why I’m so scared of heights.

I’ve had this fear since I was little. I’ve been scared of tall things for ever, and the thing was, “what if I fall off?”

What if I fall? What I I fall off and end up back down there?

Holy shit, I’m so scared of height cause I’m a fallen angel. It remind me of when I fell, even just a little.

I’m scared to experience falling again. I can’t fly, my wings are torn, and I won’t be able to save myself. I can’t save myself.

I love down there, but I don’t want to experience falling again. Even if it’s not actually sending me down there, that fear still stays with me.

Falling left so many emotions I can’t process as I don’t have the proper memories, but the fear hasn’t left. I don’t think it ever will….

Dude-

(Tw: blood and falling from heaven)

I’ve finished my beautiful drawing (the cloud looks so bad omg)

Anyways yeah. It’s done. I like the person, and I hope you do too :3

So I started drawing my fall(?) during math class today. It wasn’t really detailed but I’m going over it and making it a digital piece rn.

Obviously I’m not done rn, but like this is so random. I don’t have any actual memories, but just had this urge and this is what I drew. Not sure what it means, but I’m finish it.

Man do I hate when I can’t find any tips for my kins, so I go to asks that are open and accept requests for tips. Then just never get a response! 😭

Man I know they’re busy, and probably have lots of others and it’s just taking a while to get to mine. But I really suck at waiting! I want tips and help!

I just want some advice and help to figure out myself, and I want some tips for my life and gear.

I know they’re busy! But I just see so many tips for like less rare kins, and I’m just sad cause I can’t find any for my kins.

My kins are also really specific, but still. I want to see tips for space embodiments, fallen angels who have lost their wings, fallen angels who don’t care for heaven anymore, ink sans kins, ink sans kins who are friends with the bad sanses, and tips for ockins!

My other kin I gotta specifically ask for cause he’s really really rare (as in I’m pretty sure I’m the only person who kins him)

I just want some tips for more rare ones.

For my people who aren’t the typical one of their kin

Give us some love yall! I just want some tips!

Also realizing a sign from my life before discovering my alterhuman identity

I’m a fallen angel, and something I talked about a shocking amount was how much i didn’t care about getting into heaven. How much I actually wanted to go to hell. I never liked the idea of going to heaven, and I wanted to go to hell instead.

Which makes a whole lot of sense now. The reason I never liked the idea of going to heaven was cause I don’t want to go back, I don’t want to go back to the place that threw me out and ripped my wings. The reason I liked the idea of going to hell was cause I wanted to go back to the place where I was accepted and lived.

This makes so much sense holy shit

Something funny I wanna talk about is the fact that in both technically a fallen angel and a deity.

What do I mean? Well I’m a spacekin, and I view myself as a space embodied. I can change my form and look however I desire. I’ve existed as long as the universe has, and will continue to exist as long as it does. I am space, and can literally do as I please. I basically do have the powers of a god. I am similar to a deity (do not treat me like one, I’m just saying it’s similar)

But I’m also a fallen angel. One who hates my former deity/god. One who hates my heaven, and one who doesn’t much care for deities and their rules.

Two very different battles.

Well, not so much.

Cosmo is much more chaotic neutral, and definitely would not like to be worshipped. I would not like to be worshipped. I mean, yeah I am space and stuff but I’ve don’t messed up stuff in my life. Being the embodiment of space gives you a lot more freedom and flexibility to do what you want, since there isn’t really anyone to stop you. Definitely killed some planets and stars in my life.

Onyx? Fallen angel. Not a ruler follower, but does what he needs to survive. We’ve probably done less bad shit as him the as Cosmo. Like a lawful evil or lawful neutral. Chaos bringer, but it’s limited and much less powerful than what Cosmo can do.

Do we think they would get along outside of our human body? Probably not. Onyx would not like Cosmo, and the fact Cosmo would 100% rub their abilities in his face. Cosmo is sweet but also a jerk. We love them for it, but still.

So different battles, but just not in the normal sense.

Celestial bodies and fallen angels always get along in weird ways. Our Cosmo and Onyx are proof, but we deal with it :3

Personally

No idea

But I’d like to think I’d be evee, but that’s just cause it’s my fav

I’m so bad with Pokémon 😭

From like my kins stand point:

Some kind of universe based Pokémon, one based off fallen angels that goes from flying to dark, siren based Pokemon, and leaving my fictionkins out

Actual stand point:

No idea, but I hope evee

Question for alterhumans:

If you existed in the Pokemon universe, what do you think you would you be, instead of what you are now? Would you be the same? Different?

Hiiii,,,

I'm nervous sending this bc in rlly new to the alterhuman and otherkin communities so idk how much help I am

but I saw one of your kins was a fallen angel who had lost their wings and I might have had an idea for gear?

idk if it would even work, but

suspenders? like possibly, you could buy suspenders and cut them and glue them to the back of a shirt you have, so that way they may feel like wing scars?

I'm not sure how it would work, but it was just an idea

or maybe you could wear low cut back shirts and maybe attempt to draw wing scars on your back?

but yeah, sorry if that didn't help :')

That’s actually a really good idea!

Thank you for the suggestion!!! I’m write it down!

Never really thought about how to make my wings before, but honestly these ideas are really good! 🙏 we appreciate it!

Something I find funny, is the fact that I relate to both Leo and Don from rise

Don? Autism, we genuinely act a lot alike and I love his character. We have similar stims, a dislike for not being touched, not being a people person, spending most of our time in our room/lab, hyper focusing on something, having terrible self care habits (hc), can’t read emotions, and more shit. I relate to Donnie sm

Leo? Personality and ADHD. I act similar to Leo as well. While mine toned down, and I don’t act 100% like him. We still share personality traits, and I relate to his adhd. We’re competitive, put up an act, love being social (even if we don’t want to be), have special interests, like skateboarding/rollerskating, being silly, cracking jokes when not needed, making stupid puns, wanting to cheer people up, having a hard time looking like we’re taking stuff seriously, not being trust, inferiority complex, having someone else be our father figure, and more. I relate to Leo sm

I relate to both of them for different reasons and a few of the same reasons. I love the disaster twins, and I relate to both of them sm.

Do I also happen to be questioning if I kin Leo cause I’m a fixation kin? Yes, yes I am. Does that matter? Probably. Help-

Fixationkin just means my kins change as my hyper fixation does as well. Most of kins that are hyper fixation are my fictionkins, and my one ockin.

I still count the characters as my kins, but they change at who our vessel is hyper fixating on currently. And it just moves in a giant circle for me, so my fixations are constantly changing and the level that kin our vessel kins the characters is also changing.

Makes it very confusing for us to differentiate between hyper fixating on a character and actually being them. The autism also makes it hard as we have a hard time understanding the emotions our vessel has, and knowing the difference between some emotions. It’s hard, but we shall keep u updated

Something I find weird is my limited vocabulary despite being a yapper. The reason I bring this up is the fact I’ve wanted to start getting more comfortable with myself and trying to unlearn a lot of lingo.

Obviously we’re otherkin, and have multiple kins. The problem is that most of our words for what we use to describe ourselves comes from system’s. I need words to replace the system words we’ve learned.

We’ve already replaced one so far, ‘host’ to, ‘vessel’ Which works amazingly for us.

We just need a better word for, ‘fronting’ We need a better word for it cause we are a fixationkin. Our kins are constantly changing who is the up front kin. They take ‘turns’ depending on our hyper fixations. We have had times where we have multiple kins be our mains.

That’s also a word we should replace.

Basically system lingo is currently the only way we know how to describe the way our kins work, but we don’t want to be mistaken for a system (as we are not). So we are looking for better words for them. If you have any that would be helpful!

I just learned you don’t get notifications for anon asks

I learned this cause I checked someone who I did an ask for as an anon and they responded but I never got a notification.

Which means I now have to hunt down all the asks I’ve done recently for my otherkins and hope to gods they have been answered

Man being a fixationkin is weird.

I go from being like, “Yeah I’m Leonardo from the rise universe” to’ “Huh, nah I’m currently Sun Wukong from Osp’s videos”

Like, they are always there but damn is it still weird. And I mean weird in a silly/funny way. I enjoy being a fixationkin because my hyper fixations are constantly changing.

Even funnier is that I come back to those hyper fixations either days, weeks, months, or if it’s a rare one a year. Like I have such a long list of hyper fixations, that I genuinely forget about them half the time.

So I’m constantly changing between my fictionkins, my sirenkin, and my ockin. Constantly changing world. The only ones that stay are my fallen angel kin and my space kin.

What a funky vessel I get to be :)

My current list of fixationkins:

Leonardo from Rottmnt

Ink sans

Sun Wukong from OSP

Xiao from Lmk (oc)

Vinus/Ceinus (siren)

Cant wait for there to be even more :3

consider: fictionflicker

I have considered it, but I don’t stop being the characters. As my hyper fixations change, who’s pulling the strings of our vessel also changes.

They don’t stop being our kins, it’s not that kind of temporary. Just changes of who’s the main kin.

Fixationkin :3 changes with my hyper fixations. I have a large list, and it just goes in a circle. I come back to the them, and I don’t stop being them. It just changes who’s running our vessel and who’s on ghettos side lines.

lol I hope those makes sense

I found out today that while my friend my not be an alien

He is non human spiritually. Or well that’s what he said.

He says his family has this thing where they can see like ghosts and shit, and that also means that they can see whether or not someone isn’t actually a human/fully human

And he says that he’s been told his isn’t fully human, but that he doesn’t care about it. He’s just existing

I’m glad for him. While I won’t call him anything but human unless he wants me to. I still think it’s nifty I have a friend who’s on the nonhuman spectrum in some form.

It doesn’t have to be an active part of his life, or any part

Just existing is good enough for me cause it means we can hang out.

So even if he’s not an alien like I originally thought. He’s still my best friend who’s just there. No need to figure out if he’s otherkin or therian or anything really.

He just exist, and he be friend

Easy simple

Friends

Silly

lol