Left In The Dark

Left in the Dark

Hold on to hope

With no help in sight

This is how they make us live

In this sad

Pitiful

Barely existent

“Life”

Just like a Duckling

Relax by the waves

Let them crash threw your mind

Learning how to enjoy one’s self

Takes a lot of soaking time

Life Journey

Window eyes

Driving live

Wondering where this journey will take us

If you rush

It will pass you by

Prehaps

Adventure awaits those

who

take their time

Friends of Hope

Threw windows

Threw eyes

Can you see my demise?

Make believe

Pretend

I hid my pain again.

Deep Guilt

Self Forgiveness

Is part of my weakness

But

Their honest

Their kind

Your real friends will not mind

They understand your going threw

A really challenging time

❤️‍🩹

In this Unintentional Weightloss

It's worn me thin and frail

Eats my flesh

And shows my bones

I don't recognize me anymore

Not old

Nor Current

People ask me how I have done it

But it was never on purpose

It’s part of the illness

Still

I am guilty

there was a time i wanted this

Now I live in shame

I look amiss

I would like to make clear I am not underweight in this picture, nor is this weightloss intentional . This was the beginning of the pounds just dropping off due to never feeling hungry or feeling full after a couple bites. This is due to chronic pain that comes with endometriosis. Currently I am slightly under bmi and trying to get some weight back on but it’s been very challenging.

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