Call Of The Void - Tumblr Posts
Does this count as call of the void?
Humans are born wanderers. Don't tell me you don't wanna veer sharp left off this trail and get lost for 30 days. I fucking know you do, deep down. You love it.
I thought I was signing on to a job so I could get insurance, get through my transition surgeries, and keep on pursuing my dreams.
Found out last night that I am now expected to give my life to this job, to commit mind body and soul to it's pursuits because it is giving me so much.
My friends told me I need to give up on going to the school I want, for the degree I want. Focus on business and work on moving up in the company.
What I want is wrong. The phone I want. The car I want. The goals I have. The dreams I hold. How I hope to be a mother is selfish. How I want my name is stupid. Everything in my life is foolish, and they are just telling me out of love.
Suddenly, the people who made me feel the safest are sounding like all the people in my life who hurt me. "we are doing this for your own good" "can't you just understand we are trying to help you"
And what's more, I have no actual sense of my own reality. I can't ever tell which way is up. In which direction is my paranoia pushing me? All I know, is I haven't been this close to the edge in a long time.
I am circling the void.
Dancing dangerously along the precipice.
Delusions drive me on
But they make more sense than "reality".
The real world doesn't seem real.
It seems as though the bigger lie.
Dreaming of flying
Jumping
And tasting the air
Little godling
Lost in time
for the first post here, have some (very rough) concept art.
little doodle of some guys
first draft of a potential layout for the battle menu
my friend made an improved version, I'll see if I can post it here later
Sparkle on! It's Wednesday! Don't forget to be yourself!
a concept art for one of the shops :)
a restaurant of sorts, called The Diving Bell
feelin festive
finally got some sprites (that I think look good) made. hopefully more on the way!
finally finished this for a (slightly late) Madoka day :)
putting this here because I just uploaded this song to the Soundcloud :)
I'll probably upload more songs there later, as long as they're songs that don't involve big spoilers
brand new song! I'm pretty proud of this one, it's the battle theme for those little green guys I drew a while ago :]
more of these silly guys :)
happy early Valentine's Day from Izzie and Sil, a couple of the game's shopkeepers :)
I've decided to fully embrace this sketchy style, since I like it better now. and just in time for St. Patrick's Day, here's a drawing of Null, and of a new miniboss, Ardál Foley. he's very Irish
and here's Ardál's theme for now, I'm pretty proud of this song considering it's in 9/8 and literally every other song I've made is in 4/4 :,)
oh yeah I feel like I should mention
if anyone ever wants to make anything related to Call of the Void, feel free to also put it in the cotv or cotv game tag (the second one is probably better)
if there's any fanart or discussions or anything, I'll probably see it
that's all :)
Null and Aelia in some cool outfits I found on Pinterest :)
Null and Aelia wish you a very happy Lesbian Visibility Week <3