Everytime I Think About Drawing One Of My Paras And Try, It Never Ends Up Being How Imagine Them In My

everytime i think about drawing one of my paras and try, it never ends up being how imagine them in my head . like seriously 😭 i'm good at drawing but i think it's just because my perception of my paras are too .. extreme.😅

also i'm kind of scared to tell some friends because ik they'll just be like "isn't that normal" like NO 😭😭 NO ITS NOT 😭😭😭 ITS SLOWLY CONSUMING ME BIT BY BIT AND I CAN'T GO A SINGLE DAY WITHOUT FEELING LIKE I'M WASTING AWAY MY LIFE 😭😭😭😭 SO NO IT'S NOT NORMAL 😭😭😭😭😭

Its so hard to talk about maladaptive daydreaming because it's so embarrassing 😭 like yeah.. I'm addicted to fucking daydreaming and my life genuinly revolves around little fantasies in my head

i hate it whenever i seek to write my words down and postpone it. eventually, those precious words lose their urgency, and another important glimmer of mundane life is overlooked, overshadowed, forgotten

ok i thought remaking a tumblr pinned post after accidentally deleting my account was hard enough but i just attempted on making a spacehey account for the past hour and i CANNOT feel my fingers. HOW DOES THIS SHT EVEN WORK 😭😭😭

do u ever just look at one of your paras and just think. damn. you're just like me. except i'm the more flawed version of you

yeah same but now that im thinking about it i think i'd feel honoured if someone told me i popped up in their daydream ... 🫣

fellow maladaptive daydreamers, do you also feel really guilty and gross when your daydreams involve real people? like even if you can’t help it