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been going to bed thinking about you every night. no one else can treat you as good as me. we’re meant to be! the universe meant to put us together.

i hope i drive you crazy , i hope im stuck in your head forever! >_< i hope you overthink everything i do to you.

i simultaneously hate and love you for what you do to me

˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

FASHION JIRAIS DNI /SRS

The thing that really annoys me about the reyinblack situation is how they're the ones telling us to "get help" even though a lot of us are already doing that and are just using tumblr as a way to find a support group n shit.

Rey has this stupid belief that you should cope the way other people cope, and if you don't you're "glamorizing it and influencing others", and it genuinely baffles me how completely ignorant they are surrounding both the topics of jirai kei and mental health as a whole.

since when has anyone in the jirai community ever encouraged anyone to self harm? The only self harm shit I've seen coming from the jirai community are literally people just talking about their own struggles with self harm.

Tbh, the only thing I don't like about my self harm is that whenever I relapse I have to hide it until it heals so that my family doesn't get pissy at me over it (especially my dad, cause he deadass once told me "self harm is stupid", and honestly, wtf), but that's just me. People got their own reasons why they romanticize their own self harm.

And I am putting the emphasis on the "their own" part, because this douchebag really missed that part and I don't think they'd bother to care anyways.

Also, "just get a diary" THIS IS MY DIARY, JACKWAD. My therapist knows that this blog exists, i literally showed it to her to look at. And I start intensive outpatient therapy next week, so idk what you're on about when you say I should "get help."

Speaking of "getting help", I do agree that if someone needs professional help, they should try to get it as soon as possible. Walk in crisis centers exist (at least in Colorado where I'm from)

But regardless of whatever it's for, when someone does get help, it doesn't mean that all of your problems will go away.

it means that you are learning the skills needed to cope with them so that you don't end up doing some genuinely harmful behaviors like drugs or risky sex.

Sometimes getting help means de-escalating from a crisis so that you don't try to kill yourself or others.

Or it could be to help manage some behavioral issues or trauma that you had to deal with.

People get this stupid misconception that the minute you go to the psych ward for a few days or start talking to a therapist, that all of a sudden you're gonna be this mentally stable and happy person who has no issues whatsoever. I've been dealing with the mental health industry for 5 years and yet I still haven't gotten better, if anything I feel fucking worse tbh.

And to add on to that, not everyone has that same kind of access to help. Sometimes parents don't believe their kids are struggling and refuse to get them help, sometimes financial barriers can make it difficult to afford it, lots of things.

Japan (the place where Jirai Kei originated) has a major issue when it comes down to the stigma surrounding mental health and mental illness, and getting help is completely discouraged there. That's where the Jirai Kei community comes in to help destigmatize mental health (while looking cute as shit).

but the part that's gotta piss me off the most regarding this situation is how rey is so upset that different ways to cope exist to the point they're literally reporting blogs and getting them t worded ALL BECUASE NOBODY AGREES WITH WHAT THEY GOTTA SAY.

Sheesh, and people tell ME I can't take criticism...

Anyway, just wanna say that if you see reyinblack anywhere, please report and block them. DO NOT ENGAGE WITH THEM.

Thank you.

you said you wanted to be loved... i wanna give you just that so dont ignore me please!!! ill give you everything so dont ignore meeeee let me cling onto youuuuu youre perfect for meeeee ughhhh if you keep ignoring me ill really lose it i keep stalking youuuu and i dont wanna >_< i just wanna talk to you alreadyyyy

You can do whatever you want with me, just keep me

Hello, unfortunately my previous account was deleted so I will retell my story, my name is Ahmed Al-Dani, I am 14 years old. I live in Gaza, where I was born amidst ongoing conflicts and wars. In 2008, while my mother was pregnant with me, a phosphorous bomb fell near our house, and I inhaled the toxic gas. This led to genetic deformities that affected the growth of my teeth and hair.

Throughout my life, my family has tried to find solutions to my health problems, and we have visited many doctors in Gaza. The treatment recommended by the nurses was dental implants, but each tooth costs about $1,000, which is beyond our means.

My treatment journey began, but the ongoing conflict has made things more difficult. My family and I have been displaced more than seven times in the past ten months, and we now live in the southern part of Gaza without work or income, relying only on savings that we hoped to use for my treatment.

Please support me or share my story to help me continue my treatment and travel outside of Gaza, where I can complete my dental implants and take care of my health. The total cost of coordinating the travel and medical treatment is $50,000. Every donation, no matter how small, will be a beacon of hope for a better life.

Thank you for your generosity and helping me get a chance at a new life.❤️❤️

https://gofund.me/4258a923

i unfortunately cannot donate because of personal financial reasons but if anyone can help even just a dollar could go a long way ❤️

‏I am mohammed Ayyad, I am 17 years old, high school student, I have 7 brothers, including 4 girls and 3 boys and my mother.

‏Since the beginning of the war, my family and I have been displaced 4 times, each time more severe than the other.

‏The first is from Gaza City to Khan Yunis, and the second is from Khan Yunis to the shores of Bahr Khan Yunis, then to the city of Rafah, and then to an area called Al Qarara .

‏My house was completely destroyed , everything is under the rubble my childhood, my memories, my books, and my ambition and Many relatives and friends were killed and life was completely destroyed.

‏ so l please you to help me and help my family collect donations to evacuation the war zone, get out of Gaza safely, and complete my school studies, via my donation link.

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FREE PALESTINE ‼️‼️

please send the donation link though that would help a lot TwT

YAHOO ‼️‼️

20 notifs in the inbox AAAAAA im ecstatic!!! i love internet numbers so much <3

misato is body goals honestly like her waist is SNATCHED

need to start ⭐️ving i swear

What I assume Gnarpy is saying every time they insult someone

guys guys go follow @loser-otaku-girll they got t worded

zih sib zib akajjsjdndn

i hate this i hate this i feel like im burdening everyone im sorry im such an inconvenience im sorry im sorry

while typing this out it got resolved haha

hate how my emotions can switch so quickly

nvm i love my friends ♥️

I wish i knew coding so i could make a social media for jirais 😔

20 notifs in the inbox AAAAAA im ecstatic!!! i love internet numbers so much <3

Nvm googled it, sorry again!!!

ur good!! 💗💗

Goodnight, my lovelies! I need to get my beauty rest so I can continue entertaining my adoring fans 🎀 I love and appreciate you all!! 🙏 BLESS 🙏

What’s a comshipper? Sorry 😅

comship = complicated ship

comshippers like and/or support ships that are dark in nature, like stalker x stalker, abuser x victim, etc (at least thats the definition i go with…)

and dw yr good!! ^_^

I have a severe case of wanting to do everything and ending up doing nothing

cute, bubbly obsessive yandere X cold, rude possessive yandere

im gonna make OCs with this trope aaaaaa im so excited!!

too lazy to exercise , too much of a fatass to stop eating

i hate it here ㅠㅠ

maybe i actually will start exercise tmrw… i need to get sk!nn!er

I wanna be a super-cute internet idol with a bunch of pervy brainless weirdo fans! I need thousands of people to waste away just to listen me spout hours of the stupidest dirtiest stuff for their nasty pervert brains!!! I need to be worshipped by all those cringey nasty normies and for them to call me braindead shit like 'waifu'!!! I need to be stalked and harassed because they just LOVE me SO DAMN MUCH!!! Everything I do just becomes fanservice in their mushy atom-sized brains that they can't help but get off to!

ugh im so jealous my friend’s going to a halloween party instead of going to our usual school halloween festival thing!!! feeling like more of a loser more than ever

i hate being a loser. im super social and nice but because of my interests i will never be considered “cool” for normal people :(

fuck my life