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Today and from now on… Im going to take some time to put more of myself out there through sharing a lot more of myself on here. I have the least followers in here and to be honest that is ok.
I live to learn. I love to read and journal all the time. I have a chronic book 📚 addiction.
In an effort to niche down and find my target audiences i gave found myself not really telling my story as best as I can. There is something about writing ✍🏼 especially in something as marvelous aa a paperblanks journal 📓 that helps me to express myself fully within these pages.
This is important because it helps me stay creative, review my principles and goals, and to come back to my why or rational for making strategic decisions.
P.S. This is Chance…hes a studio cat and I love ❤️ him
Studying 📚 the craft and learning about the music business, and music publishing.
How yall like my study aesthetic? 🤔💯
Hope you win that sh*t. 💯
The other day a friend ran out to check on me after a long night out. I stormed out angrily to take a walk and to my surprise she followed me out there.
She could tell I wasn’t about to open up about anything so she lead with vulnerability and told me about some of her struggles she has had over the years. Then of course she brought the conversation back to me and my feelings. I was clammed up.
This is not my wife (whom I was upset with at the time) so I felt guilty, wrong for even thinking that I could emotionally open up to her. Even though at that moment, i truly did feel all alone in the world. Yall know that feeling right?!? I mean this is. Tumblr after all lmao 😂
I deflected and asked her more about her own situation and effectively “got out” of talking about my feelings.
Afterwards though, i really thought about it. There were a lot of folx around but she was the one to come out and check on me. I needed someone to even if I didn’t say it. Normally im the extrovert of my friend groups. The solid one. The one you go to for guidance, wisdom, and also to have fun and laugh. I love to smile and make others smile as well.
I texted my friend and told her it meant a lot that she checked ✅ on me, but more importantly i think i walked away with a better understanding of the types of people and depth of understanding i would like to have around me more.
Those of us who have to largest smiles know the most pain. Never forget that.
These are my thoughts 💭 on what im thinking 🤔.
Peace ✌🏾,
- Teach_or_Trav