My Brightest Star - 2

My Brightest Star - 2

Sirius Black x Reader

After his initial stuttering and nervousness around Y/N, Sirius was back to being himself. Which did not mean that Y/N was free to go. Sirius had his own way of doing things.

He would sit behind her in class. Or opposite her in the Great Hall. Or in the common room, he would occupy the couch from where he was always in her line of sight. He just HAD to be around her ALL the time.

Y/N was aware of all the attention she was getting from Sirius, but she barely ever reacted. She knew of his ways, and she was being cautious.                          

  * * *

"Im quite sure Black's staring at you Y/N" Alice said one morning at breakfast.

Y/N knew he was, and slowly she glanced his way, and their eyes met. Sirius smiled. Not a flirty one. But a genuine happy one.

Y/N smiled back, and was almost lost in it, when Lily shook her back to reality.

"Whats going on ?" She asked, sitting beside Y/N, eyebrows raised.

Y/N shrugged.

"Ready to go?" Lily asked.

Nodding, Y/N collected her things, and began walking out of the hall. Only something seemed to be pulling her back.

Frowning, Y/N turned back only to see Sirius watching her with a big toothy grin, and his friends doing the same, beside him. Sirius gave a little wave. Y/N just flashed him a tight-lipped smile and followed the girls quickly.                            

* * *

Sirius begged Lily to invite Y/N over to hangout with them.

"Please Lily ! Just try !! I'll do anything for this !" Sirius whined. "Please !!"

"Come on Lils, just ask her" James said.

She didnt think Y/N would agree, but after repeatedly being persuaded by the boys, she agreed to try.

"Hey, Y/N" said Lily, as she stood in front of the mirror, adjusting her scarf.

"Mhmm" said Y/N, looking up from the book she was reading.

"We're going down to the lake for a while" she said."Wanna come ?"

"With your friends ?" asked Y/N raising her eyebrows. "Is that a good idea ?"

"Yep" said Lily. "Come on, Y/N ! Its always them and just me ! Please ?"

Y/N looked away for a moment, thinking. "I...um..."

The thought of having to actually interact with Sirius, maybe for the first time after the incident made her nervous.

"Please ?" Lily said again.

"Alright..." Y/N said closing her book, and standing up. "I dont trust that boy, though"

"Who ?" teased Lily. "Sirius Black" Lily was sure that she saw a hint of a smile on Y/N's face.                                

* * *

The Marauders regularly invited Y/N to their hangouts after that. She went for most of them, where Sirius would be flirting with her mercilessly. And if ever she skipped, he would pout and sulk throughout the day.

Spending so much of time with them, Y/N found Sirius quite attractive , too, but she kept that thought to herself. Her heart would speed up seeing him, and there was such excitment bubbling inside her every time she spoke to him.

Lily knew her friend was quite fond of Sirius, but she never said anything. Things will have to fall in place on its own.

My Bucky !

Bucky Barnes x reader

I had the shock of my life that morning.

A girl stood in our kitchen wearing one of Bucky's shirts.

The shirt I had giving him on his birthday last year. I stood, staring at the girl, the grip on my coffee mug tightening.

"Goodmorning, (Y/N)" Steve said, as he stopped to give a quick peck on my temple before opening the fridge. I just stood, emotionless. And here I was,thinking that maybe Bucky felt the same way about me.

Ha. This changed everything.

Steve had spotted the small pout that I had, and came towards me slowly. Then he noticed the girl. AND the shirt.

"Oh" That was all he could say.

"Hi?" The girl looked at us in confusion, as we stared at her. "Im Marie.We met at the party last night ?" She offered.

Right. Thats where I saw her.Bucky brought her back into the tower ?!

"Are you ok, (Y/N)?" she asked, looking a bit frightened.

All of us looked back hearing a pair a footsteps. Bucky walked into the room with a smile on his face. Only to be met with three non-smiling faces.

"Everything ok ?" He asked, looking at me. I glowered at him, and he took a step back. Steve was trying to catch Bucky's attention without me noticing. But obviously, I noticed.

Bucky turned to look at Marie, and his eyes widened. His eyes snapped back to me, and he shook his head violently.

"No no no !" He said, holding his hands up. "(Y/N), the shirt-"

Marie caught on all of a sudden.

"Bucky kinda ripped my dress, so I had to borrow one of his shirts ! " She said, and then both she and Bucky looked me wide eyed.

"Thats just great !" I said, dropping my coffee filled cup into the sink, and storming off to my room, locking it.

Bucky was at my door, banging on it  for a long time. I was on my bed, sobbing. Bucky and I werent dating. But we were bestfriends, always fooling around, and flirting, that people always mistake us for a couple. And it had started to grow on me.

I was in love with Bucky Barnes.

But seeing the girl in that shirt, it just broke my heart. It hurt so much. I missed Bucky suddenly. I made my way to wardrobe, and took out one of Bucky's pullovers (which I had stolen from him). Removing the shirt I had on, I pulled this on with my shorts and was relieve to find that it still smelled like him.

It has been quiet for a while, and I wondered if Bucky had joined that girl. I tip toed to the door, and opened it slowly, only to find Bucky sitting by my door, leaning against the wall. He looked up, and gave me his tearful puppy eyes. I returned his look, and slowly stood up.

"Can I come in ?" He asked in a small voice.

I nodded, stepping aside to let him in. He sat on my bed, and patted the spot next to him. I closed the door behind me, and joined him.

"(Y/N), please let me explain" Bucky said, pleadingly.

"But why Bucky ? You have no reason to do so ! Its not like we're dating or anything" I said, my voice cracking towards the end.

I blinked raipdly to prevent the tears for falling.

"Oh God" Bucky groaned. "No baby ! Just let me talk alright ? Please ?" I looked at him, and his gorgeous eyes gave me such a look, I could have died.

I nodded.

"I was talking to this girl, Sam introduced her to me. I was about to come up to bed right after you left. She kinda spilled her wine on my shirt, and you know how expensive it was ! I came up to clean it, and she followed me to help" Bucky said, all in one breath.

I raised my eyebrows, waiting for the next part. Or better say, dreading it.

"I was washing my shirt, and she said she'll grab a shirt for me, and then she closed the drawer too hard, her dress was stuck in it. I tried to open it, but it just wont open ! And I tried to pull her dress out, but the bloody thing ripped, and it ripped bad !"

I tried hard to control my urge to laugh. Not at the story, but his face. He was truly terrified.

"I told her she could borrow one of my shirts, 'coz it was already late and everyone had gone to bed, and I stepped in to wash my shirt, and when I came back, she was gone. She slept in the spare room. I swear nothing else happened, and I didnt know it was THAT shirt !"

Bucky took in deep breaths once he stopped talking, and I couldnt help but laugh.

"Aww, Buck" I said, putting my arms around his neck, and pulling him into a hug. His arms wound around my waist, and i felt his breath on my neck.

"Dont ever scare me like that" I whispered, holding him tighter.

"Im sorry" he said, lips brushing my ear.

He slowly pulled me onto his lap, making me straddle him.

"You're the one I want" Bucky said, with a smile. "And you look way better in my clothes "

We laughed.

"When did you steal this ?" He asked, rubbing my back.

"None of your business" I said, nuzzling his jaw.

"Is that so ?" "Yes it is"

He smiled again, and I kissed his cheek gently, my lips staying there for a while. "I love you, (Y/N)" He said, his blue eyes locked with my brown ones.

I grinned widely, blushing.

"I love you too"

"Of course you do" Bucky said, pressing his lips on mine.

We had to pull back, since neither of us could stop laughing. I kissed him again, this time more seriously, and it was the most wonderful feeling in the world. The kiss deepened, Bucky flipping me over, and his weight shifted on to me slightly. I adjusted my legs, placing one over his, and his hand immediately went to stroke my thigh, and grabbing it, pulling me closer.

"Hey, (Y/N), where is Buck-" Steve barged into my room, and almost screamed out.

"Oh, you're here" He managed to say.

"KNOCK you dimwit !" Bucky yelled, rolling off me, and straightening his clothes. I sat up beside him, blushing madly.

"What happened Stevie ?" I asked.

"Oh, Marie left. I had Nat lend her some clothes" Steve said, and he had this smile.

"And she asked if I wanted to go out for coffee sometime" He said, blushing. "Oh wow !" I said, sighing in relief. Bucky laughed.

"She said she'll bring the shirt over later" Steve said, smirking.

"Oh, you can ask her to keep it" I said shaking my head. "I wont have it here anymore"

"But its my favorite !" Bucky whined.

"I'll get you a new one !" I said, and Bucky calmed down.

"Ok, you guys carry on" Steve said, waving his hand, and turned to leave.

Just as Steve left, Bucky got up, to lock the door. He turned with a smirk and said, "Where were we ?"

A Suicide Meeting

Bucky Barnes x Reader Warning : Suicidal tendencies Bucky Barnes sat leaning against the railing of the bridge. The water underneath was violent tonight. His fingers woven through his long chestnut hair, eyes tightly shut - Bucky was in pain. He wanted to end it all. He wanted to end it tonight. But he couldnt find it in him to do so. He was mentally debating his chances, when he heard it. It was soft at first, and then it grew louder, more clearer. Bucky opened his eyes slowly, his fingers leaving his hair as he glanced up. It was dark, but he could make out a figure by the opposite railing. When his eyes finally adjust to the darkness, he saw her. She was sobbing uncontrollably, her voice cracking with grief. Bucky sat open mouthed, watching her, almost feeling her pain, on top of his own. "No...no...NO!" She screamed, before hurling her cellphone into the water. And the next thing her knew, she was climbing the railing, and he knew this was his cue. He groaned, before jumping up from his position and running towards her. Just as her hands left the railing, Bucky grabbed her by her waist, almost missing her by inches. She screamed and fought him, as he struggled to pull her back to the bridge. "Let go !!" She screaming, her hands attacking him. "Stop it !" Bucky shot back, pulling in one swift movement, and throwing her onto the brigde. Breathing heavily, he watched her lying on the wooden floor, crying. He crouched beside her, not knowing what to do. When she finally started breathing normally again, she looked up at Bucky. "Why did you save me ?" She asked in a whisper. "I dont know" Bucky said, shaking his head, and looking away. "I just couldnt -" Bucky stood up again, and helped her to her feet. "Are you sure you wont try that again?" Bucky asked, narrowing his eyes at her. "You can never be too sure of that" She said drily. "Lets get out of here before you get anymore ideas" Bucky said, turning to walk back. It was so dark, they werent actually able to see eachother clearly, so when Bucky started walking, he felt her walking very close to him, her hand almost touching his. They walked silently for a while before they reached a more lighted area. Bucky glanced at the girl, and saw that she was quite smaller than him. She wasnt one of most beautiful girls he had seen, but there was something about her that made his insides tickle. "Y/N Y/L/N" The girl said slowly. "Thank you, for what you did" Bucky snapped out of his thought, and nodded. "Im -" he began. "James Barnes" Y/N said, her eyes not leaving the road. "I know" "Well, its not everyday that people recognize me that way - they prefer to call me the -" "You dont have to say it" Their eyes met. "Thank you" Bucky murmured. He saw a hint of a smile on her face. "Are you hungry ? We can stop for a snack" Bucky asked, stopping in front of a small cafe. "Im starving " Y/N said, nodding. They entered the cafe, and gave their orders. "What was the reason ?" Bucky asked. Y/N blushed, and covered her face with her hands. "I was stupid" she said, shaking her head. "So so stupid" "That goes without saying" Bucky agreed, earning a glare from her. "I ran away from home, with this idiot - whom Im supposed to be marrying tomorrow - " Y/N began. "Oh - what happened ?" Bucky asked. "Well, he took off with someone else, breaking up with me over a text - and not to mention taking all my money" Y/N said shrugging. Bucky laughed. "Im sorry, but seriously -" "I already admitted I was stupid" Y/N said, her shoulders drooping. "I cant go back home, James" "Why not ?" Bucky asked. "Because I ran away !! And stole money from my step-mom !" Y/N said, her eyes wide. "I cannot go back and be Cinderella again" Bucky nodded. A middle aged waitress served them their food, and then the table was quiet, except for the occasional clinging and clanging of  forks. "Seriously, this is the best Ive felt in days" Y/N said, smiling. "Thank you -again" Bucky smiled. "Dont worry about it" He said. They were walking again, slowly. "So, where are you going now ?" Bucky asked. Y/N shrugged. "I dont know" She said. "I have a friend here in the city. Maybe stay with her for a few days, till I figure out what to do" Bucky remained quiet for a while. Then mustering up some courage, he said, "You can come with me, if you want. I have an apartment, I live alone" Y/N stared at Bucky with her mouth open. "I mean, I can understand if you dont want to - but if you do want to - you can stay for as much as you like - " He was nervous, and he didnt know if he did it right - beacause he had never done it before. Y/N was about to cry again. "Im sorry - I -" Bucky took a step back, staring at the girl in front of him. "Thank you, James ! Thank you so much ! You did so much for me, and you hardly even know me !" Y/N cried. "Well, " Bucky shrugged, blushing. "It comes with some risks..." "What risks ?" "I could go 'Winter Soldier' anytime" Bucky said, "I could end up killing you in your sleep" "Oh please" Y/N dismissed him with a wave of her hand. "Dont have much to lose anyway" Bucky laughed. "Dont be so bitter" he said, "You havent seen anything. Trust me when I say that" "I trust you" Y/N said with a smile. "Lets go then " Bucky said, returning her smile. "Hey, why were you on that bridge anyway?" Y/N asked, suddenly stopping. Bucky gave her an embarrassed smile. "For the same reason you were there" He said. "How ironic"

MY LOVE (PART 1)

A Young Sirius Black x Reader tale :)

I sat on the couch in our common room, reading. It was a quiet evening, and I just wanted to relax after a hectic day.James and Lily sat on a couch, talking, Remus was sitting on the floor next to my couch, reading. Sirius was huddled at one corner of the room, with a younger Gryffindor. Hes been with this one for about 3 days now. We could hear her loud giggles every now and then. Well, it was quite difficult for me, owing to the fact that I was in love with him. And he was one of my bestfriends. It hurt me so much to see him with random girls, but it was a clear that he never saw it. And the only one who knew about it was Lily. Each time the girl laughed, I could sense Lily’s eyes on me, and I knew she felt me shudder each time. “Cut it out, Black !” she screamed once, making us all jump. Finally when it was too much, I went upstairs to my dorm.

“(Y/N) you ok ?” Lily stood at leaning on the door frame of our room. “Yep” I said, forcing a smile. “All good” “Are you now ?” “Lils, please” “I dont like this ! Why dont you just slap him on the face, and get it done with !” Lily burst out. “Black’s a git !” “Hes not, Lily” I said. “Just let it be, alright ?” “(Y/N), you are my bestfriend ! I know you better than anyone else ! I know he is breaking your heart !” Lily said, her voice so soft, it was making me cry. “Lily, Im just a good friend to him. Thats all. And Im definitely not forcing myself on him.” “I can talk to him” “I swear I wont come back to Hogwarts after Christmas if you do such a thing ! You know I can do that!” I warned her. That was the perk of being a muggleborn. “Fine ! I WONT !” Lily was really angry now. She just turned around, and went off, and I returned to my brooding.

                            * * *

“James, wheres Remus ?” I asked. I was trying to find him, to help me study for an important potions test the next day. “Up in his room, I guess” James said. “Thanks !” I said, making my way upto the Marauders’ Room. “Remus, you have to teach-” I opened the door, and stood frozen to the spot. It was Sirius and that girl. And obviously, they were going into something. They sprang apart seeing me. “Oh, shit” I said, banging the door shut and running off to my room. I could hear Sirius calling after me, but I didnt stop. I crashed into someone on my way, and almost fell back. “(Y/N) !” Remus caught me, so that I didnt fall. “What happened ?!” he asked. “You’re crying!” “I-” “(Y/N), Wait !” Sirius was close now. “I have to go !” I said to Remus, and ran .

I didnt know how long I cried that night. When I woke up the next morning, my eyes were puffed up. In fact my whole face was puffed up. Lily was so worried, she wanted me to go to the hospital wing.

By the time we were at breakfast, my face looked moderately presentable. I sat in between Remus and Lily, both acting like concerned parents. James was too scared to talk. Peter didnt even look at me. Sirius looked scared too.

Lily sat with me in class, staring at me as I scribbled into my book, absent mindedly. I had to stop this. It was getting the better of me. Besides, why should Sirius not date anyone else ! It wasnt his job to make me happy. I must have made some sound as I made up my mind, since the next minute, the whole class was staring at me.

“(Y/N), are you ok ?” Lily asked, looking at me. “Of course !” I replied happily.“I feel great !” Lily looked at Remus, who shook his head. They knew this new act I was putting on. But I decided not to stop.

I started avoiding Sirius. Distancing myself from him completely.Avoiding Sirius meant avoiding the Marauders. I hardly ever spent any time with them. I went in and had my food before he came in, rushed out of class before he saw me, went to bed really early. It went on for more than a month.

                               * * *

We were in the library, studying. Lily and Remus were whispering to eachother, while I tried to concentrate. Remus turned to me after a while, and said “(Y/N), tomorrow is a Saturday…I was hoping if you wanted to come out with me, for a drink or something” I stared at him. And then at Lily. “Remus, Im fine, really ! You dont have to !” I said. “Please guys, just let it be” “But I want to” Remus said.“Really” “Go on, (Y/N)” Lily said, touching my hand. “You need it” I ended up agreeing to go with him.

Lily was going through my clothes, trying to find me a good one for my date. “Is this necessary ? Its just Remus !” I said, sitting on my bed lazily. “Yes” said Lily firmly. “You have to absolutely awesome ! That ought to teach that fool a lesson !” “LILY !” I said. “What is this about ?” “Nothing, (Y/N)! ” Lily snapped. “Here,put this on!” She threw me a red top and a pair of black skinny jeans to go with it. “Lily-” “Not another word, (Y/N) !”

As we went down to the common room, Remus was waiting for me. The other boys were there too, and it somehow felt awkward to be with them again. “Looking beautiful, (Y/N)” said James, coming forward and giving me a warm hug.“Missed you, know that ?” “Thanks, James” I said, blushing. Sirius sat on the couch, staring at the fire. He wore a white shirt and black jeans, and a black pullover. His dark hair fell over his face, and he looked absolutely gorgeous. But his eyes. They were red rimmed, and dull, and his lips pursed in a tight line. I was staring at him, and snapped into reality, when Remus took my hand in his. One last glance at Sirius, and we were off.

BOOKISH :P

Cute Bucky x Reader !

“Ok, Buck, ” I said, trying to catch my breath. “Give it back !” “No !” Bucky said, holding out a hand to stop me, and panting. “Bucky !!!” I whined, stomping my foot. “Please !!!!” “No no no !” “Yes, NOW!” “Nope” “Come on, Buck !” I said, sitting on the couch, sulking. “You spend time with me now” He said. “You can have your book back when Im done with you” “So not fair !” I said crossly. “That chapter is important !” “Im way more important that !” “Really ?” I asked, smirking. “Oh please” Bucky scoffed, flipping through the pages of my book.

Suddenly his fingers touched my bookmark.An evil grin spread on his face. He looked me, and wiggled his eye brows. “Dont you DARE !” I said, again on my feet. “Oh, but I do” Bucky said, shrugging. “Ok ok, just put it down” I said, holding my hands up in defeat.

Bucky studied my face for a minute, and then sighed loudly. “Here, have your stupid book” He said, pushing my book into my hands and turning away to leave.

I watched him as he ran his fingers through his thick brown hair, before slowly walking out if the room.

“Hey !” I said. “Where are you going ?” Bucky shrugged, not turning to look at me. I flicked the book onto the couch, and ran up to my boyfriend, hugging him from behind. “Dont go” I said in a small voice. I smiled as he turned around and pulled me to his chest, wrapping his arms around my waist. “I dont care about that book, ok, I actually do, but not as much as I care about you” I said, my lips brushing against his neck.

Bucky laughed, holding me tighter. “All I wanted was to cuddle with you, and you just wanna read ?” “Aww, come here you cuddlebug” I said, as we settled on the couch. I snuggled into his arms , getting comfortable with his warmth. Obviously, cuddling is never cuddling without a few Bucky-special kisses.

Once we were settled into just cuddling, again, Bucky asked, “So what was this all important chapter ?” I just smirked. “What ?” He asked, now looking at my face. “Ohh, you might not be interested” I said, controlling my urge to laugh. “(Y/N) ” Bucky said, narrowing his eyes at me. I just giggled and winked at him.

Bucky’s eyes grew wide, as he dived to grab my book and opened the page I was reading. “Go back two pages, if you wanna read the whole thing” I said, now poking my head in between the book and his arms to see the page. He grinned as he read. Then he held the book out to me. “Here” He said . “You didnt just finish reading, did you ?” I asked, looking at him in shock. “Nope” He said, lying back on the couch. “You’re gonna read it to me”

“OH COME ON !”

The Slumber Party

Pairing : Young Sirius Black x Reader

I remained totally off for the first two weeks of my holidays. Sirius sent me a few letters to which I didnt reply. And he stopped writing.I cried myself to sleep for so many nights, that I lost count. This was so unfair!

I was hopelessly in love with Sirius Black. We were betrothed, and were meant to be, and all that, and it made me so jealous and angry that he actually allowed Marlene to kiss him.

“Rotten bitch” I cursed thinking about her.

My parents were worried about me and this new depression I was in. Mum asked me why I didnt meet or write to Sirius, and got grunts and growls for replies.

“(Y/N), just sort out your issues with Sirius” Mum said. “Its not very nice to hold grudges !”

“I dont care what anyone thinks, Mum !” I said. “Hes the only one who can actually do anything about it !” Mum gave me a confused look before leaving my room.

I got a letter from Lily Evans towards the final week of our holidays, saying that shes having a slumber party at her home and that she wanted me to go. Lily and I were friends before my betrothal to Sirius, and I felt guilty that I didnt write to her all summer. Mum was really glad about this party, of course.

“This is great, (Y/N)! Go on, have fun with your friends! It will help you get your mind off things” she said.

But Mum was right, I desperately needed something to take my mind off him. Maybe this party was a good idea after all. I wrote to Lily that I will go.

                                 * * *

Dad took me to Lily’s house on the day of her party. “(Y/N), come on ! Alice and Mary are already here !” said Lily, dragging me inside.

“My parents and siser are out visiting my grandparents” said Lily with an evil grin. “So we have this house all to ourselves tonight !” “And why do I feel that theres more to that smile ?” Alice asked suspiciously “Oh nothing! ” said Lily. “Really!”

None of us trusted her on that. But it was nice to be so free and relaxed. I was beginning to enjoy it. We were all sitting around doing random things and talking about our miserable lives, when we heard a knock on the door. Lily sprang up from her bed, and ran downstairs.

“What is she upto ?” I asked, feeling frightened. “I have no clue” said Alice, and we followed her down to the living room. Lily opened the front door, and in came a familiar face. “James !!” She squealed, launching hereslf into his arms.

And it was not just James. Sirius stepped in behind James, and his eyes fell straight on me.There was complete silence in the room as we stared at eachother.

“Surprise !” said Lily, and then fell silent. She turned to Sirius with a self satisfied smile and said “ How do you like your surprise Sirius?”

I saw James swallowing cautiously, his eyes darting between me and Sirius. Sirius’ smooth black hair was all out of place. And it looked so cute on him. ANYTHING looks cute on him. He wore a black shirt, and a pair of jeans, looking absolutely gorgeous.

I saw James whispering to Lily, and she looked at me with wide eyes. “I swear I thought this was a good thing” she said, raising her hands to us. Alice and Mary looked so shocked, they didnt move at all. Only their eyes moved between us.

Sirius took a step towards me. There was an excrutiating silence in the room, and my ears seemed to ache because of it.

“(Y/N)” I loved the way he said my name. But I didnt let that affect me.

“Lily, Im tired. I need to sleep” I said to Lily, trying to sound stern. “Sure (Y/N)” said Lily, and I began climbing the stairs to the room she had shown me before.

I saw Sirius’ face. He looked angry. And the next thing I knew, he was coming after me. I ran. He ran behind me. I stumbled through the hallway, Sirius close behind me. We wrestled with the door, but of course Sirius won - he was far more stronger than I was.He stepped in and locked the door behind us.

“Open that door RIGHT NOW” I said, feeling a bit scared. “No” said Sirius standing in front of the door, arms folded tightly. “Dont you play your games with me, Black” I said, anger rising. “Is that how its going to be, (Y/L/N)?” said Sirius, calmy with a smile playing around his lips. “You are just an arrogant ass, you know that ? Dont even think for a second that I dont get your tricks !” I spat. “How dare you speak to me like that ?!” he hissed at me, a storm flashing in his eyes.

With that, he dashed towards me. I moved back in reflex, falling into the bed, looking around desperately. I saw my wand sticking out from the corner of my bag. I grabbed it, and pointed it at Sirius’ face just as he reached me. All this action made my summery dress fly, and I immediately put a  hand on top of my skirt, my cheeks burning.

“Dont make me hurt you” I said in a small voice. “You might as well do that, (Y/N). Its better than what you’re doing to me now !” snapped Sirius.

I felt bad hearing that. And in a swift movement, Sirius seized my wand, and threw it across the room, and came forward, grabbing hold of my wrists and pushing me against the bed.

“Get off me, Sirius !” I yelled, pushing back at him. “Why dont you go back to your Marlene and tackle her ! She might not fight you back !” “Are you crazy ?!” cried Sirius. “I saw her kissing you ! And I saw that it amused you a lot ! Dont start lying ‘coz Lily saw it too !” “What the hell, (Y/N)?!”

My hands were in pain from his strong grip, but I dint give in.

“(Y/N), I didnt know that she fancied me ! I’ve known her since we were babies !” said Sirius. “I WAS kinda surprised to think that she thought that way !”

I stared at him, my hands weakening. “Do you know what I told her ?” he asked softly, his eyes locked with mine. “What did you tell her ?” “Nevermind” said Sirius distractedly, and letting go of my wrists. He straightened, and put his hands into his pockets, and I sat up on the bed.

“I dont want to be friends, (Y/N)” He said.

I stared at him. What did I just do ? Pain gripped at my heart and I felt tears stinging my eyes.

“I want to be more” he said slowly. A tear rolled down my cheek, as the pain turned to something else, and I stared at Sirius.

He came closer now, and sat on the bed, next to me, as tears cascaded down my face. He wiped them with his fingers, and whispered, “Would you like that ?” I looked at him as he gave me a soft smile. I nodded in between sobs. “Say it” he said coming closer. “Yes, I want that” I said, and felt the heat rising to my face.

He smiled widely, and looked absolutely divine. He leaned forward, and I felt his soft warm lips touch mine. It was a sweet kiss at first. The second one was bigger. And then he kissed me so deeply, my head spun in its magic. His arms went around my waist and soon I was lying on my back and him on top of me, kissing.

After our first ever make out session, we lay side by side on the bed, my head resting on his chest, and his arm around me. “Sirius” I said. “Mhmm” “What did you tell Marlene ?” “I told her that I was in love with you” A smile spread on his face as he looked at me. “I love you, Sirius ” I love you too, (Y/N)“

After a bit more cuddling, I sat up and said ,” I think we should tell them that we are ok" Sirius laughed. “You should’ve seen Lily’s face !” he said, laughing. “Shut up ! This happened because of her !” “True that”

Lily, James, Alice and Mary were playing some game as we came down the stairs, hand in hand. “Well would you look at that!” commented James, with a smirk. Lily and the others smiled at us as we came forward. “Wanna play ? We can start over!” said Lily. “Yeah ! ” I said and we joined them in their game. This was the best slumber party ever !