33 (she/her, they/them, y'all) transgenderfluid, polyamorous, demi-pansexual, free roaming entity who likes all the things. poetry is my passion, life my field of study.
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What Is The Weirdest Compliment Someone Has Ever Given You?
What is the weirdest compliment someone has ever given you?
Hmmmm 🤔 when I was younger a lady at my church came up to me, and began to describe how much like Jesus my spirit felt, and then asked if I would pretend to be Jesus for the little kids as to give them a physical representation of Christ
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This has been one hell of a year.
Began with a meltdown,
Achieved some self awareness,
Accepted the truth of myself
Got into therapy
Worked on saving my own mind and soul
Started hormones
Started growing breasts
Cut out toxicity
And found myself again and again
Even now
In the final hour.
I have changed.
The world has turned
It's destination I cannot truly see.
Living day to day
Amazed by the wonder I see in it now.
Sitting beneath the trees
Trying to understand.
Timidly taking my first steps
Into the life I couldn't imagine.
Anxiety about the future.
Never sure just what is in store.
Yearning to keep on moving
Never settling again.
12:00 am
Today marks my third month since starting estrogen and declaring war on my testosterone levels. It has been wild. I've come out to my family, I'm planning my future, and I am learning about myself. Each day I face new challenges but I also get to see my body change a little bit more towards who I really am. There have been a lot of downs but also moments of such pure joy, I can't even imagine going back. When I wake up I'll be heading to my doctor to check my levels and determine my next steps. There is a lot left doing and my journey is only beginning. Still have to navigate educating my family, walk them through who I am and what's coming, but they love me, and they aren't going to leave me (at least the ones I care about)
I'm all smiles right now, and can't wait to see what comes next :)
Rode manic highs till I collapsed
Spent a week trying to get back.
My emotions have been running low
My strength compromised.
I roll over and try not to cry.
.
Usually I can keep a good eye on it.
Recognize the signs
And take measures in order to mitigate it.
Had been a while since it last happened.
Didn't see it
Till it was too late.
Came crashing down till I couldn't stand.
Spent
All I could do was try to sleep.
Even that wouldn't come.
My misery lasts through the night.
Piece by piece I've been putting myself back together
But my soul is walking with a limp.
.
I have to work in order to control the thoughts.
Those that threaten to take me further down.
The dark thoughts and the sad thoughts
All the worries and fears and paranoias of my mind.
It takes so much effort.
The task itself threatens to crush me.
I keep my heart afloat
With visions of hope for the future.