hw: 60 lw: 46 cw: 54 gw1: 48 gw2: 46 ugw: 45 | I still want to eat and feel alive yall | active July 20+
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06 May - Day 17
06 May - Day 17
Yes. I think it's been going on for enough years now for me to feel like I have an 3d. Although, maybe it's just disordered eating but not quite a disorder.
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01 May - Day 14
My ugw is 45kgs. I hope to reach it by the time I move overseas.
Ps. Once again, I answered these almost a month ago. So this is an update: losing the weight that I gained is taking a lot longer than I thought it would, I will not reach my ugw by mid-June. Also, my mom is making me eat about 700 cals more, so I won't lose much more. Nevertheless, I won't give up that easy and will keep you all updated✨️
I thought you guys were dramatising those bing3 dreams???
Like I ate something in my dream a few nights ago that I'd never even seen before, it was blue with a hard coating on the outside and a stiff marshmallow inside. And that's not even the first one😭😭
Also, I've had an ed for 5 years, and this has never happened before...
21 April - Day 9
The first person that I remember making a comment about my weight in a negative way was a girl in grade one. She said I was chubby in a cute way, but mockingly. She was thin and has stayed thin and sporty her whole life. From there, I noticed how my extended family commented negatively on other people's weight, family, friends, and strangers alike. They never directly commented on my weight, but when I lost weight, they started buying me clothing and taking me out.
08 May - Day 18
My food weakness.. Usually, I'd say things like ramen noodles, ice cream, or chocolate. But I've been very good at saying no to those things recently. There was even sushi today, and I said no. Pizza is very hard for me to say no to. And starbucks drinks. Gin. Milkshakes. A lot, actually..
18 April - Day 7
My parents don't know that I'm currently trying to lose weight, but if they did, they would be concerned and against it even though I've picked up weight recently.