I Want To Be Sick - Tumblr Posts
— All About Marsh ៹!! ⸗ 🪽
🫐 Basic Info
Age : 18
Pronouns : he/him
Active as of : September 2023
Other : ED + semi NSFW blog
— 🕯️☕️🧺🫐🪽 —
📄 Blog Overview
This is an ED blog, I will be posting / reblogging things that could be triggering to some. This includes bcs, spos, diets, restriction meals, restriction motivation, and more.
I added NSFW to the description as more of a safety net or disclaimer. I highly doubt I’ll be rbing corn or anything highly graphic. Most NSFW posts will either be horny text posts or my own horny thoughts, which I will tag accordingly!
Aside from ED / NSFW related stuff, I’ll also use this blog to like fanart, poetry, fics, moodboards, and memes. If I reblog anything unrelated to EDs I’ll tag it accordingly.
My tagging system:
#my posts ‹3 — Any original posts I make.
#daily log 🫐 — A daily log of my weight, steps, intake, etc. Hopefully I actually stick to posting everyday lol.
#ed moodboard ✦ — Moodboards that depict underweight bodies and/or restrictive imagery.
#ed collage ☆ — Collages that depict underweight bodies and/or restrictive imagery.
#not ed related •﹏• — Pretty self explanatory! I’ll probably use this for fandom related posts/rbs. (Keep scrolling for fandom info/ non ED stuff)
#18+ ✞ — Anything NSFW related, feel free to blog this tag if needed! :)
🦴 Stats
Sw : 128lbs / 58kgs (BMI 22)
Cw : 108lbs / 48.9kgs (BMI 18.5)
Gws :
125lbs / 56.7kgs (BMI 21.5)
120lbs / 54.4kgs (BMI 20.6)
115lbs / 52kgs (BMI 19.7)
112lbs / 50.8kgs (BMI 19.2)
110lbs / 49.9kgs (BMI 18.9)
107Ibs / 48.5kgs (BMI 18.4)
104Ibs / 47kgs (BMI 17.8)
100lbs / 45.3kgs (BMI 17.2)
97lbs / 44kgs (BMI 16.6)
95lbs / 43kgs (BMI 16.3)
93lbs / 42kgs (BMI 16)
★ 90lbs / 40.8kgs (BMI 15.4) ★
🧺 DNI / BYF
DNI
Uncomfortable with rare NSFW
Basic DNI (racist, -phobic, etc.)
Not ED or NSFW related
Proship, CNC / rape, shota / loli
Those true crime fans
Can’t think of anything else off the top of my head, if I don’t like you I’ll just block lol
BYF
I’m autistic, please be patient and tolerate my occasional “guys look at this thing I like”.
I have binge urges and often get stuck in binge / restrict cycles, don’t expect me to be the perfect ana.
I’m proana, meaning I support open conversation about EDs within ED spaces such as edblr, edtwt, and other forums.
I’m pro recovery for everyone except myself LOL
Idk how active I’ll be on here. I mainly use edtwt atm, but we’ll see how edblr works for me!
🖤 Interests
(Spinterest , Hyperfix)
TV
TLOU HBO
The Sandman
Hannibal BBC
Breaking Bad / BCS
Shameless
Archive 81
Drag Race
Adventure Time
ATLA / TLOK
Gravity Falls
Gotham
Movies
Howl’s Moving Castle
Spiderverse
HTTYD
Now You See Me
Anime (📓 = Manga also)
JJK 📓
The Promised Neverland 📓
Mononoke
AOT
One Piece
Soul Eater
Death Note
OHSHC
Tokyo Revengers 📓
TBHK
Free!
Given
Blue Lock
Podcasts
TMA
Red Valley
Malevolent
Archive 81
Games
Portal
FNAF
Pokemon
UT / DR
Tower of Fantasy
Roblox (play with me pls)
Enstars
Sky: COTL
Splat2n
Other
True crime
My OCs
Writing
Baking
Homestuck
Daily Log (08/30/23)
Morning Weight: 110lbs / 49.9kg (BMI 18.9)
Food and cals under the cut
Breakfast @ 10:20am - 36cal
A few sips of smoothie
Lunch @ 2:00pm - 25cal
Diet cherry limeade + blackberry flavor
Dinner @ 6:00pm - 626cal
Chile verde, rice, tortillas, and tomato
Snack @ 8:30pm - 280cal
Had some ice cream, idk how much but at least I didn’t binge today
Water - 48oz
Intake: 967
Burned: 615
Net: 352
Actual Deficit: 1,800 - 967 = 833
i want to be sick, i want people to worry about me. i want to be delicate. i want to be fragile.
I will be loveable.
Even if it isn't by her. Even if it isn't right now. I will be loveable. She will adore me. She does adore me. She will adore my body. Be worried about me and completely dedicated to me. Only me. Only want me. My body.
why i need to stay consistent in october
•halloween
•can't look good in a costume unless your thin
•you don't want your girlfriend to think your ugly
•you don't want to be embarrassed when someone pulls out these photos
•don't you want to eat you halloween candy and not look like a hog
•don't you want to look the best
the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have i losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight the most important responsibility i have is losing weight