Do You See Me?

…Do you see me?

Revisited

I keep coming back here

Back to this place

Waiting for treatment

Awaiting my fate

Will I get better?

How long will I wait?

All there is to want

Is all I have to face

A fragment

Too late?

In this body I feel like

a lone inmate

Infertile Lands

My conscience is closed off

I need sleep

Sundew depletes the last glimmer of hope

I bound and adhere myself together like the endometriosis that infiltrates my shell

We are all Ignorant to the law of life blood

Watching the world go by as I am casted out to the edge of the sea

Somatic memories from menarche still linger

My body is like a parasite insidious like mistletoe

The cactus has been exsanguinated and what was the cost?

Only

Cordyceps

Feed off me

(The art I made inspired from my journey with highly suspected endometriosis. Too many people born assigned female at birth have this terrible disease. It can cause terrible periods, chronic pelvic pain, infertility, and many more complicated symptoms. I just want to make clear I am okay, endometriosis and/chronic pelvic pain is just a lot.

Art is made by me!✨🎨🖌️

Caligo

The rain calms down

Amongst the fog

I stand alone

Its another restless night

Taciturn

Tiny flower

I ask of you

is it meekness or weakness that makes a mind that can’t be spoken?

Perhaps I’m a little too docile

Living amongst the shadows of the giving tree