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Yo wait. My older brother has epilepsy and I had assumed his major episodes came from his father.
I get little shiver twitches that last a second. I had no fucking idea that counted. Genuinely thought it was an anxiety thing to feel head-tilt-twitches for a shiver.
How… how do you measure that out? I can’t measure my trauma.
BORN TO FORGET
WORLD IS A BLUR
I Am Memory Issues Man
410,757,864,530 FORGOTTEN PRECIOUS MEMORIES
Damn it. I thought I wasn’t gonna have a panic attack this year.
Just heard what sounded like gun shots through the fireworks in the air.
I know it’s not normal to make a mental suicide note at least once every other week…
Why the fuck is it my normal?
I just realized why the right wing thinks they’re safe to talk with me.
I’m so use to my mother pulling the same ramblings and I just keep wanting to tell her that trump would easily choose to kill her first two of three children because we’re both disabled…
My work just made a message to all stores to make an instagram ad. If I end up in one, just know that corporate probably didn’t get anyone else to do it without a bribe, and I am easily bribed by coupon cards that give me basically free lunches.
I won a pie-eating contest last year for 3 of the coupons last year. I’m that much into my black-mirror episode.
I’ve got three conferences, a meeting, and 500 boxes of product I never ordered being shipped to the business at a constant basis.
My dad was dealing with some mixed feelings so I told him "In therapy when something is too complicated to do a simple 'pro and contra list' we sometimes do an excercise where you imagine all these mixed feelings around a table in some kind of conference, letting each tell their bit and you leading the debate."
and my dad didn't really respond and just stared ahead so I kept preparing lunch. Until a few minutes later when he suddenly piped up: "I am having a bad time at the conference"
It’s weird being tired physically but mentally I want to do all the things.
Yo wait
DnD but it’s Lego characters. You’re limited to whatever Lego has available as of seeing this post.
I consider making pancakes self care.
I don’t want to send people to a link of ads, so ask in messages and I’ll send you the pancake recipe with website
New type of goo word for my Vegas raised ass.
No, Google Docs, there is a distinct difference between "cussing" and "cursing."
Crying so hard that you laugh like a maniac while tears are streaming down your face, not knowing why the hell a smile is pulling your face back when you want to scream. It lasted two hours.
It’s basically a reverse cutie mark. Mine was for driving a big metal death machine.
“Welcome to the kingdom” kinger joked as she invited Ragatha into his pillow fort. Inside wasn’t anything but shadowed vibrant colors of fabric, digital cotton pillows. He always enjoyed seeing Ragatha smile, as her smile motivated her more than anything else to his mind.
“Why thank you, kinger!” Ragatha playfully bows, following the pattern she would do every week when kinger wants to. “So, for the meeting to start today. Have we decided on name for the new cricket?” Ragatha would ask as soon as she gained a seat, pulling out a notebook and opening to a page, on it is the name Clover over and over again.
Kinger would stare off for a moment before zipping over to the opposite side of the pillow fort to her. “Yes! I am in fact thinking of the name Clover… or maybe… Zap. I am not sure yet.” His eyes traveled in different directions, pausing to try
Kinger would pull down a pillow from his wall to act as a meeting table between the two, holding his hands together and hesitantly looking around. “I bring this meeting of leaders for a… more concerning reason tho.”
Kinger gives a stammer with soft breath.
“Does Pomni fear me…?”
Ragatha looked shocked that kinger would ask such a question. “what? N-no… why would you ask that?”
“Her hands” kinger reached his palms out onto the ‘table’. “Her fingertips were cold as ice… I don’t suppose she feels lonely since she makes you smile too, but…” his eyelid twitched, beginning to shiver in panic.
(I am completely overthinking and coping my own memory issues onto kinger. Not trying to fish for approval but if ya want more writing, I’m trying to get back into it)