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for the asks that start off normal but get progressively darker, how about #3, 4, 14, 16, 23?

Thank you for the ask! And thank you for answering my ask

#3- If you could live anywhere and cost wasn't an issue, where would you live? :: I would love to live in Hill Top Cottage in Ambleside, or, failing that, I would probably want to live in a German castle like Hohenschwangau Castle or somewhere in Italy. (I can’t decide)

#4- If you were a time of day, what time of day would you be? :: Either Golden Hour or Midnight.

#14- Would you rather know the date or cause of your death? :: The date, because if I knew I would die in a painful way, it would stop me from living happily.

#16- Are we really living or are we just slowly dying? :: They say the point of life is death, so I think slowly dying.

#23- Would you rather be burned at the stake but die a saint beloved by all, or die peacefully but have nobody remember you? :: If re-incarnation is real, then I would rather be burned at the stake. If it isn’t, I would rather die peacefully. But I guess I won’t find that out in this lifetime.

I feel like it is almost impossible to have never lived in a different house, when I was a month old, I had already lived in 5 different places!

(I’ve actually never made a poll before, let’s go)

I’m not going to tag anyone because I am too tired. I trust this will find people who will vote. If the correct answer is not chosen I will give the correct answer in a weeks time.

(Edit: The answer was the third one)

two truths and a lie (tagged by @bl1nk-182)

tagging: @agaypersonthing @willgrahamsleftear @james-wilsons-mommymilkers @r3z1l1c1ous

“It’s been too long since we last spoke.”

You were just a bet (pt 2)

~Description:You found out you were just a bet and something happens to you that you couldn’t even believe it~

Doctor = Purple

You = Green

Pt 1

Warning: Mentions of deadly disease, some blood,and mentions of death(barley), if you are uncomfortable with these topics pls don’t read! (lmk if I miss any!)

After you heard everything you put the bag of food on the floor in front of the door not even bothering to knock or let Tengen and the others know you were there and you quickly walked out of the house. You ran quickly covering your face hoping everyone around you didn’t see your crying face. When you got home you fell onto the ground and bursted crying your eyes out when suddenly you coughed, which didn’t surprise you but when you opened your eyes you saw flower petals on the floor. You were confused on why there were flower petals on the floor but just then you cough again but more harshly and you see more flowers along with some blood.

You were confused and a bit concerned so you went to the bathroom and cleaned your face. After cleaning your face you go to a town doctor and after a while of talking and the doctor giving you worried looks by what you tell him he looks at you and says “I’m very sorry to tell you this but you have Hanahaki Disease…” you were confused on why he was so worried so you ask “what is Hanahaki Disease and why do you look so worried…?” The doctor then proceeded to tell you “A person can catch Hanahaki Disease when they experience unrequited love, meaning that the person they have a crush on doesn't love them back. From everything that you are telling me you might just have Hanahaki Disease…” You looked stunned and afraid. “Is there any way you can confirm this..? What if it’s a misunderstanding?” you spoke trying not to scream but you are panicking. “Now, please remain calm, to make sure this isn’t a misunderstanding I could run some tests right now. Would you like that?” The doctor says to you in a calm tone. “Yes please doctor…” you say trying to calm down.

After a couple of minutes of the doctor trying to get everything the doctor finally runs the tests and after 15 minutes of waiting the doctor comes back looking disappointed..? Or maybe sad… The doctor sighs and looks at you and says “I’m very sorry to inform you but you do have Hanahaki Disease.” You nearly cried “Okay… Okay doc is there anything you could do to cure this?” you asked hoping there was a way for you to live. “Sadly no unless you can get your crush to love you I’m sorry but there’s nothing I can do…” the doctor says. You sigh “Thank you for letting me know doc.” you say before you pay the doctor and begin walking home until you start coughing harshly and some blood along with some flower petals. You knew this wasn’t going to end good…

To be continued…

Taglist: @k-cris

Just for you to know if u wanna repost feel free to do so

You were just a bet (pt 3)

Description: You’re dying and you can’t kill demons and do your job and the hashiras get worried… Especially Tengen

Tw: blood, death, cursing, etc I think ^^

Tengen = Red

Doctor = Orange

Shinobu = Shinobu

Giyu = Blue

You finally managed to get home after having to stop multiple times since you wouldn’t stop coughing blood & flowers. You run a bath and you take a shower but you ended it early since you started to lose more blood and it ruined the water. You got dressed but you soon started to realize you were starting to feel weak and you could barely even stand but you still were able to get to bed.

3 days go by and you didn’t have the energy to do anything so you decided to not move and just throw up in the little trash can you had in the corner of your bed. You try to eat some things but you aren’t eating as much as you used to. In the Butterfly Mansion Tengen went to Shinobu and asked her if she knew about where you were. “Tengen you asked me 10 times already. I don't know where she is or what she has been doing!” Shinobu says annoyed. “Okay I’m sorry I’m just worried okay!” Tengen said worried. “Didn’t you only date her for $30 or something, why are you so worried now?” Shinobu said. Tengen looked shocked and said “H-how do you know about that…?” Shinobu raised a brow and said “Giyu told me, he felt bad and he didn’t want to keep it to himself and apparently I was the first person he’d tell.” Tengen stayed silent before rushing out the mansion.

Tengen goes around to find Giyu and he finds him eating ramen. Tengen goes up to Giyu and says “Why would you tell Shinobu about the bet?!” Giyu calmly looked up at Tengen and said “Because I couldn’t keep it to myself plus it’s fucked up and you should know that…” Tengen sighed and said “come on! It’s all just a joke. I mean I’m not fake dating you so why do you feel bad?” Giyu stopped eating and looked angrily up at Tengen “The reason i feel fucking bad is because they(referring to you) had a fucking crush on you! That’s why I feel bad and yet here you are messing with their feelings. You’re an asshole Tengen.” Tengen looked shocked and asked “Do you know where they are…?” Giyu responded saying “No, I do not and even if I did I wouldn’t tell you just so you could go and mess with their feelings more.” Tengen got frustrated and screamed “Don’t you care about them?! Find out where they are!” Giyu splashed his ramen onto Tengen. “How about you go look for them since you’re their oh so brave boyfriend who everyone thinks is amazing.” And with that Giyu walks off.

Tengen is left stunned and so he goes back to his home and washes up telling his wives that he’ll be right back in a couple of minutes there’s something important he had to attend too. His wives all said okay and for him to be safe and with that Tengen left. Tengen went to your home to see if maybe you’d be there. “I hope they didn’t get killed by a demon…” Tengen says to himself. He calls out your name and no response so he slowly opens the door and goes inside. He looks around until he hears harsh coughing. Tengen decides to follow the coughing and he finds you… You were pale and some blood was on the floor next to your bed. Tengen said “Y/n..? What happened to you..?” You do not respond and Tengen walks closer to you and sees you passed out. Tengen panicked and took you into his arms and rushed you to a doctor.

When Tengen got to the doctor the nurses and doctors all took you away to a room. 5 hours later one of the doctors came out of the room and told Tengen “Sir who are you to this patient?” Tengen looked at the doctor and said “I-I’m a lover.” “Alright then, so I’m sorry to let you know that this patient is very sick and is diagnosed with Hanahaki Disease.” The doctor says. “Okay… thank you doctor…” Tengen says in disbelief.

To be continued >:))

As you know in the next part Tengen will suffer and you will die ^^

Taglist: @k-cris

Also pretty sure I messed up the colors a bit so sorry🥲

You were just a bet (pt 4)

Description: You died and Tengen will forever live with the guilt. (Kanae makes an appearance, please just pretend she’s alive in this time period.🥲) Last part <3

Tw: Death, language, funeral (rip you)

Kanae = Purple

Tengen = Orange

Doctor = Green

Kagaya = Blue

The day after Tengen brought you to the doctors you have been fighting for your life trying your best to stay alive but you were unconscious and your imagination was getting the better of you. During your coma the hanahaki disease put you in, you were imagining yourself in a world where Tengen actually loved you, a world where you and Tengen plus his wives were all happy together but of course that wasn’t reality. Meanwhile in reality Tengen was worried sick and so he called the other hashira to the room you were in unconscious. Sanemi felt a bit bad since he knew that this was kind of his fault since he was the one who gave Tengen the bet and now look at you, just laying on the hospital bed not moving an inch.

Sanemi was getting yelled at by Kanae which made him feel worse. “Sanemi, how could you do something so fucking stupid! Same with you Tengen, why would you accept a stupid fucking bet like that!” Sanemi stayed silent while Tengen wanted to defend himself “Look I can explain, I didn’t fucking think this would happen to them! I never wanted this shit to happen!” “Well too damn bad cause it did happen! My god why couldn’t you think correctly?! Did Y/n’s efforts not go noticed or something?” Kanae screamed. “What efforts are you even fucking talking about Kanae!” Tengen asks, confused. Kanae looked at him in disbelief “Are you serious? Y/n always got you flowers, chocolates, gifts,clothes and more! Did you never once think it was because they liked you?!” She screamed at him.

Tengen began to remember when you would buy him and his wives things. He used to think you were just being kind and sweet but no… You loved him. “I.. Didn’t know…” he says. Mitsuri was crying in Kanae’s arms while Shinobu, Giyu, Rengoku, Gyomei, and Kagaya were all disappointed in Tengen and Sanemi. While Muichiro showed no emotion despite being sad because he saw you as a parental figure. 2 days go by and the hashira and Kagaya all come to check up on you again but they are met with an unpleasant surprise seeing doctors going into your room screaming code blue. Everyone but Kagaya were confused and Kagaya said “Now children, though we cannot be calm this code blue means medical emergency so y/n might not be doing so well currently…” Everyone panicked but some sat down in chairs while others stayed standing waiting for the doctors to notify them of anything. After two hours a doctor came out of your room looking disappointed. Tengen asked the doctor “Hey doc… how’s y/n?” The doctor looked at him and said “I’m sorry to inform you but y/n sadly lost their life… I’m sorry for your loss.” Everyone was devastated, especially Tengen. Tengen began to cry, so did Mitsuri and some others. Two days later there they are, at your funeral. Some were crying while others just stayed quiet. Tengen was one of those who cried because he was the reason you died. Tengen will never forgive himself and he will forever live with the guilt.

~The end~

I feel like I messed up on colors so if I did I’m sorry🥲

Taglist: @k-cris

~No Sweater~ (Third of December Special)

Description: You remember when Mitsuri used to give you her sweater but now that she’s gone you have no sweater to wear.

Tw: Mentions of death

Mitsuri = Pink

You = Green

A/N: hope you like it!

Today is the third of december. The time of year where many couples have a sweater and yet… This is the second year you go without a sweater. You used to have a sweater every single third of December but ever since the final battle where your lover Mitsuri Kanroji died… In the final battle you, Mitsuri, and everyone else were fighting Muzan and Mitsuri saw you were about to get attacked when you didn’t even realize it, so what did she do…? She got in the way of the attack on purpose, trying to protect you because of how much she loved you. Muzan was successfully killed but many lives were lost, one of those being Mitsuri. Her final words hurt you like hell. “No matter what happens to me, I’ll always be with you even in the spirit world if I have to. You will always have a special place in my heart, No one can replace you, Please my love… Live for me.” were her words. You cried knowing you could’ve saved her if only you didn’t let your guard down…

You visited her grave with a bouquet of flowers. “Hey love… Happy third of December… I hope you know I miss you.” and with that you put the flowers next to her tombstone and cried. “I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you and as much as I want to join you… I’ll stay alive for you…” If only you knew Mitsuri was right there as a spirit watching you… Feeling so proud that you’re living for her. Mitsuri knew you couldn’t hear her but that didn’t stop her from singing a little lullaby

Sorry this was short 🥲

Music played while making this:

Heather by Conan Grey

Remember me from coco

Feel better by Penelope Scott

Black out Days by Phantogram

Things to do by Alex G

Water fountain by Alec Benjamin

Wasted Summers by Juju <3

“Loved you yesterday, love you still, always have, and always will.”

Description: The words your lover always told you to make you feel loved, were the last words you heard from him…

Tw: Mentions of death and cursing

Muzan = Red

You = Blue

Your lover Muzan Kibutsuji was diagnosed with a disease that made him very weak and fragile, making him angry at everything… But he could never be mad at his beautiful lover, which was you. You tried so hard to take care of him. Trying to feed him, make him at least smile, make him laugh even if it was for a short second or minute, you tried your best just for him. He loved you and everyday he would repeat the same words to you which were “Loved you yesterday, love you still, always have, and always will…”

You adored those words even if Muzan repeated them everyday before you and him would fall asleep. One day the doctor comes since you wanted to see how Muzan was doing but according to the doctor Muzan would die tomorrow. When you and Muzan heard this you began to cry while Muzan scowled and said to the doctor “You useless piece of shit! You’re a doctor and you had so many days to help me and you did nothing! Get the fuck out!” And with those words the doctor left the room leaving you and Muzan alone.

“Don’t die, not yet please not yet!” you say in between sobs. Muzan sat up with your help and he hugged you. “Remember my words, my love… Loved you yesterday, love you still, always have, and always will… Remember those words even if I do die…” And with that you and Muzan cuddled and fell asleep. When you woke up Muzan was gone, you began to panic imagining what could have happened to your poor lover. You immediately got up and began to look around for him.

Looking around you find so many dead bodies, some without heads and others without a body, it makes you even more worried. After looking everywhere you see a man in a suit with a white hat. “Hello…? Who are you and why are you here..?” The man turned around looking at you “Remember these words…” while saying that he walked closer to you and caressed your cheek. “Loved you yesterday, love you still, always have, and always will, well until now” and with that everything went black.

Sorry this is short & sorry if I messed up the colors hopefully I didn’t🥲

I hope you enjoyed this (more writings are coming just give me 25+ years /hj)

Requests are still open so feel free to request whatever

Faded Memory

Summary: You woke up but you don’t remember a single thing of your past. You don’t even know what you are or who you are. 

Tw: mentions of eating a dead body + slaughtering Reader speaking is blue

villager speaking is red

Pt 2 of - - - - > pt 1

You slowly open your eyes to see the sun’s rays hitting the floor from the window away from you. You get up and walk around until you find a mirror and you see that you do not look the same at all… You had a whole new appearance. The only thing you saw that was familiar was your white camellia flower hairpin and that was pretty much it. You felt weird, like as if you felt so much stronger but you couldn’t understand how. 

You found a window and you tried to reach out into the sun but ended up hissing in pain. The pain was very piercing and you saw your skin burn. However, you saw that your skin very quickly healed. You knew that no normal human would burn up unless they had solar urticaria, but even if someone did have that they wouldn’t heal up as quickly as you just did. You wondered and wondered what could have become of you but you just couldn’t think of anything. 

You started to feel hungry so you went into the kitchen and found some food. You tried to eat it but you threw it up so quickly. You couldn’t understand why you couldn’t eat but your priority right now was trying to get something to consume. The day seemed to just swing by because when you looked outside you saw it was nighttime. You decided to extend your hand out into the moonlight and you felt no burn or sting so you fully stepped out of your home. You saw that you were just fine and so you went back inside and decided to get a change of clothes before going outside and you walked down to the village and all you saw was bodies of the unlived. 

You couldn’t understand why everyone died but you couldn’t do anything. All of a sudden, you smelled something like blood and it fueled you and it made you so hungry. You started to drool as if you couldn’t resist eating the dead bodies. You decided to take a little bite of a human you found because maybe, just maybe, this will satisfy your hunger. You took a bite and you felt addicted so you kept eating away at the human. After you finished you felt that your hunger was actually satisfied. You then saw that the sun was rising so you were going to rush home until you realized your estate was too far. Your next best thing was to just run into a house and hide there. However, when you entered that random home you saw a villager, an alive villager, and you wondered how he was alive. The villager was trembling in fear as you walked towards him. “Please wait! you can’t kill us like how he did the others, please have mercy!” the villager says. You think for a second to wonder what this villager is speaking of. “What are you talking about? Who killed the other villagers?” you ask hoping this damn villager will put his fear aside and give you an answer. “It was Muzan! He slaughtered everyone!” You suddenly feel as if that name was familiar. “Muzan..” you said. It was like as if you remembered something but your mind just couldn’t think of an image or memory of that name. 

“Fine. I’ll show you mercy however I will be staying here with or without your permission because I cannot go out until night time. Do you understand?” You asked the villager. “Yes! Yes of course stay here as long as you like! Just please let me live!” you rolled your eyes. "Whatever" you mumbled

To be continued...

A/N: I posted this on my computer so sorry if its wonky or just doesn't look good.

Hey so can we talk about how much Julien justs. Excepts death.

!!YOUR TURN TO DIE CHAPTER 1 SPOILERS BELOW!!

CW: MENTION OF DEATH

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it’s the sillies

the one on the left is Keiji i just thought it’d be funny to give him a trench coat (he’s a detective-kinda, he deserves a funny trench coat) and grown out hair roots cause it’s a nice contrast to the piss yellow hair

the one on the right is Nozomi, an oc of mine! no other comment about her (for now)

Thinking about how every with birthday they celebrated for Lucette, Artorias’ fear and grief grows.

Each lover she gains and loses is another step closer to another major milestone in her life. 

Every inch she grows is another dagger of heartache stabbed into his chest.

Every instance of a cold or a fever striking her was a slap from reality to remind him of the inevitable fate.

Each suitor that asks for his Starlight’s hand in marriage is another harsh reminder of the truth that her kind carry.

She does not have the lifespan of a God kin. She does not have the stronger endurance of his kind. She does not have the long lasting youth that he does.

Like all other humans, Lucette will eventually grow old and die. One day, Artorias will have to watch his Starlight’s glow fade and vanish. One day, he will have to grieve for her.

And he’s not ready for it. He doesn’t want to. The thought terrifies him in a primal way. He will not watch his daughter wither and decay. He refuses that reality. And he will do practically anything to make sure it doesn’t come to pass.

he nods, tries to hide his internal, completely unreasonable panic. it's a plant. they all die eventually, so what if his happens to die a lot quicker than most ? he’s managed to keep it alive for the last hour, which in it itself feels like a wild accomplishment. " you know what, you're right. it'll be fine. i'll be fine. i mean, i'm a dog dad. plants have got to be easier, right ? way easier. " except his dog, charlie, was difficult to forget about. wouldn't let you forget when he needed fed, or walked. soon a heavy sigh emits, regret kicking in deep. " but now that i'm thinking about it, i don't think i need the plant. my moods great, i don't even have stress, " he says, whilst being visible stressed. dealt with so much bigger and impactful responsibilities in his life so he's not quite sure why this one scares him so much. " so do you, uh . . . want a free plant ? "

alyssa couldn’t help but smile at ace's flustered explanation. his earnest struggle with the concept of plant care was endearing, and she found his awkwardness rather charming. “ ace, you’re not doomed,” she said, trying to suppress a laugh. “ honestly, a little plant isn’t as high-maintenance as you think. if you can manage caffeine intake, you can definitely manage watering a plant. and yes, setting reminders is a great idea. as for ‘plants for dummies,’ i'm sure they exist—or at least a quick online search will do the trick. trust me, you’ve got this. just remember, plants are pretty forgiving as long as you show them a bit of love and attention.” her tone was warm and reassuring, aiming to lift his spirits and ease his anxiety about the seemingly trivial task.

Autism sucks. I have shitty organizational and math skills and now my future at the college I’ve been accepted to is in danger of being rescinded since I got a D+ in math. Fuck

Not even religious but praying to God and my deceased Grandmother as we speak

Autism sucks. I have shitty organizational and math skills and now my future at the college I’ve been accepted to is in danger of being rescinded since I got a D+ in math. Fuck

Not even religious but praying to God and my deceased Grandmother as we speak

Autism sucks. I have shitty organizational and math skills and now my future at the college I’ve been accepted to is in danger of being rescinded since I got a D+ in math. Fuck

Not even religious but praying to God and my deceased Grandmother as we speak

Autism sucks. I have shitty organizational and math skills and now my future at the college I’ve been accepted to is in danger of being rescinded since I got a D+ in math. Fuck

Not even religious but praying to God and my deceased Grandmother as we speak

@thcrealheroes ; hughie : " I fucked up. I - I fucked up, Vicky. I - I - I just . . . I got compound V and thought it could save my dad's life. I just . . . but I didn't do it . . . my mom shot him up with it, and he seemed better - until he wasn't and . . . I had to put him down - I had . . . " random inbox asks ; always accepting.

     𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭  𝐬𝐡𝐞  𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐫  𝐭𝐨  𝐬𝐞𝐞  𝐡𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐢𝐞  𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞,     she  knew  something  terrible  had  happened,  she  could  see  it  on  his  face  and  she  knew  there  was  absolutely  nothing  she  could  do  to  fix  it  for  him.     she  was  able  to  pull  him  inside,  set  him  down  on  the  couch  and  she  sat  on  the  edge  of  her  coffee  table,  holding  his  hands  as  she  looked  at  him,  willing  him  to  just  tell  her  what  happened.     but  the  moment  he  started  talking,  her  heart  just  broke  for  him  because  losing  a  parent  was  hard  enough,  he  had  barely  been  wrapping  his  head  around  that  his  dad  had  been  in  a  coma,  she  wasn't  surprised  that  he  potentially  thought  compound  v  could     𝐟𝐢𝐱     the  issue.     but  compound  v  was  never  the  solution,  something  she  had  learnt  the  hard  way  by  giving  it  to  zoe  when  she  shouldn't  have.     dark  eyes  blurred  with  tears  of  her  own  for  a  moment,  listening  to  him  talk  about  what  happened  and  she  immediately  moved  to  wrap  him  into  a  hug,     "     sshhhh,  it's  okay.     you  did  the  right  thing,  you  always  do,     "     she  soothes,  hand  rubbing  at  his  back  as  she  knows  all  he  needs  right  now  is  to  be  comforted.     she  should've  been  there  for  him,  she  should've  know  he  would  try  something  like  this  and  although  he  didn't  give  it  to  his  dad,  she  wasn't  surprised  that  daphne  would  take  matters  into  her  own  hands.     victoria  knew  she  was  right  not  to     𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭     his  mother,  despite  what  he  said.

     𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐡𝐢𝐦  𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲  𝐭𝐨  𝐜𝐮𝐩  𝐡𝐢𝐬  𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞,     dark  eyes  holding  his  as  she  gently  strokes  his  face  with  her  thumb.     there  was  nothing  she  could  do  to  help  make  this  heartache  easier  for  him,  except  be  there  for  him  in  whatever  way  he  needed  from  her.     she  should've  been  at  the  hospital  with  him,  she  knew  that  hugh  had  only  a  few  days  left,  some  things  like     𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲     had  to  be  more  important  than  anything  else.     but  she  could  be  here  for  him  now,  in  whatever  he  needed  and  she  wasn't  going  to  let  him  be  alone,     "     i  am  so  sorry,  hughie.     you  never  should've  been  put  in  a  situation  like  that,     "     victoria  told  him  softly,  leaning  forward  to  press  a  comforting  kiss  to  his  forehead  before  leaning  hers  against  his,     "     you're  staying  here  tonight,  okay?     i  don't  think  you  should  be  alone,     "     she  tells  him  softly,  leaning  back  to  look  at  him,  unsure  of  what  exactly  he  needed  from  her  right  now  but  she  would  do  whatever  she  had  to  to  help  him  through  the  loss  of  his  dad.     one  of  her  hands  moves  through  his  hair  as  she  looks  at  him,     "     i'm  going  to  make  you  some  tea.     are  you  hungry?     do  you  need  anything?     "

sounds like a way to die imo

No kitty face, sus

I'm not gonna act like a fucking furry

Seeing someone wearing a mask reminds me of that one camping trip I had with family back in Johto. It's so surreal looking back at it, running from people in the masks of Ariados and Weavile and the like and now I've had to run from the real deal for a long time now. I don't know how much longer I can last out here, or how long until someone finds me. Sometimes I miss that dive I took in the Lake if Rage now that I have had 3 years to look back on it. If I did start to drown, at least someone would have been there to save me. Now I fear going off the shore on this tiny raft I made from the very little I could scavenge from the abandoned mill I run across a few months ago. I don't want to sink, to drown. I hope you never have to know the feeling like I do.

With all regards, Autumn

oh- im, uh- im sorry i dont know what to say or how to help, im, really sorry

are... i dunno are you okay? Is there anything i can do to help-? this is really worrying