This Is A Reminder For Myself That Maintaining Is Better Than Gaining.
this is a reminder for myself that maintaining is better than gaining.
maintaining is better than gaining.
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why is pretending to eat so damn exhausting 😩
i went to the mall in a dress (haven't done this in years) and a group of ppl my age openly pointed at me and started laughing😬
i wore my oversized jacket for the rest of the day🙃
I hate being in public, feel like everyone’s thinking “ew look at that fat ass”
as someone with an ed i subconsciously became so aware of other people's eating habits
i notice when they just push around their food around their plate or when they eat smaller portions than normal and wonder are they a picky eater or have an ed?
or when they go to the bathroom soon after a meal and i wonder are they throwing up or just have to use the bathroom?
and when they eat so much food in one sitting and i wonder are they just hungry and have a fast metabolism or did they binge eat?
and i feel so guilty all the time because one of the first things that always pops into my mind is that...
"i can't let them be better/thinner than me."










size diff spooo
tags: @fairybabyxx @momozzzzzzzz @lowcalcherries
they're leaving me. they're leaving me again. for good this time... i knew it would happen because everyone abandons me sooner or later but i didn't want to acknowledge it. they are leaving me all alone in this godforsaken country with NO ONE.
i can't be alone again please...