Mental Pain - Tumblr Posts
“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”
— Jillian Medoff
I feel so empty and I dare say dead inside
I'm trying to mask it, but it just isn't working
I just wish I was happy again
I'm crumbling into tiny little pieces. My toes are not working, I can't feel my fingers, I'm bloated because of periods, and mentally I'm in Dante's purgatory.
I just need all of this to be over. Please.
TW// self-unaliving
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I think I am going to have to make a plan to kms even though I don't want to die because I am failing all my classes and I would need an actual miracle to pass any of them and if I fail all of them let alone just one of them, then it's all over for me. My life will be over anyways.
Scars
Torture me Maim me Mutilate me For I will take that pain happily Tear me apart limb by limb Throw me to the wolves Slit my wrist or Hang me from a noose For these scars will show won't they These will show the world I hurt Pain courses through my veins Emotional scars don't matter much do they They never signify pain It's all in your head they say Those scars don't even hurt Then why does the shatter of the heart resound louder than that of glass Why do these mental scars bleed so much more than those on my hands They don't matter much But they hurt so much more Why would you worry about something that doesn't even show So hurt me physically In all the ways I've been hurt emotionally To see if they would care then And till that day comes I'll sit here in the pool Of my imaginary blood Hoping for a day They care about a broken heart As much as they care about a broken bone
Pikachu’s a virgin
is it neurodivergency when you realize your icon is cropped Slightly Wrong and then feel extremely annoyed and then recrop it correctly and then feel extremely annoyed that you posted the cropped wrong version in 2 places and then want to edit the posts with the correctly cropped version and then realize you can't because someone already liked your post with the wrongly cropped version