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CHEATER ADVICE
So I had recently started seeing an ex girlfriend again back at the beginning of the new year. When we together before it was very serious just a couple years ago but things didn't work out. We kind of stayed in touch until she started seeing someone else and we lost contact. She later messaged me after and told me they broke up. In the beginning we were keeping things VERY casual even discussing seeing other people or fun sex stories. This turned into us fooling around and eventually starting to see eachother a lot more often and acting a lot like we were in a relationship. We did specify that we weren't official but eventually did say neither of us were seeing / looking to see / or had plans or prospects on seeing anyone else. She even told me "you don't have anything to worry about" "I'd let you know and tell ypu if I ever wanted to do anything else with anyone" and "I would never be interested in having more than one partner in or around the same time frame" and things start going really well with us hanging out/seeing eachother. Just a few weeks ago I stumbled into her facebook and found out that she has been intensely Sexting with a friend of hers while talking about wanting to hook up. Not the end of the world but I keep reading and find out just recently they hung out and she blew him, he spanked her, and choked her (all things we like to do and play around with). I'm not so upset about the fact that it happened but that she went out of her way to lie to me and act like nothing was going on. I'm really hurt by the dishonesty and behaviour but I have to admit part of me is really turned on by it. We have discussed before the idea of open relationships or threesomes or bringing someone in but the idea had always included full openness and honesty with eachother. I don't know if I could trust her again or if I should even give her a chance. I did call her out and she apologized and promises it wouldn't happen again but also said she still doesn't want to make anything official at this time because she isn't ready because of her breakup. We are hanging out less often but still trying to keep things together while we decide what to do but I'm at a loss. Does anyone have any advice or help they can give me. (not just looking for the obvious "sissy type" answers or role plays, I'm honestly asking for help. Thanks.
Transkrip percakapan cara menjawab interview untuk berlatih menjawab pertanyaan interview pekerjaan. Semoga sukses medapatkan pekerjaan impian.
Think about me
Please think about me. When you stare at her, please think about me. Think about me like I think of you. Why can't you love me like I do you? Or perhaps you don't love at all. Maybe I'm the idiot that's trying. But I have one request.
Please think about me. When you say forever, please think about me. Think of the bleeding truth. Forever does not mean a week. Or maybe it is my heart that is weak. Or that I care too much. I am trying to grow a flower without water in a dessert.
Please think about me. When you lust for them. I am human too, and maybe somewhere you are too. I should but I can't. I know but I ignore.
I should think about me.
How did I not see it before? Under that sweet venomous words, those lying eyes and cheating smile. How could I not see it before? The way you watched her, called her beautiful. You wanted everyone but me. How did I not see it before? You never wanted me, you just liked the idea of me.
If you can cheat on your girl and come home, look her in the eye and tell her you love her then you are the lowest kind of man in the pyramid.
ECSTASY MASTERLIST
pt.1
↳ where the reader is goes dumb on jungkook’s d*ck. pure smut
pt.2
↳ where jungkook and the reader have a short hookup session. smut.
pt.3
↳ jungkook fucks the reader whilst on the phone to jihyo. smut
pt.4
↳ jungkook and reader fuck at a party. smut
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❝ ecstasy ❞
- sypnosis ; jungkook fucks the reader completely dumb. you need him so bad. you can’t help it.
- paring ; jungkook x female reader [ established relationship].
- warnings ; pussy play, mentions of cheating, jungkook can’t make a choice, p in v [wrap it before you tap it] dick riding , dumbification, cum play, desperate reader, slight neck grabbing, mentions of hickies (?) , cum eating, nude pictures, dacriphyllia [ pleasure form tears], pure smut.
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“ nmph! jungkook!” you whine on his cock as his tattooed hands find the smooth skin on your back. this action of his sends a shiver down your spine. the sweet symphony of moans and skin slapping laced together, filling the room.
jungkook looks up to admire the mess he’s made you into. he can’t help but smile as he looks down at you. the moment of intimacy he feels is short lived when jihyo comes to his mind. his girlfriend. his eyebrows knit together in confusion of his feelings. his mind is ages away.
he moves his hands along your figure, running his finger past your every curve. he finally makes his decision of which part of you he wants to play with next. he leans forwards taking your nipple into his mouth. you moan at this new, warm feeling against your sensitive bud. he pulls off, only a string of saliva from his plump pink lips connecting you two.
your stomach feels like it’s about to explode from the upcoming orgasm. it’s your third one tonight. the overstimulation is getting to you. the stream of praises continue to spill out of his mouth and right into your oblivious ears. your eyes sting with hot tears that begin to rush down your face.
wet lips swollen form sucking and kissing, they part to alert him of your state, but all that comes out is whines of his name. he’s fucked you dumb.
he looks up into your glossy eyes, cupping your face and carresing those pretty pink parted lips of yours. “ awhh, what have i done to you, pretty girl?” he mocks your state as if he doesn’t know. he does.you bite your lip to contain your sobs. “don’t cry, ive got you” he whispers, his words making clench around him.
feelings of pleasure and lust overtake your emotions. your head is foggy with too many thoughts to count. jungkook groans as his finds his way to your hair. he brings you close by your neck, which is covered in his love for you. he runs his hot tounge along it.
finally, your release comes along. it paints your pussy and his stomach in a milky tone. “ ready for me to fill you up?” he half says half moans. god, this man knew how fold you. he’s like a drug, you can’t seem to get enough.
he shoots his load, coaxing your walls with his thick cum. before it can make more of a mess, he swipes the bit that’s dripping off your clit and shoves his fingers into your mouth.
you gag on his fingers, strings of spit and cum mixed together pouring out form the side of your mouth. “ thankyou kookie” you pant, still sucking on the remains of your liquids whilst catching your breath.
he withdraws his fingers from your warm mouth, caressing your lips once more. he brings you off his cock. you look down at his pink slit, which is still oozing a little. he slips on his black breifs, walking towards the dark hallway. he turns back to see your head pop through one of his black shirts.
jungkook paces back to his bedside, grabbing his phone and pressing straight onto the little camera icon at the bottom of the screen. “ stay still baby”. he then grabs a handful of your ass, spreading your cheek and snapping a pic.
“ jungkook-ah! how many times have i told you” you playfully swat his hand away. he just flashes you that infamous toothy bunny smile and leaves the room.
he looks up at the ceiling, knowing he’d choose you in a heartbeat. he didn’t even have to think about it. he just knew. but what he didn’t know is how he was going to throw the whole plan of the future with jihyo away. once again, jungkook’s eyebrows knitted together at the thought of her, of it. the whole thing made him feel weird.
ೃ࿐ BETTER BOYFRIEND THAN HIM ♡ JJK
SYNOPSIS : jungkook makes it a mission to prove to you that he can be better than your boring boyfriend. when it comes to sex, at least.
WARNINGS : SMUT, cheating, unprotected sex, mention of oral sex (f), rough sex, manhandling, missionary, doggy style, mirror sex, squirting, so much dirty talk, degradation kink? but at the same time praise kink? idk jungkook is a menace, low-key soft at the end, angst-y too.
click on readmore (pardon any spelling mistakes <3)
a sigh leaves you lips, your chest moving up and down as you try to catch your breath. a warm feeling pervades your body, as your laboured breathing gets louder in the silent room.
you’re too focused on trying to regain consciousness that you miss jungkook’s gaze on you.
he doesn’t even hide his smirk as he stares at your fucked out expression, your eyes closed as your mouth is slightly open. he doesn’t miss the sweat forming on your forehead, and with a gentle movement of his hand, he moves some strands of your hair away from your face.
you turn your head at the sudden contact, his hand slightly cold against the warmth of your skin. you try to open your eyes, and jungkook lets out a chuckle as you struggle to keep them open.
“that’s all it takes, huh?” he says cockily, and you huff in annoyance at his words. but of course, it’s only fake annoyance. and jungkook knows it too, just by the way your mouth inevitably forms a knowing smile.
“shut up, jeon” you shut him down, your hand finding his face as he chuckles against it.
“oh, i wasn’t even talking,” he says, wetting his lower lips “it was all you, honey”
a grunt leaves you as he smirks at you, his words a not-so-subtle reminder of what happened just a few minutes prior; when he was between your legs, eating you out as if you were his last meal.
you didn’t even try to hide your obscene moans, jungkook purposely teasing you as he moved his skilful tongue against your cunt, alternating between bringing you closer to your edge and taking his mouth off of you, delaying your orgasm.
it wasn’t jungkook if he didn’t play with you before giving you everything you wanted; and you know that it wasn’t over. he never left you unfinished, not without making you come at least two times. and one always with his cock.
that’s why you slightly move away from his touch, brushing off the sheets from your body as you try to sit up on the bed.
“hey, hey” jungkook calls you, instinctively bringing an arm around your waist “where are you going?”
he knew exactly where you’re going. where you’re supposed to be. at your boyfriend’s house, hanging out with him and his friends.
it wasn’t your initial intention, that of meeting with your… you don’t even know how to call him. jungkook is many things to you: he’s a friend, perhaps a close one. he’s the type of person who you would call when you find yourself alone, and he always comes to help, no matter what. he’s everything a woman, or a man, could dream of. except, he’s also unavailable.
that’s what he told you after you tried countless times to set him up with your friends. ‘i’m just not looking for anything serious’ he told you many times, brushing off your attempts of matching him with someone.
so you wonder why, why did he end up hooking up with none other than you, his dearest friend. who just casually happens to have a boyfriend. the most boring, bland boyfriend that could exist, jungkook is sure of that.
he doesn’t understand how you could have fallen for that, why you would possibly find him attractive in any way. perhaps you didn’t, not seriously. because if you did, you wouldn’t cheat on him.
especially with jungkook.
“jungkook,” you call his name, trying to push his hand away. he hears the tone of your voice, not begging but not demanding either. it sounds almost frustrated, and that makes jungkook tighten his grip on you.
“don’t go,” he whispers against you, his forehead pressed against your arm. you can’t help gazing down at him, your expression faltering as he silently begs you not to leave him.
you sigh loudly at his words, not even trying to move away as he keeps you caged on his arms.
“i don’t even know why you’re still with him,” his voice is muffled, but you hear him clearly “i don’t think anyone does”
you scoff at his words, knowing exactly where this is going; you’re now used to it, hearing jungkook say that your boyfriend doesn’t deserve you. not as much as him.
“tell me, why do you even like him in the first place?” he asks bluntly, and you roll your eyes in response.
“he’s always been nice to me,” you try to come up with a reasonable response, but he just shakes his head at your weak attempt to convince him.
“that’s the bare minimum,” he replies “and by the way, i’m nice too. does it mean you let me fuck you because i’m nice? or… nicer than him, at least?”
he doesn’t hide the smirk plastered on his face, as his words hit you with the truth that you’ve been trying to deny it for god knows how long.
“i let you fuck me because you have a big cock, jungkook” you respond challengingly and he shakes his head in disbelief.
“you know what?” he asks suddenly, and you send him a questioning look “he is nice, after all. especially compared to you, who’s been busy being fucked hard by her friend instead of spending time with him.”
you don’t expect such crude words to come out from him, but who are you to deny them? you know you’re on the bad side, sneaking away with him instead of being with your boring boyfriend. but not even once you’ve felt guilty about it.
“but don’t worry,” he says, coming closer to you as he whispers in your ear “i enjoy fucking someone else’s girlfriend”
you feel yourself blushing at his words, his tone purposely lustful as a silent beg of convincing you to stay with him.
as if you would be able to stay away from him for too long.
“and if we stop?” you ask, a subtle attempt to tease him further.
but he simply chuckles at your question, giving you a knowing look. “oh baby,” he calls you with a seductive tone “i don’t even know if you can stop.”
you know he’s right, and he does too. how can you even think about stop seeing him, touching him, letting him do everything he wants to you?
your boyfriend has never touched you as jungkook does, so carefully yet so aggressively. he doesn’t know how to make you cum, let alone do it multiple times. he doesn’t know the parts of your body that shiver just at the mere touch. he doesn’t know how loud you can be when you reach your peak. he doesn’t know your body, not like jungkook does.
his words send shivers down your spine, eyes locked on his as he lets go of your waist, before placing a hand behind your neck. and with a slow, tempting motion, his lips find the sweet spot on your neck, a way to show that his words were, in fact, true.
you moan at his touch, feeling yourself getting wetter the more his lips graze your soft skin.
“kook…” you call him, but he shuts you down as his mouth finds yours unexpectedly. his lips feel rough against yours, still wet from how much your tongue grazed them.
a whine escapes you when you suddenly taste your own cunt on his tongue, the memories of him between your legs making you shiver in anticipation. he hums in appreciation when your tongue swirls against his, moving you down on the bed as he places himself on top of you.
you break the kiss to stare at his godly body, his hair framing his beautiful face as he looks down on you in awe.
“you like when i’m on top of you, baby?” he asks bluntly, and you respond with another kiss, bringing him down on you as he rolls his hips against your naked body.
he moans loudly as his hands move all over your figure, his calloused touch is not foreign anymore against the softness of your curves.
another whines escapes you as you feel the rough fabric of his boxers against your center, grinding against his hard member.
he chuckles against your lips at your eagerness, and without stopping kissing you, he brings his hand down, lowering his boxers. you hear the soft slapping sound of his cock against his abdomen, painfully hard, and starts grinding against your nakedness.
you both moan at the touch, his precum coating your pussy as his movements become more and more erratic. your hands grab his boxers, helping him to get rid of them completely, all without breaking the kiss.
only when you’re in need of air, you leave his lips, catching you breath as you match the movement of his hips. you look down at his aching cock, moaning shamelessly at the sight.
“yeah, you like that?” he says, noticing you staring down at his cock sliding up and down your pussy, that grows wetter and wetter the more he moves. he teases your entrance when you don’t respond, his head pressing against you making you whine loudly.
“jungkook!” you slightly jump at his action, and he chuckles at your eagerness.
he can’t help but stare at you in awe, so needy and perfect for him — as you’ve always been.
“you might be his girlfriend,” he says, slowly widening your legs even more “but you belong to me.”
he looks down on your perfect body, your glossy eyes and lips making him even harder as his hands graze your skin. he sits down a little, skilfully groping each part of your body.
“these perfect tits,” he grabs your chest, thumbs flicking your nipples as you moan at the stimulation.
“these beautiful hips,” he says, sliding his hands down your sides.
“these lovely thighs,” he messages the skin of your upper legs, admiring its softness.
“this fucking pussy,” he moans at the sight of your wet center, still slightly abused from his tongue as his eyes struggle to move away from it.
“this whole perfect body,” he kisses up from your clit, making you jolt slightly, to your lips “it all belongs to me.”
and before you could react to his words, you feel him position at your entrance, entering you in a slow, long motion. you can’t help the strings of moans leaving your lips, loud ‘huh’s echoing in the room as you try to accommodate his size.
he feels so big inside you, especially now that you’ve been squeezing him tighter than ever.
“fucking hell, baby” he moans, his head meeting your shoulder as he tries to compose himself from fucking you against the mattress.
after letting you adjust, he starts moving slowly, purposely angling his hips up to find your sweet spot as he moans loudly at your tightness.
“oh yes…yes, baby” he moans, more to himself. “this pussy feels so fucking good”
you moan at his words, squeezing him tighter as a silent beg to make him go harder. he knows your body too well to let it go unnoticed, immediately knowing what you’re asking for.
he sits down, his hands finding your hips as his movements start getting faster and harder, reaching deeper inside your pussy.
you can’t help the loud moans escaping you, your eyes rolling back as he hits your sweet spot over and over again. “fuck, fuck, fuck!”
he’s so focused on every single sound you make, as if they can make him even harder that he already was. “yeah, you like how that feels baby?”
you stare into his black eyes, as much as you struggle to do it you don’t wanna miss the way they stare at you with so much lust while yours depicts all the sinfulness. that of shamelessly cheating with your friend, knowing that you could never stop being obsessed with him, just as much as he’s obsessed with you.
“yeah keep looking at me like that” jungkook praises you, sending shivers right down your pussy.
“fuck, this pussy gets tighter and wetter baby” he moans as you squeeze him, not even in purpose anymore “it’s only this wet for me, right?”
you immediately nod at his words, your voice broken as you lamely try to answer. “y-yes – oh fuck!”
“mhmm,” he bites his lips, his hips never stopping their harsh movements “good girl”
the room is filled with your moans and his filthy words, alongside the rough sounds of your bodies slapping against each other.
one thing about having sex with jungkook is that it’s never a good fucking session without his nasty dirty talk, his appreciative words somehow making you cum faster.
and that’s how your orgasm approaches you, almost unexpectedly as his sinful mouth keeps showering you with dirty praises.
“yeah, keep taking it like a good girl”
“oh yes, such a naughty fucking girl”
“what a fucking cheating slut, enjoying this big cock behind your boyfriend’s back– fuck yeah!”
“just give this perfect pussy to me, just like that baby”
“you need this big cock all the time, do you baby? you fucking love it, my little slut”
his words only come to a stop when you let out a loud scream of his name, coming undone against his cock as your pussy spasms violently.
he moans in appreciation at the sight in front of him as your pussy squirts everywhere, on his cock, on his thighs, on his lower abdomen. he helps you prolong your orgasm, slapping his cock against your pussy as your body jolts at the overstimulation.
“jungkook!- stop, stop please…” you beg him, moving his cock away as he chuckles viciously at your fucked out state.
he kisses your chest, massaging your sides to calm you down as you catch your breath for the millionth time. “my good girl, squirting on my cock like that…”
you whine at his words, feeling his hard cock pressed against your belly; of course he’s still hard, you wonder how he still hasn’t exploded inside you with how much he’s been holding himself from coming.
“jungkook…” you call him, slightly rotating your hips against his cock to signal him to keep going, wanting to make him cum.
“baby, fuck…” he moans against your neck, grabbing your hips hard as he slips against your pussy. you suddenly feel the urge to have him inside you again, instantly grabbing his cock with one of your hands and bringing it to your entrance.
“waitwaitwait baby, are you sure?” he asks, unsure if you want to go at it again, probably too absorbed in the subspace to think straight.
“yes, i’m sure kook,” you say firmly, leaving a peck on his needy lips “fuck me hard,”you whisper on his ear, and he grunts at your demanding words.
“yeah? you want it harder?” he asks, bringing your knees to your chest.
your pussy looks even smaller like this, and he wastes no time in entering you, immediately finding a fast pace.
you loudly whine at how fast he’s moving, his eyes shutting tightly as he hums in appreciation. he goes crazy for the wet sounds of your pussy, that grows wetter as he keeps hitting your cervix.
your eyes widen as your mouth remains open, unable to keep your moans down as he keeps pounding you without any intention of slowing down.
sweat starts forming on his neck, the sight making you hornier as if he isn’t already the most handsome man you’ve ever laid eyes on; and especially naked, you can’t help but notice how much he reminds you of a greek god, sculpted by the best master of the arts.
“can’t stop staring?” it’s almost admirable how he’s able to joke while being deep inside you, but you like it nonetheless; it makes sex more personal, more intimate somehow. or maybe it’s just jungkook that makes everything feel special.
you shake your head at his words, bringing him down by the back of his neck to kiss him tenderly. you can’t help but notice how his hips falter, matching the movement of your kiss as he hums against your lips.
his hips move slower, more sensually, as he focuses on kissing you and a sudden warmth engulfs you, making you shiver.
“mhm, baby…”
his moans get louder, needier, as his body slightly shakes against you — a signal that he’s about to come. you immediately put your arms around his neck, making him impossibly closer to your body.
“tell me i’m better than him,”
his words hit you like a truck, not expecting him to say them so bluntly. why does he have to remind you of your boyfriend when he’s deep inside you?
you’re too absorbed in pleasure to respond him right away, and that only enlightens him a fire you’ve rarely seen before in him.
“turn the fuck around,” he demands suddenly, his body leaving yours as he gives you space “you hear me? face down, ass up c’mon”
you immediately do as he says, a bit reluctantly as you don’t know what to except. he barely gives you time to position yourself as he slaps your ass, making you whine in surprise.
“god, you look so fucking sexy like this… ready to take me”
he spanks you again, the burning feeling making you hornier as he keeps massaging the roundness of your ass. you look back at him, noticing his cock against his lower abdomen, and you wish he could just stick it inside you.
“beg me to fuck you like this,” he demands, as if he just read your mind. “since you don’t want to talk, i’m going to make you do it the hard way”
he then grabs his cock, harshly teasing your pussy with his tip, making you involuntary push against him. he slaps you cheek again, a warning to use your voice.
“p-please jungkook…” you beg him, turning your head to look at him. “please, fuck me!”
he only stares at you with a smirk, his cock moving faster against your ass as he admires your glistening pussy. “yeah, you want me to fuck you like this? to prove you i can fuck you better than him?”
you’ve never proved him otherwise, so you wonder why he’s suddenly self-conscious about being better than your boyfriend… or maybe he’s just doing it for his own pleasure.
you don’t have time to respond before he harshly trusts his cock inside you, grabbing the soft flesh of your ass with his big hands. he wastes no time in sliding fast, reaching deeper the more he moves.
“oh god, yesyesyesyes” you moan out loud, your face pressed against the pillow as he keeps trusting.
“who’s better? who’s fucking better?” he repeats and you whine loudly in response, your pussy tightening.
he lets out a grunt at your pussy squeezing him, making him slap your ass again.
“you won’t answer me, huh?” he says, snapping his hips faster as you fail to respond once again, the pleasure too overwhelming.
you don’t remember the last time you’ve been fucked this good; jungkook has always been passionate during sex, but there is something carnal about this time. as if he’s fucking you as his life depends on it.
“since you won’t fucking talk,” he says, suddenly grabbing your hair, making you moan at the sudden action “come with me”
he manhandles you so swiftly, moving you from your current position to where he previously was, turning you around. that’s when your eyes meet your own, staring back at you through the mirror in front of the bed.
he’s not thinking about fucking you like this… right?
“now keep your eyes fucking open,” he says, whispering in your ear “and watch me fucking you better than he’ll ever do”
you stare at the way his body presses against you from behind, immediately entering you with a quick movement, his head rolling back in pleasure. you don’t realise how handsome he looks while fucking you from behind, praises leaving his lips as he stares at you from the mirror.
“fuck baby, look at yourself” he says, and you nod eagerly as whines leave your lips. although your eyes can’t stop staring at his body, his chest heaving up and down as his hips snap against yours.
the sight alone is enough to make you come closer to the edge, his dirty words making it harder for you to hold your orgasm.
his hips suddenly falter, slowing his movements as he slaps your ass again. “you’re about to cum, huh?” he asks, chuckling as if he already knows the answer.
you nod weakly, your ass slightly moving against him to make you cum faster. this time he spanks you harder, making you stop your movements as he grabs your hair, making you stand at his same height.
“don’t you dare cum,” he says harshly “not before you do what you were told”
and just like that, he starts fucking you again, pushing you down by your hips as your ass is up in the air. he moves faster, giving you little time to adjust to the new position as he shows no sign of restrain.
“jungkook!” you manage to moan, slapping sounds almost covering your voice.
“look at you, so helpless…” he says, looking at the mirror with a smirk on his face as he sees a tear rolling down your cheek, soon followed by others as pleasure takes you completely.
at this point, he doesn’t need to hear you say it. that he’s better than any other man, not just your boring boyfriend. but he craves it more than anything else — hearing you saying it out loud, clearly and without any doubt.
“jungkook, you’re so fucking good– fuck!”
he responds with a teasing ‘yeah?’, urging you to go on with a slap on your ass cheek.
“so fucking good… no one– fuckfuck right there!– fucks me like this!”
he mocks you with his laughter, keeping his pace steady as he feels himself coming closer to his peak — he just needs a little push, your push to make him come undone.
“no one?” he asks, his tone breathy.
“n-no one, ah!”
but that’s not enough, and you realise it as he turns your body around, bringing you to your back as he opens your legs wide. he reenters you quickly, his tattooed hand on your neck as he’s careful to keep your eyes on him.
“fuck, feel how hard i am,” he moans loudly “how fucking hard i am inside of you”
he’s close, you can feel it from the movement of hips, slightly faltering as he messily moves against you. you try to focus your watering eyes on his figure, and you purposely squeeze your pussy against him.
but you know what will make him come faster and harder.
“jungkook, fuck…” you moan, matching his movements as much as your limping body permits “you’re the best f– you’re better than everybody who’s ever fucked me!”
“better than everybody?” he asks, voice breaking as he anticipates the words he needs to hear so badly.
“yes, fuck!” you exclaim, a knowing smirk appearing on your fucked out face “better than my fucking boyfriend!”
you don’t miss the way his eyes roll back his head, hand tightening on your neck as his hips piston against you faster and faster, trying to reach his peak.
that’s all he needs to hear, you telling him that no one, especially your boyfriend you’re so keen on being with, is better at fucking you.
and without giving you time to process it, he cums inside you, emptying himself as strings of moans leave his sinful mouth.
and maybe it’s the way he’s been fucking you all this time, or how strangely close you feel to him in this very moment, but you find yourself coming on his cock once again, stimulating his orgasm even more.
you stare at him with teary eyes as he pushes his cum inside you even deeper, an habit he’s been having since the first time you let him fuck you raw.
his body falls heavily on yours, his head caged on the crook of your neck as your hand finds his hair, playing with them gently. he hums against your touch as he tries to catch his breath, his arms unconsciously caging you.
you’ve always cuddled after sex, jungkook himself being an overly romantic even with his fuck buddy, even if there were no feelings involved.
although you can’t help but pretend that your boyfriend wasn’t the one you left at home doing whatever he’s doing, but jungkook, whose arms feel more and more like home whenever you find yourself trapped in them.
and never, not even once, he lets you go easily, not before he silently demonstrates you that he’s, in fact, better than you boyfriend.
and not just at sex.
— do not copy, translate or post my writing on any other platform without my consent. written by jungqkook™
Break Me, Heal Me
➤ Pairing: Yoongi x Reader , Platonic Taehyung x Reader
➤Angst: Angst (Shit Ton of it), Smut(Mature Content), Fluff.
➤Rating: 18+
➤Warning(s): Swearing, self doubts, crying,Cheating, Lies, Yoongi is a a**h**e. Mentions of smut, sexual content, male and female oral receiving, nipple play, dirty talk, sexual tension(lots of it), jealous sex, fingering, hickeys, big dick!Yoongi, lots of dirty talk, cream-pie, hair pulling, Little Manhandling during sex. Reader is pretty heartbroken, But shes also badass. ➤Au: Idol au, cheating au, established relationship au. ➤Word Count: 16.7k ➤Summary: You watched Yoongi love you like no tomorrow, You watched Yoongi make you his center of his universe, You also watched Yoongi become your warmth on the coldest days, But you also saw Yoongi going cold, You watched him lie to your face, You also watched him giving his love to someone else. The love that broke you, was also the love that healed you.
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You make me feel like a Firefly. Trapped in a bell jar; Starved for love.
You waited for your boyfriend, looking at your watch in embarrassment. It was already past an hour, he had planned this date and promised to be there on time. But it certainly looked like he had forgotten the plans he made.
The waitress looked at you apologetically, giving you sympathy through her eyes, which refused to slip out in the form of words.
You tried calling your boyfriend again but got directed straight to his voicemail. You should have known. He was definitely going to forget it. His work always t his breathlessness in his voice, if you didn't know any better you could've been fooled.
"Hey babe, anything wrong? I'm kinda in the middle of something?" His voice echoed through the phone. You were prepared to give him an earful but something in you told you otherwise.
ook precedence over you and though you knew what you signed up for when you had started dating Min Yoongi, a world-famous rapper, wanted by millions of fans, you just wanted an ounce of his time. That's all you ever wanted.
Was just wanting to spend one night or one date with your boyfriend selfish?
You apologetically bowed to the waitress and moved out of the hotel. You were still dressed for the occasion. Fuming, you went to your car, deciding to drive to your boyfriend's work to give him a piece of your mind. You stepped on the gas pedal not giving a flying fuck if you ran over traffic lights or sped. You were mad and you were going to make sure Min Yoongi knew it!
You parked your car in the underground parking lot of his company and just before you unbuckle your seatbelt, two people in the distance caught your eye.
You froze!
Leaning on his car, was your boyfriend and a girl in his arms, making out heavily as their life depended on it! Your eyes widened at the sight before you, you fumbled for your phone in your clutch and looked at the couple before you, they weren't still making an effort to pull away.
You dialed your boyfriend's number and waited for the ring, you saw them pause for a second when Yoongi grabbed his phone from his pocket but he took a look at the screen and placed it on the hood of the car.
You seethed in your seat and dialed his number again only to be disconnected the same way as before. You hit the steering wheel in anger. How dare he.
You dialed again and this time the girl pulled away and mumbled something. Yoongi picked the phone from the hood and answered it. It was easy to make out"Where are you?" You tried to sound as sweet and as nonchalant as possible, and you swore you heard a groan on the other end. Your eyes widened when you saw the girl dip her mouth on your boyfriend's neck while he playfully grabbed her ass.
"At the studio". He answered curtly and you hummed. Before you could answer he hung up! He actually hung up on you. He pulled the girl closer and kissed her again while his hands played with her ass and her waist while her fingers ran through his hair.
The bitch in you screamed to get out of the car and kick their asses this second but somehow you were already expecting it. It's just that you got the confirmation right now.
Yours and Yoongi's relationship began in a blissful beginning like every other relationship, there was this honeymoon phase where Yoongi made you feel like you were the bloody center of his universe.
You knew him like the back of your hand on your first anniversary, you gave him his space and that's what Yoongi always loved about you. You never imposed it. You always supported him in however way you could and he did the same for you.
He was a famous idol and a rapper along with his other three bandmates, Jin, Namjoon, and Hoseok. They loved you and became very good friends. You had found a family away from your family and you were thankful to have Yoongi in your life.
Everything went smooth sailing until last year when suddenly Yoongi began to distance himself from you. He was still the same Yoongi, but something had definitely changed in the way things had been before.
He started avoiding conversations, he started to float away from you, soon forgetting the dates started, and the lack of intimacy followed.
Yoongi and you had an amazing sex life m, he understood your body like his own and there was a burning passion in the way he touched you, a fire in the way he claimed you, or a desire in the way he made love to you. But all of that went missing. Now when he touched it was a chore that he wanted to get it over with rather than something he craved, like it was before.
And now, you exactly knew where all of them went. You started the engine and drove out of the secluded parking lot, taking one last look at your boyfriend who still happened to be in the same spot tangled in another woman's arm.
You had no idea how you were going to deal with this but you would make sure you were not going to be a sob story in this.
You were hurt, betrayed and your trust was broken but you definitely weren't going to sit there and cry while your boyfriend had the time of his life.
We both drowned under the waves of the words we weren't saying!!
You opened the door to your shared apartment and turned on the lights. You glanced at the empty and cold space. It resembles striking a chord with your heart.
When had things become like this, When had he actually stopped loving you, and tried to find someone else.
Self-doubt began plaguing your mind and kept creeping up though you pushed it away. It definitely wasn't you, no! You had nothing wrong. You loved him, you still do. You hadn't deprived him of your attention, in fact, he did, yet you haven't strayed.
You tried fixing it, but it only patched up the cracks it never healed. You threw your clutch on the floor in anger and all the pent up pain and anger and tears came crashing down, you cried to your heart's content with your back on the door, you crashed on the floor, holding your head in your hands as Yoongi's betrayal came down in bits and waves to you.
You screamed your heart out, letting out all the pain into the empty apartment. You stopped when your throat went sore and your eyes threatened to pop out, this was the last time you were going to grieve for the loss of his love. You were not going to give him the satisfaction of your pain, no you weren't going to be the victim here.
If anything you were definitely going to be the one who was going to have the last laugh.
You stripped out of your clothes and entered the shower, letting the hot water ease the tension in your muscles. You ran your fingers through your hair letting the water run through your scalp. You lathered your favorite body wash in extra amounts hoping to wash away all the remains of today.
You finished your nighttime routine and wiped your hair for one last time before walking out naked into your closet.
Your thoughts hadn't allowed you to hear the opening of the front door, neither the opening of the bedroom door nor your walk-in closet door. You stopped a moment when you saw the light to the wardrobe on, Yoongi was home.
You threw the towel in the hamper before whistling the tune of your fav song, walking stark naked in the closet whistling like you didn't give a flying fuck to your boyfriend's shell-shocked face or his eyes wide like saucers.
"Oh you're home" you stopped whistling when you saw him, gave him a light smile, and resumed your whistling again while rummaging through your clothes.
Instead of choosing your usual lace, you opted for the comfortable cotton ones you weren't going to get any so why not? you didn't realize Yoongi hadn't replied yet, his expression was still the same. You couldn't care less.
You smirked a little when you saw the tent in his pants while you made sure your ass was on full display for him while you looked for your oversized t-shirt.
You were quite shameless when it came to your boyfriend but walking around the house naked had been the first one.
You didn't wait for a response while you wore your panties and t-shirt and walked straight out to your bed leaving your shocked boyfriend.
You settled under the covers, still whistling the tune while you browsed Instagram on your phone, you saw Yoongi enter the bathroom from the corner of your eye but made sure you didn't look at him directly.
You were trying your best to whistle something different, when yoongi reentered the bedroom, he closed the door behind him in the wardrobe and in a minute you could hear light murmurs of his voice. You rolled your eyes at his poor attempt of hiding it and mentally slapped yourself for the poor attempt of not recognizing the signs before.
In a few minutes, the door opened and the bed dipped beside you. You chose to ignore your boyfriend just as you were about to place your phone on the nightstand your phone vibrated, You frowned at the name of the contact, Baekhyun.
"If it is another stupid favor I'm refusing Baek, I'm sleepy good night." You tried to end the call but his pleas paused your action, you could feel Yoongi's eyes on you as you sat up listening to the information.
"And you want me to interview them?" Your eyes glowed with excitement.
"Don't worry Baek, This is going to be a hell of an interview and one hell of a reunion though. What time did you say?"
"Got it" you noted the address in your notepad and you ended the call.
"What was that about?" Yoongi's voice broke the train of thoughts and you placed the phone on your nightstand and turned to him.
"Oh, that? I'm interviewing Tae tomorrow." Yoongi's eyes widened at your reference to Tae and you chuckled.
"Tae?"
"Yup, Tae! Kim Taehyung! The gorgeous and one of the most successful models, He was my classmate back in college, we've been in touch through but the devil became a star and we lost touch. It's going to be fun tomorrow" you rubbed your hands in glee before throwing the covers over your head without waiting for Yoongi's response.
It hurt. It definitely hurt. But what hurt more was the fact that he had the balls to sleep next to you and pretend as nothing happened or like he wasn't shoving tongue down somebody else's throat just a while ago.
Fuck it. If it hurts or not it wasn't your business he should have thought about it before cheating on you
You got ready as per usual the next day, Yoongi had left early as usual. You made yourself the strongest coffee that your soul could take and drove towards the hotel, where Taehyung was shooting.
You parked your car, looking around the full parking lot, it Was a busy day maybe. But your assumption turned right way too soon when you entered the lobby when one of the stylists and makeup no one's recognized you.
"Y/N! Nice to see you. Yoongi is in the lobby, near the waiting area."
Yoongi was here? Perfect!
"Oh no, I'm not here for Yoongi. I'm here to interview Kim Taehyung." You bowed politely and they giggled.
"Oh my god. He is so gorgeous" they swooned over the man. You smiled lightly, Taehyung literally had an effect on people. One look at the man's godly features and you were done for.
You walked into the lobby, watching the crew of BTS politely bow to you, all of them recognized you by now and soon enough you spotted Yoongi and his eyes widened for a second before returning to the stoic expression on his face. You walked straight past him, without acknowledging him and he frowned.
You waited for your crew by the waiting area, just as they walked in, a loud and deep baritone voice boomed through the lobby.
"Yo Tiny"
"Yo Meanie" you waved back and Taehyung pulled you into a bear hug and spun you around like he just met the love of his life and you giggled. You were well versed with Taes physical affections, that was his way of showing he cared.
"Put me down before I pass out Tae"
"How the hell have you been Tiny?" He ruffled your hair and you slapped his hand away.
"Good good.. you tell me how have you been Taetae?"
"Amazing as always" he led you to the restaurant, pulling out a chair for you when you reached the table that was booked for the interview.
"We have a lot to catch up on but let's get done with this first?" The crew set up the cameras and the mics and you began the interview.
Taehyung was a charm, the camera loved him and he made sure it would always be. He had such a different side to him on the camera, the one which was very poised, charming, and Sophisticated. But off the lens, the man was a terror, mischievous, witty and he knew exactly how to use his good looks to swoon people.
The interview went smoothly, quite interesting. The magazine was definitely going to have a field day with this edition with Tae as the cover and all you had to do was schedule his cover shoot.
The crew left once the interview ended, and Tae insisted for you to stay back for lunch.
"You're here for good?" You asked as you cut a piece of your steak and Tae hummed.
"Yup. New York was good and all but I think Seoul feels more like home"
"Can't agree more"
You chatted for an hour when you realized you had to get back to the office, and Taehyung offered to walk you up to your car.
"Let me know when we can schedule the shoot alright? We can get it done quickly. I know you're super busy"
"I'll always have time for you tiny, don't worry" he hugged you but stopped midway.
"Tiny do you happen to know that guy in the black mask? I think he's seconds away from kicking my ass" He gestured at someone behind you and you immediately understood what he meant.
"Mint hair, feline eyes, and black suit?" You asked without looking back and he looked at you and nodded. You didn't turn back but stood leaning on your car.
"That's my boyfriend. Min Yoongi" his eyes widened at your revelation and you chuckled looking at his amusement.
"You're dating Min Yoongi?"
"Unfortunately"
"What the fuck?" You chuckled at his amusement, you were used to this kind of reaction. There were very few people who knew about your love life, and the most common reaction they could have was Min Yoongi, you mean Min Yoongi?
"Yeah I know, he's way out of my league"
"No no not that, I thought he was dating Solar. I swear it was him at the party last week. And I am as hell sure it was Solar" he mumbled and the only thing you were glad about is you could put a name to that face.
So Yoongi was dating Solar! The idol.
"Oh" Was all you could manage, feeling the anger and the rage again, So his affair wasn't confined to the closed spaces but he was actually taking her to parties as well.
You never attended parties with Yoongi because like he said, You cannot be sure what could ever come out of those, You might be papped, or worse words could come out. These things never meant more to you than your man, his choice of work demanded his presence in such parties, and who were you to stand in the way.
"You knew this didn't you?"
You nodded silently and Tae pulled you in for another hug, this time it felt like more of a comforting hug, you felt his chin on top of your head and you leaned in his touch.
"I have to go now, but I promise we will talk about this when we meet up for the shoot alright?" You said and separated yourself from him and he quickly fished for his phone from his pocket.
"Here punch in your number and it doesn't have to be necessary regarding work okay! I'm here if you need to talk. I think we definitely can go back to the way we were '' he touched your arm lightly and you put in your number on his phone.
"You take care okay Tiny" he gave one look behind and the expression on his face was enough to tell you that Yoongi was still looking. He quickly kissed your forehead and waved a bye before he went inside again. You were left alone with your boyfriend who actually didn't bother talking to you, well actually neither did you.
"You two seem pretty close huh?" Yoongi's voice scared you somewhat even though you expected him to ask you but it was a little sudden considering it wasn't even a minute ago that Tae had left.
"Yeah he's a darling" you laughed fondly while you unlocked the car door and got in. You started the engine and put your windows down.
"I'll see you at home" And without waiting for his response, you drove off.
The work stretched out a little bit longer and by the time you were done with the video and the bits that would go up into the magazine it was already past ten. You cracked your neck and grabbed your bag and made your way down to the parking lot, mentally deciding on the food that you needed to order once you got home.
“What the actual fuck?” You gasped at the state of your home. The dining area was lit in a romantic ambiance and you had to actually rub your eyes to confirm the scene in front of you. Yoongi stood in front of the counter, wearing an apron and cooking something.
“Jagiya You're home” Yoongi's sweet voice brought you back to your present situation.
“What is all this Yoongi?”
“Can I surprise my girlfriend?” He kissed your cheek and pulled you in a brief hug, He took your purse and fondly pinched your cheek before pushing you towards your bedroom to change.
“Go and change love, Dinner will be ready by the time you're done”
You closed the door behind you and sighed, thoughts running wild. Yoongi had never bothered to come home on time in the past year, forget about cooking something for you. Did that mean he broke off things with her? Or was he too guilty of something, that he was just trying to lessen it up by doing something nice for you in return? Deciding not to judge too early, You freshen up and move down. Just as you were about to enter the dining area, A voice caught your attention.
“I had so much fun babe, I can't believe it took us long to do this. Can't wait to hear you scream my name again.” Yoongi whispered and you peeked inside. Your heart broke into a million pieces seeing the shy smile on his face. So this is what all this is about. He slept with her for the first time today. The Guilt was making him throw you a pity party. You had to be foolish for thinking he was doing it for love.
“Okay baby, Gotta go. Love you.” He quickly hung up the phone and you sat on the chair near the counter.
“Who was that?”
“Oh nothing, just a work call.” He lied through his teeth and you clenched your fists on your dress. He lied so casually, there wasn't even the slightest guilt in his voice.
He spoke to you about his day and carried the conversation normally. If you didn't know any better the old you would have jumped in joy at so much affection from your boyfriend, Considering his attention and affection both had become a luxury for you.
You cleared the table and washed the dishes while Yoongi watched TV in the hall. His phone was on the counter and suddenly curiosity took over. You knew his passcode. You pressed the power button and the first thing you noticed was that he had changed his wallpaper. He earlier had a wallpaper of you and him that you had taken last year when you were vacationing in the US.
You typed in his passcode which was your anniversary, but unfortunately, that didn't work either. So he had changed his passcode and wallpaper. He had successfully erased your traces from his phone.
You put down the phone in defeat, You already knew everything, there was no need to dig out anything. You placed the phone down in its previous position and before you left, a ding from his phone caught your attention. A message had popped up, and the contents of it made your blood boil.
“I miss you, baby, Come see me:)”
The contact name made you laugh more than anything. Kim Namjoon (Work).
How Creative.
You silently made your way to the bedroom and got under the covers, scrolling through the phone. You started counting on your fingers. Within the count of ten, he would definitely come in to grab his jacket and mumble a poor excuse of “Hey babe, Something at work came up.”
You had just counted till six when the door opened and Yoongi walked in.
“Hey, babe something came up at work. Need to go” He quickly walked in the closet and went to grab his jacket.
You laughed bitterly. How many times did he make a fool out of you under this excuse?
The door closed and you slid in the covers, tears running freely from your eyes. He left you alone in your home, giving shitty excuses to fuck another woman. You cried from pain in your own shared bed, while another woman would cry out in ecstasy.
You wiped your tears. This wasn't going to be the last time you were crying for your love, but you realized that you no longer had the same love you had for Yoongi. Gone was your boyfriend and in his place was a man who just lied and lied and lied to you.
“Hey Tiny”
“Hey Meanie,” You said back dejectedly, and immediately caught up with the change in your tone.
“Feeling down?’’ He asked sincerely and you sighed.
“Kind of” You replied. You heard some shuffling on the other end followed by a click of a door.
“What are you up to?” His voice sounded somewhat serious.
“Just planning to leave work, Done for the day.” You quipped back and he hummed.
“Why don't you do something? Come over to my set. We can talk”
“Umm Tae I'm not quite sure– he cut you off immediately as if he knew what exactly your answer was going to be.
“Just come already Tiny” He immediately disconnected and you received his text with the address of his set.
You packed up for the day and headed towards the set. You were accustomed to the larger-than-life sets for the brands considering you worked as an editor for a fashion magazine, but this Vogue GQ set was actually something else. The lights and the costumes and the poise in the set, not to mention the gorgeous humans walking the space just enhanced it more.
You paused to watch Tae being photographed, he was literally looking like an angel. Untouchable and very unreal.
“And it's a wrap! Good work everyone.” The director's voice brought back the harsh lights to the sets, dissolving the blue undertones focused on Tae. People rushed past you. Some to wrap up and some to clear off the sets and some to attend to Tae. You stood by the side watching the scene unfold.
“Hey Tiny” You smiled at his boxy grin, he always looked so cheerful, ever ready to take away someone's pain with that smile and the light in his eyes. You waved back, as his manager led you to his dressing room.
He walked in and immediately went away to change while his stylists cleared up his changes and the rest of the accessories. You waited for him to arrive, checking out the dressing room and the long array of his changes. Everything was so fascinating.
“How have you been babe?” Tae walked out of the changing room, barefaced and freshly changed.
“Good” You replied half-heartedly.
“Yeah, you look perfect. That sulking on your face is doing a pretty good job though.”
“Tae?”
“What's wrong? And I am dying to know why you are still stuck around that douche if you already knew he was cheating on you?”
“I don't know, okay, I literally don't know. I don't know if I'm waiting for things to change or if I am waiting for him to change." You answered firmly hoping he would catch the undertone of it, yet not judging you at the same time.
“As if he's going to change.”
He answered without thinking and you smiled a little. Before you went separate ways after finishing college, Tae and you happened to be very good friends, Friends that never dated yet knew everything about each other. You were a little less than best friends but way more than friends. You kept in touch for a while after college, but life happened and just like the majority of friends in your circle, Both of you lost touch.
“I don't know yet how I am going to do that. But I don't want to be the you know who's a mess when the guy she loves dumps her for a gorgeous girl and all she does is cry and remember their love and fondle it or something.”
“Go on” He urged you to continue and you took a deep breath.
“I know he's cheating on me, I've caught his lies first handedly and I've also seen him in action too right in front of my eyes. But somehow I don't want to cry my eyes out or accuse him and then try to move on. This isn't how I want to part with him. You know?” You fiddled with your watch without looking up, just hoping that at this point whatever you're saying is making sense and you are not rambling.
“Interesting.” Tae crosses his legs over his knee and motions you to go on.
“I want to end it in a way that I'm not coming out of this as a sob story, if I'm leaving il to leave happy not a fucking crying mess” You ended your little speech and looked up at Tae who was already smirking.
“You really are something else you know.”
“Yeah right.” You rolled your eyes, if you were really something else then your boyfriend wouldn't be out there cheating on you, and neither would you be sitting here across from your friend telling him you want your boyfriend to feel the same pain that you're feeling.
“Not Really.”
“You know the only way he is going to feel what you're feeling is when you're not around him anymore. We don't actually realize the worth of the best things until we lose them."
"I know”
“you know there is another way out of this” Tae jumped a little in his seat and your eyes widened.
“What?” You asked with confusion.
“Date me"
"What the fuck meanie?"
"I am not asking you to date me for a real dummy, just fake dating. You know me and besides, you know I will never take advantage of you and you're comfortable with me. It will definitely look more real.”
“Or” He stopped midway.
“You can just go download a shitty dating app, mingle for real, hookup for real and then it would work out in your favor or no, No guarantee.” He finished.
"Ewww no."
“Then what are you thinking?"
“I don't think this will work Tae, he doesn't pay attention anymore and this will mean nothing"
“What are you thinking?"
"I don't know, maybe try to make him jealous or something? Or maybe ignore him altogether?"
"Don't worry we will figure this out"
"Okay."
You sank back in your chair a little and took a deep breath, Tae got up and sat beside you.
“Babe no more of these sad smiles alright? Time to throw them right back where they came from.” He hugged you from the side and you smiled a little.
Maybe this idea wasn't that bad and crazy like it sounded, Maybe you would be able to throw away the sad smiles back to where they came from- Yoongi. You were for sure going to return the pain he had caused you, Maybe a little more.
“You wanna come with me to meet my friends?"
"Who are your friends?"
"Friends from a big hit, TXT! I am meeting them tomorrow, come with me. Those kids are super fun, They will love you.
"Okay"
"Just drop by on time to big hit tomorrow."
Flashback
“Jagiya wake up.” Yoongi's soft voice cut through your sleep, You blinked and opened your eyes slowly adjusting to the light in the room. You woke up with confusion trying to look around what was wrong. Yoongi sat by your side, slowly caressing your cheek.
“Baby, what's wrong? “ You looked at him with concern, still unable to figure out what's wrong. It had to be way past midnight, and you remember sleeping at the usual time cuddling with Yoongi while he played with your hair. Yoongi scooted closer to you and took your hand
“Jagi, I need you to come down.” He got up from the bed and stretched out a hand for you, You quickly got down and took his hand. Your mind quickly started to assume the worst and your breathing quickened, Yoongi immediately noticed that and held your hand by his chest.
“Relax Jagi.” He led you down the stairs, and the moment you entered the hallway you gasped at the sight in front of you. Soft candlelight was already spilling by the entrance and you immediately knew this was something that included candles.
“Okay now close your eyes babe.” Yoongi stopped in front of you and you looked at him in confusion. You tried hard to remember if you were forgetting any date or anniversary but judging by his determined voice. You closed your eyes and took his hand to lead you, your mind still stuck trying to remember what you were forgetting.
“Happy Birthday Baby.” Yoongi’s shout brought you back to reality and you slowly opened your eyes. You gasped at the decorated hall, Candles were placed everywhere, rose petals decorating the coffee table, the entire hall was covered in red balloons floating from the ceiling, your photos being tied to the ribbons. Great, you forgot your own birthday.
“Happy birthday my love.” Yoongi placed a kiss on your lips grinning from ear to ear with his cute gummy smile and you literally melted at his gesture. You knew he was busy, extremely busy but he still managed to make time for you.
That was the most beautiful part about your relationship with Yoongi, You were far from what normal definitions of love were. Yoongi always ran short on time. That was the side effect of his work and being a musical genius, A very talented one at that. You knew you would have to make an extra effort considering how Yoongi often struggled to show he cared, But deep down he did and that was enough for you. You knew what you signed up for when you fell in love with this adorable man, So you had no qualms to make things work in his way. His work demanded his time and passion and he worked extremely hard on it. The least you could do was make it easier where you could.
“Yoongi, this is so beautiful. Thank you. This means the world to me.” You hugged him, Tears spilling freely on his Fear Of God t-shirt leaving a wet patch. You stifled in his warm embrace, The only place you ever wanted to be.
“Baby, why are you crying?” Yoongi patted your head and gently pulled you out of his embrace, he stroked his fingers on your wet cheeks and wiped away your tears.
“This is so good, You were so busy with the comeback. Yet you made time for me, To do all of this?” Yoongi laughed and placed a gentle kiss on your lips
“I can never be too busy for you baby. Especially on your birthday? Never.” He gently led you down towards the coffee table, You blew the candles and cut the cake. Yoongi clicked some pictures of you and him and soon enough you were laying with him on your shared bed, laying on his naked chest, while he held you tightly and played with your hair.
“Thank you for the surprise baby. It means a lot to me that you planned this knowing you have such a busy schedule.” Yoongi stopped playing with your hair and faced you towards him. He held a finger under your chin to elevate your face to his level and looked deeply into your eyes.
“Jagiya I love you and I always will make time for you. You never have to apologize for me making an effort. I will always keep doing that.” he kissed you deeply and you could feel his sincerity through his kiss and the tight hold he held you in. At that moment you were really thankful to have Yoongi in your life, He meant the world to you.
“I love you Yoongi.”
“I love you too Jagi,” Yoongi whispered in your hair and soon enough you fell asleep to him caressing your hair and your back. You always called his fingers a magic touch. Those warm fingers worked magic when he worked them on your skin, providing a sense of comfort and love and an insane pleasure in other times.
You moaned in your sleep when pleasure shot right through you as you felt something wet against your heat. You shot to open your eyes to the best sight you've laid your eyes on, Yoongi between your legs, his tongue working magic on your sex, Your back arched a little when you felt his tongue enter you while his hands held your thighs apart tightly.
A loud moan escaped your lips, and Yoongi looked up and smiled.
“Morning Beautiful, Happy Birthday.” You moaned in an answer as he sucked a little on your clit, while he lapped up your juices which were flowing freely while your boyfriend's tongue worked on igniting small flames of pleasure into a full raging fire.
“Yoongi, Please” You moaned helplessly when you felt yoongi just giving you kitten licks after actually french kissing your pussy seconds ago.
“What do you want, baby?” Yoongi smirked while you squirmed in his tight hole.
“I want to cum yoongi.”
“As you say, princess.” Yoongi dived back into your pussy, greedily mouthing at your weeping hole, while he gently tugged at your clit. He swirled his tongue on your clit and whine escaped your mouth, Yoongi immediately added a finger and began a brutal pace from the beginning. His tongue was attacking your clit while his fingers worked their magic inside you, The coil in you tightened and his pace increased both ways. His tongue swirled and licked at your clit, while his teeth tugged at it and he curled his fingers inside you and the pleasure engulfed your senses, and the coil snapped, Your orgasm washed through you, and black dots appeared in front of your eyes, while you breathed heavily.
“That was fucking incredible.” You breathed out as Yoongi wiped his mouth and got on top of you.
“Enjoying your trip to Hongkong?” Your eyes widened at his statement, confused at what he was trying to imply.
“What? You didn't know?” Yoongi asked, kissing your ears and kitten licking your earlobes.
“Didn't know what?”
“My tongue technology can take you to Hongkong.” He smirked and you hit him playfully on his chest. Only Min Yoongi could make jokes like that after he literally blew your mind off with his tongue.
“Well, what can I say I had the best time.”
“ Good for you, Because I'm not done with you yet.” Yoongi attacked your neck, leaving open-mouthed kisses leaving a purple trail on your neck. You gasped as he slowly trailed down to your breasts, blowing cool air on them leaving goosebumps on your skin.
Yoongi gently cupped one hand on your right breast while his other hand traveled down to your pussy, His fingers circled your clit lightly and your breath hitched, feeling an arousal pool at your core.
“Think you can give me another one Jagi?” Yoongi’s finger kept encircling your clit while his other hand gently kept navigating between your breasts.
You couldn't form a sentence between the bouts of pleasure you were feeling, Yoongi took your light moans as a yes, and immediately you felt his finger entering your pussy slowly, while his tongue encircled your nipple. He worked his fingers slowly in and out of you while tongue played with your nipples, licking them gently.
Yoongi replaced his tongue on your nipple with his hand while his tongue encased your other nipple in his mouth. His actions started building up the heat in your core, The similar coil tightening.
Yoongi slowly added another finger and this time his teeth joined the wagon in pleasuring your nipples. He bit around them, Leaving his marks around them as well. His pace increased and so did his sucking on your nipples. Yoongi groaned as he felt you clenching around his fingers and before you knew another orgasm washed through you, leaving a string of oh my gods from your mouth. Yoongi didn't wait for a second and immediately captured your lips with his, you moaned into his mouth giving him a perfect entrance to your mouth.
“Are you on birth control?” He asked in between the kisses, He looked perfectly sexy with the sweat forming on his forehead and his raging boner resting on his stomach. You loved the way his length throbbed on your stomach. You nodded and reached out for his dick but Yoongi immediately stopped you.
“Todays about you baby, You can go down on me another time.” You tried to protest, but that protest immediately died down when Yoongi started kissing you again as his life depended on it.
Yoongi quickly lined himself to your entrance, His delicious length already making you drool at the sight and ran the head of his cock over your pussy. You moaned at the sensations, Yoongi repeated the action once more before bottoming out entirely inside you. Your breath hitched in your throat feeling so full of him. Yoongi lowered his head near your neck, as he paused a second and calmed his heavy breath.
“How do you want it Jagi?” Yoongi moved slowly, You could see every inch of him, Your senses were heightened and your pussy felt like it was made like a perfect fit to him. You were absolutely lost in the pleasure when one particularly hard thrust pulled you out of your thoughts.
“I asked a question, princess,” Yoongi repeated the question with another harsh thrust and you whined,
“Hard. Just fuck me, hard baby.” Yoongi smirked and increased his pace and you felt your eyes roll back in your skull.
“Good girl. Because I plan to fuck your brains out today.” Yoongi increased his pace another notch and this time you were literally screaming from pleasure.
“Fuck! You feel so good, baby.” You mumbled a sentence and Yoongi thrust a little harder making you see stars first thing in the morning.
“Oh Yeah? Do you like this baby? “ Yoongi accentuated every word with a matching thrust and you felt all the sense seeping out of you.
“You feel me? So fucking tight and so fucking deep. This pussy was made for me.” Yoongi repeated the previous action and you felt your insides clenching down on him. Yoongi left a string of curses and you felt him throbbing inside you, signaling he was close.
Yoongi started rubbing circles on your clit while he fucked the living shit out of you, You had screamed his name throughout, while he just increased his pace in return. The pleasure kept building up and a minute later you felt black spots crowding your vision, as your orgasm burst through you, landing on Yoongi's hands and torso.
You felt Yoongi's pace go sloppy and warmth engulfed your pussy as he came inside you. Yoongi fell beside you, both panting heavily as you basked in post-orgasmic bliss.
“That was mind-blowing literally.” you huffed out a sentence and Yoongi just hummed taking your hand into his.
“I love you, baby.” Yoongi kissed your cheek and pulled you closer.
“I love you too Yoongi.”
You woke up alone, Wrapped up in sheets over your naked body and sticky mess between your legs. The spot next to you was empty, You rolled over to Yoongi’s side to feel his scent over the sheets. This morning was absolutely incredible. You lay there for some time and drag yourself out to the bathroom to freshen up. You call out to Yoongi opening the door of your bedroom, Upon not getting an answer you assume he might have gone to work, considering his full schedule.
You hum a song while you shower, The warm water relaxes your muscles, relaxing the little soreness that had crept up considering your early morning shenanigans with your boyfriend. You finish your morning routine and wear a loose shirt and you go down to the kitchen. You connect your phone to the Bluetooth speaker, You play your favorite song while you set the coffee machine to brew your favorite coffee. You sit on the counter waiting for the coffee while you scroll through your social media.
You start humming to the song and moving slightly to the song when two arms snake around your waist, You let out a shriek hitting the pause button on your phone. You turn around to face Yoongi, his face sporting that gummy smile that you love the most.
“What are you doing here?” Yoongi looks at you like you grew a second head. You free yourself from him and move over to the coffee machine to get your cup when Yoongi turns you around and traps you between him and the counter.
“What do you mean? Why am I here?”
“I thought you might have gone to work, You have your comeback in a few days.” You try to wriggle out of his arms, but Yoongi immediately picks you up and places you over the counter, Spreading your legs with his knees and getting between your legs he snakes his arms around your neck.
“You got another thing coming if you think I'm going to leave my baby alone on her birthday.” You blush at his comment and kiss him sweetly, Yoongi smiles into the kiss making your heart flutter.
“You know it isn't like that for me, baby, I know you're busy.” Yoongi shakes his head in disapproval.
“That's why I love you, baby, You always understand me. The least I can do is make your day special.” You kiss his cheek, You suddenly notice the huge bag laid on the counter behind him. Yoongi smiles shyly when he notices your attention on the said bag and moves away from you to unwrap the contents.
“So tell me Princess what do you feel like eating today?”
“Anything you make. Am not choosy you know.” Knowing such a good cook Yoongi was, you were sure anything he would make would be beyond delicious.
Yoongi thinks for a second before deciding something in his mind, while you drink your coffee.
“Spaghetti with meatballs it is.” He strokes your cheek and gets to work while you watch your man work with such concentration that swells your heart. How on earth did you get so lucky, you had no clue but you sure thanked the universe for blessing a man like Yoongi.
The afternoon was spent talking, laughing, and telling each other everything about the week. You laughed hard when Yoongi complained about how he didn't get to rest his eyes anymore due to the comeback, and you told him all about the new project you were working on.
You cuddled on the couch later watching your favorite rom-com, while you cuddled with your boyfriend and laughed whenever a scene he thought was too cheesy came up. You ended up dozing off on the couch, waking up to Yoongi still asleep next to you, his mouth open a little. You kissed his nose, Sensing your movement he snuggled you into him, laying completely back down on the couch, engulfing you in a bear hug while he still rested his eyes.
You were surprised as hell when Yoongi took you over to the dorms, under the pretense of taking you out to dinner only to end up parking in the garage and making an excuse of getting something from upstairs and taking you along with him to not keep you waiting in the car.
You were blown away when you stepped inside when the rest of the guys and their girlfriends screamed SURPRISE! You had no idea when they had come up with this but you were almost about to cry. You made a wish and blew the candles and cut the cake while your boyfriend stood next to you smiling fondly.
The dinner was filled with laughter, and gifts from everyone. Your eyes nearly bulged out when you saw what Yoongi had gotten you. It was a Cartier diamond bracelet. You refused it a million times, You weren't used to such expensive stuff and definitely, you were not accepting one from your boyfriend even if he claimed he really really wanted to give you one for a long time. After a hell of convincing from the rest of the guys and yoongi, You finally agreed.
“Thank you for today Yoongi.” You whispered to Yoongi who was looking at you facing you, just smiled and stroked your cheek.
“Thank you for making my life easier, baby. I wouldn't know what to do without you.” You snuggled up to him and he held you tight in his arms. You smiled against his cheek when you heard his breathing even out.
Tomorrow was going to again be like the normal days, Yoongi would be busy, He would barely be home, You might even miss each other even with staying in the same house but you knew one thing for sure, Yoongi was your home. You would always come back to him and He would always come back home. The efforts that he put in for you today were a reminder. Even if your relationship was a bit different, It was still the same love that brought you together.
Present
A single tear rolled down at your cheek, You glanced at the clock striking three. You literally cursed yourself for remembering your birthday this year. How easy things would have been if you had simply forgotten it. For the last three birthdays, you had absolutely forgotten your own damn birthday and it amused Yoongi to no end Because you would be literally planning ahead of Yoongi’s birthday maybe a month before.
You rolled over to your other side when you heard the door open to your bedroom, You heard cautious steps towards the wardrobe first and the bathroom later. You felt the bed dip beside you and heard a soft sigh and some shuffling on the other end. You heard soft snores coming from Yoongi and you turned over to watch him.
Yoongi slept peacefully, You remembered a time when there was a strange sense of content on his face. No matter how hard his day was, No matter how busy he was or how tired he was, Yet when he came home, You could still see the small smile on his face when he slept. Just a small smile, Which he said was just a byproduct of being glad to come home to you. You would laugh at that but your heart would jump with joy knowing he found his comfort in you, even in sleep.
All you could see was a small frown in his features when he slept. Did you believe he wasn't glad to be around you anymore? Or was it too tiring to come home to you? Tears silently started flowing from your eyes as your mind came up with the worst conclusions possible. This year was different, One because you knew this year marked an entirely different era for your relationship- A different woman era.
Was he so occupied with her that he even forgot that today was your birthday? Didn't you mean anything to him anymore? How was it that all these years your boyfriend made time for you like last year? They literally had a comeback in a span of a few days, Yet he took an entire day off and that meant the world to you. You looked away to turn around maybe he was too tired, but that never stopped him earlier so you got your answers and wiped away your tears, You were hurt, You meant way less to him now than what you meant to him last year and you had to accept it, All you could do was accept it and move on.
You slept with a heavy heart that night.
The morning sun streaming through the blinds woke you up from your not so peaceful slumber and you groaned at the light. You checked the time and you were still a little early from your wake-up time. You dragged yourself to the bathroom and brushed your teeth. You decided to take a shower for later. You made your way down and you stopped in your tracks seeing Yoongi sitting on a stool by the counter, smiling at something in his phone.
He immediately puts the phone face down as soon as you walk in and you pretend to not notice it, pressing the urge to scoff at him.
“Morning.” He greets you, You nod and return back the greeting with the same enthusiasm that he had- NONE.
“I'll be late tonight, don't wait for me. Bye.” He doesn't wait for your response and leaves right away nor do you turn around to acknowledge his bye.
“Don't wait for me My ass.” You grumble to yourself, inhaling the rich aroma of coffee which immediately kick starts your senses. You make your way up to get ready for work. You get ready gloomily and your phone starts buzzing, Looking at the name of your mother flashing on the screen you smile a little.
Your conversations with your mother always were a mood booster. At Least a part of you was glad, You didn't feel entirely lonely on your birthday. Your birthdays were always filled with so much warmth and love that you didn't know how lonely it would make you feel when all of that went missing.
Your day went by normally with your coworkers and team making a sweet gesture to bring flowers and little presents for your birthday. You were wishing internally that you would get some extra load of work and you would have to end up working late. Who would want to go home and be left alone to wallow in your own sad thoughts on your birthday? You didn't want to end it lazing on the couch with some pizza and wine and some rom-com playing on the tv. You would rather tire yourself out and just jump on the bed tired and drift off to sleep.
But as the universe would have it, You got off work quite early. You flipped your phone in annoyance, What were you supposed to do now? You made your way to the car and banged the stairwell in frustration. It wasn't like you didn't have friends, You had. But considering your current mindset, You did not want to meet them half-heartedly, and truthfully you were not even in the mood for it.
You unlocked your door and threw the keys in the bowl, You threw your bag on the couch and plopped on it. The ringing of your phone brought back your attention and you got confused on seeing Taehyung’s name flashing.
“Tiny, where are you?” His voice sounded extremely impatient and you sat up a little straight.
“Home. Why?”
“Good. I need your help. It's very urgent.”
“What happened Tae? Everything alright?” You were getting impatient, Previously Tae’s urges were always serious, You were just hoping it wasn't anything serious.
“Listen, I need your help, I need you to come to Avenue 535 in an hour, and yeah dress super nice. I'll tell you everything when you get here. Just know you're saving me from an embarrassing situation.” He didn't wait for you to reply and hung up.
Dress nice, Save him from an embarrassing situation? You tried to make sense of this information but you failed miserably. You took the last resort and headed to the bedroom to dress up, Avenue 535 was one of the swankiest clubs and you definitely couldn't go underdressed.
You picked a champagne-colored short dress with a plunging neckline, and a slit right over your thighs. You had treated yourself to this dress a few months ago but never got around to wearing it. You curled your hair and quickly completed your look with a little bit of makeup and some jewelry and slipped on your stilettos.
The Club looked quite crowded and as soon as you handed over the keys of your cars to the vale, He drove away to the spot under VIP parking.
“Ms. Y/n?’’ A tall man dressed in an all-black suit asked you as you made your way to the entrance. You nodded and he led you inside to a separate section. He spoke something over the walkie which you couldn't make out in the blaring music, But you ignored it looking around if you could spot Tae.
You definitely were nervous unsure what that saving from an embarrassing situation meant, You tried to go through every possible explanation only getting confused even more. Why did he have to give you half the information? Your prayers were answered right at that moment when Taehyung stepped out of some room and you sighed in relief.
“What the fuck? Who do you need me to save you from?” You asked, grabbing his elbow, Taehyung looks down at you and whistles lightly.
“Holy shit Tiny! Look at you, You look gorgeous.” He grins and pulls you close to him, Throwing his hand across his shoulder.
“Are you going to tell me why I'm here?”
“Just follow my lead okay.” And without any warning, he pulls you inside with him in the same room he came out from. You expect an angry woman ready to throw hands at you or something but what you see, takes your breath away in surprise.
“Happy birthday Y/naah” the room was full of your classmates and friends from college and you looked at Taehyung with tears in your eyes. Considering how your day had been, This made it so touching.
“Happy Birthday Tiny.” Tae kisses your hair as he hugs you from the side and you lean into his touch.
“Tae, when did you do this?” You look at all the laughing people while they all smile and holler at your reaction.
“Just enjoy the rest of the day okay?” Taehyung says as he steps aside from you and lets your friends come and hug you and wish you. You meet everyone with a big smile, It had been so long since you had met most of them.
“Taehyung planned this all at such short notice you know, We were just invited two days ago. But it's so good to see you Y/N.” Mirae links her arms with yours, and you smile at her, Your eyes landing on Taehyung who was laughing at something your other classmate was saying.
You had the time of your life in the club, eating, drinking with your friends, Reminiscing the old days when you all had the time to hang out and party like there was no tomorrow. You danced your legs out with Taehyung and so did your friends just like the old days when you and your friends would dance as no one watched, The only difference is then and now was that you all had grown a little bit older and had toned down the goofiness a little bit.
You move out of the club laughing and tripping every few steps with your friends. You were tipsy but you enjoyed every bit of your evening only glad you didn't spend your birthday alone. Taehyung led you to his car, while his driver opened the door for you.
“Why aren't you drunk?” You giggled as Taehyung got in next to you, and laughed at your antics. You mumbled your address to his driver who nodded wordlessly and punched it in the GPS.
“When did you even plan all of this?”
“Just a few days after we met, You didn't think I was going to let your birthday go to waste did you?”
“I still have no idea why you do what you do?” You say absent-mindedly, But Taehyung just laughs at your question and resumes looking out of the window.
“I don't understand why I need an effort to help my friend out or to celebrate her birthday.” He says eyes are still outside, You just hold his arm and rest your head on his shoulder.
“You deserve to be happy Tiny” was all you heard before dozing off to sleep.
“Tiny woke up. We are here.” You rub your eyes as your building comes into view and you nod at Taehyung who gets down and opens the door for you. You stumble out and Taehyung immediately holds you.
“Are you sure you will make it up okay? I'll come to drop you if you need.”
“Nah it's fine, Don't worry. But thank you for today. You made my day a million times better.” You hugged Taehyung tightly and he hugged you back and placed a kiss on your hair. You bid him bye and start walking towards the entrance. Taehyung leaves when he sees you pressing the elevator button.
You stumble into your apartment in the darkness as soon as you open the door, You let out a loud string of curses and close the door behind you. You switch on the lights and make your way to the bedroom, A smile spreads on your face as you remember the night, The surprise that Taehyung had given you, You open the door to your wardrobe and stop by in front of the mirror. The smile is still on your face. You were just glad you didn't go to bed sad today.
You sit down in front of the mirror when the food opens again and Yoongi comes inside, You look at him in confusion and he mirrors your expression. You unbuckle your heels while Yoongi tries his best to avoid you by not looking at your side, You wordlessly get up but the booze in your blood gets the best of you when the room spins and you lose your balance. Yoongi holds you immediately, Your eyes widen slightly at the sight- A lipstick stain all over his neck. You pretend to not see it, But the fact that he was with her today sobers you up. You pull yourself away from him and try standing up. Yoongi immediately rushes out of the door and you hear the bathroom door shut.
You look at yourself in the mirror and you feel a part of you melting away, your love growing a little weaker. He had forgotten your birthday, He cheated on you on your birthday and didn't even bother to hide it.
You freshen up and lay down next to Yoongi who was busy on his phone. His head peaks up as soon as you turn the other side.
“Where were you?”
“Out with friends.” You reply dryly and he hums.
“Any occasion?”
“No nothing. Just like that.”
“Okay. Good night.” he switches the night light off and the room is filled with darkness, and so does your heart. Yoongi's words echo in your mind- “You've got another thing coming if you think I'm leaving my baby alone on her birthday.”
He had left you alone after all.
You sat at your favorite cafe watching the crowd outside pass by. This cafe was your favorite for many reasons. For one you had met Yoongi here by accident, This was where Yoongi had first confessed to you, This was also the place where he took you out for your first date, Saying that he wanted the first date as a couple to be at a place where all this started. The young you had a heart flutter on how romantic he had been.
You sipped on your favorite coffee remembering those happy times you had spent with your boyfriend in the past years. He had been so caring, right until your last birthday. You were absolutely floored by his efforts and whatever time he took out for you. You were never demanding, You always tried to support him to the best you could. You still couldn't figure out where you had gone wrong.
You still mentally debated on your idea of fake dating Taehyung to get back to Yoongi, But you gave up on that idea because it wouldn't make sense and what would it even bring you out of it?, But you felt you were right in your place. You were going to give back Yoongi the pain he had given you, by walking out of his life happily and by never turning back again.
Yoongi’s behavior lately was pissing you off to no end, The man had started coming home to only sleep, and had entirely started avoiding a conversation with you. You still wondered why he didn't break up at this point? It's not like there was anything he was trying to salvage something. Questions kept plaguing your mind to no end and there wasn't even one single answer you had in your mind. There were just endless why’s in your mind and not even one single answer insight.
You made up your mind to play a little before you or he would break this sad excuse of a relationship. The doubts in your mind only cemented your desire to get back at him, and Taehyung was absolutely thrilled to be your partner in crime. The guy was an enigma, You never understood why he did what he did.
You were really good friends with him, but he never had gotten so far as planning an entire party for you, But taehyung was furious when you tried to ask him if he had thrown this party out of pity. His reaction made you stop questioning him altogether. If he was okay, who were you to refuse?
You returned to your house lost deep in your thoughts, You skipped dinner since you were not practically feeling like it. You changed and got into your bed, and started your round of mindless scrolling when Yoongi entered your bedroom. Not paying any kind of attention to him, you continued scrolling and suddenly your phone lit up with a message from Taehyung.
TaeTae<3 - You up?
You - Ewww! Know how that sounds?
TaeTae<3 - You are.
You - Isn't that obvious?
TaeTae<3 - Im Bored! :(
You - Okay?
TaeTae<3 - cookies and cream or Dark Chocolate Fudge?
You- Make that Belgian Chocolate and I'm in...
TaeTae<3 - Cool come down. I'm waiting!
Your eyes widened at his response. Your infamous late ice cream trips were what introduced you to Taehyung in the first place and the fucker knew you would never ever say no to ice cream. You felt the bed dip beside you and you immediately threw the covers off you and ran to the closet startling Yoongi in the process.
You quickly threw on your shorts and a hoodie and flew out of the closet towards your bed to grab your phone.
“Something at work came up, Gotta go.” You said as you tried to rush out but Yoongi caught your wrist and turned you towards him.
“Now?”
“Yeah. But don't wait for me. Good night.” You placed a quick peck on his cheek to seal the deal and before he could respond you walked out of the door. A strange sense of satisfaction filled your mind to use his own poor excuse against him. You were itching to know if he noticed that this was the same excuse he had been throwing at you for around a year, Or if he would have thought maybe even if you were lying to him? Technically you were, But that was just to get back at him.
“Hello there.” Taehyung smiled at you when you got in. You grinned at him and put on your seat belt and he started the car.
"Hey!" You smiled at him and fastened the seat belt as he started the car.
"Where are we going?"
"Fell and Cole?" Your eyes lit up at Tae's suggestion and he smiled at your reaction.
"Fell and Cole it is"
You arrived at the ice cream shop and started looking over at the chocolate section to see if anything else caught your eye other than Belgian chocolate. But you ended up choosing Belgian chocolate after the never-ending debate, which Taehyung had unending patience for.
You settled on the table next to the door and began eating your ice cream. Taehyung kept looking at the street outside and you kept looking at him, his old habit. Watching the people pass by.
"Still fascinated with the street watching" Taehyung hummed without taking his eyes off the street and you tried to steal a spoon out of his cup, he quickly swatted your hand and frowned
"Still fascinated with stealing my ice cream? You literally have an entire cup there."
"It's not as fun as eating from your cup and watching your face scrunch in irritation." Taehyung scowled at your reaction which made you chuckle. You quickly stole another spoon from him, and he growled.
"Ugh, Y/Nie just order one for yourself." He pulled away from his cup and you laughed at his irritation.
"How are things with Yoongi?"
"Just like they were. Cold" Taehyung laughed at your statement and you rolled your eyes.
"Y/nnnnnnnieeeeeee" Tae rubbed your shoulders and your attention shifted from your ice cream to his face, he was looking at you with a very different expression.
"Hmmm??"
"You've grown into such a strong woman, you were such a cry baby in college."
" How are both of these things related?" Taehyung laughed at your question.
"Remember how you used to crib about having problems, always trying to run away from them! And now look at you, facing them headstrong!"
"You were the one though who always listened"
Taehyung gasped dramatically, shaking his head, and you raised your eyebrows.
"Ahh don't remind me, the torture" you threw your spoon at him and he throws his at you. You both laugh at your actions, as Tae gestures for the waiter to ask for more spoons.
Meeting Taehyung made you realize how much you actually missed him, how much you actually valued him as a friend, Taehyung was a breath of fresh air, a warm hug on the coldest days, and your comfort zone.
He was your support now, your confidant, and your crazy partner in crime. You didn't know how fthings with Yoongi were going to turn out but you were glad you had Tae by your side.
You both finished your ice creams and kept walking on the street, chatting about general things and work. He dropped you to your apartment, he gave you a tight hug which reached your soul directly, flooding a sense of comfort in your senses. You quickly pecked his cheek and made your way inside.
You unlocked the door quietly in the dark and made your way to the sofa, you sat down and laid your head back, closing your eyes. Your head snapped at the noise of laughing coming from the staircase and you strained your eyes in the dark. Yoongi was laughing loudly, talking on the phone and you rolled your eyes. Does this guy ever sleep?
The lights turned on in the kitchen and Yoongi abruptly stopped as his eyes landed on you. You quickly stood up and practically sprinted to the stairs to avoid any kind of conversation with him. Yoongi was left baffled again watching you actively trying to avoid him.
You quickly changed and jumped in your bed and turned the lights off, a little while later you felt the bed dip beside you and the covers shifting slightly above you.
"Baby, you awake?" Yoongi nudged you lightly and you closed your eyes tightly he waited for a second before he put the covers back up and you breathed a sigh of relief.
"Goodnight baby, I love you," he whispered, and you frowned. What a joke! You wanted to laugh so bad, I love you. He loved you so much that he needed someone else.
Flashback:
Yoongi kept holding your hand as his life depended on it, making you giggle. You tried to free your hand but he just kept holding it tighter.
"Someone from your work is definitely going to see us".
"As if I care." He stopped in front of his studio and pulled you close to him.
"All good?"
"Enter the passcode"
"But I don't know your passcode!"
"0931" Your eyes widened when he gave his passcode this easily to you. Everyone knew what Yoongi's studio was for him, if there was one thing he would protect with all his life was his studio.
" Only the members know it, and now you. It's my birthday and yours" tears welled up in your eyes, the fact that he included you in something so important to him made your heart warm.
"Yoongi i "
"Shh y/nie, you are important to me, you're my world and I always want you to be a part of everything me" he kissed your forehead and you hugged him tight, if you could you would freeze this moment forever.
"I love you Yoongi" He kissed your forehead and muttered ``I love you too'', while you pressed the passcode.
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Present :
You sighed in irritation as the lift kept going up to the studio floor, Yoongi had forgotten his phone at home and since he knew you were working from home, he had asked you to deliver it to him to his studio which you couldn't refuse, since that would mean answering his many questions and right now Min Yoongi was the last man you wanted to have a conversation with.
The door of the lift opened and you stepped out to the floor, you were hoping Yoongi wouldn't be in his studio and you could just leave the phone in there without having to face your boyfriend.
You reached his studio, your hand paused as soon as you reached for the keypad. What if you walk in on him railing that woman? The scenes flashed in front of your eyes and you cringed. You took a deep breath mentally preparing yourself if any of that happened, but also a voice in your head told you Yoongi wouldn't be so foolish to bang his girl when he had literally himself asked you to bring his phone.
You pressed the passcode and the panel blinks red making a loud noise. You double-checked if you had entered the wrong passcode but it blinked red again. He changed it.
You felt a little sting in your heart, he had erased that part of you from here. Honestly, it didn't bother you as much as it should, because if he could replace you, what was a passcode?
The opening of the door pulls you out of your thoughts and Yoongi comes out of his studio, the wrong passcode must have alerted him, you sigh. Why did he have to be here? He literally could have been anywhere else
"Hey thank you for coming, I'm sorry for the trouble though."
He paused waiting for you to ask, why did he change the passcode but it never came. You were least bothered now. Yoongi's lies and deceit had been teaching you to grow a thick skin and slowly the pain had been lessening now, it was still there but it was lesser.
Before you could open your mouth, the loud clanking of heels caught your attention and you turned your head to see your replacement walking towards you. Solar smiled brightly as soon as she saw Yoongi and he returned the smile back, though cautiously.
"Hi, I am solar. I'm working with Yoongissi for my next track." When the fuck did you ask for her introduction? Yoongi cleared his throat nervously at your pause.
"Hi I'm y/n, Yoongi's friend. Nice to meet you." You weren't sure about the last part though and you mentally applauded yourself for calling yourself his friend. If he was out about erasing traces about you, what kind of girlfriend would you be if you didn't make it easier for him?
Yoongi and Solar looked at you in confused expressions and the bitch in you did a happy dance, serving them right!
You quickly handed Yoongi his phone back, the air outside his studio had already become thick with tension and you were kind of suffocating. You quickly bowed to Solar, and a deep baritone voice and the super chirpy voice stopped you. Soobin and Taehyung.
"Tiny Yyy Noona" Soobin sang and Yoongi choked on air for the second time, Tae just scowled and Soobin smirked watching Taehyung's reaction.
"Hey there Soo '' you high-fived the younger ones, and Tae poked his tongue out to the younger one.
"I get a hug, move" he pushed Soobin aside and enveloped you in a bear hug, which you returned back with the same enthusiasm. Yoongi and Solar stood rooted to their spot watching the scene unfold, and Yoongi had his eyebrows furrowed.
"No fair Tiny Noona, I want a hug too." Soobin crossed his arms and pouted and you laughed at his antics, sometimes it was difficult to tell who among both these dorks was the younger one. You held a hand out and Soobin immediately hugged you, plastering a huge smile on his face.
" Take that Hyung." Taehyung scowled at the younger ones, and Yoongi narrowed his eyes at the men.
"Hi Yoongissi" Tae greeted Yoongi formally and Yoongi just curtly nodded, while Soobin and Yoongi exchanged pleasantries.
"Tiny Noona, it's so good to see you."
"Hey, only I call her tiny. That name is my copyright."
"Haa Hyung, be a sport."
"Okay, that's enough" Yoongi's stern voice broke the playful banter and Soobin looked scared for a second.
Ignoring his warning, Soobin quickly pulled you aside. Taehyung pulled you towards him and the two men engaged in a tug of war with you being the center, giving no flying dams to Yoongi's hard stare.
"Tiny Noona do you have a secret boyfriend?" You choked on air at Soobin's question and Taehyung smirked.
"Yeah, she has." Yoongi's answer brought a glint of mischief in Tae's eyes and a scowl on Solar's face. You looked at them in confusion, since when did Yoongi start accepting you in the public?
"See I knew it, and I think this certain someone is a five feet eleven"
"Tae burst out laughing and you rolled your eyes, trust this bear to make it a point of getting on someone's nerves.
"Soobin you can call her tiny from now all you want" Tae playfully linked his arms with you and you could swear you could sense Yoongi going up in flames.
"You guys are dating aren't you. "
"No comments" you and Tae spoke at once and that hit the final straw for Yoongi, he asked Solar to join him inside and banged the door on his way.
But what caught your attention was the fact, the door blinks green when solar entered the passcode. You almost swore when Tae almost caught your hand and Soobin looked at you curiously.
"What's wrong with him?"
"Oh nothing, he's inbuilt grumpy." They avoided the question and Soobin nodded. You were fuming. So this was it? A thought came to your mind and you turned to Tae and Soobin.
"Go and hold the lift for me please, I'll be back in a second." Tae nodded without any question and pulled Soobin away. You quickly took your phone out and Googled solar's birthday, the page loaded with the search results and you quickly entered the two digits along with yoongi's birthday. The door blinked green signaling the unlock of the door.
You quickly ran away towards the lift, the was already holding the lift for you, you got in and the door closed. You burst out laughing, all the previous anger had somehow vanished and all that was left was a crack in your heart.
"Noona are you okay?"
"Yeah soo, don't worry. I'm fine" You wiped the tears that the laughter brought in and Tae looked at you with a lot of questions in his eyes, You squeezed his hands gently and he nodded. You get down at the next floor and Soobin bids his goodbye with a sweet hug and the moment he's gone Tae looks at you with his arms crossed on his chest.
"Wanna tell me why you were laughing like a maniac?" You burst out laughing at his question again.
"I was laughing at the passcode Yoongi has for his studio"
"What's so funny about it?"
"It's his and Solar's birthday." Tae raised his eyebrows and looked at you in confusion.
"And how did you guess that?"
"It used to be mine and his birthday before." You quietened down when you. said it out loud and Tae clenched his fists.
"Such an innovative fucker." He huffed and you lost it again.
Bit by bit you were breaking from inside from the time you had known of yoongi's cheating, although it didn't hurt as much it was a little heartbreaking to see little bits of you being replaced by someone else.
That shit hurt.
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You closed the door to your apartment and plopped on the couch, tying your hair up in a bun. Your mind ran back to all this time which you had with Yoongi. It was such a fairy tale. You had your shares of ups and downs and fights. But you would always be there for each other. That was what you loved about Min Yoongi.
But today, you no longer recognized the man that you lived with, and you definitely didn't recognize the man you had fallen in love with. This wasn't your Yoongi.
The days rolled by and soon enough the day that cleared a lot of things for you came by. Soobins birthday party.
Soobin had invited you for his birthday party and threatened you that he would bring the party wherever you would be, you laughed about it and agreed.
You dressed up, Yoongi wasn't home and you didn't know his whereabouts either. You took one glance at the dress in the mirror and hummed in satisfaction at your look. The dress hugged your curves and gave a look that brought your confidence to the sky.
You arrived at the club and handed your keys to the valet and made your way inside. Taehyung was already waiting for you, he Whistled when he saw you. He led you inside and the party was already in the full swing.
You scanned the crowd, with no signs of Yoongi. Maybe he didn't make it. You knew the boys and the txt were on very good terms so you were expecting the rest of the boys here today too but none of them were here.
You saw Taehyung sitting in the bar with a few people who looked like his friends. You waited patiently at the other side, busy on your phone since you did not see anybody you knew. A few minutes later Taehyung spotted you and he enthusiastically waved you over.
“Guys this is Y/N, Y/n These are my friends Min-Jae, Soohyung, and Soojoon.” You greeted them formally and soon enough you fell into an easy conversation with the guys. Your eyes caught something in the decorative mirror That was installed behind the bar, Yoongi, and the guys.
But what caught your attention more was the arm that Yoongi had draped over Solar’s waist. He was laughing merrily with the guys, Who weren't paying much attention to Solar, barely acknowledging her presence.
“Gossips My Ass.” You muttered under your breath and Taehyung looked at you questioning looks, You pointed towards the both of them in the mirror and he shook his head.
“He always told me such parties happen for gossip and he wouldn't want me involved in one. So it was better to not be seen together here.” Taehyung scoffed as he took a sip from his drink, And he smiled suddenly, giving you jitters. You knew the smile, The exact smile that screamed mischief, which was up to no good.
“Why don't we give people a little something to gossip about?” He snaked his arm around your waist and pulled you a little closer.
“Taehyung!”
“Relax Tiny, We aren't doing anything scandalous. Just make sure to stay by my side okay?”
“You are trouble.” You spoke through clenched teeth and Taehyung just laughed it off.
“Correction Tiny, We are trouble.”
“Tiny Noona.” Soobin's voice came at the right moment, Taehyung tightened his arm on your waist and turned out at the exact moment Yoongi’s eyes landed on you and his hand automatically retracted away from Solar. You wanted to go and wring his neck at the moment but calmed yourself down.
“Here's my fav couple.”
“They're a couple?” Namjoon asked with widened eyes, But Soobin just laughed it off.
“Well they know the best but we ship them.” He shrugged his shoulders while the rest of the text boys agreed. Your boyfriend's band members kept glancing between the two of you. You ignored all of them and suddenly an awkward silence took over the group.
You excused yourself to go to the bar, You badly needed a drink. The evening and the people were getting on your nerves and you needed some liquid courage to live.
“I can see all shades of a rainbow on your boyfriend's face, He is going to kill me.” You peek behind Taehyung, Your eyes widen when you see Yoongi glaring you both down. Solar was still with him but she kept a safe distance.
“Serves him right.”
“Just stay with me alright, No straying away from me. Come On let me introduce you to my friends from Bazaar.”
“Cool.” You down the last sip of the champagne and take taehyung's arm to meet his friends. Your networking skills benefit you a lot at the party. Thanks to Taehyung you ended up meeting a lot of big wigs in the media industry and the fashion line too. The guy never left your side and did not allow you either.
You excused yourself to the bathroom, You looked at your face in the mirror to see yourself turning a little light shade of pink. The sign to stop drinking, But you weren't a typsy either. You open your compact and dab the sponge lightly on your face.
The loud bang of the door startles you and you drop the compact in the sink, Your eyes widen when you see it was Yoongi who had followed you into the bathroom. He locks the door behind him and in two long strides, Yoongi is already right in front of you.
Not planning to give him your attention, You turn behind to check your makeup in the mirror, Yoongi harshly pulls your hand and turns you around.
“Having a fun baby?”
“Yeah, I am. What are you doing here?”
“I am right where I need to be, with my Girlfriend!”
Yoongi groans and attaches himself to your neck, when you try to struggle. Right there your brain chooses to short circuit and you feel like sparks running all over your body. He sighs into your neck and slowly you are consumed with want. You breathe a little heavily when Yoongi bites a little harder on your neck and Yoongi grinds himself on you.
All the logic flew out of the window when Yoongi holds your waist and hoisted you up on the counter. He nudges your legs and pushes your panties aside, and adds a finger in your cunt. You saw the way he looked straight in your eye and you could see the smaller traces of your yoongi in him. That glance was enough for you to lose whatever little resistance you had, And you gave in.
You kissed him and Yoongi kissed you back roughly more than he ever did. His mouth worked magic on your lips and his fingers worked their magic in your cunt.
“You're mine Y/n”
“Yoongi plea– The words get stuck in your throat when Yoongi adds another finger and a whimper escapes your mouth.
“Why was Taehyung touching what's mine huh?”
“He's a friend,” Yoongi growls in your ear and harshly tugs you down, He flips you over and bunches your dress at your waist, He unbuckles himself and without any warning plunges deep inside you. You let out a loud whimper when you feel his length reaching the deepest parts of you.
Yoongi begins a relentless pace from the beginning and you're sure you're going to bruise by the way his fingers have gripped your ass. His grunts and your moans fill the washroom.
“Look in that fucking mirror.” You let out a cry when you see the mirror, Yoongi fucking you and your eyes on the mirror only adding to his pace.
“See that, That's me who gets you like this. Never let other men touch what's mine Y/n. You're mine. Only mine.” He accentuates the last word with a brutal thrust that has you seeing stars and you explode around his cock, Yoongi comes with guttural moans and you feel warmth flood your insides, Yoongi utters a string of curses and pulls out softly.
“Make sure you're keeping that in you.” You look at him through the mirror and Yoongi places a kiss on your shoulders.
You straighten up while Yoongi tidies himself, You both don't utter a word. You keep stealing glances at him and Yoongi does the same. You excuse yourself and move out of the bathroom while Yoongi barely utters any word.
“I'll see you at the home baby.” He quickly pecks your cheek and walks away leaving you to wonder about what just happened.
Your head runs in a thousand different directions, You wonder if Yoongi’s words meant anything? Did he get jealous of Taehyung and realize his mistake? You walk absentmindedly wondering what that jealousy meant.
“Where have you been?”
“Uh nothing, The washroom.” You avoid Taehyung's eyes and pray he notices nothing out of the ordinary.
“Did you see a ghost while you were in there? You look like you saw one.” You laugh at Taehyung’s question to avoid giving any answer and Taehyung lets it go. Maybe he understood you didn't want to talk about it.
The confusion in your mind never rests and you keep going back to the encounter that you had with Yoongi, His words didn't seem empty, and neither did those eyes when he was reminding you, You were his.
You keep gulping glasses of water to calm down the thoughts in you. Your half mind stays in the conversation with Tae, Soobin, and Baekhyun while the other half is occupied by Yoongi. You feel an undeniable urge to pee and excuse yourself for the second time.
You walk towards the washroom, meanwhile trying to spot Yoongi. You see the boys talking among themselves, But Yoongi and Solar are nowhere. You keep walking towards the corridor, But you stop when you hear light giggles.
You see both of them right outside the washroom door, leaning and kissing each other. Yoongi pulls Solar in his arms and she just giggles and buries her face in his neck. The smile that Yoongi had numbs any emotion that you were about to feel. You just keep standing there and watch the two of them being all shy As if they weren't in the washroom together just now.
Yoongi’s smile is his cutest gummy smile, The one you had fallen in love with and the one that was reserved only for you. Your heart doesn't break, Your tears don't fall. Instead, you stand there and watch the couple engaging in sweet banter, Like a spectator and Not Yoongi’s girlfriend.
Any confusion that you had a while ago vanishes into thin air and the confusion is replaced with a smile on your face. Any little bit of pain that was left in your heart is replaced by a sense of freedom and a realization- There was nothing more to save, Yoongi and You were over.
It's strange how so many emotions can be replaced in the span of a moment. You were confused, angry, bitter, hurt, and betrayed and now all you are is numb. You don't think at this moment it would even make a difference if he comes up to you and breaks things off. You were more than ready to do it now.
You had enough and there was no point in anything further, So you made up your mind to find yourself a new place. As soon as you do, it will be over with Yoongi.
You join the others back and a little over five minutes later, Yoongi and Solar come out separately.
Yoongi never came home that night, And neither did it bother you that he didn't. You didn't fall asleep to anger or disappointment that night, You fell asleep to property listings.
You didn't have dreams of different versions of Yoongi’s betrayal that night, You had dreams of you setting up your new place with a huge grin on your face.
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It took you exactly two months to find yourself a new place that you liked, To sign the lease, and access your keys. Taehyung was the one who had personally come with you to see these homes, But only after trying his hardest to convince you to give up on finding your house and live with him in his penthouse.
As much as you appreciated his efforts, it was time for you to live alone a little, Experience life as a single woman again. You needed space and your new home would exactly give you that.
You nervously packed your bags and took your car keys. Today was the day. You were planning to tell Yoongi that you were ending their charade of a relationship and moving out. You rehearsed a million times in the car and a million times in the lift. This had to go well. You hadn't done any packing yet, You would do it after you told Yoongi.
Things between you and Yoongi went back to the cold and stale state, Yoongi stayed out now more than ever, you barely got to see him. While he was out there, You were trying to heal on the inside.
You felt free after that party, Nothing mattered anymore. You were patiently giving yourself time these two months. You joined pilates again, Started attending concerts (Obviously not your boyfriends). You started doing things that you loved, Taehyung played a supportive friend all this while. He was your shoulder to cry on, He was also your biggest cheerer and now he was your strongest support.
You put the keys in the bowl and walk inside to find Yoongi watching TV. You take a seat near him and clear your throat. Yoongi pauses the TV and looks at you.
“Yoongi, we need to talk.”
“Yeah tell me.”
But before you could talk, The loud ringing of his phone distracts you. Namjoon's work lights up the screen and Yoongi gets visibly uncomfortable.
“Work Call?”
“Umm Yeah, Gotta go. Talk to you later.” You laugh at how quickly he ran away, You take a deep breath and sit back. You were somewhat relieved that you wouldn't have to say Goodbye on his face. So you decide to do the next best thing: A Letter.
You were moving out today, Nothing would change that. If Yoongi didn't have time to listen to you, He could read at his own leisure. You open the notepad and just two words Dear Yoongi flashes a million memories you had with him. This was really Over.
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Dear Yoongi,
I wanted to do this in person, But Solar called and I guess the girl who you're hiding is more important than the girl you live with and call yours. In a way, Thankyou. I didn't know at all how to say these things to you.
I am going to be totally honest with you here. That's the least I can do before I say goodbye. I knew about Solar. Long long ago. I knew it when you canceled our date and spent your time with her. I knew it when you actually cooked dinner for me out of guilt and told me how much you love me, Only to say to her in a span of a few minutes.
Yoongi, You've been the person who has given me the happiest moments of my life, And you are the person who I thank god for gifting me with. We've spent such a good time and made such wonderful memories, that it still feels impossible that you would cheat on me. I don't know what went wrong and why you had to look for love somewhere else? I wish you had just come to me and spoken about it.
I still don't have the answers to a lot of questions, Believe me. I still don't know why I held onto you when I knew I had lost you long ago. Things change, People change and so do you. But I would have left this relationship with dignity if you would have broken things with me first and then pursued other women. That would have hurt so much less.
I tried Yoongi, I definitely did. I wanted to hurt you back, Put you through the same pain. I even went as far as deciding to fake date Tae but ultimately what would that have brought us? I don't know how you did what you did.
I am going to miss you Yoongi, I definitely will. I know I'm going to feel vulnerable, heartbroken, and dejected at times but I am going to pull through that. You know I hate being alone, but I am a hundred percent content knowing that I decided to quit this relationship for myself. I deserve love and I definitely deserve respect, I think I had forgotten about that in these past few months.
You know I loved you, I would have done anything for you. You're a talented and wonderful human Yoongi. You deserve everything you have right now, But I have to let you go and not let you lead me down a path of lies, Dishonesty, and deceit.
I watched you lie to my face, I watched you make excuses, Hell I even saw you making out with Solar too (That was heartbreaking), I even know you changed the password to your studio to yours and her birthdate too. Too many bad things right?
I've been angry, I've been heartbroken and I've been mad all this while. I've lived through all of this which wasn't even my fault btw, But now I am over all of this. That day when you actually got jealous and took me right against that sink, It made me question if I could still have my old Yoongi back? What if things turn around? But all of that shattered when I saw you walking out of the same washroom with Solar.
The funniest part is that it didn't hurt me, In Fact, I felt nothing. That's when I knew it was over. We were over. I had lost you.
So yeah, Please take care of yourself, and don't overwork yourself like you always do.
Have a good life Yoongi, I know I will.
Love,
Y/N
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You took one last look at the apartment which you called home for all these years, Everything was the same except the traces of you. You placed your letter on the kitchen counter and placed the promise ring that Yoongi had gifted you on your first anniversary on top of the letter.
You dragged your bags out of the apartment and out of Yoongi’s Life. You had much to look forward to, And a lot to do. And it started from now.
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One Month Later:
The incessant knocking on the door, Broke your peaceful slumber. You looked at the watch, It was way past midnight. You grabbed the baseball bat that you had kept for safety and walked towards the door. You switched the door cam and the bat fell from your hands with a loud thud. You pulled the door open.
“ Taehyung, Yoongi. What the fuck is wrong with the both of you? Did you guys fight with each other?”
Break Me, Heal Me: Yoongi's POV
Pairing: Yoongi x Reader , Platonic Taehyung x Reader
➤Angst: Angst (Shit Ton of it), Smut(Mature Content), Fluff.
➤Rating: 18+
➤Warning(s): Swearing, self doubts, crying,Cheating, Lies, Lots of drinking and fighting, lot of swearing too.
➤Au: Idol au, cheating au, established relationship au.
➤Word Count: 2.8k
➤Summary: You watched Yoongi love you like no tomorrow, You watched Yoongi make you his center of his universe, You also watched Yoongi become your warmth on the coldest days, But you also saw Yoongi going cold, You watched him lie to your face, You also watched him giving his love to someone else. The love that broke you, was also the love that healed you.
➤A/N: So this update is a little filler of what happened when Yoongi found Y/n's letter upto the scene where Tae and Yoongi landed outside her door. Part two will be out soon.
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Yoongi's POV:
Yoongi returned home late at night, at a time he knew you would be asleep.He knew you wanted to talk, he was caught off guard.
Solar called him right at the moment, so he used that as an excuse to skip the talk. Yoongi opened the doors to his apartment, it was dark. Confused he switched on the lights, he knew you hated the darkness and you had the habit of keeping the lights in the passage on. He zeroed it down to you being out somewhere. You hated darkness.
He opened the door of the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water, he hadn't even finished a sip when he saw your promise ring and a paper safely nestled on the counter.
Min Yoongi could never be scared. Never. He could be nervous, but now he was. The way the ring was kept on the table meant only one thing.
With shivering hands, Yoongi grabbed the paper and opened it. He took a deep breath before he started reading, his heart beating five hundred times more.
The moment Yoongi read the contents of the letter, his world crashed. He couldn't read the ending because of the tears in his eyes. No, no you couldn't leave him, his y/n definitely couldn't leave him. You loved him, he loved you.
He ran up the stairs like a mad man, his heart hoping just a little to find all of this a sick joke, and that you would be asleep in their bed. He promised himself he'd never say a word of this was a prank. He would laugh along with you.
All his hopes were shattered the moment he opened the door to the bedroom. There was no you. He ran to the wardrobe only to find all your stuff gone. His life and everything inside him was as empty as his house.
Yoongi crashed near the wardrobe door, yelling out loud, You knew. You knew everything! He hated to think of every damn time that he had lied straight to your face, and you knew!
You knew his lies, you knew his dishonesty and yet you endured. Yoongi never loved Solar, she Was a distraction and it was the excitement, thrill of the newness of something new that had Yoongi give in.
You were home, his home.
Yoongi promised himself every single day since he had crossed the line with solar that he would end it and confess his wrong doings to you. But he never ended, and neither did he confess.
The only thing that kept going on and on in Yoongi's mind was you knew, yet you held onto him. He should have known something was wrong when you had introduced yourself as his friend to solar.
Solar knew you were his girlfriend, she had seen it on the first day she started working with him. He had a photo of you and him on his wallpaper. He had a photo of you in his studio. She knew, and so did he. Yet he gave in to the weakness of the moment and stepped the line.
Yoongi had slowly gone cold towards you, your relationship fell into monotony, but instead of talking to you, he chose the easy and the adventurous way out. Let in someone else.
Yoongi didn't want to imagine what would have happened if the situation had been reversed and had you cheated on him, it would have killed him. You weren't only his girlfriend, you were his life. His life that he ruined and betrayed and destroyed with his own two hands.
Yoongi yelled and cried the loudest he had in his entire life, but you were gone. Yoongi cursed himself for running away when you said you wanted to talk, he should have listened. At Least he could have begged for your forgiveness, he would have done anything to change your mind. Fuck him for losing out the one person he loved.
Yoongi got up from the door, and wiped his tears. No, he would find you apologize and bring you home. He wouldn't let you leave. He should have known better than to cheat and hurt the person he loved.
He ran down the stairs to find his phone, he searched the kitchen like a lunatic only to remember that he had left his phone in the car.
Yoongi sat down by the door of the car and tried calling you, it went straight to the voice mail. He tried calling all your friends but no one knew where you had gone. He falsely assured everyone that you were fine and he was just confirming.
For the first time all these years in Seoul, Yoongi drove like a lunatic, he ran every red light while looking around for you. He found you nowhere.
"Fucking Hell" he yelled at the phone when your voicemail message rang through the car.
Yoongi returned home a dejected man, the darkness resembling the current state he was in, and his life. Empty and dark without you.
Yoongi slept on your side of the bed that night, he thanked the almighty for the traces of you in the comforter and the pillows. They still smelled like you.
He wrapped himself in your comforter, your scent deeply nestled within them. Yoongi cried himself to sleep that night. He had dreams of you, but when he woke up all he found was the cold empty room and the darkness. Exactly what he was made of now.
Yoongi stepped in his studio, unshowered, with the same clothes from yesterday. He heard his studio door open, and he saw red.
His blood boiled like a volcano, he knew who it was. Solar. His eyes flashed red when he saw her happy cheerful face.
"Yoongi are you okay?" Solar rushed to him after seeing the state of the man.
"Get away from me, you fucking bitch." He roared and solar squeaked in fear.
"Yoongi let's talk about it, What happened?"
"What happened? My girlfriend left me, that's what happened!!!! It's all because of you. Everything had happened because of you"
"Because of me? Did I force myself on you Yoongi? No. What we did was consensual. Don't come yelling at me because you weren't sneaky enough."
"Get the fuck out of my studio" Yoongi pulled her hands harshly and threw her out of the studio.
"My production team will take care of the song henceforth. We are fucking done. Don't you dare call me." He shit the door with a bang on her face, and sat down leaning his back to the door.
Yoongi felt a little breathless, his tears flowing uncontrolled now, he was seething with anger but the fact that he couldn't do nothing about it was bringing out the tears.
"Fuck fuck fuck y/n, where are you?" Yoongi yelled at the phone in frustration, his call still getting redirected to voicemail. He knew you must have changed your number, but he still tried in hopes of reaching you once. Just once.
Yoongi got up from the floor and picked his phone up,deciding to drive to your workplace.You must definitely have gone to work.
"You don't understand I need to see her, it's an urgent matter" Yoongi tried to reason with the receptionist but she didn't budge.
"Sir, i told you Ms.y/n is not at work today, she is on a sabbatical" Yoongi scoffed at the receptionist, who just looked at him amused.
"Sabbatical bullshit, how can she take a sabbatical all of a sudden?"
"Sir, I will have to ask you to leave or else I will have to have you removed from the premises." Yoongi banged his hand on the table and left.
Yoongi looked at every car in the parking lot only to find yours missing. He knew for sure you wouldn't take a sabbatical, but again he hadn't been paying attention to you either.
Yoongi stopped when he saw Taehyung's poster on a billboard when he drove out of your office. Kim Taehyung! He definitely had to know where you were. It dawned on him he was with you all along.
Yoongi almost lost his calm when he remembered the way Taehyung kept sticking to you. How had he missed this detail? He didn't have Taehyung's number so he dialed the one person who could give it to him. Soobin.
"Hyung"
"Soobinah give me Taehyung's number and send me his address."
"But Hyung, is everything alright?" Soobin sounded a little panicked, but Yoongi had no time to address that panic. He had more important things on his hand right now.
"Are you giving me or not ?"
"Sent it to you Hyung." Yoongi hung up before Soobin could answer, he quickly punched in Taehyung's address and dialed him, but again he was put through the voicemail.
"God this voicemail." He banged his fist on the steering wheel, letting out a groan. Yoongi drove to Taehyung's home in a record time. He had a strong feeling he would find you here. You couldn't just disappear from the face of the earth overnight.
Yoongi barged into the lobby, only to be stopped by the security.
"I need to see Kim Taehyung"
"Sorry sir Mr.kim already left a week ago he hasn't come back" Everybody was lying to him. Every single one of them.
Taehyung lived in a premium property just like Yoongi, privacy was taken too seriously and if he persisted then there could be a media debacle.
Yoongi kicked his car in frustration, the hope in him was dwindling too much. There was no way Yoongi could reach you now. If Taehyung was out for a week, where exactly did you go?
Thirty days later, Yoongi had you back on his lock screen, your number in his logs and your memories when he was drunk and the pain when he was sober. But he still didn't find you.
Yoongi began drinking everyday, every minute he was sober he felt ashamed, He felt hurt and he felt empty inside.He began drinking whenever these emotions started getting better of him, He would make a drink. It was easier that way. If he was sober he would remember you, if he was drunk the pain would be easier to forget once the alcohol began working on his bloodstream.
The company was already having a field day trying to withhold any drunk fights Yoongi got into, which were increasing in number by the way. Yoongi wanted to wring every person's neck that came his way.
Every passing day since the day you left, Yoongi felt empty inside. He tried everything to reach out to you but to no avail. The fact that he could do nothing about it was eating Yoongi alive and in turn he started drinking it out.
Thirty days later, Yoongi had you back on his lockscreen, your number in his logs and your memories when he was drunk and the pain when he was sober. But he still didn't find you.
Yoongi had finished almost a bottle when he lost it, all the rage, the pain and the frustration came rushing back to him when he saw Taehyung in a high end bar.
Yoongi stumbled to Taehyung's table, his fists clenched tight, ready to punch the life out of Taehyung, which he did.
Taehyung was caught off guard when Yoongi suddenly appeared out of nowhere and punched him right on his lip leaving it bruised. The only problem, Taehyung was drunk too.
"What the hell hyung?" Soobin helped Taehyung off the ground, Taehyung spat the blood and barged towards Yoongi who scoffed at Taehyung's state.
"You motherfucker, how fucking dare you" Taehyung rained two punches on Yoongi, who was caught equally off guard and the alcohol in his system did nothing to help him apart from giving him the strength to barge at him in return.
The two drunk men fought like their life depended on it, the manager left with no option to call the security.
"She left me for you " Yoongi pushed Taehyung and spat the blood out of his mouth, Taehyung pushed the security trying to seperate the both of them.
"She left your cheating ass, not for me. For herself."
"You snatched my girlfriend away" Yoongi just couldn't listen to what Taehyung was saying, He saw red the moment he saw Taehyung. It was easier to shift the blame on him, then accept his own mistakes.
Seven punches, Two bruised lips and infinite profanities later the four men and Soobin got Yoongi and Taehyung to sit down.
“Stop blaming your mistakes on me.”
“You were the one who must have given her the idea.” Yoongi threw the ice cube from the icebox at Tehyung who just threw it back.
“Can't you both talk like adults?” Soobin yelled, getting frustrated at the way both his hyungs were fighting. He moved the ice box away in case they end up banging it on each other's head.
“What do you want, Min?” Taehung calmed himself a little, Yoongi had caught him at a very wrong timing. He was drunk and so was Yoongi. He didn't even know if anybody had caught it on camera the way they had fought like cats and dogs.
“That's Hyung to you, You punk.” Taehyung scoffed at the way Yoongi said he was his hyung, As if he would ever consider that. He had hurt his friend. There was no way Taehyung was ever giving him any respect.
“She's at your place isn't she?” Taehyung laughed at Yoongi’s question.
“You think she is ever going to depend on somebody else? She isn't at my place. She never came there.”
“Bullshit.”
“You don't know your ex that well Yoongi, She's a strong woman. She knew what she wanted to do.”
“You love her don't you?” Taehyung fell silent. There was no expression on his face that could give away an answer. His feelings were his. He couldn't tell you back then, He couldn't tell you now. It wasnt the right time all those years ago and it wasnt the right time now.
“You love her.” Taehyung neither denied nor did he accept it. He was talking about this with the man that broke the heart of the girl who was important to him.
“I am not going to answer this, If we are done here i'm leaving.” Taehyung called for the check and paid his bill and walked over to Soobin who was patiently waiting on another side of the VIP section to give his hyungs some privacy.
Yoongi quickly gulped his drink down and cleared his tab and followed Taehyung. If he was right Taehyung would be headed to your place. Yoongi could see it in his eyes, There was a lot more than friendship. Yoongi decided to follow Taehyung. Once he knew where you stayed he would have his chance and grovel at your feet if needed. But he would win you back.
Taehyung asked his driver to drive to yours, He needed to see you. Tonight was overwhelming. He just needed to see you once, He would apologize for waking you up. Tonight he needed his tiny. The alcohol in his system is already pushing the thoughts of confessing to you.
Taehyung pushed the button of the elevator to your floor, He didn't realize that Yoongi was following him right behind. Yoongi waited for Taehyung to press the button, He waited until the lift to stop to see which floor the lift stopped last.
Yoongi fled to another lift as soon as he saw the lift hit the eighth floor, he took another lift. Taehyung was ringing the bell to a flat incessantly, Taehyung stopped the minute he heard the ding of the lift. His eyes widened and his fist clenched. Rage flew to his brain and Taehyung held Yoongi by his collar.
“What the fuck is wrong with you Min?”
Yoongi just smirked at Taehyung. He would finally get to see his girl. It didn't matter to him if what he did was invading your privacy, He just needed one chance to beg for your forgiveness and tonight he would have it. No matter what.
Before Yoongi could say anything, The door opened and you came out with a very shocked expression.
“ Taehyung, Yoongi. What the fuck is wrong with the both of you? Did you guys fight with each other?”
The Unsaid Vow (Prologue)
Synopsis- You always knew when you weren’t wanted. And the way things are going in your marriage with Jungkook, a divorce is looking more and more likely. While he’s getting closer to a woman at work that you’re certain he’s having an affair with, you’re planning your escape with your four-year-old son. However, five years of marriage did not expose you to a certain side of your husband. A side of Jungkook that only gets triggered when you try to leave and break apart your perfect ‘family’.
Warnings- Yandere behavior, graphic language, violence/murder, women bashing on other women, heavily implied infidelity, bad parenting, absent father, broken family vibes, very slow buildup bc Jungkook doesn’t really snap until you leave him so just give him a min lol, inexperienced author writing for a four-year-old (I never wrote for a kid before pls gimme a break), also I chose my future son’s name for this fic but pls feel free to name him whatever you want :)
Slow burn Yandere Husband Jungkook
Word Count; 5.4k
Unlike the vast majority of married couples, neither you nor Jungkook donned wedding rings.
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