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The Slumber Party

Pairing : Young Sirius Black x Reader

I remained totally off for the first two weeks of my holidays. Sirius sent me a few letters to which I didnt reply. And he stopped writing.I cried myself to sleep for so many nights, that I lost count. This was so unfair!

I was hopelessly in love with Sirius Black. We were betrothed, and were meant to be, and all that, and it made me so jealous and angry that he actually allowed Marlene to kiss him.

“Rotten bitch” I cursed thinking about her.

My parents were worried about me and this new depression I was in. Mum asked me why I didnt meet or write to Sirius, and got grunts and growls for replies.

“(Y/N), just sort out your issues with Sirius” Mum said. “Its not very nice to hold grudges !”

“I dont care what anyone thinks, Mum !” I said. “Hes the only one who can actually do anything about it !” Mum gave me a confused look before leaving my room.

I got a letter from Lily Evans towards the final week of our holidays, saying that shes having a slumber party at her home and that she wanted me to go. Lily and I were friends before my betrothal to Sirius, and I felt guilty that I didnt write to her all summer. Mum was really glad about this party, of course.

“This is great, (Y/N)! Go on, have fun with your friends! It will help you get your mind off things” she said.

But Mum was right, I desperately needed something to take my mind off him. Maybe this party was a good idea after all. I wrote to Lily that I will go.

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Dad took me to Lily’s house on the day of her party. “(Y/N), come on ! Alice and Mary are already here !” said Lily, dragging me inside.

“My parents and siser are out visiting my grandparents” said Lily with an evil grin. “So we have this house all to ourselves tonight !” “And why do I feel that theres more to that smile ?” Alice asked suspiciously “Oh nothing! ” said Lily. “Really!”

None of us trusted her on that. But it was nice to be so free and relaxed. I was beginning to enjoy it. We were all sitting around doing random things and talking about our miserable lives, when we heard a knock on the door. Lily sprang up from her bed, and ran downstairs.

“What is she upto ?” I asked, feeling frightened. “I have no clue” said Alice, and we followed her down to the living room. Lily opened the front door, and in came a familiar face. “James !!” She squealed, launching hereslf into his arms.

And it was not just James. Sirius stepped in behind James, and his eyes fell straight on me.There was complete silence in the room as we stared at eachother.

“Surprise !” said Lily, and then fell silent. She turned to Sirius with a self satisfied smile and said “ How do you like your surprise Sirius?”

I saw James swallowing cautiously, his eyes darting between me and Sirius. Sirius’ smooth black hair was all out of place. And it looked so cute on him. ANYTHING looks cute on him. He wore a black shirt, and a pair of jeans, looking absolutely gorgeous.

I saw James whispering to Lily, and she looked at me with wide eyes. “I swear I thought this was a good thing” she said, raising her hands to us. Alice and Mary looked so shocked, they didnt move at all. Only their eyes moved between us.

Sirius took a step towards me. There was an excrutiating silence in the room, and my ears seemed to ache because of it.

“(Y/N)” I loved the way he said my name. But I didnt let that affect me.

“Lily, Im tired. I need to sleep” I said to Lily, trying to sound stern. “Sure (Y/N)” said Lily, and I began climbing the stairs to the room she had shown me before.

I saw Sirius’ face. He looked angry. And the next thing I knew, he was coming after me. I ran. He ran behind me. I stumbled through the hallway, Sirius close behind me. We wrestled with the door, but of course Sirius won - he was far more stronger than I was.He stepped in and locked the door behind us.

“Open that door RIGHT NOW” I said, feeling a bit scared. “No” said Sirius standing in front of the door, arms folded tightly. “Dont you play your games with me, Black” I said, anger rising. “Is that how its going to be, (Y/L/N)?” said Sirius, calmy with a smile playing around his lips. “You are just an arrogant ass, you know that ? Dont even think for a second that I dont get your tricks !” I spat. “How dare you speak to me like that ?!” he hissed at me, a storm flashing in his eyes.

With that, he dashed towards me. I moved back in reflex, falling into the bed, looking around desperately. I saw my wand sticking out from the corner of my bag. I grabbed it, and pointed it at Sirius’ face just as he reached me. All this action made my summery dress fly, and I immediately put a  hand on top of my skirt, my cheeks burning.

“Dont make me hurt you” I said in a small voice. “You might as well do that, (Y/N). Its better than what you’re doing to me now !” snapped Sirius.

I felt bad hearing that. And in a swift movement, Sirius seized my wand, and threw it across the room, and came forward, grabbing hold of my wrists and pushing me against the bed.

“Get off me, Sirius !” I yelled, pushing back at him. “Why dont you go back to your Marlene and tackle her ! She might not fight you back !” “Are you crazy ?!” cried Sirius. “I saw her kissing you ! And I saw that it amused you a lot ! Dont start lying ‘coz Lily saw it too !” “What the hell, (Y/N)?!”

My hands were in pain from his strong grip, but I dint give in.

“(Y/N), I didnt know that she fancied me ! I’ve known her since we were babies !” said Sirius. “I WAS kinda surprised to think that she thought that way !”

I stared at him, my hands weakening. “Do you know what I told her ?” he asked softly, his eyes locked with mine. “What did you tell her ?” “Nevermind” said Sirius distractedly, and letting go of my wrists. He straightened, and put his hands into his pockets, and I sat up on the bed.

“I dont want to be friends, (Y/N)” He said.

I stared at him. What did I just do ? Pain gripped at my heart and I felt tears stinging my eyes.

“I want to be more” he said slowly. A tear rolled down my cheek, as the pain turned to something else, and I stared at Sirius.

He came closer now, and sat on the bed, next to me, as tears cascaded down my face. He wiped them with his fingers, and whispered, “Would you like that ?” I looked at him as he gave me a soft smile. I nodded in between sobs. “Say it” he said coming closer. “Yes, I want that” I said, and felt the heat rising to my face.

He smiled widely, and looked absolutely divine. He leaned forward, and I felt his soft warm lips touch mine. It was a sweet kiss at first. The second one was bigger. And then he kissed me so deeply, my head spun in its magic. His arms went around my waist and soon I was lying on my back and him on top of me, kissing.

After our first ever make out session, we lay side by side on the bed, my head resting on his chest, and his arm around me. “Sirius” I said. “Mhmm” “What did you tell Marlene ?” “I told her that I was in love with you” A smile spread on his face as he looked at me. “I love you, Sirius ” I love you too, (Y/N)“

After a bit more cuddling, I sat up and said ,” I think we should tell them that we are ok" Sirius laughed. “You should’ve seen Lily’s face !” he said, laughing. “Shut up ! This happened because of her !” “True that”

Lily, James, Alice and Mary were playing some game as we came down the stairs, hand in hand. “Well would you look at that!” commented James, with a smirk. Lily and the others smiled at us as we came forward. “Wanna play ? We can start over!” said Lily. “Yeah ! ” I said and we joined them in their game. This was the best slumber party ever !

Sirius Black × Reader

❝She finds him cloaked beneath a canopy of constellations strung above the Astronomy Tower balcony, summer sticky on his cheeks, and a string of starlight strangling the curvature of his clavicle.❞