(and Also About Being Abusive Myself) - Tumblr Posts

the assault is the human's perverted eye that is so blinded by delusion that it does not see its own perversion

and that god's own eye is blinded by his own false sense of justice

where the voyeur causes an exhibitionist in all human and cannot realise their normal is justification for an action that god would pardon for intention intention has been so valued that the self does not see its own wrongs it convinces itself that it's doing good

when human tells another's self it is hurtful it is intention that deludes and fuels the vitriol that may be justified with perspective of which an axe does not realise that it did not only slightly graze a tree but destroyed an entire forest

god does not care about forests in a way that matters

petrichor does not rise he cannot wash away the sins tacked on me by a human's hand a god's hand perverse

the exhibitionist’s hand forces skin to rise to the surface their disgust facetious to their own heart to forget their undying hatred for themself that they do not know (it is less painful that way)

to speak of it (them) (it) is to force discomfort in another and it is easier to shut than to be torched by their sputtering anger that avoids the feeling of the truth of the perversion that lies in the world and hence of the souls

all god would do is throw flames at the burning trees

prayers are gone unanswered in both his name and theirs

(i have begged to be saved from where i dangle from their arms like a handbag and ribbon has been shoved in my mouth for my own good as a bow sits at the corner of my lips and i smile because to speak is to sin )

my body has never been mine