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It's Not Fine.

Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.

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Devolving

Devolving

But I'm guessing you already knew that.

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trainwreck domestic abuse abuse flashback horrible memories horrible things survivor healing anxiety PTSD trauma traumatized terrorized recovery bad day
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enoughdonegone
7 years ago

Just barely.

enoughdonegone - It's Not Fine.
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survivor recovery enough im done ✔ Im gone
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enoughdonegone
7 years ago

Healing in a nutshell

Consistently trying to resolve completely contradictory feelings and convincing myself amid my confusion and misery that it's ok to feel this way.

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healing recovery i am NOT OK!!! horrible abuse when does it stop triggers everywhere this sucks survivor surviving sort of functioning fuck this cptsd PTSD
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enoughdonegone
7 years ago

He unblocks me to send me snide comments and then blocks me before I can respond. He doesn’t realize that I don’t respond at all anymore.  And shortly I will be blocking him - when I gather up the nerve.

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healing survivor surviving strong self care abuse enough Im gone im done ✔ abusive ex
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enoughdonegone
7 years ago

Anthem

While working in the basement one day, I did something that upset him (likely the board I was holding wasn’t straight or flush enough for him, or something we screwed together wasn’t square).  He pushed me to the ground and I hit my head.

He stood over me, triumphant and imposing. I locked eyes with him for a moment, stunned.  Then he sang “Who runs the world” in a mocking voice; he sang Beyonce daring me to get up.

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abuse domestic abuse domestic violence trama traumatized terrorized fuck you enough im done ✔ Im gone beyonce how dare you survivor i’m a survivor who runs the world the list fucked up horrible thoughts horrible memories PTSD trigger cptsd humiliation taunting basement
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enoughdonegone
7 years ago

Things I worry about while I should be working.

He has so many nudes of me. So much dirt. He could ruin what is left of my life.

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fear traumatized ruined anxiety PTSD blackmail material everyone will know i am a slut trash i have no value shame ???
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