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1 year ago

"If I'm not me..."

KNJ × Female OC

Part 1 & 2

"If I'm Not Me..."

Part 1

"What? Is there something on my face?"

Anrea giggled, her curly hair bouncing with her shoulders as her boyfriend got in her face and wiggled around.

Anrea pushed him away, "Stop it." She smiled.

"But you're staring at me..."

She looked down, "Why do you wear your hats like that? It looks like a chocolate chip." She snorted as she held back her laugh, blushing and covering her mouth.

"If I'm Not Me..."

The couple sat at a train station, waiting for their train, watching the other one roll by.

"Namjoonie?" He looked at her and she couldn't help but smile lovingly. "Where are we going?" She asked.

He smiled back, "Somewhere~" She rolled her eyes playfully. "We've been together for 6 years and you still can't tell me where we are celebrating our anniversary." She shoved him a little. He overreacted and flung his arms, his arms ending up around her.

She giggled some more, his chuckle joining hers as he hugged her.

Would it be wrong to say he fell in love with that sound before he even laid eyes on her?

Part 2

"If I'm Not Me..."

They finally boarded their train and got comfy in their seats that faced each other over a small table. He reached forward and grabbed her hands gently, stroking his thumbs over her knuckles. "I love you so much." She blushed, "I love you too, Namjoonie."

His head turned out the window and she got a flashback to the first time they met in person.

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6 years ago Anrea moved to Seoul with her father who was on a business venture.

She was sitting on a park bench, wondering where her life was going at this point.

Her father never cared what she did, she's a few months from graduation and she had enough money saved for an apartment for 4 years…

Her eyes lazily looked over the park.

To the right was a playground, tons of screaming kids running around with their annoyed parents watching.

To the left was an open field where some teenagers and adults played soccer or exercised.

And right in front of her was a-

Soccer ball to the face.

The ball landed in her lap as she held her nose. "Ow ow ow ow ow ow!" She whined, tears leaving her eyes as she kicked her legs in pain, fluttering her uniform skirt.

"OH MY GOD, I'M SO SORRY!"

Her eyes darted around to a boy running in her direction. He had a bruise on his face and tears coming out of his eyes. He tripped and fell face first into her lap, replacing the soccer ball that rolled away.

"NAMJOON AH! STOP BOTHERING THAT GIRL AND GET OUR BALL!"

"YA GET BACK IN PLACE FOR TARGET PRACTICE!"

Some boys snickered and anger bubbled in the woman's chest as she looked down at the frozen boy. "Hey." He jumped and scooted onto his knees. "Sorry. Sorry. Sorry." He bowed between each word. She giggled, still holding her nose and he looked up at her with wide eyes.

"I'm ok, kid. Stop crying."

He sighed, "On the other hand why do you let those boys bully you?" The boy's eyes widened again as he looked down to the left. "I-I'm too scrawny to fight back." She chuckled, "We'll, if they bother you anymore, you can always find me in the library. How old are you, Namjoon?"

She watched him shiver but then looked at her, "F-Fifteen." She chuckled and fluffed his hair. "I'm 17. You go to Seoul High, right?" He nodded, "Ya, then, you can come find me when you need me." She stood up and waved, "Bye Namjoon!" He huffed, "Bye Noona!" He smiled and she smiled back, his dimpled cheeks making her heart squeeze.

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"Noona~"

She blinked and looked up at him. "Yes?" He smiled, "You spaced out." She chuckled shyly, "Heh... Oh, I have a question." His attention went back to her from outside. "Back then, were you the one who hit me in the face with the soccer ball?"

Namjoon's neck and ears burned red almost immediately after she spoke. "I- Uh- Yeah..."

"If I'm Not Me..."

She giggled as he looked away bashfully, "I finally got the balls to kick back and I ended up hurting you." She snorted and he huffed, his grip getting loose. "I'm sorry for laughing. I'm not laughing at you, baby." His ears continued to burn red as he turned to her, that nickname being his weakness to get him to cave into anything.

"Noona?"

"Hmm?"

"I was wondering if that when we get to where we're going if we could..." She raised an eyebrow, "We could, what?" Namjoon's blush moved to his cheeks. "Y-You know.." It clicked and she smiled, "Oh! Uh, yeah. I'd like to." Namjoon's blush deepened a shade and she smiled, rubbing his fingers.

This big beefy baby.

The rest of the ride was quiet, the couple admiring the outside as they held hands over the table, Anrea's legs intertwined with his under the table.

For a couple who hasn't done anything sexual over the 6 years they've been together, besides kissing, they love PDA.

But they don't know that they're both hiding secrets.


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1 year ago

"If I'm not me..."

KNJ × Female OC

Part 3 & 4

"If I'm Not Me..."

Part 3

They exit the train on a random platform in the middle of a forest.

"Namjoon, where the hell are we?" Anrea asked curiously with an authoritative tone in her voice. He chuckled, "Close to my home."

"Huh? I thought-"

Namjoon hopped off the platform and reached up, "This is why I told you not to wear something flashy. Come, we have to make it before dark." She nodded, her full trust in Namjoon.

She hopped into his arms and he let her down on the ground softly, "While we walk, Can I tell you some stuff?" She hummed as they walked hand in hand, over the cracked pavement with grass and weeds poking through.

They entered the treeline on a beaten path, the trees, plants and weeds brushing them like outstretched hands.

"I told you I grew up in Seoul with no parents, right?"

She hummed again, gently moving a tree branch from her face.

"Well, it was partially true. I have no parents, but I did the majority of my growing up- Here."

He stepped forward and disappeared into the foliage. Slightly frightened, Anrea pushed forward and stumbled into a clearing. She froze as she saw Namjoon's clothes on the ground.

She blinked rapidly and looked up into the field.

About 10 feet away sat a giant white and black wolf about a foot taller than Namjoon. She stepped back and fell onto her ass, "Namjoon!" She yelled as her head whipped around in fear that caused her heartbeat to race.

The wolf broke the grass and walked closer to her. She screamed more, putting up her shaky hands.

But nothing scary happened.

The wolf plopped down in front of her, scratching its neck before sitting still, it's ear twitching.

"If I'm Not Me..."

She pulled her hands back and leaned back on them, "W-Where's my boyfriend?!" She squeaked more to herself than the wolf but it turned to her and panted, its tail wagging fast.

She looked at the clothes, the grass, then the wolf. She looked back and forth a few times before gasping, "Namjoon?!" She shouted at the wolf. It barked and wagged its tail.

She quickly engulfed the wolf in a hug, "You fucking scared me!" She said, hugging him and crying. She felt arms wrap around her, "I'm sorry Noona, I didn't mean to scare you. I just didn't know how to tell you, so I showed you." She sniffled and pulled away, blushing at his toned chest and huge biceps.

"I needed to show you my family before we consummate. I've really been wanting to make love with you." She blushed and chuckled, "So blunt." She smacked his shoulder and they both chuckled. "Wanna ride?" He asked, backing up and shifting into his wolf again before sitting down for her to climb on. She stood up, grabbed his clothes and straddled his back.

He huffed and kicked his back legs, making her press into his fur and hold on. He grunted and took off trotting before full fledged running into the woods.

My boyfriend's a wolf.

Part 4

They came to a stop and Namjoon sat down, making her slide off his back. She giggled and crawled around him, "Your clothes." She offered the fabric and Namjoon took it, shuffling back into the woods and changing into his human form before walking out and helping her from the ground.

"So this is why you love nature so much, you grew up in it." She stated as she looked around at the little village, all the houses were either huts or small cabins. Namjoon nodded and held her hand as he led her toward the banner over the main trek in front of the village, "It says Blood Wolf Village." She hummed in awe at the language she really didn't know.

It was different from Korean and English, the language looked more like it had runes for letters.

As soon as they stepped under the banner the people around them tilted their heads back, inhaling deeply. "

Alpha Namjoon!" Multiple people shouted.

They began to crowd them and Namjoon smiled at each of them, when someone parted the crowd.

"OH THANK THE GODDESS YOU'RE BACK!"

They turned to see a plump lipped man walking through the crowd that parted for him.

"If I'm Not Me..."

He hugged Namjoon and clapped a hand on his back. Namjoon smiled and hugged him back, "Bam, it's been too long. Your scent is refreshing." The man chuckled, "I can't lie and say anything differently."

"Oh, I want you to meet my mate, Anrea."

All attention turned towards the short tan skinned, curly haired woman, making her face light up bright red. "Wow, a mate?" The man asked. "She's human."

Namjoon shrugged, "She has the scent. I couldn't help but court her after we first spoke." The man smiled, "Is this the first time you've met our kind?" He asked, "Yes."

"You're not scared?" She shook her head, "When I first met his new form, absolutely. But it doesn't matter, I've accepted everything he's thrown at me before. I can accept this," She tugged his arm a little and squeezed his bicep, "I love him."

The man hummed and looked like he forced his next smile, "Well, it'll be a little harder than it would be if she was a wolf, so be careful." Namjoon nodded, smiling and bowing to everyone before leading her towards the biggest cabin.

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"N-Namjoon?"

He turned to her from the closet, "Yes Noona?" She bit her lip, "H-Have there been human mates before?" He nodded, "Plenty. Every year there are about 20 human mates in the pack, because the goddess doesn't want us to lose the humanity in us. This is the first time in 60 years that the pack alpha has had one though."

She blinked, "I-I have to tell you something." He walked over and sat next to her, smelling her fear and the faint scent he's been smelling for the last year but hasn't brought it up.

"I'm sick."

Namjoon hummed, urging her to go on.

"Th-The doctors say it's a tumor, on my heart. I went to see them yesterday... I have about a year left." Tears left her eyes and landed on their intertwined hands.

Namjoon inhaled and exhaled slowly, "I knew you were sick, but I wanted you to be ready to tell me. I'm glad you told me and I didn't have to find out when you leave me."

Anrea sniffled as he pulled her into his chest, "Shh. I'll spend every single day with you, loving you, hmm?" She nodded and held him close. "I know death is scary, but we'll find each other in the next life, the moon goddess will not allow the pack alpha to be broken hearted."

"Namjoon?" He hummed. "Can we try tomorrow? I wanna try to at least give you one pup." He froze for a second before sighing and holding her tighter.

"If I'm Not Me..."

"Of course."


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