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I just realized in ch2 there is this line in the tutorial Ralsei had written, about breaking bonds and becoming stronger. Like you could recruit people to your Dark World but could also... not. And well... why would Ralsei write that? And it's not about just fighting Darkners, ohhhh no. You aren't becoming stronger if you simply press fight, it is about killing people.
Now, I don't believe Ralsei's secretly evil, rather that his intentions are good but sometimes misguided. And, given he's designed to be the player's favourite, and that he seems to know about the soul controling Kris (I'm not sure if it was implied or we collectively assumed that because it makes sense considering everything else Ralsei does and says), I think he knows about the possibility of the Weird Route taking place if the player decides so. And he may be deeply concerned and stuff but won't interfere because well. The soul knows best. But near the end, if we won't stop taking dangerous paths (assuming the will be another Weird Routes, which I think there will), he will stop us. Or at least try.
I don't actually know where I was going with this but hope you liked reading all this xD
honestly I just remembered I shook hands with the king and now he has a funky story that I wrote in year six about mushrooms
Look at you, in the changing rooms. You're an animal shaped like women. Somehow, you go undetected
You know what you are
You know you shouldn't be fitting in here
You feel like a fox, clad in feathers in the henhouse. They'd label you a predator if they only knew to. Somehow they don't. You feel like they should. But you're too afraid to put your head up and show your teeth.
They wouldn't believe you anyway.
What a weird morph. You can't believe you don't reek through your skin. Are they stupid? Don't they realize you're among them?
Maybe they'll notice if you could ever grow a bit more hair. When your "clitoris" can stand more inches on it's own. Maybe when the tumor-esque lumps on your chest have been freed of you. Maybe then.
What a weird morph you are. Would they accept you on the other side?
You continue to exist
"Akutagawa isn't obsessed with dazai" no. You're wrong. He IS obsessed, just not in the quirky romanticized way people might think. Akutagawa is mentally unstable and he actively hates dazai, but he needs his approval. Craves it. Desires it with almost every inch of his being. He wants to kill dazai, but his obsession with him overrides most other thoughts about it. Dazai is still bad to akutagawa, saying that he's dangling approval just above Akutagawa's head. He knows akutagawa is obsessive, and he uses it.
Akutagawa being an obsessive person is something that should be talked about more. In og bsd, he's obsessed with dazais approval, in beast he's obsessed with getting his sister back iirc, ect
Akutagawa's obsessive behaviors isn't just in og bsd, it's in alternative universes as well. How he acts when it comes to this isnt just dazais doing.
To me he kinda acts like a dog. A dog that has been trained his whole life to bite. It's what he knows best. He bites at enemies. He bites at those who betray. He bites at those who attack the one he calls an owner of sorts, if that makes sense
There's a chance he doesn't even realize that this isn't normal. He might think that everyone has N "owner" of sorts that they must be the guard dog for. Everyone is wired to fight for the one they consider an "owner"
(i don't know if this makes sense im tired and it's three am so let me know if it does)
"Akutagawa isn't obsessed with dazai" no. You're wrong. He IS obsessed, just not in the quirky romanticized way people might think. Akutagawa is mentally unstable and he actively hates dazai, but he needs his approval. Craves it. Desires it with almost every inch of his being. He wants to kill dazai, but his obsession with him overrides most other thoughts about it. Dazai is still bad to akutagawa, saying that he's dangling approval just above Akutagawa's head. He knows akutagawa is obsessive, and he uses it.
Akutagawa being an obsessive person is something that should be talked about more. In og bsd, he's obsessed with dazais approval, in beast he's obsessed with getting his sister back iirc, ect
Akutagawa's obsessive behaviors isn't just in og bsd, it's in alternative universes as well. How he acts when it comes to this isnt just dazais doing.
To me he kinda acts like a dog. A dog that has been trained his whole life to bite. It's what he knows best. He bites at enemies. He bites at those who betray. He bites at those who attack the one he calls an owner of sorts, if that makes sense
There's a chance he doesn't even realize that this isn't normal. He might think that everyone has N "owner" of sorts that they must be the guard dog for. Everyone is wired to fight for the one they consider an "owner"
(i don't know if this makes sense im tired and it's three am so let me know if it does)
The wings are said to be an expression of one's soul, and the way they looked could be quite telling. So no one was surprised that Tony Stark never, ever showed his wings.
But perhaps, as he grows closer to the other Avengers and starts trusting them, as a relationship with the former Winter Soldier develops, he might end up being willing to show them one of the most private parts of himself.
Fills the following Bingos:
for the @tonystarkbingo flash event: 011 - “Family” - WinterIron - Teen and up
for the @buckybarnesbingo: Y1 - AU: Wings (which gives me a Bingo, just in time!!)
Thank you all so much for this amazing year in the fandom. You have made the experience so wonderful, and I’m so grateful for the people I’ve met, for the events I’ve gotten to participate in, and especially for the people who have read and enjoyed my stories... I hope for another amazing year next year, and I wish you all the best for 2020!! 💙💙
Ok tumblr, I know the power of the internet so just hear me out right quick as I ask for a simple favor. See those cereal boxes up there? If you buy any Kellogg’s product with that Free Book logo on it there is a 16 digit code inside your box of cereal. Now, when you get three of those codes together you submit them online and they will send you a free Scholastic book. Now I’m sure you’re wondering why I’m bringing it up, so here goes.
I teach first grade at a school where the kids have little to nothing. Through generous donations (government, three square, various community partners, etc.) the kids get backpacks, clothes, shoes, free breakfast/lunch, and some school supplies. The school is not in the best part of town. I’ve had students who live with grandparents because their own parents are in jail, kids who have parents that don’t have custody over them for various reasons, and so on and so forth. Now I am trying to get my kids to read books, but they literally don’t have any books at home that they can use to practice their reading. Sure they get a library book from the school library but it’s not the same, you know? They don’t own the book, it’s not theirs.Â
Here’s where you come in. If you happen to buy one of these specially marked boxes and don’t plan on using the code please send me that code through my ask box. If 60 people on here send me a code I’ll be able to get 20 books, which will easily allow me to get each of my students a brand new book of their own. I used the Fly Guy books above because my kids are currently obsessed with the character and the book has sight words that we’re working on in class. Even if you have no codes, I’d appreciate the signal boost as well.
So, if you happen to get a code please send it my way. I would appreciate it and so would my kids. Heck, if I get 60 codes, that would give me enough to give each of my students a book and I will gladly take a picture to show you how excited they are to get a book. If more codes keep coming, I’ll post up their thank you notes. They’re seven so expect something awesome. Thanks in advance.
Anyways on this episode of 'I am being violently forced to acknowledge that I'm not the norm' we have an ongoing breakdown of some sort.
And the extras! 'I'm faking it for the attention of who?' 'I should probably tell my therapist about this.' and 'Are they new? Who are they?'
What will next episode hold? Probably the ongoing breakdown! Will we know who the FUCK that is? Are they new or not? Tell me fucko!
Tune in next time I decide people should know about my problems and not just my google docs, journel and whatever god that left us!