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Drawing my memories as c!George✨️Part 1✨️

I remember a huge, pretty forest

SO. I remembered something. Or someone. Please read and see if you can relate!

It was pretty like a Cherub (though i don't think they were Abrahamic, but i'm not sure), but with four humanoid halfs placed on a huge creature's body, like a lion or a dragon. They were all connected, but not always physically.

The Left one was the Angel of Plague, Illness and Rebirth, bringing both destruction and blessings. They wore a mask and the hair was not visible. They had a slim body, pointy ears, gray-ish skin and their clothes were made of bandages. They always kept their hands (and wings, probably, since i saw none) behind their body.

The Top one was the Angel of Divine fury, Divine Protection and Divine Knowledge. They were a warrior, had medium-long curly hair (i think it was a dark tone of red), a pair of huge wings, a big (but not inhumanly big) nose, stoic expression and always carried a sword. Their wings were always extended, like they were waiting for a fight at any time.

The Bottom one was the Angel of Universal Balance and Justice and carried Divine Messages. They had long wavy hair, wings on the place of ears and a pair of downsided wings on their back, had a soft expression, wore a blindfold and a flowy white dress and carried a weight balance. They were really gentle and careful.

I can't recall the Right one, but i know they were there.

Any divinekin here with memories of Heaven? What did/does it look like for you? I wanna try and remember Heaven more but it’s been hard jdkfjkd

Every day is another day of trying to figure out my kin memories, my angel name, my old life up in Heaven,,, all the specifics and details, basically. I know I shouldn’t rush it, but I also just wanna know y’know???

Gonna deliberately try to get some kin memories before/while I sleep, I'll tell you how it goes lol

Didn't get anything last night :( but I woke up extremely early– and just in time for some free donuts downstairs, cause my dorm complex is doing free food for finals week. So I guess I still win anyways haha

Gonna deliberately try to get some kin memories before/while I sleep, I'll tell you how it goes lol

Do you ever take a personality quiz that actually fucks you up. Like in a kind of positive way but still just fucks you the hell up??? Anyways I'll link it in case anyone wants to take it, idk who made it really but DAMN the result I got,,, sobbing on the floor crying sobbing gasping for air

I'm in a creepypasta kin shift so i wanted to say something I remember as sally williams.

Ben enjoyed annoying people on purpose, in the mansion and in video games. He would purposely guess the password wrong on people phones and stuff so they would be locked for hours. He would also walk into peoples rooms and unplug their anything connected to an electronic.

E.j was very much like a parent to me and he was the one that found me in the woods as a ghost. He usually doesn't wear his mask unless he wants to scare people because his black eye goop gets on the inside of it.

I also remember that I had short hair and not long hair, I also hated wearing dresses after I was killed.

:33 < meow

:33 < Hii everykitty :33 Imma fictionkin (or fictive, questioning system) of Nepeta Leijon furom Homestuck and wuld luv 2 s33 my loveydoveys sollux n eridan!!!!!! :DD Id luv luv luv 2 talk 2 anyone else furom homestuck bcuzzzz I hav memoriez of pretty much everyone (except most of the dancestpurz srry!!!) so f33l fr33 2 ask me lolz I dont bite (strangers)

:PP < Like rina im 13-15 so no adults plzz!!!!!!! im still iffy wit doublez but i try!!

:33 < I have /r (romantic) memories of Sollux and Eridan so if ur uncomfy wit dat ,, ignor ignor!!! I also have familial mems of Equius, Meulin, feferi, aradia and tavros!! rest r /p (platonic)!!! I wuld also luv 2 m33t any1 noncannon bcuz yall r very cool!!!!!!!!! :3

:33 < thats it rlly :333 i culdve done this on a page n I prbly will l8ter but rina did one herself so i thought i wuld 2!!, , if u want 2 contact me js dm me here or send me a ask!!!,, or interact wit dis post n i will contact u :33 sorry fi dis is littrly fucking intelligible,,

:33 < credz: graphic made by @godessmadoka n littrly stole this text format from rina!!!

UZI KINMEM JUST DROPPED WHAT⁉️⁉️

(rest under the cut idk)

Okay so pretty much I was walking outside the bunker, I'm assuming to the spire to meet up with N and V but I can't remember. Post ep-4 because I had my wings, unlike canon I had paws instead of weird hand things (drawing below)

I had those longer platform boots and god knows how I walked in those because now I can barely walk in my regular boots LMAO I think it had a charm or something but I can't remember exactly

It was a short dream and I'm a bit sad about that but oh well

It's not the most accurate representation, they weren't super fluffy only really at the top + they were ripped but I'm not drawing all that rn. I also had claws on them but that's more just an "I know" so I don't know the exact colour or anything

IM GOING FERAL I JUST REALIZED I THINK I HAD A KINMEM BEFORE I KNEW I WAS AN UZI FICTKIN????

(Under the cut I talk about robot cannibalism so be warned)

I had this super vivid dream of being in a forest and like just going FERAL drinking the oil from someone's corpse. I don't remember exact details but I remember the way it felt (as bad as it is morally I kinda miss drinking oil,, hunting was fun except people actually kinda died)

I wasn't in complete control, like my body was acting on pure instinct but I was still there? Like I had a bit of control but not enough to snap out of it or anything

Like my other post this one was also super short

Mass Kin-Mem/Me reposting

[repost - again just saying pls don't tag as kin/irl/me for any posted here since these are mem versions of myself and jusf stuff i made for me specifically !!]

made a kin help blog

@kablammo

here's a gif thing i made for it!! [its a kin mem art/gif of me so please dont reblog and tag it as kin , irl , or me since this is litterally me!!]

i kinda wanna do some kin posting but i don’t know what to post about. so. im just gonna post about my most recent fictotype.

uh hi. im doppo kannonzaka (apparently). i have some memories of my canon, mostly based on this fan art my friend sent me once. that fan art is basically what awoke this kintype for me. i don’t fully know how to define this kintype, since, as i said, i have memories, but i kinda feel like i’m still doppo even now. it’s kinda like… i was ripped from my canon and placed into this body for whatever reason. im still me, im still doppo, just in a different form. that’s how i’d describe this and some other kintypes. they weren’t just me before, they’re me now.

in my canon, i remember being in a polyamorous relationship with the rest of matenrou, that being hifumi izanami and jakurai jinguji. i’ll be honest, i’ve only seen one or two hifumi kins in the wild, and zero jakurais. i don’t have a chance of finding my canonmates.

along with being in a polycule, other things were different. i was a trans male (and still am, the universe wants to fuck with me i guess). but that wasn’t the only difference. since a specific fan art is what awoke this kintype, my canon is somewhat based off the fan art itself. it was a size difference based, maybe ship art, of me and jakurai. i was small, and he was holding me in his hands. maybe it’s the g/t fan in me talking but it just kinda made this kintype click.

i remember being normal sized at one point, but the timeline is all fucked in my head, so i don’t know when i became small.

that’s pretty much it for specific canon details. this post really had no purpose other than dumping out canon details.

• For some reason i love talking about my kinmems, i don't think it's uncommon but it just makes me very happy.

• For that reason i'm always posting my kinmems on my kinsta but maybe i should post in here too?

• I think tumblr has more serious fictionkins and a lot less ""kin for fun"" people than instagram.. but i may be wrong, i haven't been here for a long time yet

• Anyway, here is my memory dump of the day!! As Chara, because i miss my family a lot T~T

• I remember that after being with the Dreemurrs for some time i became very close to my father, Asgore. We had tea together in his garden almost every day, mostly before dinner, when mom was preparing the food with Asriel, since he liked to help. Sometimes i would help him take care of some of the flowers, alone, because when I was with Asriel we ended up making a bigger mess than helping. That's why he would help Toriel instead. Asgore taught me a few things about basic plant care, I think I was a decent gardener. But nothing compares to the conversations we had. Usually it was Asriel who offered me the most emotional support, but my father always tried to guide me and find solutions to my problems, he gave me advice and in general made me feel less like a human freak. He mainly helped me with my violent behavior, as sometimes I would end up hurting Asriel unintentionally and felt guilty about it. I remember setting our tea table in the garden from time to time, I carried chairs, even though he insisted that I shouldn't do that. I really miss spending time with him.

• it's time for me to talk about my kinmems, again .. this time about my emalf canon

• i've been in a emalf mental shift for a week now and i don't think it's going to end soon

• this memory is very simple, but i can't possibly put into words how much it means to me. and because of that, is not a surprise that adauchi is involved.

• there was one day when i was walking with adauchi through flame world, like we always did, nothing really special about it. but suddenly he stopped walking, and he looked at me and asked why i always walked behind him, not by his side, saying it was annoying.

• i told him that it was something i got used to, because in all the groups i had been, i was always left behind when i walked, since nobody wanted me walking by their side.

• hearing this he basically pulled me by the arm and forced me to walk beside him, without saying anything. when I automatically walked away, he pulled me again, and everytime that happened he would tell me to stay by his side.

• at that moment i realized that adauchi really cared about me, about my feelings.. and i also realized that i never felt left out when he was around, because he wanted me to feel included.

• thinking about this makes me .. happy .

>> what i remember about my past life as a cat <<

• i was a shorthair cat with solid white fur and blue eyes. no idea if i was male or female, probably none tbh.

• i was domesticated and lived with my owner, who loved me very much and treated my like her own child

• we lived in a rural area, very isolated from any cities or villages, so most of the time it was just me and her

• our house was a little cottage/cabin near a flower field and a forrest

• my owner had a garden where she would grow some crops, and near this garden there was a coop and a bee house

• i used to go inside the coop and scare the chickens, because it was fun

• i liked to explore the forest, but i never found anything bigger than me, for my owners relief

• i remember that it was sunny almost every day, sometimes cold, sometimes windy, but certainly sunny

• i remember the one time that started raining, my owner covered me with a cloth and put me inside the house. i spent the whole day watching the rain fall down

• me, trying to meditate to get mems from my rookie, cipher and kokichi canon: :D

• emalf and chara kinmems, again: ;)

• me: :')

• about my cipher canon, there are some things i would like to say

• something that i think differentiates me from uhm possibly other ciphers is that i didn't have friends in the nightmare realm. like, those guys that appear in the show, the henchmaniacs, they didn't exist in my canon. and i think that makes things very different for me.

• because i was alone in the nightmare realm, when i met stanford, i clung to him. yes, my main objective was to merge the human realm and the nightmare realm from the start, and that's why i reached out to stanford in the first place, but when we became close, it was kinda inevitable. the weird part of it is.. i probably wasn't supposed to feel attached to him that way because as far as i can remember, demons don't form friendships like humans do, what demons call friends are just uhm.. partners in crime, not people you like to spend time with.

• from then on it was a rollercoaster. stanford discovered my main goal and felt betrayed, and at that time i didn't think nothing of it? i didn't knew that i was atached to him, that i considered him a friend. he tried to destroy everything we worked on and that goes pretty much like the show canon until.. uhm.. the twins appear.

• i started observing the rest of the pines family, maybe in hope that they would do something to bring stanford back? so maybe we could be friends again? deep inside me, yes, that's exactly what i wanted, but i didn't even tried to think about this, because the idea was so weird to me. and i don't remember how me and pinetree dipper even started talking semi regularly, but i'm pretty sure it wasn't like the show canon either.

• there was a point were i was extremely attached to every single one of them, dipper, mabel, stanley and.. stanford, but he was still missing. but still, even if i liked to spend time with them, i'm not sure if they felt the same about me. especially dipper, i'm pretty sure he hated me for some reason? i really don't know why, i can't remember why, but i think he probably knew what i was trying to do. i never really abandoned my plan, i tried to focus on it all the time, so i wouldn't realize what was happening between me and the pines family. i didn't want to admit that they were fun to watch, fun to and hang out with and especially i didn't want to admit that i considered them friends.

• but that didn't last forever, because stanford came back. when that happened, even the part of the family that felt neutral about me started to hate me. stanford told them that i manipulated him, which i kinda did so fair enough, but that pretty much destroyed any kind of positive bond between us. that's when i decided to go 100% on my plan, because now i had stanford there and maybe i could use him to help me again.

• i don't remeber how it happened but when the weirdmageddon started, the first hours i was the happiest i've ever been, i mean that was my dream since i don't even remember when! but.. uhm, after some time.. i didn't felt happy anymore. i was alone again, why did it matter having my own paradise if i was alone to enjoy it?

• my sadness became anger. i was angry that i wasn't happy, why wasn't i happy? so uhm.. i might have kidnapped stanford to help me sort out my feelings. i can say he wasn't very happy about that. i tried to talk to stanford and he kept thinking that i was hiding something from him, that "someone like bill cipher would never need someone to help him with his own feelings". ehrm, somehow i actually got something important from this conversation. and that was the moment i realized, without the pines family i couldn't be happy, because i grew attached to them, because i considered them my friends, even if the feeling wasn't reciprocated.

• using stanford as a captive, the rest of the pines family came to my fortress. i tried to talk to them, to make them understang my feelings, and i said that i wanted them to stay with me because i liked them, but it's very obvious that they didn't believe me. if they had, i wouldn't be here today. well, what happened next is they defeated me, no, i didn't even tried to fight them, i was probably too devastated to be angry with them.

• who would've guessed that the agent of chaos, bill cipher, was so emotional, and so deeply connected with humans?

>> thing i remember about the flame world !! <<

• first thing, there was a lot of fire. wow who would've guessed that the flame world had fire? very smart behavior coming from me. sarcasm aside, there was fire, but not common fire. some specific areas had random flames that couldn't be extinguished, but different from normal flames, it didn't spread, the flames were contained in a small place. you could "put it down" building things on top of it, like roads or houses but since it didn't spread, most of the time there wasn't really a reason to do that, so everyone just left it there.

• because of the fire, it was always bright, we couldn't tell if it was day or night, but to be honest i don't think day and night were really a concept there for this same reason. the only place that could ever be dark was inside a building, because, well, fire can't get through thick stone walls.

• i'm unsure if there was a sky there of not, sometimes it looked like there was but it also looked like a gigantic ceiling. when we looked up it was a blurry deep red, and once i saw something that looked like mist up there, but it could've been just smoke.

• also, these flames were extremely loud, not a single place in that world was safe from the noise. not even ivlis castle, we could still hear the flames from .. what? third floor? yes, that place was always noisy. but it wasn't a disturbing noise, it was more like a background noise, like an AC or a fan. the flames were kind of relaxig in a way.

• every single building was made from this specific type of stone that looked like volcanic rocks. it was a red, almost black, material, and i think it was the only material that could block the flames, since i'm pretty sure the roads were made from the same thing. most buildings also didn't had windows, or had very small windows, i don't know why but probably for a good reason.

and uhm these are the only things i can remember for now.. i hope i remember more soon.