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The-final-lullaby - Tumblr Blog
In this Unintentional Weightloss
It's worn me thin and frail
Eats my flesh
And shows my bones
I don't recognize me anymore
Not old
Nor Current
People ask me how I have done it
But it was never on purpose
Itβs part of the illness
Still
I am guilty
there was a time i wanted this
Now I live in shame
I look amiss
I would like to make clear I am not underweight in this picture, nor is this weightloss intentional . This was the beginning of the pounds just dropping off due to never feeling hungry or feeling full after a couple bites. This is due to chronic pain that comes with endometriosis. Currently I am slightly under bmi and trying to get some weight back on but itβs been very challenging.
Winter in Halifax
Cool weather
Winter time
A day absent of falling snow
Maritime weather
Ocean town
The wind really knows how to blow
Friends of hope 2
Threw windows
Threw eyes
I will undo my demise
Make believe
Pretend
They got me through my pain again.
Deep Guilt
Self Forgiveness
They help me threw out my own weakness
Their the most honest
Their the most kind
My real friends do not mind
They understand that we all go thew
really challenging times
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Life Journey
Window eyes
Driving live
Wondering where this journey will take us
If you rush
It will pass you by
Prehaps
Adventure awaits those
who
take their time
Friends of Hope
Threw windows
Threw eyes
Can you see my demise?
Make believe
Pretend
I hid my pain again.
Deep Guilt
Self Forgiveness
Is part of my weakness
But
Their honest
Their kind
Your real friends will not mind
They understand your going threw
A really challenging time
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Left in the Dark
Hold on to hope
With no help in sight
This is how they make us live
In this sad
Pitiful
Barely existent
βLifeβ
Just like a Duckling
Relax by the waves
Let them crash threw your mind
Learning how to enjoy oneβs self
Takes a lot of soaking time
City Eyes
Luminescent bildings
Street lights
Glare into their wondering eyes
But can you even read inbetween these artificial lines?