A Suicide Meeting

A Suicide Meeting

Bucky Barnes x Reader Warning : Suicidal tendencies Bucky Barnes sat leaning against the railing of the bridge. The water underneath was violent tonight. His fingers woven through his long chestnut hair, eyes tightly shut - Bucky was in pain. He wanted to end it all. He wanted to end it tonight. But he couldnt find it in him to do so. He was mentally debating his chances, when he heard it. It was soft at first, and then it grew louder, more clearer. Bucky opened his eyes slowly, his fingers leaving his hair as he glanced up. It was dark, but he could make out a figure by the opposite railing. When his eyes finally adjust to the darkness, he saw her. She was sobbing uncontrollably, her voice cracking with grief. Bucky sat open mouthed, watching her, almost feeling her pain, on top of his own. "No...no...NO!" She screamed, before hurling her cellphone into the water. And the next thing her knew, she was climbing the railing, and he knew this was his cue. He groaned, before jumping up from his position and running towards her. Just as her hands left the railing, Bucky grabbed her by her waist, almost missing her by inches. She screamed and fought him, as he struggled to pull her back to the bridge. "Let go !!" She screaming, her hands attacking him. "Stop it !" Bucky shot back, pulling in one swift movement, and throwing her onto the brigde. Breathing heavily, he watched her lying on the wooden floor, crying. He crouched beside her, not knowing what to do. When she finally started breathing normally again, she looked up at Bucky. "Why did you save me ?" She asked in a whisper. "I dont know" Bucky said, shaking his head, and looking away. "I just couldnt -" Bucky stood up again, and helped her to her feet. "Are you sure you wont try that again?" Bucky asked, narrowing his eyes at her. "You can never be too sure of that" She said drily. "Lets get out of here before you get anymore ideas" Bucky said, turning to walk back. It was so dark, they werent actually able to see eachother clearly, so when Bucky started walking, he felt her walking very close to him, her hand almost touching his. They walked silently for a while before they reached a more lighted area. Bucky glanced at the girl, and saw that she was quite smaller than him. She wasnt one of most beautiful girls he had seen, but there was something about her that made his insides tickle. "Y/N Y/L/N" The girl said slowly. "Thank you, for what you did" Bucky snapped out of his thought, and nodded. "Im -" he began. "James Barnes" Y/N said, her eyes not leaving the road. "I know" "Well, its not everyday that people recognize me that way - they prefer to call me the -" "You dont have to say it" Their eyes met. "Thank you" Bucky murmured. He saw a hint of a smile on her face. "Are you hungry ? We can stop for a snack" Bucky asked, stopping in front of a small cafe. "Im starving " Y/N said, nodding. They entered the cafe, and gave their orders. "What was the reason ?" Bucky asked. Y/N blushed, and covered her face with her hands. "I was stupid" she said, shaking her head. "So so stupid" "That goes without saying" Bucky agreed, earning a glare from her. "I ran away from home, with this idiot - whom Im supposed to be marrying tomorrow - " Y/N began. "Oh - what happened ?" Bucky asked. "Well, he took off with someone else, breaking up with me over a text - and not to mention taking all my money" Y/N said shrugging. Bucky laughed. "Im sorry, but seriously -" "I already admitted I was stupid" Y/N said, her shoulders drooping. "I cant go back home, James" "Why not ?" Bucky asked. "Because I ran away !! And stole money from my step-mom !" Y/N said, her eyes wide. "I cannot go back and be Cinderella again" Bucky nodded. A middle aged waitress served them their food, and then the table was quiet, except for the occasional clinging and clanging of  forks. "Seriously, this is the best Ive felt in days" Y/N said, smiling. "Thank you -again" Bucky smiled. "Dont worry about it" He said. They were walking again, slowly. "So, where are you going now ?" Bucky asked. Y/N shrugged. "I dont know" She said. "I have a friend here in the city. Maybe stay with her for a few days, till I figure out what to do" Bucky remained quiet for a while. Then mustering up some courage, he said, "You can come with me, if you want. I have an apartment, I live alone" Y/N stared at Bucky with her mouth open. "I mean, I can understand if you dont want to - but if you do want to - you can stay for as much as you like - " He was nervous, and he didnt know if he did it right - beacause he had never done it before. Y/N was about to cry again. "Im sorry - I -" Bucky took a step back, staring at the girl in front of him. "Thank you, James ! Thank you so much ! You did so much for me, and you hardly even know me !" Y/N cried. "Well, " Bucky shrugged, blushing. "It comes with some risks..." "What risks ?" "I could go 'Winter Soldier' anytime" Bucky said, "I could end up killing you in your sleep" "Oh please" Y/N dismissed him with a wave of her hand. "Dont have much to lose anyway" Bucky laughed. "Dont be so bitter" he said, "You havent seen anything. Trust me when I say that" "I trust you" Y/N said with a smile. "Lets go then " Bucky said, returning her smile. "Hey, why were you on that bridge anyway?" Y/N asked, suddenly stopping. Bucky gave her an embarrassed smile. "For the same reason you were there" He said. "How ironic"

BLUSH - 6

Bucky Barnes x Reader (x uncle Tony Stark)

This is the final part of 'Blush' . Thank you all for reading and appreciating my work ! :) I know it isnt perfect, but its only the beginning ! And I also happened to reach 400 followers today ! Yay ! Thank you for the love, it means so much ! :*

"Just relax for a minute. Breath." Wanda instructed Y/N, watching her pace the room.

"Hes going to hate me. Hes going to disown me !" Y/N said, hyperventilating.

"You can do this another time then" Wanda said.

"No. I gotta do this now. Get it over with" Y/N said, exhaling loudly and walking towards the door. "Just tell Bucky to stay off Tony's floor for a while" Wanda nodded, and gave her a reassuring smile.                              

  * * *

Y/N stood in front of Tony's office, losing all the courage she had mustered a few minutes before. She knocked on the door softly, and heard Tony say 'Come in'.

Y/N entered and alnost froze in place seeing Bucky sitting in front of Tony, a guilty look on his face.

"Good timing, Y/N" Tony said. "I was about to call you" "W-why?" Y/N felt a huge lump in her throat.

Her eyes met Bucky's briefly, and then settled back on Tony's. Tony frowned, watching his niece with narrowed eyes.

"Uh- Tony -"

"Why dont you sit down ?" Tony said slowly getting up from his seat.

He turned to look at Bucky.

"So what have you gotta say, Barnes?" He asked.

Y/N froze again. He knew. He KNEW!

She stared at the two men in horror.

"Tony, Im really sorry-" Bucky said, "I didnt mean to !"

"Oh please, you didnt mean to ?! How can you even -"

"Tony, can I -" Y/N felt an urge to throw up.

"You dont say a word, Y/N! This is all on him !"  Tony said, silencing her. "You're all so quick to support him, he thinks he can just -"

"Oh woah, thats so not true !" Bucky shot back.

"Is too !" Tony said.

"You guys - " Y/N said. "Let me at least -"

"No!" Bucky and Tony stood face to face now, red faced and furious.

"Bucky this is NOT the way !" Y/N said, grabbing his arm.

"Y/N, you should probably just -" Tony began. "How can you blame it all on him ?!" Y/N asked.

"Seriously ?!"

"Y/N. DONT!" Bucky said, his eyes flashing a warning.

"Why not ?! 'Coz its not just you !"

"Y/N-"

"What the hell ?!" Tony looked at both of them with wide eyes. "Y/N , how can you be so STUPID ?!"

"Tony, I wanted to -" She never got to finish her sentence, because the door burst open, and Nat rushed in.

"Tony" Nat began. "I can explain"

"What the bloody hell ?!" Tony gave Natasha an incredulous look. "Is everyone is in this freakin' tower CRAZY ?!" He said, going back to take his seat.

"Tony, you just cant -" Natasha paushed, searching for the right words.

"Natasha, I can handle this, seriously, why the hell are you here ?!" Bucky asked, thowing his hands up in frustration.

"You are so ungreatful, Barnes ! Hes gonna kill you anyway, I just thought backing you up a bit will help !" Nat shot at him. "And Y/N - she -"

"Nat, its alright" Y/N said in a small voice.

"He had to know anyway - I didnt expect much -"

"HOW CAN YOU EXPECT ANYTHING FROM THIS ?!" Tony bellowed.

"Tony they just FELL IN LOVE ! Not bloody MURDER anyone !" Nat said.

There was a sudden silence in the room. Bucky and Tony stared at Nat. Y/N just stood silently, eyes closed. The silence carried on for a moment, before there was another knock on the door, revealing Sam and Steve.

Studying the faces of the occupants of the room, Sam said " Bad timing ?"

Steve walked in, straight to Tony and said, "He wasnt alone. We were with him" Tony just stared back at Steve with his mouth hanging open.

He reached into his coat pocket for a handkerchief, and wiped the sweat on his forehead.

"I just need a moment" He said, shaking his head, and taking a sip of water from the glass set on his table.

"Cap, you were saying ?" Tony asked, eyes fixed on Steve. "He wasnt alone, Tony. Sam and I, we were with him. It was an accident - and we'll pay for everything -" Steve said, in an apologetic voice.

"Pay for what ?" Nat asked, sharing a look with Y/N.

"Why do I have a feeling that we're talking about different things?" Y/N asked, a hint of horror in her voice.

"Why dont you tell them, Barnes ?" Tony said, looking at Bucky.

Bucky exhaled noisily before speaking. "We took Tony's new car for a ride, and I was driving - " Bucky said. "And kinda had a bit of an accident - it needs replacements now"

"Oh my God" Y/N said, covering her face with her hands.

"And now, what were you two saying ?" Tony was uncharacteristically calm.

"Tony, this was NOT how it was supposed to happen ! " Y/N said, shaking her head. "I thought Bucky was here to talk about us -"

"Why do you need anyone else to talk to me for you, Y/N ?" Tony asked, softly. "Whats the worst that could happen ? I might throw him out, or maybe kill him like Nat said, but -"

"Tony !" Nat hissed.

"Im so sorry," Y/N said. "I was afraid that you might hate me after this. But, I cant help it, Tony. I love Bucky. I havent felt this before - you know it !"

Tony remained silent.

"Its always been about grades and career, but Bucky showed me something else - I want him in my life, Tony. And I want you. " Y/N said, walking towards Tony. "I can stop if you want" Y/N said, taking Tony's hand in her's. "But, that'll be it. Its going to be Bucky forever, Tony. No one else"

Tony looked at his little girl's tear- streaked face. And then at Bucky, who stood with a pained expression, but eyes fixed on Y/N, which held so much love and adoration for her. Tony looked away, trying to blink away any tears that had formed at the corner of his eyes.

He stood up, a hand tightly around Y/N's shoulder. "I've always been nothing but proud of you, Y/N. You're my daughter - there is nothing in the world that can change that. And when have I ever said a 'no' to you ?" Y/N looked at Tony with wide eyes. "Yes, its true that Barnes and I have a history of NOT liking eachother - and its not like hes killed my parents or anything -"

"TONY!" Steve and Natasha glared at him.

"Sorry - but hes a changed man, now. Incredibly STUPID, but still. And if it makes you happy, then, I want you to have it - without being guilty."

Y/N burst out into tears, and flung her arms around Tony's neck, crying into his expensive suit. Tony's eyes met Bucky's, and a secret pact - of tolerence, and trust and staying by eachother's sides for Y/N- was formed right there.

* * *

It was close to midnight, and Tony Stark stood at the roof of the Avengers Tower, watching the star studded sky.

"Cant sleep ?" Nat's voice snapped Tony back to reality. Tony shrugged, turning to look at her.

"Does it always look like that up there ?" He asked, looking back up at the sky. Nat smiled.

"On special days I guess" Nat replied, looping her hands with Tony's.

"You did so good today, Tony. Im so proud of you"

Tony smiled back at her.

"After all these years - it felt like I did the right thing. For her. " he said.

"You did. And for Barnes. After everything hes been throught"

Tony nodded.

"You're a great dad, Tony" Nat smiled at the soft blush that had settled on his cheeks.

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BLUSH - Part 3

Bucky Barnes x reader

After a long day of work, Y/N went straight to her room, exhausted. But she couldnt sleep.

She had a bit of an anxiety issue, and her work always kept her on the edge.

Eventhough she was quite good at what she did, she doubted herself and her abilities. She never spoke of it to anybody, but it always haunted her. She constantly pushed hard to impress Tony, to prove that she was worth his time and money. Tony was a father figure to her, and she always felt the need to make him proud of her.

It sometimes left her sleepless at night. She would usually make herself something to eat at times like that. That was yet another issue. She tended to eat her problems away.

And to top it all, there was Bucky Barnes.

She couldnt stop thinking about him. She tried hard not to look at him too much, or think about him, but also failed miserably.It was all too much for her.

Y/N got up from her bed, and looked at the clock. It was only 3 in the morning. Everyone in the tower should be alseep, she thought glumly.

She slipped out of her room slowly, and made her way to the kichen. She began searching the fridge for something to eat and her eyes fell on icecream. Helping herself to a bowl, she sat at the kitchen counter, eating.

Y/N almost jumped in shock as she heard some noise behind her. She put a hand against her chest, and tried to calm herself down.

“You scared me Bucky !” she breathed.

“Im sorry” Bucky mumbled. “ What are you doing here ?”

“I couldnt sleep”

“Oh” Bucky scanned fer face to evaluate the situation.

“What happened ?” he asked, as he sat next to her.

Y/N saw that he wasnt wearing a shirt, and for the first time, she saw the part where his metal arm joined his body. There were rough scars lining it.

Bucky saw Y/N’s eyes on his arm, and he was afraid of scaring her off. “Am I making you uncomfortable ? I will go put on a shirt, just wait” Bucky said, getting up from the chair.

“No, dont ”

He was surprised to hear her say that, and even more surprised as she caught hold of his arm, making him sit back.

“Can I touch it ?” She asked him in a whisper.

Their eyes met, and Bucky gave her a slight nod. Y/N’s eyes were back on his arm. Her fingers slowly traced the scars, caressing it ever so softly. 

Bucky closed his eyes tightly at that feeling.

“Are you ashamed of it ?” Y/N asked, her fingers still lingering there.

“Its not me…it only reminds me of the terrible things I’ve done”

“You cant blame yourself for it, Bucky…” Y/N said. “I see it as a part of you, which makes it beautiful”

Bucky looked at her amazed.

Their eyes met again.

Bucky smiled at her words. His heart was beating faster. Like as if she sensed it, her hand moved over to his chest, above his heart.

She smiled.

“You’re just, wonderful, you know that?” Bucky had to say.

Y/N shrugged, smiling.

“Y/N” Bucky said, taking her hands in his. “Whats the matter ? I know beneath that smile, something is bothering you, tell me about it…if its alright”

And for the first time, she spoke to someone about her fears, her insecurities, how hard some things take a toll on her.

By the end of it, Y/N was in tears, and in Bucky’s arms.

Bucky held her tightly against his chest, as he felt her relaxing, her sobs fading, and her breathing was normal again.

“Look at me, Y/N” He said, cupping her face with his hands. “You have nothing to worry about ! I was a wreck, completely lost, but Im here now…I have overcome so much ! Y/N you are brilliant ! You just need to give yourself a break !”

“I do ?”

“Yes ! You’re pushing yourself too hard…just relax, and be yourself, everyone loves you”

“Do you ?”

“What ?”

“Do you - love me too?”

Bucky smiled at her. She looked at him with teary innocent eyes.

“Of course I do” Bucky whispered, pulling her into another hug.

“You really do ?” Y/N’s voice was so small, if he werent so close to her, he wont have heard.

Y/N pulled away from him. There was so much of hope in her eyes. So much expectation, and trust, that Bucky felt his heart growing heavy.

She looked him glumly and he touched her cheek lovingly. “Yes,” he said. “I do”

“Really?” She tilted her head as she waited for his answer.

Her gaze made him stutter with his words. He only leaned forward, but just before his lips could touch hers, Natasha walked into the room with a loud yawn.

Bucky and Y/N sprang apart, staring at Natasha. Y/N heard a low frustrated growl escape Bucky’s mouth as he ran his fingers through his hair.

“Morning” Natasha mumbled, going straight to the fridge. She retrieved a bottle of water, and raised it to her mouth. But lowered it and looked at the couple at the table.

“What are you two doing here ?” She asked with a smirk, noticing Bucky’s shirtless form.

Bucky just shook his head in defeat. Y/N shrugged.

“Aww, you cute little things” Natasha said, laughing. She walked towards her room with the bottle in hand, and on her way she yelled, “ Hope you guys’ll finish that kiss !”

Bucky just put his hand to his face, as Y/N sat beside him, mortified.

“I…I should go” She said, standing up and washing her ice cream bowl. Bucky nodded.

“Thanks Bucky, you made me feel a lot better !” She said, touching his shoulder before leaving.

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My Brightest Star - 2

Sirius Black x Reader

After his initial stuttering and nervousness around Y/N, Sirius was back to being himself. Which did not mean that Y/N was free to go. Sirius had his own way of doing things.

He would sit behind her in class. Or opposite her in the Great Hall. Or in the common room, he would occupy the couch from where he was always in her line of sight. He just HAD to be around her ALL the time.

Y/N was aware of all the attention she was getting from Sirius, but she barely ever reacted. She knew of his ways, and she was being cautious.                          

  * * *

"Im quite sure Black's staring at you Y/N" Alice said one morning at breakfast.

Y/N knew he was, and slowly she glanced his way, and their eyes met. Sirius smiled. Not a flirty one. But a genuine happy one.

Y/N smiled back, and was almost lost in it, when Lily shook her back to reality.

"Whats going on ?" She asked, sitting beside Y/N, eyebrows raised.

Y/N shrugged.

"Ready to go?" Lily asked.

Nodding, Y/N collected her things, and began walking out of the hall. Only something seemed to be pulling her back.

Frowning, Y/N turned back only to see Sirius watching her with a big toothy grin, and his friends doing the same, beside him. Sirius gave a little wave. Y/N just flashed him a tight-lipped smile and followed the girls quickly.                            

* * *

Sirius begged Lily to invite Y/N over to hangout with them.

"Please Lily ! Just try !! I'll do anything for this !" Sirius whined. "Please !!"

"Come on Lils, just ask her" James said.

She didnt think Y/N would agree, but after repeatedly being persuaded by the boys, she agreed to try.

"Hey, Y/N" said Lily, as she stood in front of the mirror, adjusting her scarf.

"Mhmm" said Y/N, looking up from the book she was reading.

"We're going down to the lake for a while" she said."Wanna come ?"

"With your friends ?" asked Y/N raising her eyebrows. "Is that a good idea ?"

"Yep" said Lily. "Come on, Y/N ! Its always them and just me ! Please ?"

Y/N looked away for a moment, thinking. "I...um..."

The thought of having to actually interact with Sirius, maybe for the first time after the incident made her nervous.

"Please ?" Lily said again.

"Alright..." Y/N said closing her book, and standing up. "I dont trust that boy, though"

"Who ?" teased Lily. "Sirius Black" Lily was sure that she saw a hint of a smile on Y/N's face.                                

* * *

The Marauders regularly invited Y/N to their hangouts after that. She went for most of them, where Sirius would be flirting with her mercilessly. And if ever she skipped, he would pout and sulk throughout the day.

Spending so much of time with them, Y/N found Sirius quite attractive , too, but she kept that thought to herself. Her heart would speed up seeing him, and there was such excitment bubbling inside her every time she spoke to him.

Lily knew her friend was quite fond of Sirius, but she never said anything. Things will have to fall in place on its own.

The Other Guy

Bucky Barnes x Reader x Chase Collins

Bucky sat at the dining table, sipping his coffee, and eyes glued to his laptop. He was determined to keep his eyes off a certain couple sitting at the living room.

(Y/N) laughed yet again at something that guy said, and Bucky clentched his jaw in iritation.

What does she even see in him?!, he thought. The guy had an arrogant look on him, and not to mention a handsome face.

Bucky glanced their way, and saw (Y/N) typing into her laptop, and the guying sitting too close to her, saying something.

He was too engrossed in watching them that he didnt notice the person who had joined him on the table.

Steve smirked, seeing his bestfriend in this state, and cleared his throat to make his presence known.

Bucky almost jumped at that, and quickly regained his composture, and looked back into his laptop.

“Whats the matter, Buck ?” Steve asked.

“What ?” Bucky asked, looking at Steve.

Steve raised his eyebrows, and grinned at Bucky.

“Who the hell is that guy ?” Bucky asked, giving up.

“Thats Chase Collins, (Y/N)’s friend from college” Steve informed him. “They’re on some assignment together”

“I dont like him” Bucky said, and both the guys turned to face the couple, again.

“(Y/N) doesnt seem to mind” Steve said, shrugging. “I think they’re just friends”

“Obviously, he’s trying for more” Bucky murmured, sulkily.

“Buck, Im telling you again” Steve said, exhaling loudly. “You should tell her how you feel !”

“I cant” Bucky said, his metal arm clutching at his cup tightly. “Why would she want me ?! Im the fucking Winter Soldier ! ”

And, his feelings got the better of him, crushing the cup in the process.

* * *

(Y/N) jumped up from the couch hearing a loud cracking sound. She turned to see Steve and Bucky sitting at the dining table.

Bucky’s eyes were tightly shut, and the pieces of the cup, on the table.

(Y/N) rushed to Bucky’s side, relieved to see that it was only his metal arm.

“Are you alright, Buck ?” She asked, touching his shoulder.

She felt his body going rigid on her touch.

By now, Chase was on her side.

Bucky hummed in response.

“I’ll just clean it up” He said in a small voice, not looking at any of them.

“No, just leave it there” (Y/N) said giving his shoulder a gentle squeeze. “I’ll do it”

She looked at Steve and said, “Why dont take him upstairs ?”

“Yeah” Steve, already on his feet and grabbing Bucky’s arm. “Come on, Buck”

* * *

(Y/N) watched as Steve led Bucky to the elevator. She wished Bucky gave her that kind to freedom to hold him, or touch him.

He was always so unsettled and quiet around her. He didnt seem to like her much.

Chase touched her hand, bringing her back to reality.

“(Y/N) ?” He said, in a soft voice.

“Yeah ?” (Y/N) looked at Chase, who was smiling at her.

“You love him, dont you ?”

“What ? No. I dont.”

Her heart was running on a marathon right then, threatening to burst out of her chest.

“Yes you do” Chase said, taking her hand in his.

“He doesnt” (Y/N) said. “He just doesnt like being around me, Chase ! Hes always running away from me ! He never looks at me ! I dont know what to do !”

“Calm down !” Chase said, his hands on her shoulders, holding her in place.

(Y/N), was breathing heavily, trying to calm her mind. There was a storm happening in there, and the only person who could calm it down was not ready to help.

“Have you tried talking to him?” Chase asked.

“No”

“Why not ?”

“ ‘Coz he wont stay in the same room as me for like five minutes” (Y/N) said bitterly. “Let alone have a conversation about my feelings. You saw him right now, wont even look at me !”

“Maybe he’s nervous” Chase said.

“Why should he be?” (Y/N) asked, looking at Chase.

Chase shrugged.

“Look, if I hadnt seen this today, I would’ve asked you out” Chase said, giving her a genuine smile. “I think he feels the same way you do. He was bugged that we were spending time together”

“What ?! How can you say that ?!”

“Well, its a guy thing.” Chase laughed. “We were both kinda studying eachother - leaving that aside - you should go, and talk to him”

“Chase, Im afraid, what if he shuts me out ?” (Y/N) said, closing her eyes.

Chase cupped a hand on her cheek, and she opened her eyes.

“Well, thats his loss” Chase said, laughing again. “Im here. If he hurts you, im right here”

(Y/N) laughed, pulling Chase into a hug.

“Thanks, Chase” she said, witha smile. “You’re a great friend”

“I know” said Chase smugly, and started packing his things. “See you in class tomorrow. We’ll finish the assignment then”

(Y/N) nodded, and walked him out.

* * *

(Y/N) knocked on Bucky’s door.

“Bucky ! Please let me in. I have to talk to you” she said, kocking again.

She heard footsteps, and the door opened, revealing Bucky. He was wearing a gray round neck tshirt, and apair of black shorts, his hair done into a messy bun.

“Can I come in ?” (Y/N) asked, carefully.

Bucky nodded, moving aside to let her in.

He stood by the door, not knowing what to do. He watched as she played with her hands nervously.

“Close the door ?” She asked.

Bucky obeyed, nervousness creeping in again.

“Im sorry about the cup. I didnt mean to disturb you and your friend” Bucky said, eyes fixed in his shoes.

“Was nothing” (Y/N) said, shrugging.

Bucky nodded.

“Dont you like me, Bucky ?” (Y/N) asked, all of a sudden. “I mean, why dont you talk to me ? Did I do something ? Or say something ? ‘coz I really dont understand ! I didnt mean to come in here, and attack you, but you really dont leave me a choice !”

Bucky stared at the girl with wide eyes.

“Of course I like you ! ” Bucky said, suddenly feeling a sense of confidence filling himself.

“I adore you, actually” He said, now breathing heavily, hands on his hips. “I have for a long time. Since that day Tony introduced you to us. When he said you’ll be living with us. Since then.”

(Y/N) stared at Bucky, open mouthed.

“Why wouldnt you tell me ?” she asked.

“How would I ?” Bucky asked, as if the answer was obvious. “Im an assasin. I’ve killed innocent people. And you are related to Tony Stark ! And luckily I managed to kill his parents too. So thats a bonus !”

“Bucky, you didnt do any of those things” (Y/N) said weakly. “You were brainwashed. You didnt know”

“But I did.” Bucky said, his head bowed in shame.

(Y/N) ran to him, taking his face in her hands.

“Bucky, you are one of the most beautiful people I’ve known” She said. “And since the day Steve told me all about you, I’ve loved you. I love you, Bucky ! I dont care who says what. I know you. I trust you, and thats all that matters”

“Tony would never agree” Bucky said, his hands moving around her waist.

“Well, he’ll come around one day”, (Y/N) said, a small smile creeping into her face.

Bucky couldnt help but smile. He leaned down to press his lips to hers. They kissed, and kissed again. And again.

“Um, Buck ? One question ?”

“Ask away”

“Why did you break that cup ?”

“That friend of yours, he was getting on my nerves” Bucky said, blushing. “I think he liked you”

(Y/N) giggled, kissing him again.

The Button Issue

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Just cute cute Bucky :*

I stood in front of the mirror, touching up my make up. I loved the beautiful red gown Tony had gifted me, to wear to his christmas party.

Knowing Tony, it was going to be huge. He had been quite busy with the preparations for quite a while, and he wanted everything, and everyone to be just perfect.

I was almost done, when I heard a knock on my door.

“(Y/N)! Can I come in ?”

Bucky’s voice brought a smile to my face. This was his first big event since Tony had invited him over to stay with us at the Avengers tower. Tony had even gifted him with his party outfit - A brilliant tuxedo.

“Come in, Buck” I called out.

The door opened and a flustered Bucky stepped in. He came towards me , closing the door behind him.

“You alright ?” I turned to face him. “Bucky ?”

He stood staring at me, mouth slightly open.

“Y-You look beautiful !” He said, coming forward to pull me into a hug, lifting me off my feet.

I giggled, kissing him gently.

“Thanks, handsome” I said, and winked, as he put me down.

“Ok, now, I need help” Bucky said, holding his hand up. A button sat on his palm.

“Again, Buck ?” I asked, laughing.  “How do you manage to do this all the time ?”

“Im sorry ! Just fix it for me, (Y/N). Tony’s gonna kill me if he finds out” Bucky whined.

“Alright alright !” I said, leading him to my bed.

I sat, and fished into one of the drawers of my bedside table to find a needle and thread, and began working on his button. Bucky stood in front of me, hands on his hips, and tapping his foot every now and then.

“Are you nervous, Buck ?” I asked, looking up.

“Im not sure about this, (Y/N)” He said, in a small voice. “Im not sure if people will ever accept me…its all so difficult…Im not sure if Im ready to face anybody yet”

“Bucky, you didnt do any of those things- no one can blame you for it ! And if they do, they’re gonna have to deal with me!” I said, and it brought a small smile on his face.

He knew it was true. I had broken a few noses for him before - at nightclubs, parks, malls - he knew I wouldnt mind doing it again.

“So how did you pop this one ?” I asked, trying to change the subject.

Bucky gave me a wide eyed look, and before he could reply, my door flew open, and Sam stepped in.

“What the hell-!” He screamed, narrowing his eyes at us.

Steve walked in casually, going straight towards my mirror, and adjusting his coat.

“How many times are you gonna pull out those buttons, Barnes ?” Sam asked, sitting beside me.

“Shut up” Bucky grumbled.

“Hes doing it on purpose, (Y/N)” Sam scoffed. “Just so that he can make you put it back-”

Bucky blushed, and glared at Sam. Steve laughed, squeezing Bucky’s shoulder lightly.

“Is that so?” I asked Bucky, mock- glaring at him.

“Of course not !” Bucky said, looking away, and folding his hands firmly against his shirt.

“If thats the case” I stood up, frowning.

The boys looked at me, as I reached out and plucked a button off Bucky’s shirt, a wide grin spreading on my face.

“Oh come on!” Sam groaned. “Such babies !”

Bucky laughed, as I put my arms around his neck, pulling him into a kiss. His arms went around my waist, holding me tightly against his chest.

“We have 10 minutes before the party! ” Steve said, glancing at his watch. “Fix that shirt, and do it fast !”

“Im telling Stark !” Sam said, shaking his head, and walking out of the room, followed by a laughing Steve.

“I love you, (Y/N)” Bucky whispered against my lips. “I love you too, Bucky” I said, giving him one last kiss before returning to fix his shirt.